This is for all my reviewers and people who fav and alret this OH and my rival SexyLightningFox x3. (who is beating me right now!) So if you guys don't know it my comp crashed and I feel so insecure typing now like nothing is self editing anymore :( so I'll try my best to keep writing even though I really hate writing out of Word..

Sorry if I offend anybody by writing this I just felt like saying it but I'm not going to spoil the chap or the end of it it's just so sweet (in my opinion) I really didn't want to make her like this but no other idea came to mind...SO REVIEW!

Looking at him now all the feminine features seemed to stick out more my eyes widened "wait are you a-" someone had slapped a hand over my mouth hard I looked up to see who was going to die today but all my courage left me when I saw it was Hikaru.

Ding Dong

All the students got up and started walking out the door "I think you guys talked long enough" he said.

"But-" Haruhi started before she was interrupted.

"Come on HARUHI let's go to lunch." Hikaru said. I wasn't dumb I knew what that meant I wasn't invited I saw as Haruhi was literally pulled out the door. I could see everybody else was gone even the teacher had left. I was alone. Just like at home and in school. I let my head drop and let the tears fall down my face. After all of this time I had left for three years and in those years I was dubbed as the best female fighter. But here I was crying my eyes out in a classroom I just couldn't help it I felt weak very very weak. I got up it was no use staying here anymore I tried to at least calm myself down to cry silently as I walked in the hallways with my head down.

Kyoya's P.O.V

I walked down the hall checking off the things I had already done in my book. I was near one of the schools many gardens heading down for lunch. I heard sobs I looked up to see a guy. One of the twins? But they never separate from each other as I walked forward I could see they were smaller much more smaller then one of them. They must have noticed my presence. He froze and looked up but it wasn't a he. She looked excaly like them except in a girl version. But she was far from beautiful even in a guy haircut that looked exactlylike one of the twins. Her eyes were a little red so she has been crying for only a little bit. But why would she be crying? Before I could even reach into my pocket for a tissue she quickly got up brushed past me and turned the corner fast. I stayed looking at the spot she had last turned.

"Hey Mommy! I came up with another club...Hey! What are you looking at?" I heard Tamaki say. He was already hanging over me trying to see what he couldn't. "It was nothing so what did you say about the club?" I said. Even though my mind was on the girl hmm I don't even know her name I should start doing some research on her family then there's no mistaking it she's a Hitachiin.

Hanako's P.O.V

Shoot shoot shoot! Someone just saw me crying great now they think I'm weak or something. I sighed but I am at least now...Class had started again but before I had went in I had gone to the bathroom to wash my face it was really awkward at first because I didn't know which one to go into finally I decided to go into the boys one to wash my face. Since most people thought I was a guy. I would have to avoid bathrooms while I was in this school. School was finally over during the whole day I didn't talk to anybody I felt so insecurenow. Especially with all the girls staring down at me and my brothers commenting on me every once in a while it was worse then being ignored the things they said were very painful to hear.

I laid on my bed looking up at the ceiling what was the use of coming back if they were going to treat me even worse then before.

I had been a week in school and it was now Sunday mostly the only people that hung around me during lunch where the girls who wouldn't leave me alone. Haruhi tried to talk to me again many times but my brothers always seemed to get her away from me. I went down to the kitchen to get something to eat I had found out that all the maids in the house where gone and so where the cooks they had been given a day off. Mom and dad had gone out on business trips. I didn't complain I could cook and clean two of the many things I learned when I had ran away. But the thing that worried me was that I was alone with my brothers. I looked at the clock it was 8:15 am.

"I think I made too much food." I muttered to myself as I saw the many dishes I made but when I saw there was that much food in the fridge I just couldn't stop making more.

"Maybe this will make them like me a little..." I whispered. Just then I heard footsteps coming down the stairs that must be them! I quickly put the last dish on the table. As they came in.

"Who made this?" Kaoru asked.

"I-I d-did" I stuttered. "Would you like so-" I was interrupted. It was Hikaru who spoke he had picked up a plate and examined it. "You did this hmm." He then threw it on the ground. "I wouldn't eat anything you cook" he said bitterly. "Not even if it was the last thing in the world. Come one let's order something or maybe go to a restaurant." Hikaru said walking away with Kaoru. I sank down to the floor and broke down it couldn't take it anymore I saw badly wanted them to accept me so badly wanted to stop being hated by them but I just couldn't. I picked up the broken glass and wasted food off the ground. I thought of putting all the food in plastic containers but we're rich what was the point? But I still did it anyway. I went back upstairs to my room I could hear they were still here somewhere in the mansion. I closed my bedroom door I went to lay down on my bed I felt an icy touch to my skin I felt around to find a mirror on my bed from the day before. I looked into the hand held mirror and saw myself looking back at me. I threw it against the wall I heard it break. My knees touched my chin and my face was down. I had curled up into a ball. I felt so pathetic so disgusted with myself. I looked up at the direction I had throw the mirror it had broken into many pieces I found myself walking towards it there was a big piece of the mirror left on the ground. I picked it up and looked at it something else caught my eye it was a full length mirror across the room I could see myself I was a wreck. I looked back down at the broken glass in my hand and without thinking twice I dragged it horizontally across my wrist I saw as the blood emerged from the wound quickly I didn't know if I had done it right but it seemed to be working the blood oozed out bright red it's better this way...I felt dizzy all of a sudden and I saw the floor getting closer and closer.

Hikaru's P.O.V

We walked back upstairs after making a call to reserve us a table at a restaurant. I was still sort of pissed the she tried to even cook for us who the hell did she think she was. We had to pass her room to get to ours we were holding each other in case she came back out I knew she got hurt if we showed physical affection. We were by her door already passing it.

Thud

It had sounded like something had fallen I didn't know if Kaoru had heard it but if it came from her room then who cared.

"We should check out what happened" Kaoru said obviously he had herd it then.

"What why? Besides we got reservations we need to go get ready" I said eyeing him. But he didn't listen he went towards her door and knocked on it. "What are you doing Kaoru!" I yelled "she's going to come out of you do that." He ignored me there was a long silence nobody opened the door. "She she doesn't even want to come out let's go" I said tugging at his shirt.

"Well alright..." He looked down at the floor in one quick movement he opened the door.

"Kaoru what the-" I stopped when I saw Hanako on the ground she was laying on the ground there was a red puddle under her I looked down to see it had reached the door where we were both standing. I saw him rush to her side shaking her lightly screaming her name. He took out his cell phone and tried to dial a number. "Fuck!" He yelled throwing his phone at the wall. "Hikaru give me your phone" I stayed frozen at the door. "Hikaru this is no time to hold a grudge I know you don't like her but she's our sister our sister who is dying!" That made me move I quickly threw him my cell phone. He dialed a number as he looked down at her.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

What was I thinking she was my sister we shared the womb and I pushed her to do this she committed suicide because of me. And why is it now that I realize this? I looked up to see the doctor coming.

Hanako's P.O.V

I heard voices my eyes were still closed I tried to open them but the light shined brightly. I closed them again and tried again now I could bear the light but my vision was a little blurry the color that sticked out the most was white. Finally my vision was clearing I could see there where cords sticking to my arm. Cords? Where am I? I heard the door open and close then silence somebody must have left. Lying on the bed doing nothing and thinking nothing I could hear every noise that was made within my hearing range. I heard rapid footsteps coming closer and closer till-

BAM

The door must have been knocked out of it's hinges they way it was open.

"Hanako! Hanako!" Your alive!" I heard two voices say in union. No way it can't be.

"We're so sorry Hanako" I heard Kaoru say.

"I didn't now I was casing you this much pain." Hikaru whispered.

"This is a dream" I whispered back. "It can't be real" I looked at my brothers faces but I wasn't waking up. I felt tears about to emerge from my eyes. I lifted up my left hand. "Ah" I looked over to see it was banged up so was my left hand. Oh that's right I tried to kill myself they must have noticed my change in expression.

"Why did you do it Hanako.." Hikaru said.

"Because...it's better if I'm not here at all." I whispered.

"Don't say stupid things" they both said. "Hanako whatever we have done" Hikaru started.

"We're so sorry we'll never make you feel like that again your one of us you were always one of us we just never saw that before." Kaoru finished. I felt tears of joy slide down my face. "You don't...know what that means...to me" I said through sobs. "I never thought I would be accepted by you guys Hikaru, Kaoru" I said looking at both of them.

"So you know which is which" Hikaru said surprised.

"Of course you're my brothers why wouldn't I?"

A smile spread across there face Hikaru looked extremely happy and shocked at the same time. After all the emotions I finally asked them where I was.

"Oh well..." Hikaru started.

"We didn't know who to call so the only person that popped into my head was Kyoya you might not know him but his family works in the medical department so your at one of his hospitals although he didn't tell the doctors you tried to...well you know" He looked at my wrist then back up at me. "He told the doctors you had an accident while carrying some glass"

"Oh.." I said a little embarrassed. "I should thank him then what would have happened if they knew I was you know" I didn't want to say it either.

"They would have thought you were mentally ill." Hikaru said. "We probably wouldn't have seen you again. Look I'm so sorry it was all my fault I'm the one who pushed you to do this"

"It's ok, it's ok-"

"No it's not Hanako tell me what to do to make this up to you." Hikaru said.

"You guys already did, just being with you two being accepted by you two it's all I wanted." There was a knock on the door a doctor and the guy that had seen me crying I assumed was Kyoya came in. He order my brothers and Kyoya out for a moment just to see how I was doing he examined his clipboard. "Well you're going to have to stay here for at least three to four days to heal." The doctor said. "What were you doing at the time anyways?" He asked.

"I thought they had already told you." I said getting little grumpy.

"Yes I suppose" then he left. I think this doctors has his suspicions I thought looking up at the ceiling. My brothers visited me everyday they told me mom and dad where gone for a week maybe even two but I had to beg them not to say anything until they had come back so it wouldn'truin their business trip. When they weren't here it was Kyoya who just checked in on me I felt like he wanted to say something but thought otherwise. Finally they let me out. I stretched my legs they had kept me lying down for four days unless I wanted to go to the bathroom. But when I got I felt really dizzy and light headed. It was Tuesday when I went home with my two brothers I really wanted to thank Kyoya again but he never showed up at the hospital.

"Oh him he's always typing or writing something in his book or computer." They both said in union. They had skipped school so I wouldn't be alone.

"Don't you guys have...well have to be somewhere else.." I said even though I didn't want them to but I had noticed that they didn't come directly home after school.

"No we don't we told Kyoya about that." Hikaru said.

"Well alright" I smiled.

Hikaru's P.O.V

I was walking down to Hanako's room it had been an hour since I last saw her she had gone to sleep. But I couldn't I felt too separated from her just like how I felt when Kaoru wasn't with me. I saw somebody else by the door it was like seeing my reflection. It was Kaoru. I instantly knew why he was here and he probably knew why I was here too. We opened her door at the same time. We stepped in at the same time she looked so tiny compared to the bed she was on. I slipped onto her left and Kaoru was on her right I saw how Kaoru looked at her he never hated her. I felt a pang of guilt I felt ashamed of myself for even being here with her. I was getting off when I felt a hand on my wrist I would have thought it might have been Kaoru's but it was to little to be his. I turned around to see Hanako she had pleading eyes.

"Stay." She whispered. "Please, Hikaru." It felt to good to be able to know she could tell us apart. I held her tiny hand as she snuggled into my chest.

Hanako's P.O.V

I felt someone stroking my hair lightly I turned around to see it was Kaoru.

"It wasn't a dream" I whispered to him. He just smiled. I had finally gotten something I never thought I would have. Their love. I fell asleep holding their hands.