An: So here is the next chapter. I might have to make things interesting when she goes to Florida because she is leaning way too close to Hap. After all I still haven't decided where I want her to end up. Thanks for reading and thank you to the few that reviewed. Also for any of you looking for a good story you should check out the collaboration by BG.0715. The parker sisters are even more awesome than T. I think anyways
T stared at the clubhouse door for a few minutes. She couldn't decide if she wanted to go in there and say something or not. She felt Jonny's arm lay on her shoulder.
"Long night little sis?" He asked.
T turned and flashed me a smile before shrugging his hand off of her shoulder and walking towards her car.
"Later guys" She yelled out before climbing in her car.
-LK-
Mac, Glen and Jonny all watched T take off out of the parking lot. Mac was pretty sure that he saw a bite mark and a hickey on T's neck and though he didn't get a good look at Hap he was pretty sure that his cheek would be bruised from where T slapped him. Mac knew though from Hap's words that it wasn't the first time T had hit Hap that night. Mac knew that they had fought before and their fights were never pretty. Mac had walked into one, on accident one time and he was too shocked to do anything but stare.
It wasn't that Mac had never seen T fight before because everyone had, and they had all seen her and Hap fight in the ring as well, but when her and Hap were fighting it was the look on Hap's face that threw Mac off course. T had a big head and she wasn't afraid of anything but she knew that if she got to big, someone would knock her down. Mac had never seen anyone raise a hand towards her and be able to walk away except for Hap. Hap had told Mac once that he had warned T three separate times about putting her hands on him. The fourth time it happened he hit her back. Now, T knew the way it was and she knew that laying her hands on Hap was giving him permission to lay his on her.
Mac followed Jonny and Glen into the clubhouse. Hap was sitting at the bar with two shots and a beer. Mac watched Hap slam the two shots as Glen and Jonny took a seat next to him.
"Hows momma?" Glen asked Hap.
"She's good" Hap replied taking a pull of his beer and motioning for two more shots.
"Long night brother?" Glen asked again.
"You have no fucking clue." Hap said and inclined his head towards Mac.
Mac got what Hap was trying to say. It had led to a fight, a bad one. Mac could tell as he looked Hap over, that at some point he ended up on the ground. His pants were all dirty and the poor man just looked like he wanted to get drunk and pass out.
"T leave than?" Hap asked Mac.
"Yeah, she stood shocked staring at the door a little bit though." He replied
"Good. She's got a lot of shit she needs to think about and I really don't want to fight with her no more." Hap replied.
All three men looked at Hap than.
"That bad?" Jonny asked
Hap stood up and pulled his shirt up. You could already see the darker bruises forming on this ribcage. He slipped off his cut and pulled his shirt off and you could see that he would have bruises on his back as well. There was a cut on his neck and it looked to be from T's nails.
Glen whistled "I'm surprised that she is still walking."
Hap shot a glare at him. "I hate when she does this shit. I don't like putting my hands on her. She likes to push me though, I think she likes it."
Hap stood up than, he grabbed his cut and walked towards his dorm. "Oh and Glen she's got a few bruises of her own, plus I fucked her in the dirt." He shouted out behind him.
-LK-
Zeke was sitting at the bar at his clubhouse when Glen called.
"Whats up brother?" Zeke asked
"Well they got back about an hour ago and got into a fight in the parking lot." Glen replied
"What?" Zeke asked
"It wasn't their first fight of the night either. Hap's all bruised up, but I'm sure that T is too. She has to come into the shop tomorrow she's working in the office for Sarah, so I will get a good look at her than. Neither one of them really said nothing about what they talked about what I do know that Hap told her that he loves her in front of all of us, which was a shock. Oh and they fucked in the dirt at least that's what Hap said."
"They always fight like that?" Zeke asked, ignoring the part about the sex.
"Not always but its not the first time either. T's got a short fuse and she's got too big of a head, she pushes Hap and he pushes back." Glen replied with a sigh.
"So, what about D?" Zeke asked
"Still seems to be all up in air. Mac's pretty sure she still hasn't made a choice." Glen added "Well I'll see you in a week and I will call you tomorrow on how T looks but I'm pretty sure she's still going to have some bruises next week while shes there."
"Well thanks for the heads up man. Talk to you tomorrow." Zeke said before hanging up himself.
Jay looked over at his prez. "Whats up?" he asked
"That was Glen, apparently T and Hap got into it and this isn't the first time. She might have some bruises while she's here." Zeke replied
"They actually fought? This isn't the first time?" jay repeated.
"Yep, They fought in the parking lot at the clubhouse but the worst of the fight happened before they even got back. Hap's all bruised up, Glen didn't get a real good look at T since is dark and she didn't come inside. He said he'll call tomorrow and let me know how she looks."
"Damn, that isn't healthy."
"Yeah but it's the way shit works in the club, and it's the way shit works when you put two violent people together and add emotions. At some point that could be D and her. Glen said that T pushes Hap to that point. He thinks she gets off on the pain or something."
"Damn, that girls is fucking crazier than we thought."
"It's not really how she used to be, now she's just a violent person. It happens when you become a killer. I've watched good guys turn crazy because of that shit. Like John Teller. Killing makes you lose part of who you are and that girl has killed more people than the years she lived. Some people handle it different, take D or Koz of example. They still feel good as much as they feel the bad, hap and T feel the bad more than they feel the good. Only thing keeping that girl sane is Ana, at least until she has her own kids. She'll change when she does, her heart is too good for her not too. Killing is really a man's job, a lot of women would of already gone crazy doing what she does."
Jay nodded, him and D had a long talk the night before. Jay was deciding if he should share or not when Zeke asked
'So what you and D talk about?"
"he said that he isn't sure how he feels. Said T is a great person but I think his pride hurts too much to put too much effort into trying to fix it. He will though because he needs to fix his pride. I don't think she's going to be coming to Florida for good though. D will survive.'
Zeke nodded his head. "Might be better that way."
-LK-
Marcy and Lonnie were sitting on the couch when T walked in. The girls hadn't seen each other in forever but they knew that T was going with Hap to visit his mom today.
"How's momma Maddie doing?" Marcy shouted out to T.
"She's good." T shouted back out from the kitchen.
After a few moment T came out of the kitchen with a drink and a ice pack and took a seat on the couch. Marcy and Lonnie both glanced from the TV to her. Both of them tired to control their gasp of surprise when they saw her. She had hand shaped bruises forming on her wrists, and there was a hickey, a bite mark and a bruise forming on her neck.
"get into a fight with Hap again?" Marcy asked after a moment.
"Yep, and we had sex." T replied as she took a swig out of her glass.
"What?" both girls asked at the same time.
T laughed. "We. Had. Sex."
"was it good?" Lonnie asked eyeing her neck.
"The best." T replied as she slammed back the rest of her drink.
"I always figured that you would end with Hap, even after the whole thing with D. You and Hap just fit." Marcy confessed after a few moments.
T and Lonnie both stared at her with looks of shock on their face.
"What? D was too nice, and Koz is too wordy. Hap, I knew from the moment I saw the two of you in the same room that you would end up together. Think about it. Really think about it. I mean you guys fight and I know that you get off on that T. D or Koz would feel too damn bad after they hit you. Hap feels bad but he warned you a shitload of times about it. You like to push him. You get off on the pain." Marcy replied.
After a few moments, Lonnie nodded. "Shes right Tay."
T stared at her friends. She thought back through her whole life and she realized that they were right. T nodded her head and stood up.
"Well I'm going to bed, got to go to the shop in the morning." T told them before heading towards her room.
"She needs to slow down though before she kills herself." Lonnie said.
"Hap wont let her die and she wont go down without a fight. She loves Ana too damn much to leave her behind." Marcy replied before turning back to the TV. Tay was a big girl no one would be able to make her change her mind once it was set. She just hoped that shit cleared up soon. She was happy that T was gaining a clear head finally, she wanted it to stay that way. Florida didn't sound like such a good idea.
-LK-
T climbed out of her car and walked towards the office. She was wearing a tank with a hoodie over it. You could clearly see the hickey, the bit mark and a hand shaped bruise on her neck. She had dark purple, almost black, handprint bruises on her wrists. There was also a slight bruise forming on her hip as well as two large ones, one on each leg from where Hap had hit her back. Other than that she was fine and she felt happily blissful. She got fucked the way she liked it the night before. She also got to see momma and have a good chat with Hap. She was still in shock that he said he loved her loud enough for other people to hear, but she kind of figured that Hap did that so Glen would relay info to D or the Florida charter.
Glen was sitting behind the desk in the office, while Jonny and Mac were standing by the wall. T shot them a smile.
"Morning guys, Glen your in my seat." She said making them all laugh and Glen stood up moving over to the wall that Mac and Jonny were leaning against.
"Let me see how bad it was" Jonny said to her before she took her seat.
"What?" T replied sitting down and turning towards her cousin.
"Let me see the rest of your bruises. I can see the ones on your neck. Wait is that a bite mark and a hickey?" Jonny said moving closer.
"If I show you, will you get out of this damn office and leave me alone? I'm sure Hap probably looks worse than me. You know how he feels about hitting woman." She replied before standing up and unzipping the hoodie. She pulled it off and put her hands out in front of her. Jonny took them and looked at her wrists.
"You must of really pissed him off" Glen replied looking over Jonny's shoulder.
"Always do, everyone says I must like it, I guess I get off on the pain because last night was the best sex of my life." T sang out hoping to gross them out.
"Hap said that he thought you got off on the pain. What did the girls say?' Mac asked, still positioned on the wall.
"Marcy said she always thought I would end up with Hap. She said that Koz is too wordy and D is too nice. She said I get off on the pain that's why I push him to the point of it turning physical. My guess it that is got to do with me becoming the little killer. I try so hard to be like Koz but truthfully I am more like Hap. I don't feel the good as much as the bad. My only bright spots are Ana and Junior." She replied before taking her hands from Jonny's grip and putting the hoodie back on.
"Chill out Jonny, I've gotten worse before." T replied while turning on the computer and going through the files on the desk. The three men just sat and watched her.
"Okay I showed you, now get out of my damn office or you three can do the paper work and I can go home and go back to bed." She said sending a glare their way from over the top of the file she was reading.
All three men nodded and left the office. T let out a huge sigh of relief and began looking through the computer. She was looking over some number Sarah had wanted her to take a look at when the phone rang.
"Tacoma Auto, this is Taylor speaking how can I help you?"
-LK-
Hap was working on a car when he heard the click, click, click of T's heels on the floor. He turned around and sure enough there she was. He looked at her neck, he was proud of the hickey and the bite mark, not so much of the bruise though. Hap shook his head, Mac had just told him that T gets off on the pain. He already knew that though. He could tell she didn't even bother trying to cover them up. To him it seemed like she wore the proudly. Hap looked around and noticed that all of the other guys in the shop were looking at her as well. One of the auto guys yelled out
"Hey T, get in to a fight with Hap again?" he asked with a laugh.
T flicked him off "Someone needs to run a tow."
All of the guys looked around before going back to work. Hap looked at her.
'Here I'll do it, just give me five minutes to finish this and then I'm gone."
T walked over and handed him the slip. At the last minute Hap changed his mind and grabbed her arm. He pulled her too him and leaned down. He kissed his marks before whispering in her ear.
"I want a kiss and if you slap me again last night is going to look so good compared to what I do to you."
He felt her shiver in his arms. He took that as a yes and leaned down to kiss her. When she pulled away she looked conflicted. Hap could feel all of the guys watching them, waiting to see if she was going to smack him. T shook her head, roughly dragged her arm from him and stalked back off towards the office. Hap slipped the paper into his pocket and turned back to the car. He didn't even hear Mac approach. Hap saw him though when he shut the hood and wiped his hands off on a rag.
"Your breaking her walls man. I really thought she was going to slap you. Whatever your doing its working." Mac said patting him on the shoulder before walking away.
Hap couldn't help the smile that crossed his face. If only he would of done all that before, they wouldn't be going through this now. She would already be his and probably pregnant with his baby.
-LK-
D sat at the bar, a girl on each side of him and a beer in hand. He wanted to be pissed that T had slept with Happy but he couldn't. After all he had fucked so many different women in the past month that he had no room to be pissed. T was a big girl and she made her own choices, Glen said that T had dark bruises on her wrists from where Hap grabbed her. That did piss D off, you shouldn't treat your women like that. He knew though that T liked it rough. D was worried because Glen said that T must get off on the pain, and he knew that he wouldn't be able to do that to her. At least he hoped that he wouldn't. Glen said that it all falls back on the violence that is part of her everyday life. Like any guy, T got off on the kill. It was crazy for D to think of a girl being able to do what she does and still be part of the way sane. T was wild, crazy and extremely free spirited. She didn't need a man to take care of her and D liked to be needed. His pride hurt but he didn't think that he would be able to give T what she needed. Which he felt said a lot about him as the Florida SAA. Sure he had the strength to be the killer and Zeke's body guard but he didnt think he could be what T needed. Maybe he was too nice or too good hearted but he thought that women should be treated the best way a man possibly could.
D was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't hear the chicks get up and Jay take the seat to his left.
"I know what your thinking, but you need to understand that T has spent the last four almost five years of her life proving that she is as good as any man in this club. She's worked hard and done a lot of fucked up shit to prove it but she did. The violence is now such a huge part of her life that its become a large part of who she is. It partially describes her as a person. Its not your fault that she can be too much to handle and that doesn't make you a softy. Stay out of your head bro. When she comes down here do what you feel is right. Maybe its her and maybe its not, you wont really know until you two are face to face again. A lot of shit can change in a month bro. It might seem like T has gotten it all together but she hasn't, she needs an anchor, Ana isn't strong enough to hold T down on her own. Mac's trying to help and so is Jonny but she needs someone to be up close and personal. The fact that Jax's Dr bitch is still alive is proof that you can do that. Sure she gets off on the pain but that doesn't mean you have to physically hurt her, seemed like your ruff sex worked just a well."
"She had ruff sex with Hap too."
"Yeah after they fought, we didn't know if we should tell you or not but we figured that you needed to really know what you were up against if you really wanted her back. If your not 100 percent about it now and when she gets here your still not sure, let it go. You don't need the drama, she doesn't want it and this club cant afford it. You need to do whats best for you and this club. Sure T would be a great asset but theres no guarantee that she would even come here. Ana is that girls world and T wont go too far from her."
"Your right bro."
"Just trying to help man, I know that your pride hurts but you're at fault for that too. Not just her. You should of spoke up and asked her to come to Florida and shit would of turned out way different. Mac says that she had a lightness around you. You made her want to be a better person, to try and live her life the way she was supposed to, not as the little killer but as an old lady."
"And what does Mac say about Hap and her?"
"Not much, said Hap makes her a better killer. He said that Hap keeps her grounded and clear mind. You know even when we get lost in the haze of the blood lust and the kill, T stays focused. Mac said he's never seen someone stay as clear headed in a kill as her. She never loses her focus not even when the kill is done. Said he has never seen her as confused as she did when she came home for the Bahamas. Mac isn't too sure who she's going to pick. He doesn't even have a guess, all he says is he's betting on Ana. Lots of other guys are betting on this too. Bets are due on the first day that Ana goes back to school."
"who do you think your going to bet on?"
"I'll know by the time she leaves here."
"True."
Jay got up than and walked back towards the pool table and got in a game with Austin. D stayed where he was. He slammed his beer before looking around. He found a cute girl a motioned her over. After he got another beer he flung his arm around her shoulder and lead her back towards his dorm room. For now D was going to get his, he would worry about his future with T later.
-LK-
Hoping to have the road trip start next chapter, but I just cant get over how much I love T and Hap together. I really don't even want T to go to Florida anymore, but she wants her car back damn it
Xxx Taylor aka Laylasmommy3