A/N: i apologize for taking sooo long to update and I also apologize for the shortness of this chapter. I just really wanted to get another chapter up and if i made it longer, then it would have taken longer to update. but next update will be really soon :)

Adam's POV

I sat in the waiting room with my face buried in my hands, waiting for Tommy. The nurse's said that no one was allowed in the waiting room while they fixed his shoulder. Which made me mad but rules were rules.

All I wanted was for Tommy to come out that door so that I could hold him and tell him how sorry I am. This whole thing is my fault. I should have never gotten so mad about something so stupid. I should have never went to that damn bar, I should have stopped Tommy from walking out. I should have...

I felt a hand pat my shoulder but I didn't bother to see who it was. Isaac, Brad and Cassidy were all sitting in the waiting room with me. I lifted up my head only to see a bunch of people staring at me. I wasn't sure if it was because of who I was or because of my appearance. I liked to think it was the first one.

I sighed and got up mumbling a 'be right back' to the others and headed towards the bathroom. I walked in and went to the mirror. I groaned at my appearance, I looked horrible. My hair was all tangled, my make up was running down my face and to top it all off I had a big bruise on my cheek.

I ran my hands through my hair trying to smooth it down. It didn't make much of a difference. I sighed and closed my eyes but when I did, all I saw was Tommy's face. Tommy's hurt and beat up face. All because of me.

I sank down to the floor and sat against the wall burying my face in my hands again. For some reason, Drake's words came back to me.

It's not like he really loves you anyway.

No one loved you ten years ago, what makes you think anyone would love you now?

You're nothing but a pathetic little whore.

You haven't changed at all.

A fresh round of sobs shook my body. I realized that I was sitting on a bathroom floor crying my eyes out. I really was pathetic..