APOV

My first memory was a vision. My Jasper filled my mind and my heart, and he has been my life ever since, and we hadn't even met then. My last memory, will probably be a vision. A glimpse of the world without me in it, whether or not it would crumple and implode without me, or whether or not sunshine would reign. My life is dependant on my visions.

It shouldn't be. I shouldn't have let this happen. I shouldn't have allow myself and my family to become dependant on my impractical and far from infallible sight. There are too many variables in it, so many tiny things could change, alter the final product.

My family was ruined because of the dependency. From the moment I saw Bella, my sister, jump from that cliff….my already broken family crumbled. From the very second when her future faded away….we became un-repairable. And then when Edward's followed…

We were fine. Everyone was fine, and home safe. But that didn't mean the damage was gone. Esme sobbed the whole car ride home, upset that she hadn't been able to ride with Edward…to hold him in her arms and assure to herself that he was safe and well. Carlisle held her and stared out the window, an internal pain killing him. I would never understand the pain they felt…almost losing one son to suicide, and then two daughters for trying to help. Suddenly, Esme had pulled away from Carlisle, and wrapped her arms around me from the backseat, and started sobbing on my shoulder.

"I love you, Mom. Don't cry, I'm fine." I tried to assure her, but she only seemed to cry harder.

Jasper clasped my hand almost painfully as he drove away from the airport. I knew my promise to him had been in vain, I knew he spent the whole time pacing, worrying about whether or not I would come home. That pain on top of the others pain…my Jasper was strong.

When we got home from the airport, I saw that Emmett was far from his usual joking self as he sat in front of the T.V. He had almost lost his brother and sister. And he hadn't even been able to do anything about. That was the main thing…he was allowed to even try and help. If anything happened to us, Emmett would never have been able to forgive himself. I moved to him (bringing Jasper, since he wasn't going to let go of me anytime soon) and sat down next to Emmett. In a flash, Emmett wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a bone crushing hug.

"Don't you dare do that to me again, pixie." he growled at me, holding me tightly. I shook my head and kissed his cheek before pulling out of his grip. Jasper immediately brought me to his lap and wrapped both arms around me. I snuggled into his chest. So protective from the very beginning…he's never going to let go of me now.

Rosalie was beside herself. She couldn't believe that she had been cause of something so…cataclysmic. But…wasn't it my fault? Wasn't I the one who had the vision and misinterpreted it, jumped to conclusions before having all the facts? Rose flitted in front of me, kneeling down and taking my face in her hands.

If she could…she'd be crying. She looked at me for one moment before pulling me-amazingly-away from Jasper and wrapped both arms around me.

"I almost lost my baby sister." she whispered, more to herself than anything. "It's all my fault."

"No it isn't." I argued back, but before I could explain that the blame was mine, she cut me off.

"It's not yours either, pixie stick." How could it not be? "You can't control what you see. Bella made the choice to jump off the cliff, you saw it differently. That's not your fault, you only thought that because you love her so much."

"You only wanted Edward home. That's not a bad thing." I countered. She hugged me tighter for a second before letting go and settling in Emmett's lap. I could hear Carlisle and Esme up in their room, comforting each other, reassuring each other that their family was safe. I sighed. Everyone's entire world shattered because of one blank vision. Darkness had filled her future…and then it filled my family.

It was take a long time before we were all perfectly fine after this. And I really hope I didn't catch another dark vision like that again. We wouldn't survive it.

"All visions fade, as worlds fall apart
decisions are made, but there in this dark now
there in this dark now"

A/N: I know it's been a long time, and I know it's short! :( But...they'll get more exciting after this! Reviews are loved!

PS: Carlisle/Jasper POV's next