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The Silence – Chapter IXDespite the fact that I had always found no point in social networking sites, I had found myself becoming a daily user of the one Axel had made me join…mainly for Axel but that's not the point.
I had been on the computer for about an hour talking to Axel before I had to leave to go to the sleepover round Demyx's house which Vexen had been more than hesitant on letting me go to once he figured out that me and Axel had actually become a couple.
It felt nice to call Axel and myself a couple…I had never been able to say that before.
I sighed as I began typing up my new blog for Axel to read, he had been bugging me since I had stopped writing them from the first one I sent.
~ I've never been invited out anywhere before so I'm just nervous. Also, I want to know why Demyx and Roxas were worried about me at school today, you said that you weren't the only one who cares, but if they did, then why haven't they ever approached me before? What if all of this is a trick, Axel? ~
I didn't like feeling as paranoid as I did at that moment, it was only down to the fact that I had actually been tricked so many times in the past by people who have told me that they 'cared' that I never believed anyone ever again. But then what about Axel? Why did I believe Axel when he said that he cared about me?
I didn't really dwell on that question too much, I tended to derange myself into thinking a situation was worse than it actually was.
'Axel' I found that whenever I was talking to him online, over the phone, at school or when we were researching for our project, my heart would start to beat out of control and I needed my asthma pump a lot more since meeting Axel as well. Even reading his reply made me reach for my pump.
~ Well I'm going to be there with you Zex, you shouldn't worry all of the time, you'll make yourself sick. Demyx and Roxas were worried about you because believe it or not, they have actually tried to approach you, but they said that you always looked so scared that they didn't want to make you worse. None of it is a trick, you've got to believe me, I wouldn't lie to you ^_^ ~
I just had to laugh at the smile emotion that he put at the end and rolled my eyes at his childishness as I took in a few takes of my pump.
'Scared?' I think nobody in the whole world really knows how they look to another human being and when you hear how you come across to others, sometimes it's a little shocking. Though I was scared all of the time, I had tried to make sure that under no circumstances that I actually looked scared.
'Huh…guess I didn't try hard enough' I mused with myself as I began to type back.
~Okay, I'll believe you…for now anyways. Promise you'll be there if anything bad happens tonight, don't leave me to fight my own corner, I'm not very good with words as you know ~
'My sense of humor is too damn dry sometimes, it really is' I sent the message and sunk back into my chair with my hand on my forehead as I pulled my packed bag towards me. I always had to check several times that I wasn't missing anything, I don't really understand why but I gathered that I had inherited it from my birth parents, wherever they are. 'Pyjamas, check. Toothbrush, check. Hairbrush, check. Asthma pump, on my desk…' I continued to check my imaginary list off as I rifled through my bag, pointing to each item as I checked them off.
I smiled with a small feeling a satisfaction with my packed items and then peered up at the clock on my wall, 'six fifteen', I clunked my teeth together knowing I would be leaving for my first ever sleepover soon and I took in a deep breath as I returned to my keyboard when Axel had finally replied.
~ Why would I leave you? You're insane I hope you know, kind of why I like you though, I'm actually going to leave to get to your house straight after sending this message, so don't reply haha, I'll see you in a few minuets, be ready alright. Oh and by the way. Your humor is strange, has anybody ever told you that? ~
I snorted as I quickly logged out and shut down my computer after reading and grabbed my bag and my asthma pump before quickly walking out of my room.
"Hold on a second!" I jumped as Vexen came skulking out of his room looking like a zombie from '28 Days Later'. He really needed to get some colour in his skin, "I just want you to promise me that you wont do anything…that couples usually do when left alone with one another," he cringed at his words.
'Sex, just say it, S-E-X, it's really not that hard to do' I just tutted at him and nodded my head in a silent promise. I was very offended by the insinuation that I would just willingly allow Axel to ram into me; unlike most teenagers now days, I actually take pride in my virginity.
The door was thankfully knocked upon and I would have to think of a way to show Axel that I was now starting to change my hatred of his 'ruining special moments syndrome'.
I yanked it open and smiled up at Axel who held his fingerless gloved hand out to me with a grin, I turned and waved to Vexen before leaving the house.
I never thought that I would enjoy myself walking hand in hand with someone. But I felt so special when I was doing it that I could help but enjoy myself.
"Did you change your clothes?" Axel raised his eyebrow as his eyes scanned my body and I cuddled into myself, "we're only going to Demyx's house," he chuckled and quickly bent down to kiss the side of my head.
It wasn't my fault that I wanted to make a good first impression on my first sleep over, but maybe they would think I was trying to hard…
"I thought you weren't going to show up!" Demyx smiled as he opened his front door, he had also changed his clothes so that he was now wearing a pair of baggy black shorts and a blue t-shirt with the word 'Growwwwwlllll' that was sketched across where his stomach was.
'Huh…that's original' I followed behind Axel as we entered the warmest looking house I had ever seen. The walls were a beautiful rose red with a few pictures of Demyx and a girl I recognized to be Namine. The carpet was a calming colour of green with a few golden stars appearing ever now and again on it. A dark orange had been used to paint each door in the house and the golden glow illuminating from the little chandeliers on the ceiling made it look a but like Christmas time.
"Well I got lost on the way to Zexion's house," Axel explained sheepishly and Demyx's shoulders shook as he laughed, his thin arms folding across his chest as he nodded his head towards the front room.
Roxas was sat on the floor, also in black shorts and wearing a black and white chequered short-sleeved shirt, with various snacks in pink bowls circling around him.
"Good luck trying to steal food from Roxas," Demyx whispered to me, "he's such a pig when it comes to food," I snickered lightly and peered up at Axel who had moved his face right up to mine almost giving me a miniature heart attack.
"Stop being adorable, I told you before," Axel's green eyes seemed to sparkle as he said these words and I couldn't figure out why. He can be the most difficult person to read at times though I have little room to talk seen as though it seems nobody can read what's going on inside my head.
"If he stops being adorable than he wont be Zexion," Roxas called out from his position on the floor and I looked over to see him picking pretzels up from his palm and wolfing them down in one go.
"Aw I think Roxy has a little crush," Demyx teased as he jumped onto the sofa that was being Roxas and pinched the blonde's cheeks.
"Aw I think Dem is going to get a punch in the arm," Roxas replied with a death tone and Demyx literally threw himself onto the other side of the sofa.
'I…like them' I couldn't help liking them already, both Demyx and Roxas had made me laugh during the first five minuets of being in the house and it seemed that Roxas had a similar sense of humor to me.
Axel grabbed my bag and dumped it near the front door along with his and then sat next to Roxas on the floor, pulling me down in between his legs to my back was pressed up against his chest. It was a strangely comfortable position to be in, especially when he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Where's your mum and Namine?" Axel frowned and his arms tightened around my stomach.
"She's gone out with her new boyfriend so she'll be gone for a few days and Namine is sleeping over at Kairi's as per usual," Demyx explained with a relaxed voice as he clambered over us so that he could get to the DVD player, disc already held on his finger.
'Is Namine Demyx's sister?' I tapped my fingers on my lips and curled my legs up so I was basically curled into Axel's body and buried my nose into his shirt, not really caring that Demyx and Roxas were staring at me.
"What are we watching?" Roxas shoved another handful of pretzels into his mouth and I snorted at him.
"Toy Story 3," Demyx replied with an even bigger grin if that was even possible and he pressed play as soon as the machine finally decided to load itself. The strangely hyperactive blonde then jumped over the back of the sofa and grabbed a few blankets, dumping one on Roxas's lap and the other over both mine and Axel's heads.
"Cheers for that Dem," Axel scoffed sarcastically and then wrapped it around us.
"Shoosh!" Demyx squealed and bonked Axel on the head his hand, "it's starting and I love this film!" he grinned and leaned forwards so his head was resting on Roxas's shoulder, his arms dangling down the eater's chest.
'Maybe they're a couple' I wondered to myself as I shifted to see the film.
I had adored Toy Story since the first film but had never seen the third one so it was actually a nice change from seeing a film that everyone had seen about a hundred times that everyone liked to bring to sleep overs for some strange reason.
And I would have enjoyed watching the film if it had not been for Axel's wandering hands that had decided to rest themselves on my backside which made me feel extremely aware of the other two in the room.
"Wow," I heard my animal boyfriend whisper as his hands slid up underneath my shirt and his hands stroked my bare stomach making me almost squeal as I knew he was right near my scars, "for a little guy who looks like he wouldn't have much going on, you have one hell of a good body," Axel purred and bit the top of my ear which unfortunately made me moan a little. It was an odd sensation but I liked the feeling on being bitten by him, I always knew I would be the one with the weird fetish later on in life, I just never realized it would be such a 'vampiric' fetish.
"Hey!" Demyx whacked Axel on the head again; "I don't want to find stains so cut it out!" he laughed and returned to his comfortable position on Roxas whose eyes narrowed as he looked down at Demyx's arms.
"The only stain that will be on the carpet will be your blood if you don't stop using me as a leaning post!" Roxas growled and rolled his eyes as Demyx just stared at him innocently, somehow making his eyes grow three times the size making him look utterly adorable. Roxas grunted at him and just allowed Demyx to stay where he was.
I had been too distracted by the two blondes that I didn't notice that Axel had actually been slowly edging his lips towards my neck and I only noticed this because his right hand had raised and cupped my cheek.
If you have ever got straight into a boiling hot bath, you will know what I mean when I say that it tingles and burns your skin so much that you can't feel your legs very well, this was the effect that Axel was having on me when he was kissing my neck. I couldn't feel my body that well and I was heating up almost unbearably. I was glad that Axel had moved his hand over my mouth as he bit down on my neck because I knew I would moan loudly.
"Guys," I blushed heavily as I was poked in the arm by Roxas who winked at me, "I have never seen someone turn that red before," he chuckled, Demyx's half asleep body still resting on his.
"Because only I can make him like this," Axel boasted and I froze as he dragged his tongue up the side of my neck, sucking on the bite mark he had made a few seconds ago.
"You'll end up sucking out his life source if you do that for too long," Demyx commented in a lazy tone and I couldn't help but wonder how on earth he saw what Axel was doing because his eyes were closed.
"Shut up," Axel laughed and shoved Roxas roughly in the arm who began giggling which made everyone else including myself, to start laughing, ignoring the film I had been wanting to watch all together.
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Okay, so this is the first part of the sleepover done, the sleepover will continue in the next x3 I warned you guys that there would be some Axel x Zexion loving, nothing too graphic though…yet.