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"What happened next by Carlos Garcia." He read out loud. His friends stayed silent while he read on. "I was going to tell mommy today what daddy has been doing but when I saw them they looked really happy. So I stayed quiet. I guess he'll stop eventually, maybe. Carlos Garcia Age 8."

The three friends didn't know what to say. Their best friend Carlos, the happy one, the hyper one, the one that always has a smile on his face also has a lot of pain in his heart. Carlos flipped the page.

"Hi NB. I know I haven't written in you for about 2 weeks but that's because daddy has kept touching me. I believe him. He told me he loves me and if this is how he shows me then I guess its not that big of a deal. But today NB, I woke up and I had a nightmare. I was in an empty room, everything was white and no one was there but me and daddy. We were sitting right in front of each other just staring. I looked at him and he was a little like faded. I try to touch his face to see if he was really there. He wasn't. But then whatever that thing was stood up and stood right in front of me. He looked in my eyes and then I felt a small burning feeling inside of me. The burning started at my feet and slowly crawled its way up. While at the same time I felt a ripping inside my head. I felt cuts in there as well. The pain coursing through my body I didn't know which was worse. And then suddenly it stopped. The next thing I saw was a mirror. I walked to it and saw my reflection. I looked at it scared. In my reflection I saw a monster. He was tall, he was dark, he was daddy. In the reflection I also saw a different boy. He was almost as tall as daddy. He had on black shorts and a purple shirt. He also had a helmet. I saw daddy touching the boy like he touched me. Then daddy hit him in his face. I felt the pain from the boy. Every hit that daddy gave the boy I felt it. Then daddy shoved the boy on his knees. I didn't know what the boy was doing but I felt pain in my throat. Tears escaped my eyes. Then after a while daddy picked up the boy and turned him around. The mirror then disappeared but I felt I was being ripped apart. I felt a liquid on my legs. I didn't know what it was but when I grabbed it and saw it I woke up screaming. Daddy was the first one to come in my room when him and mommy heard the screaming. He tried to calm me down but I screamed at him. Mommy came in and she saw me in a corner screaming at daddy to leave. She gave me a hug and asked me what was wrong. I looked at daddy, he tried to get close to me again. I screamed when he touched my shoulder. I yelled don't touch me don't touch me don't touch me. Mommy told him to leave and then she asked me if I was ok. I told her I had a nightmare and I was scared. She told me if I wanted to sleep with her and daddy and I told her no. but then I thought daddy might come in. so I told her instead if she could sleep with me instead. She did. I couldn't sleep the rest of the night but eventually I did. Carlos Garcia Age 8" James spoke first.

"That's so horrible how could he do that!" the look in James eyes said everything, he was furious. Carlos just smiled and said, "Its no big deal it's the past I want it to stay there."

"Why didn't you tell your mom or anybody who could of helped!" James told Carlos clearly worried.

"Well I felt like it would hurt my mom to much and when she was with dad she was happy. I didn't wanna take that away from her." James took this in, he understood because he remembered how much his mom was so happy with his dad until she found out his dad was cheating on her, then she was broken.

Carlos just smiled while turning the page. He spoke again.

"My Angel by Carlos Garcia."

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