So finally an update! Yay! I'm not dead! I'm actually 16 today! :D It's my birthdaaay. Anyway enjoy this chapter. It's for Glowbee St. James. Oh and btw, a review would be a great birthday present. *nudge nudge* ;)
Pairing: St. Berry
Relationship: Broken up after Nationals
Prompt: "I loved you!" "But you still chose him."
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, buuut it is my birthday ssoooo…
Rachel sighed as she walked into the coffee shop. She didn't want to be here, but she figured she owed Jessie this much at least. She felt really bad for the way she had treated him and led him on…again. She had made him think that she loved him only to make Finn jealous (again) and then had gone on a date with Finn while in New York behind Jessie's back even though they were technically dating. And then to top it all off, she had kissed Finn in front of hundreds of people- including Jessie. Though technically Finn had kissed her, but she hadn't pushed him away, instead she continued the kiss. All of this she had done while she was still dating Jessie. So yeah, she kinda owed him this meeting.
Rachel looked around the almost empty coffee shop and quickly spied the curly haired boy. It wasn't hard. Jessie always commanded a room and could always be found quite easily. That was one thing she admired about the boy. He was always so confident and sure of himself. It really wasn't fair. As Rachel went to sit down at the table, Jessie quickly jumped up and pulled her chair out for her. The first thing that ran through Rachel's head was "Why? Why is he being so nice to me after what I did?" Those thoughts just multiplied when Jessie pushed a peppermint hot chocolate across the table to Rachel. Her favourite. Rachel sighed and decided to get right to the point. "Why did you ask me to meet you here? And secondly, why are you being so nice to me after everything I did to you?" She questioned.
Jessie's smile swiftly disappeared and he grew serious. First of all, I wanted to talk to you about what you did and secondly, I'm being nice to you because I love you, Rachel. I love you so much more than that tall oaf could ever love you. I love you so much I'm willing to look past what you did. I'm willing to forget about it completely. I've already forgiven you. I realize that I've done some extremely idiotic things in the past and you forgave me for them, so there is no reason why I shouldn't forgive you. Please come back to me. Please!"
"Jessie, I can't. I just can't. I'm with Finn now. I finally have him back. I'm sorry. I used you again and I led you on again. I shouldn't have, but I was still so angry with you when I started and after that I just couldn't stop. I wanted to make Finn jealous and you were available and willing. I'm sorry," Rachel choked out through threatening tears.
Jessie grimaced and at that moment appeared extremely vulnerable, a rare occurrence for the Jessie St. James. "Answer this honestly, Rach. Do you love me?"
"I loved you, Jessie."
And with those words Jessie's heart broke into a million pieces. To hear those words he had spoken to Rachel last year thrown back at him, but this time in honesty was more than Jessie could take. He stood up and started to walk off and Rachel was pretty sure she heard him mutter as he passed her, "But you still chose him."
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