AN: So this is the start of the road trip. Well I skipped writing about Disney since I haven't been there in years. It starts on the drive to see the Florida guys. Someone commented one of my stories, I believe it was Becoming a Killer, and said that T is always attracted to men with strong personalities. Well there are about to be some more men with strong personalities coming up and one of the men who has a strong personality is someone you might not expect it to be. I hope you enjoy it. 3

T smiled as she pulled the rental car away from the hotel. Disney had been a lot of fun and even though Ana thought she was too old for Disney, she realized that she still had time to be kid. T had wanted that for Ana that's why they went to Disney in the first place. Ana had her whole life left to grow up. T had grown up to quickly after the death of her mother. T wondered a lot after she had first become the little killer, if her life would of taken the turn it had, if her mother was still alive. She shook her head quickly. Her mother was probably frowning deeply from heaven, ashamed of her and if T was honest she was ashamed of herself as well. If there really was a heaven, T wouldn't be granted entrance. She knew that in the beliefs of the church, she was damned. T didn't believe in that though, who knows what happens after we die? Maybe something huge or maybe nothing at all, besides it was too late for her to worry about that now. Shaking her head free from that train of thought she glanced at Ana.

Ana had on a pair of shorts and a tank top, her hair pulled into a messy bun on top of her hair. She Ed Hardy glasses matching T's, in fact Ana and T were dressed the same. The messy bun was something that T had mastered growing up. It was fast and easy and if you did it right, it still looked classy. It took maybe three minutes to do and lasted the whole day. She had been teaching Ana how to make her hair look the same way, since Ana had begged to get her hair cut like T's. From the back they looked the same, like sisters even from the front you could defiantly tell that they are related. Their side fringe bags hanging slightly over their sunglasses, they had the same strong cheek bones and jaw, both common among the West family traits. T smiled as Country Strong came on the radio, she turned it up and flashed a smile at Ana as they both sat up straighter and started singing.

-LK-

Ana smiled as she watched her aunt sing along with the radio, being in Florida and on this road trip she saw the country side of her aunt. Ana knew that T had grown up in a small town, she knew that at one point her great grand parents had owned a farm. It was weird and cool at the same time to see her aunt, her role model as who she had been. Ana didn't remember a lot before T had come to live with them in Tacoma. They had pictures of T and Ana's dad, younger versions of them riding a tractor and riding horses. Ana was a wondering if T was going to ditch her flip flops and sneakers for a pair of cowboy boots by the time they got to Carolina.

T changed the station from the country music they had been listening to. Ana took the IPod T was handing over and flipped through the songs. She picked on and let it play out. She looked out the window and watched the world pass by. They were headed for the Florida charter now, so T could get her car and return the rental. Ana was happy, extremely so to be starting their road trip. Disney was fun and after getting there and seeing the adults having fun, Ana didn't feel like it was just for babies anymore.

T had tried to get them a hotel room for the two nights that they would be in Son's territory again, but Mom and Ronnie both threw a huge fit. So T caved and they would be staying with Zeke and Ronnie. Ana could tell that it made T nervous to be staying there. She had fought hard but eventually gave in. When Ana had asked her about it, she had replied." You know how those two are, having them both gang up on you is horrible. I gave in just so I didn't have to hear about it anymore."

Ana wasn't sure why it made her so uncomfortable, but it had T stretched thin. T being nervous made Ana nervous as well, and she wasn't sure that they would end up making it the two nights and three days it was supposed to be. Ana smiled at the thought, she didn't want to stay there any longer than necessary. She wanted to get on the road, she wanted T to put the sun roof down in her car as they sped down the highway. She wanted to go to Carolina and see where her dad and T had grown up. She was excited to see her uncle, even though she knew her dad and her aunt didn't like him much. Ana was hoping that he still had horses. T had taken her riding a few times and Ana wanted to go again.

"You think uncle still has the horses?" Ana asked

T looked away from the road and smiled at her.

"I know he does, he couldn't get rid of them even though they remind him of me and momma. He loves them just as much as we do." T replied.

Ana got a huge smile on her face, she thought her aunt was starting to get an accent. Her dad did sometimes, when he talked to her grandparents or when he and T talked about Carolina. Hopefully four days and they would be there. Ana would give up almost the whole rest of her road trip if that meant she got to spend a week riding horses.

-LK-

D paced the floor nervously. He knew that T was on her way to the clubhouse. Every single doubt he had about not loving her and negative thing he had thought had flown out the window that morning when he woke up. He knew that seeing her would make him fall in love all over again. T was like a drug, a poison that you could never get rid of. She stuck with him, and he was pretty sure that she stuck with every man who's heart she had touched. She was wild and unpredictable but she was tactical, smart and beautiful. She had the purest heart he had ever seen, even after all the killing she had done. He wasn't sure how her heart was still pure, he would even bet that those kills didn't touch her soul. T was like an angel sent down to show them all that even though life is full of bad shit, good is real and it is possible.

-LK-

Jay watched D pace the floor, he watched Austin bite his nails as he pretended to look at his computer, and Zeke smoked a whole pack of smokes since T had called and let them know that they were on the way. They would be there within the hour. Jay wanted to laugh at all of them, they were nervous about one woman and a girl. He knew it wasn't really a laughing matter but still T was still T, scary or not. Okay she was scary as hell and she would be on full protection mode with Ana with her and Jay was pretty sure that it didn't help that Ronnie was basically forcing T to stay at their place. That was going to be the worst, T was not happy about that at all. Glen had made that very clear when he showed up yesterday. He said that he watched T and Sarah argue about it and had been there when Sarah cornered T and made her listen to what Ronnie said. Glen said he was surprised that the phone had survived that one. He also said that it took an hour for them to get her out of the ring after that and that she was still looking for a fight. He left out the details if she got one or not, Jay was sure that if she did it was with Hap and behind closed doors.

Jay was worried about how this was going to go down. T was logical and she would listen to what they had to say but he wasn't sure if it would make any difference or not. Jay kind of wished that he would of went for her now instead of letting D live out his obsession, T was too much for him. It was kind of sad to admit since he was supposed to be their strength, but D had a white knight complex that didn't appeal to T at all. T wasn't a damn princess and she didn't want to be treated like one, Jonny had said that T had never really been the princess type not even as a little girl. He said that any sight of it died the same day that her mom did. T needed to be an equal, she needed someone that wasn't afraid of her and if they were didn't show it. D wasn't that man for her but their charter really could use her.

Jay had been so lost in thought that he didn't even notice Glen take the seat next to him. He turned and looked at him before taking a slug out of his beer.

"I know what your thinking and its probably the truth. D will never be able to lock her down, like Koz they are too good hearted. You would think that with a heart like T's she should have a good hearted man but she doesn't work that way. She needs someone that feels the same darkness she feels. To be honest, I think that while she gives Hap the light he needs he absorbs her darkness. I don't know for sure but that's what I think. That and she gets off on the pain and some men in the club cant handle it, just like some woman cant handle it. I think that T has always had a thing for men with strong personalities, I mean her dad is a lawyer and I've meet the man, he has a strong personality. All of the West clan does, even Ana and little Junior." Glen said

"Yeah, I've noticed. I feel like this is all my fault though because I should of took her instead of letting D fulfill his fantasy. I mean the bitch is scary but I'm better at hiding the fear than D is." Jay replied

Jay said nothing as he watched Glen look him over, than think something over in his mind. Jay nursed his beer and lit a cigarette. He was pretty sure he heard a car and after a few moments he heard two car doors slam. All the heads in the clubhouse turned towards the door. If the whole place hadn't went quiet, Jay was sure that he would of missed what Glen said.

"The only men in this world she doesn't scare has to be God and the Devil, and even then I'm not sure."

-LK-

Ana watched her aunt as they pulled into the clubhouse parking lot. She noticed that her hands were wrapped tightly around the steering wheel, so much that her knuckles had turned white. Ana knew that something big was going to go down. She just hoped that she was present when it did because the only hope T had at staying sane was her. Ana knew better though and she knew that when T got close to losing it, she would have Ana taken out of there. Ana had never seen T freak out, except at the lock down in Charming. That whole lock down had been a disaster and so stressful for Ana, her mom and T that Ana would be happy to never step foot in that clubhouse again.

"Ready baby?" T asked, hand on the door handle.

Ana put her glasses on top of her head and nodded. They opened their doors at the same time. Ana held her breath. She hoped that they would all come out to meet them, but it was looking like they would have to go in. Ana closed her door and a moment later T closed her own. Ana heard the beep from T locking the doors. She was sure that everyone knew they were here, and she knew from the bikes lined up that most of the club or the whole club was there. She spotted Glens bike in the line up.

"What's Glen doing down here?" Ana asked.

Ana couldn't tell what T was thinking with her eyes still behind her sunglasses but she wasn't sure if this was going to be a good or bad thing.

"Your dad didn't tell you?"

Ana shook her head. She heard T cuss her dad under her breath.

"They are betting on me, so be prepared to be spoiled. They think that you're the deciding factor. Jonny told me he would tell you. I think this whole thing is ridiculous but you will get some free stuff out of it." T replied.

Ana smiled, her dad didn't explain it all just said that Ana would probably be getting special treatment and she had. From the boys back home, and since they all thought that she was T's deciding factor for whatever she was sure that the same would happen here.

"Might not be a bad three days after all" Ana said in reply, making T laugh.

They meet at the front of the car and T put her arm around Ana in a protective gesture. It made Ana feel better knowing she was about to walk into a clubhouse with a bunch of men she didn't know. That made her nervous but she knew that no one would touch her. T would kill anyone who tried.

-LK-

T said nothing as she and Ana walked to the clubhouse door. T could feel her gun ice cold against her back, it was comforting considering she hadn't had it on her person for the past couple days. She was pretty sure that she wouldn't need to use it but one could never be too sure. She was just lucky that she had a permit for it was able to bring it or she would have felt real naked without it. It sucked going through security but it was worth it in the end. She let her hand fall from Ana's shoulder. Ana grabbed her hand and T squeezed lightly to let her know she was there and nothing would happen while she was. T pushed the door open. She didn't even flinch when all the eyes and the place turned onto them. T had Ana hidden slightly behind her.

"T, Ana! Its about damn time!" Glen shouted from his spot next to Jay. T nodded to him. She saw Ana wave and smile out of the corner of her eye.

T looked around the clubhouse. Everyone was here, except for Ronnie. T didn't say anything though. She could really use a beer and a smoke. She reached down and linked her hand with Ana's again and led her towards the table Jay and Glen were sitting at. Glen smiled at her as she pulled out the chair next him. She motioned for Ana to sit.

"What something to drink baby girl?" T asked Ana.

Ana nodded and T walked off towards the bar. She smiled at the prospect. The same one that had been there before, she leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"can I have a beer and whatever non-diet soda you have please?" T asked him.

"No walker today?" He asked

T shook her head as she lit a cigarette. She stood, back facing everyone her arms resting on the bar. She did it as a show of respect and to prove she had no fear. She heard someone approach and waited until they reached the bar to look at whoever it was. She wasn't surprised to find Zeke standing next to her. She slid her sunglasses atop her head and turned to face him.

"Hey doll, how was the drive?" Zeke asked

"It was good sugar thanks for asking" T replied before reaching for the beer that had just been placed before her. She winked at the prospect before picking it up and taking a swig.

"I was going to come and talk to you but I wanted to get Ana seated and comfortable first. Plus I really needed a smoke" T added when she noticed Zeke was waiting for her to say more.

Zeke nodded and put his arms out for a hug. T hugged him, they both knew it was a sign of forgiveness from both parties. Once they stepped away they both leaned on the bar.

"Your cars in the garage, Jay and Austin have been making sure that it stayed in good condition. Starting it and driving it around a couple times a week and keeping up on it."

T nodded in response. She was quiet as she watched Ana talk with Glen and Jay out of the corner of her eye, while she finished her smoke. She spotted D by the pool table staring at her, that made her nervous. She knew that they needed to talk but she wasn't sure she wanted to do that now.

"where's Ronnie?" T asked as she put out her smoke and picked up the can of soda along with her beer.

"She'll be along soon, she's getting the house ready." Zeke replied, T was sure that she frowned but she walked towards the table Ana was sitting at anyways.

T placed the drink in front of Ana and kissed Glen and jay on the cheek. She took the sat next to Ana, leaving the one between her and Jay free. She figured that Zeke, Austin or D would take it up shortly. So she wasn't shocked when Austin slipped into it a few moments later. Everyone was quiet after T kissed his cheek as well.

"Well if this isn't awkward" Ana said breaking the silence

-LK-

D had stood silently by the pool table he moved to the moment he heard the car pull up. He watched T and like he thought everything he had felt before she ran off came flooding back like a dam. He wasn't too surprised that she didn't say anything to him at all, but he had hoped that she would come and give him a hug and a kiss. He wanted everything to go back to the way it had been, before the big fuck up. He could tell by looking at her that she was stressed and that she didn't want to be there. It was written on her face plain as day for all to see. D thought it had something to do with Ana because after all the last time Ana had been in a strange clubhouse was during the Charming lock down, and that didn't go well.

D stood there lost in thought. His head flung to T's table when they all started laughing. He wanted to be a part of that again. Him, Jay, Austin and T had become some what of a team, the last time they were together. D shook his head free of the thought, T wasn't apart of their team. Shit he was pretty sure she wasn't apart of anyones team, well except for Marcy and Lonnie's. Speaking of them, he wondered how they felt about T hooking up with Happy. Last he knew, they could stand Happy and he thought of calling and asking them but he was pretty sure he was in the dog house with them too. Flipping his phone open he sent a text to Austin, asking him to bring it up with T.

D shot a meaning filled look at Austin when he looked up at him and shook his head no. He watched as Austin passed his phone to Jay. D wanted to flinch when T looked up at him, her eyes dark and dangerous looking. She had never looked at him like that before and that look was scary. D wondered if that's how she looked at Hap right before she started a fight with him. D watched as T snatched the phone from Jay as he went to give it back to Austin. She slammed her beer and stood up. Tossing the phone back to Austin, everyone looked at her. T patted Ana's shoulder as she walked by, she headed straight for D all of the men who had been by the pool table moved else where quickly. She stood next to him, lit a cigarette and pulled out her phone.

"Hey love, will you please tell D how you Lonnie feel about me and Happy? Oh and while your at it tell him you guys feel about me and him too, please?" T said into the phone.

D was sure he paled, he tried to pull a killer face when t held out the phone to him.

"Whats up Marcy?" D said into the phone.

"She's been there for an hour and you already started? This isn't going to end well for you. T and Hap are good for each other. She gets off on the pain and she needs to be her mans equal. You show to much fear and you have a knight in shinny armor complex that will never mix with T. As bad as this sounds your heart is too good for her, your too good for her, it will never work. She knows this, we knows this, all that's left is for you to know this. If she was different, if she was still Tay you two would have been perfect. But its not and shes not, Tay is dead all that is left is T. She has learned to live with it. Its time for the rest of us to as well." Marcy said, her voice quiet at the end.

"I don't think I can, I don't think that's true." D replied before handing the phone back to T and walking out of the clubhouse.

-LK-

Marcy sat on the couch, staring at her phone. She wasn't sure if she just broke D's heart or made him more determined to prove her and everyone else wrong. She let out a large sigh. She didn't want to believe what she said. She wanted Tay to come back, she wanted them to be the trinity again. Juive sucked and was also the best time of her life. They had been the trinity, afraid of no one and best friends by so much more than sharing a jail cell. They were alike and different in all the ways that matter and life without Tay was weird to her. Tay, T whatever she was mostly still the same but Marcy couldn't help but feel like they were growing apart in too many ways. Marcy wanted T to be with Happy, she wanted Ana to go back to school and she wanted T to come and work with them, leave the killing behind her. She wanted T to be happy, get married and have kids. She wanted that for all of them, and Marcy knew that's all T wanted for her and Lonnie as well.

Marcy wanted some peace, she knew that they would always have to watch their backs. She knew that the choices they had made in life had put them in danger for their futures but it was time to move on. They were twenty four, college gradutates with good jobs. Sure they would never be like their co-workers and they knew the field well from real life experiences not just book work. That was how they got the high marks, that was why they got good jobs. Their team would never be complete without T though. Marcy knew it, Lonnie knew, their professor knew it and so did their bosses. Marcy and Lonnie both worried that if T didn't join up with them soon, they would be downgraded or worse.

-LK-

T said nothing after D, not when he handed her the phone back, not when she put out her cigarette or even when she reclaimed her place at the table. She was tired and cranky and she wanted nothing more than to go to sleep. She wanted to get her car, leave this place and never look back. She didn't like hurting D or anyone in the Florida charter but she just didn't think that it was the place for her. She didn't belong there, D was too good for her. Shit the whole damn charter was. They wanted her, they needed her but than again so did every other damn charter in the whole club. She belonged in Tacoma, she belonged with Ana and her girls. She knew they were getting stress at their job, the professor had called her and told her that if the girls wanted to keep their positions T needed to join them. She needed to make them the team that they were meant to be and had been since they meet up in juvie.

T felt the pressure weighing down on her, she didn't think that she would last two nights with Zeke and Ronnie, she didn't think she would last three days with this club. She wanted to just do this and get it over with. She wanted to go on this trip with Ana, go home, figure shit out and start working with her girls like she was supposed too. She had a feeling though, that nothing would end the way it was supposed to, after all it never did.

-LK-

Happy sat on the couch at the Tacoma club house. He sat next to Koz. Maria sitting on his lap, just looking at the pair Hap could see how they were meant to be. Something that Hap never thought before, not before T. She was everything and nothing all wrapped into one pretty package. She drove him crazy and made him excited all at the same time. She was wild and sane, she made his world spin while being the only thing to keep him on the ground. Hap was so lost in thought that it took him a moment to even realize the girl that had sat next to him. He wasn't sure when her hand got on his thigh, but it had. Tempted to shove her off, he thought of T and what she might be doing with D and pulled the girl closer.

"Ladies" Koz said "How about you go and get us some beers?" he asked

The woman nodded and stood up. Happy looked at his best friend, not to sure why he just did that.

"Word travels fast Hap, I would almost bet my right nut that T isn't fucking D. This isn't the road this is her clubhouse too. Your signing your relationship and that whore's death warrant. I want you to know that. If you still want to fuck with her go for it, but if it comes back to bite you in the ass just know I told you so" Koz finished as the ladies came back with the beers.

Maria took her spot back up on Koz's lap. The chick took up the place she had before, her hand back on his thigh, very fucking close to his dick. Hap let Koz's words play in his head. Maybe he was right, but Hap figured a couple nights with the whore was nothing and if anything it would just lead to a fight with T. Since they fought and had sex Hap figured that the fight might be worth the sex he would get.

"Fuck it" he whispered as he took the girls hand and lead her to his dorm.

-LK-

As Maria slid off Koz's lap and headed with Rachel to the bar, she thought her words over very carefully. She knew she was lucky that T let her be with Koz, because if T would of wanted to she would be dead in a ditch somewhere. But T respected Maria, at least in some form or she would of never made it as far as she had. Maria knew that T was allowing her and Koz to be together, she knew that she could of got killed the second time she slept with him. T and Koz never had what T and Happy did though. Happy and T were an item even if it wasn't official yet and as much as Maria didn't like Rachel she didn't want to see the girl dead.

After Maria ordered the beers she turned to Rachel, only to find her staring at Hap.

"He's delious looking, I hear he is amazing in bed too." Rachel said.

Maria leaned up against the bar "I wouldnt know." She replied simply.

"Really? I thought that you always took them when T cast them aside?" Rachel said snidely.

"If I did do you think I would still be alive?" She asked Rachel, her distaste for the woman growing.

"I don't really think that T is that scary. Plenty of woman have been with Koz and Happy and their still alive. I saw you hitting on that Florida dude when every one knew he was after T. if she was going to kill you it would have been than."

"No, T asked me to do that. Look, T and Hap they are something serious. If you want to go for it go ahead, but I wouldn't make it more than a night and I wouldn't get no ideas about becoming his old lady. T finds out shes going to flip. So when shit goes south and your in a ditch or getting your face smashed in don't say I didn't warn you." Maria replied picking up the beers and heading back towards the guys.

Maria took her place back on Koz's lap. She watched Rachel out of the corner of her eye though. She noticed Koz doing the same. Shit was going to go south and bad when T found out. No one, would be able to stop her once she started, not Koz or Happy and Maria hoped that Rachel didn't end up dead.

She frowned when Hap took Rachel's hand and lead her back to the dorms. She shook her head and looked at Koz only to find him watching them as well.

"You warn her?" Koz asked simply

"Yep, shes a big girl shes going to do what she wants wither it ends her ass up in a ditch or not."

"I told him, but I think that he's itching for a fight. He'll get one alright when T gets home. I just hope that hes not ruining his chance with her." He replied before looking at Maria.

He leaned up and she leaned down and kissed him. Hap acting stupid wasn't there problem, but Maria just hoped that T didn't flip out on her for this. After all it was because of Maria being with Koz that the other girls were thinking T went soft.

-LK-

Ronnie walked into the clubhouse, surprised to see that D was already gone. Jay, Glen, Ana, T, Austin and Zeke were all sitting around a table, laughing. Ronnie looked closer and realized that T wasn't laughing or talking or saying anything at all. Ronnie could tell though by looking at her that she was upset. She walked over carefully, but T's head shot towards her.

"Hey baby. How was the drive?" Ronnie asked as T stood up to hug her.

"Long, this whole night has been long. If you would of took any longer I would have been going to a hotel." T replied.

Ronnie wanted to be mad at what she said, but she knew that T was forced into this by her and Sarah. She didn't want to fight with T anymore, because she knew that she would lose. T didn't like staying at places, in fact Ronnie was pretty sure that if she wouldn't of made her stay at the house that T would sneak off in the middle of the night. As it was T was leaned across the table talking to Jay about her car.

"Yeah come on, you drive the rental and I will drive my bike. We can come back here and get your car once that's done." Jay said.

Ronnie smiled, she knew that this was all apart of the plan. Jay needed to talk to T about D and the future of her in this charter. Ronnie didn't envy Jay though, she knew that he felt a lot of guilt in allowing D to go after her when it should have been him. Jay knew that D wouldn't be able to handle her, that she would be too much for him.

While T leaned over and talked to Ana, Ronnie put her hand on Jay's shoulder.

"Don't be so hard on yourself. After all you could have been Happy."Ronnie said pointing to T's faded bruises."

Jay just nodded. Ronnie patted his shoulder as T stood up. T gave her a hug,

"Your in charge of Ana while I'm gone."

Ronnie nodded. She was sure that T was leaving Ana on purpose because she knew that Jay wanted to talk about D. Ronnie was pretty sure that T wasn't sure how that was going to turn out and having Ana present wouldn't be a good idea. Ronnie just hoped that nothing bad happened and that Jay didn't decide that now was time to step up for his club and make a move. That would be bad, really bad.

-LK-

T said nothing as she pulled into the rental lot. She brought the keys in and signed the papers. She wanted to stall going back out there, to where Jay was waiting with his bike. T didn't want to get on his bike. She really didn't want to have a talk, she had wished that D would of moved on and let her go. She didn't want to hurt him but she knew that she would break him. He would only become a slight shadow of who he was if T put her claws in him. Now though she just wanted to get her car, get Ana and move the fuck on. She felt bad for anyone who put their money on D because she was pretty sure that he was a no go.

T didn't want to hurt him though, she didn't want to wreck him. He was an amazing guy and would be perfect for someone out there. T didn't want to make him perfect for her because she didn't want to change him. She had tried to change herself for him and she would have been able to do it had he stood up for her. D was to afraid of everyone, Zeke, Hap, and her. She wanted someone who wasn't afraid of her, she knew though that almost every man she had meet since becoming LK was afraid of her.

-LK-

Jay waited patiently while T turned in the keys. He knew she was stalling and the last thing she wanted to do was get on his bike, but it was the most effective way to get her some where to listen to what he had to say. As she walked out of the building Jay was reminded how beautiful she really was and he hated himself for not making a move for her. She took the helmet he held outstretched for her with a large sigh. She slid on his bike, Jay waited for her to wrap her arms around him and when he didn't he started up the bike. After the sound of it kicking up and she still didn't put her arms around him he looked back at her.

"well?" she asked him.

"Hold on" he said

T shook her head, Jay laughed and took off. Jay was surprised that even as he did 90 down the highway she still didn't hold onto him. Her arms were out in the air and he head was tossed back slightly. He looked away from her because he was sure if he kept staring in his mirror he would kill both of them. Jay slowed down as his exit came up. He smiled as T wrapped her hands around his waist and leaned into the turn with him. He pulled up to his favorite restaurant and turned the bike off. He watched as T climbed off the bike gracefully, almost like she did it all the time. He assumed that at some point she had.

-LK-

T didn't say anything until after they ordered food. She watched Jay closely.

"So lets hear it." T said

Jay looked thoughtful at her for a moment before shaking her head.

"why? Will it even make a difference?"

T thought it over for a moment.

"Honestly? I'm not too sure. I have realized a lot of shit about myself in the past month. Do you think that D could handle being with me? Because I feel like if I would be sticking my claws into him and he's a good person. I don't want to change him into a shadow of himself just so we can be together. Sure it might make him a better SAA but I don't want to live with ruining him."

Both sat quietly than, the waitress brought over their food. They both ate, stealing glances at each other. She wanted to know what he was thinking. Finally she couldn't take his thoughtful look anymore.

"Just spit it out. I promise that I will keep whatever we talk about between us if that's what you want."

Jay laughed.

"I guess your right, about D. Your not a bad person T, your just not the right person for D. I guess I feel impressed that you don't want to ruin him, but I don't think that he would mind. Honestly I feel like a lot of this is my fault. I should of went after you instead of letting D live out his fantasy. I guess I wanted to let him get the girl and the drama. Glen said when you pulled up that he was pretty sure the only people you don't scare are God and the Devil and even than hes not sure. I think hes right. We all hide our fear and I've never seen you mad but from what I hear your scary as hell."

"Are you saying that if I pushed you hard enough and laid my hands on you, you could hit me back and not feel shitty about it later?"

"Oh I would feel shitty about it, but I know that you would be doing it on purpose. You feel the constant need to be challenged and to let some of that energy free. I am sure that Hap feels shitty but he warned you. You know that he is going to hit you back and you get off on that. Your fucked up in the head." Jay replied

-LK-

T didn't say shit as she waited for the waitress to bring them the check. T slapped cash on the bill once the chick brought it over. Jay watched amused, he knew that he pissed her off. It was kind of fun, pushing her buttons. Jay could tell that once they got out of there they might have to stop somewhere because T was itching for a fight now that Jay started her up. He shook his head, actually pushing her into a fight in front of the club and D might be a good thing. That would show him what T was like, he had dealt with her in Charming but he had been keeping her killer instinct calm. Nothing was holding her back and Jay had already found out that Ronnie took Ana home for the night. As the waitress brought back the change, Jay winked at her. T looked disgusted as the girl giggled.

T stood up as she walked past the girl she whispered loud enough for Jay to hear.

"Careful honey, these biker dudes hit their women. Where do you think I got the brusies from?"

T didn't stop to hear what the girl said, Jay watched her back and shook his head. She wanted to play, Jay would play alright. She better pray that Jay didn't beat her ass in submission, after all she was still fair game. Jay looked at the waitress who looked scared and confused.

"She's lying, its beneath her really, she just wants to piss me off." Jay said laying out a nice tip before winking at the girl and leaving the store.

T had a lit smoke hanging from her mouth and the helmet atop her head. She smirked at Jay as he sat on the bike and lit up his own.

"Way to be smooth doll, but if you want to play I will show you how the big dogs play."

"Look at you big bad woman beater." T said with a laugh before flicking her smoke to the edge of the parking lot. Jay took one last hit of his before straddling the bike, T slid on after him while he put his helmet on.

"Might want to hang on this time" He told her before speeding off.

Jay put his hand on her thigh and pulled her real close to him while he was stopped at a light. He knew that T was stuck because if she fucked with him while he drove they would crash. Jay squeezed her thigh tightly. He was sure that it hurt but T acted like she didn't even notice. Jay moved his hand back and squeezed right where the bruise Hap had left was at. He squeezed tight before letting go and taking off as the light turned green.

Jay could tell that T was fuming by the time they reached the clubhouse. She flung off the bike, took the helmet off and put her gun and knife in her bag. Jay watched her silently, he could hear the whole club coming out of the clubhouse. He climbed off the bike setting his weapons atop of the bike. He slid his cut off and hung it on the handle bars.

"you wanted to play baby doll. You can still back out now." Jay said as he went to turn around.

He wasn't expecting T to lay into him. He could tell that she held back nothing as her hit laid into him. He flung his own hit out into her leg, hitting the same spot Hap had brusied and he had squeezed. He watched as T didn't even faulter. Jay waved off the guy headed to stop the fight.

"She wanted to play with the big boys. She knows what she's doing." Jay yelled out. As T hit Jay over and over, he blocked them. He was waiting for the perfect moment and when it came he took it. He swung out and back handed her so hard that she was forced to step back.

-LK-

After Jay's smack to the face, T shook her head trying to clear it. Everything was slightly fuzzy and her mouth tasted like blood. She spit and it came out red. She barely had time to throw her guard up as Jay advanced on her again. As she flung to swing on him again, she felt him catch her wrist and twist her arm behind her back. T stood still as Jay pulled her flush against him. She could feel his erection against her ass, and god help her if she wasn't turned on. She couldnt fuck Jay though, she felt like a whore enough for fucking D, and than letting Hap take her in the dirt. Jay leaned in close

"See your not the only one who gets off on the pain."

T wasn't sure how he managed it but he had both of her wrists behind her back with one hand, his other was at her throat.

"Is this how Hap had you?" jay whispered to her.

She knew that the rest of the club couldn't see Jay's face as it was blocked by her hair that had fallen during their fight and because it was on the side of her that wasn't facing the club. He kissed her ear, before leaning down and biting her neck painfully. T flung her head back trying to headbutt him, but as she did the hand around her throat tightened.

"Did Hap do that too? More gentle I'm guessing, not much though."

"Fuck you" T groaned out, the hand on her throat tightening again. She could hardly breathe.

"Aww, is that when he applied pressure to your arms like this." Jay asked before doing it. T fell to her knees. Jay bent over, keeping his hand on her throat. She could breathe now, but she was panting. T was pissed, Jay waited for this until they got back to the clubhouse on purpose and she played right into it. She was trapped, no one wanting to approach them. She didn't know Jay had a side to him like this and though she wasn't scared, she was slightly disappointed. She had picked the wrong Florida Son.

"Jay" D called out "What the hell are you doing?" He yelled the last part.

T could hear the anger in his voice.

"Making a point" Jay called back. The hand on her throat was less contstricing and more caressing. T knew that she looked like a bitch at the current moment. She was waiting for the perfect moment to break free. Jay was loosening his grip, T wasn't sure if this was on purpose or not but she was going to take the opportunity when it arose.

As Jay leaned down again T flung her whole body forward causing jay to tighten his grip, but she had also caused him to flip over her. As he flew over her, he lost his grip on her hands but not her throat. That hurt like a bitch, but she quickly broke free from his grip.

She took a deep breath and stood up. She eyed Jay appreciably as he laid on the ground.

"Games over big boy, thanks for the show though." She said with a cheeky smile as she walked over to her bag and picked it up off the ground. She walked over to Zeke,

"Can I have my keys? I remember how to get to your house" Zeke nodded looking at her. He dug the keys out of his cut and handed them over.

T wanted to swing as she felt the hand grab her arm. She didn't though because she could tell by the cologne that it was D. She looked at him, he looked lost and a little bit scared.

"Can you do that?" She asked him

"Hurt you like that? No fucking way. I'm in half the mind to go whoop Jay's ass for that."

T laughed, she ripped her arm from D and kept walking. She unlocked her car and slid in. She started it but before speeding out of the lot, she slowed down as she approached Jay. He walked to her window and leaned in. T kissed his cheek, he leaned further in the car and carrssed her cheek.

"I for sure got the wrong Florida Son." She said before lightly biting his hand. He pulled his hand out of her window. She speed off once his hand cleared the window.

-LK-

D stared at the gate. He was confused as fuck.

"What the hell was that?" He screamed. Glen and Zeke approached him slowly.

"That was a shitty way of showing you that you cant handle what it takes to be with T" Glen replied with a shake of his head.

"What the fuck? He just practically made her pass out in the fucking parking lot. How does that prove shit?" D asked in a lower voice.

"man, I walked in on her fight Hap, aside from the fact that Jay slapped her, the fight her and Hap had was way worse. Hap just never hits her in her face. You saw the bruises, those were all from Hap and from what I hear, there are more than what she was showing. Jay pushed her on purpose to prove a point. That even though you think you love her, you don't. What you saw it pissed you off and it disgusted you. That's part of who she is." Glen answered

"She picked the wrong Florida son or well the wrong one picked her" Zeke replied with a shake of his head.

The three of them watched as jay grabbed his gun and knife off of his bike.

"Probably best if we keep this to ourselves though, Jonny and Happy will flip the fuck out of they find out." Glen replied.

Zeke and D both nodded.

"Hey!" Zeke yelled loudly. "What happened tonight is a secret it never leaves here"

All of the men nodded. Jay looked over at them before nodding his head and heading into the clubhouse.

I hope that you enjoyed it Review it please? Let me know if you want me to pick up with what T and Jay did after this or I am just going to move on from it

XXX Taylor aka laylas mommy 3