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Realization by Carlos Garcia.

It was a week since I met James and already he was becoming my best friend. We had the same class! He sits at my table. I guess I didn't notice him because I didn't look at anyone the first day. He had this huge smile when he saw me sit down the next day. For the rest of the week and the week after we talked and goofed around and talked some more and made jokes and got in trouble for talking in class O.o He was my best friend after two weeks.

It was Friday when I realized something was a little wrong with my papi. Me and James were waiting for our parents at the swings in the playground.

"You should come with us!" James said excitedly "It would be so much fun cus it's the zoo and we have never been there and you should go!" James was beyond excited when his parents told him they were going to the zoo and that he could bring a friend.

"I want to I have never been to the zoo!" I replied just as excited.

"Carlos come on mijo!" yelled mama from the car. James ran to the car with me.

"Mama mama mama can I go to the zoo with James mama por favor mama please!" I asked her. She laughed a little.

"Yes mijo but,"

"She said yes she said yes!" me and James said together. I turned around to James, hugged him and started jumping around. "She said yes!"

"But but but," mama said trying to calm us down. After we finally calmed down a little she continued. "I need to talk to James parents so I know what you need to take ok." my smile never left, neither did James. We nodded yes. We got into the car and headed home. Oh did I tell you James lives down the street from me? Well he does he lives like four houses over. Mama dropped him off and continued to the house. When I got home I saw papi eating a sandwich.

"Papi papi papi guess what!" I said giving him a hug. The hug felt weird to me and very uncomfortable but I was so happy I didn't notice it this time.

"Um you're an alien!" he told me joking.

"No papi I'm going to the zoo with James!" when I told him his face dramatically changed but instantly it was back to normal.

"That's great!" I could tell it bugged him but why I didn't know.

That afternoon I was watching sponge bob and I accidentaly dropped the remote and it changed the channel.

"He touched me as a child and it affected me badly. It started out with just touching me and as I got older he started doing more sexual stuff. One day he had raped me and he hit me because I told him to stop. He acted like nothing was wrong when anyone else was around. But when we were alone the beating came if I didn't listen to him. He raped me a lot and he also called me a fag. One day I couldn't take it anymore and I told my mom. She loved him but she didn't see him the same anymore so that same day she called the cops and he was sentenced to jail afterward. My life became so much better afterwards." the announcer of the show spoke a little and it went to commercials. I changed it back to sponge bob and I was lost in my thoughts. All I could think was that's what daddy does to me, should I tell mama? No he hasn't touched me in two weeks. I decided not to because he hadn't touched me.

That night he came into my room. It started again. It was Sunday and that man came into my room every night. Right now I am going to go to the zoo with James, he always makes my day a lot better goodbye NB. Carlos Garcia

"so you realized because of a show?" asked Logan.

"Yeah it was a show I forgot what its called but it helped me realize a lot." Carlos replied. "so did James."

"How did I help you realize that man was fucked up?" Asked James, venom showing when he said that man.

"Yeah how did he?" asked Kendal.

Carlos turned the page.

"James by Carlos Garcia."

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