AN: This chapter is for Cat Lea because she always reviews or sends me a PM after I update thank you girly!

Previously on The Little Killer

Ana finished brushing the horse and walked into the stall T was in. She looked at her aunt, she wasn't sure what she expected to see but she was sure that visiting her momma would of changed her in some way. Her aunt looked the same though, except for looking a little tired she looked the way Ana always saw her. Except for one thing,

"Nice necklace, where did you get it?"

-LK-

T looked down and she realized that she fucked up. No one except for the guys in Seth's club had ever seen the necklace. Ana may be young but she wasn't stupid, that and she had a SOA necklace so she would know what it meant.

"Something old I found." T replied before tucking the necklace away and going back to brushing Honeydew, her horse."

She wanted to laugh as she watched Ana take up a very T like pose against the gate. She didn't say anything but T could tell that Ana wanted more to the story than what T said. It was almost creepy how much Ana reminded T or herself.

"It was a long time ago Ana." T replied, knowing that no matter how much she wanted to, it wouldn't be enough. Ana would want the whole story.

"Yeah, I guessed that much. That's a necklace for another club though." Ana replied.

T let out a huge breath. She didn't want to go back to the past again. She didn't want to remember or even think of some of the shit she had done and been through. She didn't want to remember why she avoided Carolina, even though her and Seth weren't out to kill each other anymore. She didn't want to go back and relive the love she had for him, she didn't want it to come back. All she wanted to do was get through the road trip, have a good time before she went home and actually really grew up. Before she got on board with her girls, made her relationship with Hap official and actually started working a normal job like a normal person.

"Your not going to let this go are you?" T asked

"Nope" Ana said with a shake of her head.

"Go grab that memory box out of the trunk of my car, the one that says Carolina on it." T said while taking the keys out of her pocket and handing them over to Ana. As she watched Ana walk out, T took a seat. Honeydew put her head on her shoulder.

T petted her " I know girl I've missed you too. I wish I could stay, someday this whole place will be mine. I'll come home for good than, its just not time yet."

Ana came back it the box in hand, she handed it over to T. T looked at it for a long time before opening it. She pulled out one of the photo albums, T had looked through it so many times but no one. Not her girls, not Jonny or Remy and Ari had ever seen this photo book. The pictures of her and Seth and the Carolina Hell's Angels, these pictures were a secret. Maybe though, it was time for them to come out. Maybe it was time for her to be honest with her dad and Jonny and the rest of them about why she didn't want to come home. For now though, T just wanted to tell Ana the story of the necklace and let the rest die.

"I know you think you have seen all the pictures in here. You haven't seen these though, I hide these ones. Your daddy is going to have a fit if he ever sees these. For now though just keep it to yourself okay?" T asked

Ana nodded, a curious expression on her face. T opened the book, "You know what the necklace is but you dont know what club it belongs to or what it really means." T said before taking it off and handing it over to Ana. T opened the book to the first page, it was the first picture of her and Seth, before the necklace. T handed that over too.

She watched the shock play across her face, as she took in the blonde haired, blue eyed man in the Hell's angels cut. Cowboy boots on his feet instead of the usual motorcycle boots and a cowboy hat placed on top of his head.

"That's Seth, he's now the president of the Carolina Hell's Angels. He was my first love, the necklace is from him. It marks you as under the protection of the Hell's Angels and as the property of Seth, that's what the S is for." T began explaining, she wasn't sure what would come of telling Ana this but it was time to get it off her chest…

-LK-

Happy wasn't sure how he got where he was. He couldn't pinpoint the minute he agreed to come over to Rachel's house. He wasn't sure why he was here. T was going to flip the fuck out when she came home, but for now Hap couldn't seem to let the girl go or get rid of her. She was keeping his head above water, even if all he did was compare everything about her to T.

Hap looked over at her than, she was cleaning up the dishes from dinner. Her cooking was no where near as good as T's, she was no where near as pretty, she didn't keep the darkness from swallowing him whole, she wasn't very good in bed and she was only okay at giving head. She was normal, nothing special but she knew club life or at least she though she did. She didn't piss him off much yet but he wasn't sure if she realized that the minute T got home Hap wouldn't even remember her name. He shouldn't be at her house, he shouldn't still be sleeping with her, and she shouldn't be getting any ideas. Koz was right in to warn him, because even though all the men knew T was still crazy as fuck, the sweet butts were thinking she went soft for letting Maria be with Koz. T would kill someone for being with him though, shit she might even kill him for making her look like a fool.

Hap shook his head free from those thoughts when he felt a cold beer be placed at his hand, while his zipper was coming undone. He looked down at Rachel, her hair was to dark, not as curly and she didn't do that tongue thing that T did. She didn't twist her hand in time with her mouth, but her head wasn't that bad. Hap let his head go back as he got into it. After all he did have needs and T was in Florida with someone else.

-LK-

Mac took a seat next to Koz,

"Where the fuck is Hap at?" Mac asked

Koz looked at him, Mac watched Koz grimace.

"I told him to stay away from that sweet butt bro, I told him that he isn't on the road and when T finds out she is going to be pissed but he didn't fucking listen. He's been posted up at that bitches house for the past couple days. He only answers when Clay, Jonny or Glen call him."

"Mhmm… going to be interesting when T comes home than because you know that bitch is thinking shes about to become his old lady, she'll tell T all about her time with Hap. All the girls think she went soft because she's always let Maria get away with fucking you when ever you wanted too, and now you guys are together so they think that they can do whatever they want. Someone is going to get fucked up and its not going to be T." Mac replied

Koz nodded, he was worried though. He knew that T liked Maria and that's why Koz never worried about T fucking her up, but if all the other hoes thought that they were going to be just as lucky they were seriously mistaken. Koz didn't want Maria and T to have drama because of all the other sweet butts.

-LK-

Ana stared at the picture of T with the blonde cowboy, for a long time she knew that was her aunt but looking at this picture, Ana realized that there was a whole side of her aunt she hadn't and wouldn't ever know. The cowboy or Seth, as Ana had learned looked a lot like a country version of Jax with a mix of her dad. He was handsome, shit he was hot just like all the guys she had ever seen with her aunt. It made sense though because T was really pretty, Ana could remember people saying that for as long as she could remember.

"I ran into Seth at one of those biker community service things, I was volunteering. He was perfect, he was a bad boy, handsome and country. Everything I thought I ever wanted but knew that I didn't need. He reminded me of your dad a little. It seemed like after that we spent so much time together, we even had a spot. He gave me the necklace a month after we had been hanging out. I felt special, even though I learned after that I was the third girl to wear his it didn't matter, I was his. I was at a bad place in my life, still mad at the world, god and everyone else for taking my momma away. I was carless and reckless and Seth seemed like the perfect solution to all my problems and for awhile he was, until he became the problem. I loved him though, he taught me everything I knew about life, regular normal people life and club life. The night after I found out I was moving to Tacoma, we meet up. He wanted to make promises and give me the picture Ant had drawn up for my tat, I told him I was moving. It was the worst night of my life. It was also the first time I had cried since my momma died, at least in front of anyone. After we got into a huge fight I left, i went and saw the mommas and my girls got the two boxes of stuff from my momma and that was it. Then I moved to Tacoma, Seth never gave up though, he visited me in Juvie and he even called your daddy asking about me. That's probably a huge reason I never wanted to come home, for me and Seth it turned into a if he couldn't have me no one would. I didn't want to have to kill the first man I ever really loved." T finished the story.

Ana looked through the books, she could see how happy her aunt was. She loved how wild and free she looked, she loved the real smile that played across her face. She laughed as she spotted the hickeys and things on her aunts neck, and it made her realize that her aunt had lived her teen life to the fullest she could before she moved, before she went to Juvie and before she became the little killer.

"You look so carefree, so happy. I hardly ever see you look like that anymore." Ana replied looking up from the book and at T.

"Like I said, a lot has changed. That was a long time ago. That girl, she doesn't exist anymore. Its sad but its true. Life makes you grow up, that's why I want you to enjoy being young Ana. Love with your whole heart and when the first guy breaks it scream, cry and call me so we can go egg his house. Have fun, make mistakes and never regret anything. Before you know it you're an adult working all the time to pay bills. " T replied with a sigh before standing up and taking the book from Ana.

Ana watched as T placed it back into the box and after a moments hesitation she threw the necklace and a piece of paper from her pocket in there as well. She put the lid on, and though T was good at hiding her emotions she could tell that T had saw Seth at her mommas grave. She didn't find the necklace, Seth had given it back to her.

"He showed up at the graveyard huh?" Ana asked

T nodded, "Yeah and we talked. As much as it kills both of us it is past time for us to move on. We have grown up and grown apart. He has a little boy now, hes the president of his club. He needs to worry about that instead of having his guys on the look out for me."

"He knew the minute your car crossed the border huh?"

"He knew even before I did that I would be back this summer. He knows more than he should. Come on lets go eat" T replied standing up.

The box in one hand, a letter Ana didn't realize T had even taken out of the box in the other. Ana smiled when she saw it though. T was finally going to read what her daddy wrote.

-LK-

T smiled as she and Ana loaded up the car. She had finally read the letter from her dad and made up with him. She came home saw her girls and tied up the loose ends of her and Seth. Well at least she knew she could come home with out having to watch her back. She also got to open the last box the momma's had been saving for the girls and visit with them. The most important thing for T though, was that she got to visit her momma. It had been far to long since she had and in doing so she learned how much she missed it.

The road trip was cut short since Ana had wanted to stay extra time on the farm with the horses, but it gave T time to spend with her dad. She loved Tacoma but she missed her hometown, she missed the horses and Mrs. Annie's cooking. She missed the cowboy boots and hats and how everyone had more manners than in the city. She loved how quiet it was at night and how bright the stars were in the south away from all the city lights.

T watched her daddy's land threw the review mirror the whole time she drove away, and as it got smaller so did the little part of her that felt doubtful of every choice she made. What was done was done, she couldn't go back and change it. She had to live it out, besides if she was honest she was ready to get home and see Hap. She missed him like crazy and she wanted to get laid.

-LK-

T sat on the couch with her girls. She was already late for the Friday night party at the clubhouse. She knew that they weren't expecting her and since being home, she had learned of Hap's little fling with a sweet butt. She wanted to catch him in the act, she wanted to be mad at him. She wanted to fight and fuck until she passed out.

"Whats got you so stuck in your head girl?" Lonnie asked

"You remember in Juvie when I had that visitor that I wouldn't tell you guys about?" T asked.

Both girls nodded. The remembered the day well, Tay had been in a foul mood after that and when some white hate bitch looked at her wrong Tay fucked her up so bad she ended up having to go to the hospital. They thought that T would get extended time for that for sure, but she didn't. She got out the same day as the rest of them.

"It was Seth." She replied.

Marcy and Lonnie both wore looks of shock, they didn't know much about T's life before Juvie and Tacoma. They didn't really know shit about Seth, they didn't know what he looked like or what their relationship had been like. All they knew was that he was her first love and part of the Carolina Hell's Angels.

"Its time to talk about it with the guys, I saw him while I was home. We didn't kill each other like I always thought we would, but he gave me back my old necklace and Ana saw it. I have to tell the guys now, I never wanted to go back down that road. I wanted to leave that shit in the past where it belongs, but I owe it to Jonny and the guys to tell them about my life in Carolina. Shit isn't meant to stay a secret forever." T replied.

"Yeah, maybe it is time for them to know everything. Maybe its time for us to know too." Marcy replied.

"This weekend we all need to get together and do a full disclosure. Everyone thinks that betweens us we have no secrets but we do, we have too many." Lonnie replied.

T nodded. "well I better head off to this party. Don't wait up for me. We will have a girls night this weekend and than next week when Ana goes back to school I will go talk to your guys director and see if I cant get on the team. Its time to grow up and make more out of my life than a killing." T replied before hugging both her girls and leaving the house.

"Damn, now that you said that I realize I have a lot of secrets you guys don't know about."Marcy replied.

"Me too girl, we never really talked about what our lives were like before Juive, we just made plans and talked about the future we wanted when we got out." Lonnie replied.

-LK-

T pulled into the clubhouse late, the party was already in full swing. Walking in she spotted Hap with a sweet butt sitting on his lap. She was pissed but for now she wouldn't let it show, he hadn't even noticed she was there yet. Koz was sitting with Maria on his lap next to Hap and his whore. Maria looked over and spotted T, she waved. T gave her a head nod back and walked towards the bar. She noticed that as she was walking towards the bar people were noticing her and getting quiet. She kept her face neutral but she was waiting for someone to yell out to her. She couldn't wait to see the look on Hap's face when he noticed she was there. She grabbed her shots from the bar and slammed them before taking the beer and looking back to where Hap was. Koz was looking at her now, and she knew that though her face was calm Koz would know she was mad.

"T where the hell have you been?" Jonny yelled out from the pool tables in the back.

T didn't take her eyes off Hap as he shoved the girl off his lap and his head flung up. The girl hit the floor with a thud.

"Sorry was talking to Lonnie and Marcy, seems I wasn't missed though" She replied while still looking at Hap.

She noticed the anger flare in his eyes, completing her mission she turned her head towards Jonny. She flashed him a smile before motioning for the prospect to give her more shots. She ignored the looks everyone was giving her. She slammed her shots and turned around. She planned on heading towards the pool game Jonny had going on, instead she ran straight into Hap's chest.

She looked up at his face "There's this thing, its called personal space. Your invading mine, why don't you go back over there to that bitch and invade hers."

She watched his eyes change, she noticed him clenching his fists. She stood tall and impassive, her eyes never leaving his. After a few moments she pushed her chest against his.

"That was me telling you to move Hap." She said pushing harder on his chest.

Hap wrapped his hands around her wrists as she went to push him again. Neither noticed that the whole bar was quiet, they were both wrapped up in their anger at the other. Hap kept a loose hold on her wrists. He didn't want to fight her again, he didn't want to do it here in front of everyone. T liked to push him though, so much to the point of where he felt like he was going crazy. His mind was still wrapped in the fact that she had been in Florida, he realized than that he was worried that she wouldn't come back.

T looked down at her wrists in Hap's hands. His hold was loose, he was worried, relieved and mad. She could read it in his body language. She didn't even say shit to Hap as she grabbed her beer off the bar and walked towards Jonny. She ignored the shocked faces and she didn't pay attention to Hap's boots clomping after her. She took a long pull of her beer, she needed to get her head right or Hap would sneak attack her ass and that wouldn't be good. She sat down in the chair Jonny had just vacated. She watched him analyze the table, picking his shot. She watched Mac as he watched Jonny. She wanted to talk to someone about Seth but it was so long ago that she knew she should of brought it up sooner. She should of done it the day she got there, the day she got out of Juvie, or even the day that he called. No one knew that he flew all the way up just to visit her in Juvie. The trip was over, she was home now and she knew that Hap had won. The problem was that he didn't. She wasn't really worried about Hap, D, the girls or Ana. Taking about Seth with Ana, made her realize that it was time to tell someone about her life before Tacoma.

-LK-

As Hap followed behind T, he realized that she was locked in her head. She was worried about something and Hap had a feeling that it wasn't the bitch that had been on his lap or the girls that D had been fucking. He knew that it had something to do with the road trip. He wasn't too sure how to feel about that.

"So you saw your dad huh? I bet Ana loved being able to spend all that time with the horses." Jonny asked T.

"Yeah, she had a good time. I did too. I finally read the letter from him. The sad part is that I wasn't so worried about seeing him or the girls or the fact that I had been away for so long. I was more worried about the people I might run into, people I haven't seen in a long time." T replied.

You know T, you never said what kind of trouble you got into while you were there. You never said why you didn't want to go back. Should I be worried?" Jonny asked.

T didn't reply right away. "Everything was fine Jonny, Ana and I are both home in one piece."

Mac was still looking at T though and Hap knew that look. Something wasn't right and he wanted to know what it was. Hap walked over and took the seat next to T and put his arm around her.

"Personal space Hap, I wont tell you again. I'm just going to start swinging." She said throwing his arm back on his lap.

The whole bar was quiet again.

"Jesus would you guys quit doing that! We are not a fucking biker soap opera. Quit fucking staring" T shouted.

Everyone went back to what they were doing, but Mac, Hap and Jonny kept staring at her. T didn't say shit as she leaned back. Hap put his hand on her leg, not really thinking she was serious about fighting him when everyone was looking. He felt her fist connect with his arm though.

Hap didn't say shit as he hit her leg. The two stared at each other. They flicked Jonny off as he told them to take it to the ring. T shoved Hap out of the chair, a lot like how he has shoved the bitch from earlier. She didn't get up from her chair as she watched him hit the floor. She didn't care that the whole bar was now watching or that Jonny was headed fastly towards her while Mac headed towards Hap. She sat in her chair passively, something she knew pissed Hap off. She wasn't sure why she was so pissed off at him, he wasn't her's and she most certainly was not his but for some reason that bitch had set her off and triggered memories of her past. She wanted to erase her past, her life and everything else before she became T. No matter how much memories can teach you, sometimes reliving them hurts too damn much. T took her eyes off Hap for one second , as she felt his hand slap her face and fell out of the chair, she realized her mistake. She messed up one of the most basic rules as a killer or really in life in general. Never take your eyes off the enemy not even for a second because that's all it takes to give them the upper hand.

She stood up quickly, as she took a step towards Hap, she felt herself being pulled back. Hap had Mac and Koz holding him back while Jonny had a tight hold on T's arms. She didn't struggle, she just stood and glared at Hap. She turned easily when Jonny turned her and she spotted the bitch that had been on Happy's lap. Jonny let go of her arms as she started to walk forward. The girl was sitting almost in the direction as the door, making Jonny assume that was where T was headed. It was too late when T changed paths and headed towards the girl, for anyone to stop her.

T had her hand in the girls hair, ignoring her nails and cries of pain as she slammed her fist into the bitches face. She ignored the blood that flew off of the whores face every time T hit her. She knew that her face probably had a huge smile on it as she felt someone wrap their arms around her and lift her up. T didn't let go of the death wrap she had on the girls hair. She pulled the girl closer and wrapped her hand around her throat. T leaned in close to the girl, paying no attention to the people trying to pry the girl away from her, she whispered

"I don't know who you are and I don't care. Listen and listen well you little whore. If I catch you anywhere near Happy or this clubhouse, I will fucking kill you."

T dropped the girl than. Some of the bitches hair being ripped out as she tore her hand loose.

"And baby, that's not a threat, it's a promise." T said loud enough for everyone to hear before storming out of the clubhouse. She ignored the shouts of people calling after her, she walked to her car and unlocked the door. Sliding in, she started the car up before lighting a cigarette. She rolled the window down a crack and locked the doors. Turning the music up loudly, she sat in her car. She turned when someone pounded on the glass, she wasn't surprised to see Koz.

"Let me in or come out." He said loudly over the music.

"Naw, I think I'm good. Thanks though." T replied before flicking her cigarette out the window and rolling it up. She turned the music up louder as she watched everyone surround her car. She wasn't going anywhere, not that she had anywhere she really wanted to go. She was tired of feeling like the past was coming back to haunt her. She was tired of fighting to prove she was as good as any other killer in the club, and she was tired of feeling like nothing she ever did was good enough for any man she ever loved. She knew it was only a matter of time before Jonny used her spare key to get in, him or Mac would be in her car soon. But for now she just let the music take over and drown out all thoughts of who she used to be and who she would never be again.

-LK-

Mac stood quietly as he watched T and Hap go at it. He grabbed a hold of Hap after he smacked T. After all something would have to be done considering she just made him look a fool in front of the club, not only the club he started out in but in front of the nomad president. Mac could tell that from the minute T walked in and saw the bitch on Hap's lap that she was itching for a fight and Hap played right into her hand. Mac knew from her comment about who she would see in her hometown and the pensive look on her face that T was worried about something or rather someone. Everyone tried to get her to spill her guts about life before Tacoma, about how she knew so much about club life and just life in general. Mac knew that T had kept a big secret, and he had a feeling that she wished she would of spilled sooner. It was never really too late, but Mac had a feeling that T felt backed into a corner. She trapped herself and that was a mistake she never made.

Mac was broken from his thoughts when he heard bone crunch, right before everyone started shouting out orders. Everyone was too afraid to approach T when she was out for blood, everyone but the men who ever loved her. Mac was included in that group, so he headed over and wrapped his arms around the whore. T still had her hand wrapped in the girls hair and Mac wasn't sure how she got her hand around the girls throat but somehow T had. He watched as T whispered in the girls ear before letting go and roughly ripping her hand free from the chicks hair.

Mac looked at T, though she didn't see him or anyone else because she was still staring at the girl, he took in her appearance. She had blood on her hand, her arms and all over her shirt. Mac heard the words T spoke to the girl, he heard the anger and the pain laced into them. He watched as T stormed out, grabbing Jonny's arm as he went to follow.

"She wont leave, something is wrong though. Give her a minute, look Koz is going out after her. Everyone will and we can surround her car before using the spare to get in. Let me talk to her though, I have the best chance of getting through to her right now." Mac told his president.

Jonny watched him "Damn right something is wrong with her, she caught Hap with a bitch on his lap." Jonny took out his keys and handed them to Mac before turning around and looking for Hap.

"God damn it Happy, you guys have already done enough. You just got to keep pushing her, one of these days someone is going to end up dead." Jonny yelled out, most of the people were now outside probably surrounding T's car.

"Its more than that Jonny. Something is eating at that girl. What happened in Charlotte that has her like that?" Glen asked laying his hand on Jonny's shoulder before giving Hap a sharp look.

"We don't know. Her life before here is a secret, a big fucking one. I've talked to Remy and Ari, both of them told me what they could. Trust me, it wasn't much. All they said was T was dating a biker dude or something before she moved here. They said T never brought him home, never even told her his last name or where she lived. They never met him, said that T kept him a secret, they don't even know his name."

"That would explain how she knew so much about club life when she came here. I know you taught her some stuff but she knew way too much, she knew exactly how to act, what to say, everything." Mac replied.

"Could be why she's always worried about going to Carolina and why she never went back until now. Maybe shit ended badly when she told him she was moving. You know how we are." Hap replied.

Jonny and Mac nodded. Mac was connecting the dots. A lot of shit that had never made sense before was making sense now. T was in this life when she was Tay, she was hard cored and club oriented even before she became part of the sons.

"Think she ran into mystery dude while she was there? Fuck what if she killed him? God damn it I knew this whole damn road trip was a bad idea." Jonny replied looking at the door with worry.

"She needed too, she needs to let go of her past for her future. This has got to be huge if not even Marcy and Lonnie know about it. Those three have no secrets, or at least I thought they didn't." Mac replied before leaving the men in the clubhouse and heading out towards the crowd and T's car. It was time to learn more about T's past because something wasn't right.

-LK-

T held Seth's necklace in her hand tightly, she felt her grip tighten even more when she heard the key in the lock.

Mac and T didn't say anything for awhile. T squeezed her eyes and hand shut tight before moving her hand over Mac's lap and letting go.

Mac looked at T. "Its never too late you know."

"I know" T replied in a quiet voice.

-LK-

Hap squeezed his eyes shut tight as he heard the bar stool next to his scrape across the floor. He wasn't looking forward to the lecture Jonny was going to give me. Koz and Maria had taking the sweet butt home after Hap told her to get lost and forget she ever knew him. He told her to take T's advice. Hap wasn't sure what was going to happen to the girl, but he was sure it wasn't good. She acted like she knew too much and the club didn't need some nobody sweet butt running to the feds or a rival club.

"Koz called, said that its done. Looks like Maria passed the first real club test. Koz said if he has to clean up one of your messes again he's going to kill you himself. Oh and he said I told you so." Jonny said breaking the silence.

Hap looked over at him before nodding. Happy noticed that though he wasn't a lot older than Jonny that Jonny looked old. Happy realized that the stress involved in being a pres, wore you down even faster than being a killer. It probably didn't help that Jonny had to worry about Hap fucking shit up with T. T kept a lot more people in the club grounded than just him.

"I'm pretty sure that T is in the mind set for settling down, if your not with that than walk away right now. Let it all go, you know T's dad is in okay health right now but when he dies all of the family land that's left goes to T. If you are done than let her go, its going to hurt but she might be better off in Carolina than here if she doesn't have you. I saw the pictures from the trip, Ana was showing me and Sarah today. Shes doing a scrapbook for T's birthday, and in those pictures she wasn't just T the little killer and bitch we all know and love. She was the girl I used to know, she was at home in Carolina."

Hap looked at Jonny.

"You saw her today though, something happened in Carolina that's got her on edge more than usual."

"Yeah, but it didn't help that T had only been in town for an hour when she found out that the whole time she had been gone you were up in the whores house playing fucked up biker version of family. T has held too much in for too damn long. Mac will get her to spill her guts and I'm sure that when she's done she's going to need you to be there for her. So if your serious about settling down than do it for her, with her. " Jonny said before getting up and walking away.

Hap stared at his beer, Jonny had a good point. Hap needed to man the fuck up, T wouldn't just let him make her his, if he wouldn't belong to her as well. Hap knew that T would let him think that the sun rise and set on his ass but if he was going to be a dick and push her, he had better prepare for her to be a bitch and push back.

-LK-

Mac picked up the item that T had dropped onto his lap. Flipping on the car light he looked at the blood coated necklace for a long time. He knew what it was and though only one woman had ever worn anything of his he knew its meaning well. T had belonged to another before coming to Tacoma, not just dated or was a girlfriend. She was an old lady, property, a wife in every way but the legal kind. And in the biker world that shit meant more anyways.

"No wonder the Angels in Carolina had such an interest in you. The president Seth, that's what the S stands for huh?" Mac asked

"Yeah, I gave it back to him the night before I moved here. I saw him while I was there and he told me he wanted me to have it. Said no one else but me ever wore that one. I've seen the pictures of the other girls he had and has given them to. Theirs are all the same but mine is different."

"Guess that explains how you knew so much about MC life. You know what this stands for right?"

"Wife, old lady, property. I know what it stands for, I lived it, wore it and embraced it for six months before I moved here. The night I told him I was moving we got into a huge fight, why do you think I wore long sleeves and made sure my hair covered my neck. I like rough sex and fighting and I didn't learn it from Hap. He was planning on giving me a ring, showing me the drawing of my tat and making shit super official so that when I turned 18 it would all be set and ready to be done. Instead I told him I was moving. I told him its out of our hands now, that I had to go or Jonny would have the whole damn club looking for me and I didn't want that falling on his head."

"mhmm… I bet that made him hate you and love you more than he ever did." Mac replied, fishing for more info. He wanted to hear the whole story. He wanted T to get it all out.

"I wouldn't really know, I didn't keep in contact with him. I never told him where I lived or my last name or anything. I didn't even keep my ID on me when I was with him. I didn't want him to know who I was. I didn't want to get status for being related to Jonny the Tacoma SOA president. I wanted to be me, they all knew that my cousin was the president of a club they just didn't know which one. I don't know how he did it but he found out all my info and flew up to see me when I was in Juive. He told me that when I got out to come home and be with him, said if he couldnt have me no one would. Said if I didn't come home, I better not ever come to Carolina again because I wouldn't be leaving one way or the other. That's why I never went home, that's why I waited for so long. We talked while I was there. He thought he was the only one who had been looking. I know all about him getting pres, and his son that's almost five. We left on good terms but being in Carolina I realized that I never really let go of him or my past. I kept that shit bottled up and a secret because I wanted something that was mine and mine alone. I was tired of sharing."

"So, you still love him?" Mac asked.

"I will always love him, he's my first love and part of the reason I am who I am. Its time to grow up, settle down, and get a real job and I want all that, with Happy."

Mac felt his face break out in a smile, before nodding his head. He was proud of T, she finally figured out what she wanted.

"Well damn girl, its about time!"

-LK-

So I have to send my laptop in to get fixed because its not fucking charging its going to take about two weeks to get back but I wanted to get something out to you guys. This chapter is a little stupid and fluffy and I might end up changing it but for now I hope that you guys enjoyed it! Review and let me know