How many raindrops are in a rainstorm?

"Shit fuckers!" I had no idea where Axel came up with that word. Axel leaned against the wall and slid down to the floor. "Where would I be if I was Xion?" No fucking clue. Axel dragged his fingers down his face and some of his, already messed up, make up transferred to his hand, but at that point he couldn't care, he was already a mess. Axel sat there for a minute or two then got up.

"Where'd you find me?" I pointed to the last door of the hall to the left. "I guess we'll have to start looking on the next floor then." Mansions were made by the devil. There was no need for that many rooms and they knew that some idiots, like us, would lose their friend and have to look all day long in every room just to find them.

Me and Axel began to climb the stairs until we heard people coming. There was no turning back and no going forward. "Get in!" I heard Axel whisper. There was a tiny closet on the landing. I wanted to argue that we couldn't fit in it but Axel had already pushed me in. A shelf was digging it's way into my shoulder blade and tailbone. There wasn't a millimetre of space between the closet, me, Axel and the door. My head was dug into Axels chest. I could feel every muscle in his chest. My heart stopped beating and all the blood in my body went to my red face. That awful, wrong feeling came back. First somebody pasted and then the parents and, what I was guessing was their child, pasted shouting at each other. When they were a safe distance away Axel opened the door with his back and began breathing again. I breathed heavy and fast. My face was still flushed red. Axel didn't notice and continued up the stairs.

We began looking through doors when my phone rang. "Xion!" Axel walked over and I answered, but I got something I wasn't expecting. "Where the fuck are you guys!" No way that was Xion. Xion rarely swore and when she did she didn't mean it in a mean way. Xion had also never yelled at me or sounded this angry. I was shocked.

"Where are you? We've been looking for you" Xion said somethings that I don't think need to be repeated. She was definitely drunk, hung-over and angry as all hell. But during her anger rage we managed to find out that she was by Axel's car.

"Now how we going to get out of here?" I shrugged. "Front door's the only way I seen to get out, so if they're down there we'll have to sneak out."

"Every man for himself" Axel added as if we going into battle.

We went down to the last floor then down the stairs. The parents were in the living room with their son yelling at him. There was nobody passed out in the room so they must have kicked them out. We managed to sneak out without getting noticed. We made our way to the end of the driveway then looked at each other.

"This way?" We pointed opposite ways. Well this wasn't good. "You can't even remember where you parked your own car!"

"Hey, you can't remember either!"

"It's not my car!" Axel began walking the way he was pointing. "That's not-"

"I DON"T CARE!" I had no choice but to follow. If the car was that way then we'd go, but if it wasn't I'd get to laugh at him and tell him that he was wrong. The car was the way that Axel had pointed. Xion was sitting beside it with her head on the tire. She was in rough shape. She didn't say anything the whole ride. Axel drove first until he was unable so I had to drive the rest of the way. When I asked where we were driving to he said anywhere. I still had no idea where Axel or Xion lived so I drove back to my place. I parked on the side of the road and pulled back the car seat so that I was laying down like Axel was doing the whole drive here. Xion was in the middle so none of our chairs hit her. I noticed that Xion was asleep, but Axel wasn't.

I rolled over onto my side to look at Axel "What do you remember?" He looked at me without rolling over. "What do you remember?" I told him, but left out the part with my sudden attraction.

"Well I remember past that." Axel laughed "You sure can drink! You just can't hold it once you're done. You won but you ended up barfing it all up five minutes later." Lovely, he could have left that out. "You get drunk pretty quick. 'I LOVE YOU BRO!'" I knew Axel was mimicking me because he was laughing...I wasn't.

"I think that's enough" I didn't want to hear more. "Oh, but that's not the best part." I really didn't want to hear the next part. "You tried to climb up a telephone poll and when they wouldn't let you, you tried to climb to the roof but instead you climb onto some girl's shoulders and yelled 'I'M KING OF THE WORLD!' then made out with her, phoned up a couple people, one in India-"

"Stop!" But he didn't.

", made out, or at least tried to, with pretty much anything with a pulse, including me," SHIT! "went stair surfing on a piece of cardboard and fucked a couple girls" Oh god. I wanted to die. I was too embarrassed. " and that's all I remember.". I turned to face the door, I was WAY too embarrassed to look at Axel. Axel knew I was embarrassed.

"You were drunk man, everyone does that" NO! People do not; climb on people's shoulders, call random people, make out with everyone, stair surf and fuck people in one night! I probably did more than that but Axel probably can't remember. The thing that got me the most was trying to make out with Axel.

"I probably did worst after the point where I can't remember." Axel tried to make me feel better but it didn't work. Then I remembered the last thing Axel said. I quickly sat up and looked at Axel.

"I had sex!" Axel looked at me "You were drunk, no big deal." Yes it was a big deal, I was a virgin and was hoping not to loose it to a random girl at a party while I was drunk. The look on my face must have explained it. "Oh..." Axel got up and patted me on my back "Well at least you're a man now." I glared at him, he wasn't helping.

"Well if it helps I was the first person you tried made out with and tried to have sex with." Oh that helps. I hit my head against the wheel.

-x:X:x-

Pictures from the party quickly made it's way to Facebook. Everything Axel said was true. There was a couple videos of me. I was either doing shots, making out with people, calling random people or stair surfing. There was quite a few picture of me too. I was making out with random people I didn't know most of the time. There was even pictures of me and Axel. One picture I had my hand up the side of his chest and my tongue licking his neck... Axel didn't look very amused in the picture, he was trying to push me off. Another one I was attempting to grind against him...he still didn't look amused. I was embarrassed beyond words. I also found some pictures of Xion making out with some guys and drinking. She had never said anything to us about what she did that night.

Two days after the party most people had recovered from the party and came back. I didn't want to go back but I did. Everyone came up to me telling me about how wild I was and so on, some girls that I was apparently making out with came up to me too. I found out what Xion was up to during one of my conversations. Like me, and everyone else in the party, she was drunk, not as drunk as me though, she made out with a couple people and did some crazy things and had sex with the host. I figured that Xion was actually the person that came down first when me and Axel were in the closet. I never mentioned it to her. Some people came up to me and asked if I was gay. I had to explain that I was drunk numerous times, but thank god they all took it. I also found out that Axel had sex with a couple people and made out with half a dozen too. I tired to avoid Axel and Xion most of the day, but that didn't work out when Axel had nearly scared me to death in the hall. He came from my backside and wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me back. I thought it was Seifer so I back handed him and kicked him in the male parts. The principle was there and thought we were fighting so sent us to the office, we had to explain that I didn't know who he was and defended myself. Axel spent the rest of the day with a blood nose and constantly blamed me for it.

After about a week the rumours of me and Axel being gay ended, but that didn't make that feeling go away. I realized that it wasn't just a urge for sex, since I had already had sex at the party, but I couldn't figure out what it was. It had something to do with Axel. Either I was really gay and wanted to have sex with a man or something else. Whatever it was it was annoying me. Every time I was near Axel I wanted to do the things I tried to do with him at the party, but had to stop myself. I was a guy, he was a guy. Just because you wanted to fuck someone, doesn't mean they want the same thing.

-x:X:x-

"I think I'm gay!" I had to spit out. Xion looked at me unfazed. I texted her earlier that day and told her that I need to talk to her. She invited me over to her house and that was the first thing I yelled when her door opened.

"Come in." She opened the door up more and moved out of the way so that I could enter. She told me to sit on the coach and wait for her. She went around the corner of the apartment hall and came back a minute later and sat beside me.

"If it's just from the party then-"

"No. It was before then." I lowered my head and bit my lip "It was before we all started hanging out, at the bowling alley, is when it started" I hated talking about it. "and I realized it after the party."

"So explain it to me." I looked at Xion. "Explain what?"

"How you feel? Why do you think you're gay?" I had to think about that. "Warm, fuzzy." God that sounded stupid, but how to you explain a feeling? "Just every time Axel's near me or touching me." I should have just kept this to myself.

"So it's just Axel?" Now that I thought about it, it was only Axel I was attracted to, I didn't like any other guys. I nodded. "Maybe it's just Axel. Maybe you're bi. Are you attracted to girls?"

"Well those girls at the party."

"That doesn't count, you were drunk."

"Well I don't know." Xion sighed. "Have you ever like a girl, had a girlfriend, kissed a girl or had sex with one while you were sober?" There was one girl back in New York that I liked, but never told her or kissed her or anything, besides the feelings I had for her and Axel were different. "No." Xion leaned over me and kissed me. I couldn't believe what she was doing. I didn't know why, but I kissed back. Then she let go.

"You kissed back." I was under her breathing heavy "Was I not supposed to?" Xion shook her head "That means that you still like girls, or at least me" She got up and went back to her position. "So you're bi." What was I supposed to do with this information?

"If you like Axel just tell him."

"Easier said then done."

"My brother did it." Her brother was Sora. He was in two of my classes and you could tell they were twins from their face and eyes. "What? Sora's gay?" Definitely wasn't excepting that. "Yeah, everyone knows that." I didn't.

"But he doesn't like any other guy besides Riku." Riku was another kid in our high school, he was one grade above us. He had long silver hair and blue eyes, he was popular with the girls... apparently they didn't get the message either.

"So he just went 'Hi, my name's Sora and i'm gay for you!'" Xion starred at me "No,".

She got up "just let it happen. Do it quick, like taking a band aid off." Xion grabbed her coat and opened the door "I have to go, so you'll have to leave too. I hope I helped."

Windy's Wonders

THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A MAGIC GOAT! (look up "there's no such thing as a magic goat" on youtube.)

I seen Transformers on Sunday :D I LOOOOVE Transformers! I had to go to the bathroom with my friend during the movie and you could hear the bass from the washroom! ahahahah It was in IMAX too, so that's why.

I TOTALLY forgot to tell you about Xion the puppy! Well my friend's (she's not really my friend, but I go to school with her and know her) mother breeds dogs and there was a weak puppy so she took care of it and named it Xion but a couple days later it died :( RIP Xion.

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