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It's Not Too Late
Chapter 4
Mitchie's POV
FLASHBACK!
"So what is happening to the girls exactly?" Shane asked me.
I shrugged, then noticed my hand on his knee and him not being able to concentrate, as his… friend… was up. I blushed and quickly moved my and looked down. If I was making him wait, then I certainly wasn't going to tease him.
"Cait just said that the other girls, Sierra, Tess, and Ella, were chasing her and Peggy." I informed him.
"So, Mitch," Nate said. "Have you written any good songs while we were… uh, gone?"
I smiled at him, thankful he remembered my song writing. We had actually been planning on writing a song together before the… breakup. It's still hard to even think that word without bursting into tears. When they had left, I had cried myself to sleep every night and was dead to everything that happened around me. I'm just glad they came back before Caity's birthday, that way I can be genuinely happy for her. I was also kind of happy they left. If they hadn't, I wasn't so sure I could have controlled myself around Shane. Still not so sure. But the whole reason I'm not with him now is because I figure he does deserve better than me. I just need to convince myself that he loves me and I deserve him, and he deserves me.
I shook my head at Nate, meaning no and also tear clear my head of those thoughts. I'm not ready yet.
"I haven't really. I have written some, but they're not that… good. I don't think." I said.
"Can we hear one?" Shane asked.
I smiled at him and was about to nod when Jason screamed out, "LIVIN' IN A LONELY WORLD!"
We all looked at him questioningly before hearing that the radio was belting out Journey's 'Don't Stop Believing'.
We looked at each other then we all four screamed out, "SHE TOOK THE MIDNIGHT TRAIN GOIN' ANYWHERE!"
And we continued with the lyrics and all sang the chorus together:
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
As Journey's voices sang that line, I couldn't help but look at Shane and he was staring at me. I found myself subconsciously leaning in and he was too before Jason had to go ruining it by saying, "So what is this song called that you're going to sing, Mitchie?"
I blushed and pulled away from Shane, realizing what we were about to do. I saw hurt flash across his features before he put on a fake smile. It was obvious that the other boys were unbeknownst to our little 'moment'.
"Oh!" I said, just remembering. "It's called Who Says."
"SING IT!" they all chorused.
Before I started the song, I looked in the next car over and saw a guy driving. He looks familiar… He saw me looking and quickly sped off. Huh.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn't good enough
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn't want to be anybody else
Na na na
I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me
Na na na
You've got every right
To a beautiful life
cmon
Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says
It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you
You tell 'em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won't let you touch the sky
Na na na
I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me
Na na na
You've got every right
To a beautiful life
Cmon
Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says
Who says you're not start potential
Who says you're not presidential
Who says you can't be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don't pass the test
Who says you can't be the best
Who said, who said
Won't you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh
"That was amazing Mitch!" Nate said, and Jason mumbled his agreement.
"Thanks guys." I said, before they slipped into their own conversation.
"That was great, Mitchie." Shane breathed in my ear, causing me to shiver slightly, and it wasn't from the cold.
"T-thank you." I said. I kissed his cheek, lingering for a few seconds, before trying to pull away. Key word: trying. I couldn't though, because Shane suddenly pulled my face to his and our lips met.
END FLASHBACK
That was 2 months ago. Stop squealing in excitement though. We're not back again. Actually, the flashback isn't over. So, if you're curious as to why, then continue reading. I just wanted to be the one to burst your bubble.
FLASHBACK
He pulled away just as suddenly and muttered, "Sorry, I just haven't done that in a while."
I smiled at him. When we kissed, and I felt the fireworks. And with those fireworks, I couldn't help but feel that I was ready. My heart was completely ready for him. But I knew my mind wasn't. Which I hated.
"I'm sorry for making you wait for me Shane." I said the words I had wanted to since he'd shown up at my house in the rain, saying he wanted me back.
He looked up at me. He was so adorable. "You're not making me wait, Mitch. I chose to."
Before I could reply, Connect 3's new song came on the radio, Until You're Mine (I know it's Demi's song, but not in this story) I just stopped talking and focused on Shane's voice singing through the speakers.
My state of mind has finally
got the best of me
I need you next to me
I'll try to find a way that I
can get to you
Just wanna get to you
The world I see is perfect now,
you're all around
With you I can breathe
Until you're mine, I have to find
A way to fill this hole inside
I can't survive without you here
by my side
Until you're mine, not gonna be
Even close to complete
I won't rest until you're mine
Mine...
Alone inside, I can only hear
your voice
Ringing through the noise
Can't find my mind, keeps on
coming back to you
Always back to you
Wanted something out of reach
It's killing me, you're all i see, yeah
Until you're mine, I have to find
A way to fill this hole inside
I can't survive without you here by
my side
Until you're mine, not gonna be
Even close to complete
I won't rest until you're mine
Mine...
Just stop wondering
If we were meant to be
Forget about fate and just hold me
I'm ready to begin
The waiting has to end
Right now, today
I've gotta find a way
Mine...
Until you're
Mine...
Until you're mine, I have to find
A way to fill this hole inside
I can't survive without you here by
my side
Until you're mine, not gonna be
Even close to complete
I won't rest until you're mine
Mine...
My state of mind, has finally got the
best of me,
I need you next to me...
As I looked into Shane's eyes, I knew he wasn't going to rest until I was his.
Shane's POV
STILL FLASHBACK
It hurt to not be able to kiss her anymore, or act as more than her friend. I won't rest, I thought to her, Until you're mine…
Mitchie's POV
After the long car ride, we finally arrived at the mall, much to Jason's happiness, and Nate's sacredness.
"Why you so scared?" I asked Nate.
"Because I just know that that crazy ass girl of mine is going to go all ninja on my ass for not seeing her for 5 months!" he said, still scared.
Me and Shane flinched slightly, knowing it was our faults that the couples were separated for so long.
"Who you callin' crazy ass?" a voice said from behind us, and it was Cait, with Peggy right by her and they were panting.
"They were-trying to-get-us to-get-makeovers…" Peggy informed us in between breaths.
"HEY!" Ella called out as they ran up behind them. She stopped as she saw us all and screamed, "JASON!" at the same time he screamed "ELLA!"
They are too much alike.
"Hey sweetie." Nate said to Caitlyn.
Everybody hugged and squealed and we all just went back to my place and watched movies until Cait's birthday tomorrow, which is where some interesting, yet confusing and scary stuff happened.
END FLASHBACK
Cait's birthday started out normally. Caitlyn woke me up at midnight, whispering to me loudly that it was her birthday. I smacked her in the back of the head and went to sleep. Then she woke me up every hour until five repeating the obvious fact that it was her birthday.
"Please shut up." I begged her. It was 5 AM! A.M! A to the freakin' M!
"I can't. And you know why?" she dragged it out. "Because IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!"
"I will give you your present now if you shut up." I told her.
She immediately stopped jumping and nodded excitedly.
I grabbed my acoustic guitat and played a song I wrote, called True Friends (it's sung by Miley Cyrus)
She cried happy tears and we hugged.
…..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Jason screamed to Cait while his arm was around Ella.
She glared at me before smiling at Jase. "Glad to see someone is as excited as I am!"
"I would be excited if I wasn't woken up every hour from midnight to 5." I argued.
She rolled her eyes then continued greeting everyone.
Until we saw someone who definitely wasn't supposed to be here.
Vick, Caitlyn's ex psycho boyfriend and my psycho ex as well.
Cody.
His name's Cody, right? I forget…
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