Warning – This chapter contains sex, read at your own will.
THIS IS THE EDITED SEX SCENE ^^ enjoy
The Silence – Chapter XIt was quiet humorous to watch Roxas have to put up with Demyx still hanging all over him. I actually wanted to help him move the sleeping boy from his shoulders and onto the sofa where both of them could actually be more comfortable, but I had my own little problem distracting me from helping Roxas.
It was like being tangled up in an octopus that never wanted to release you and I had no idea how to control my animal like boyfriend when I couldn't even speak.
'For fuck sakes!' his hands had decided to brush them selves up the sides on my body and the heat that I had felt only a few minuets ago came rolling back under my skin and I had to wonder whether Axel could feel it as well.
"Seriously?" Roxas's voice made Axel's hands stop on my bare stomach, my shirt almost up to my neck, "you look like a whore Axel," Roxas snorted as he struggled to stand up with a sleeping Demyx still attached to his back and I smiled at the sleeping boy, though I had said it a million times before, I could help but think he was just completely adorable.
"Says you," Axel raised his eyebrows at Roxas who avoiding making eye contact with me as his cheeks burned red, "do the names Ventus and Vanitas mean anything to you at all?" he smirked as Roxas went redder and I elbowed him in the stomach, which made him frown with disbelief in his annoyingly gorgeous eyes, "you're taking his side?" he whined and I giggled as I turned and hid my face in his neck as I wanted to get his scent once more, he was like a drug in some ways.
"Looks like Zexion prefers me," I could almost hear Roxas's teasing smirk and I flinched as I felt my jaw being roughly pulled up by Axel and his lips came crashing, literally, onto mine. I still wasn't very used to kissing at this point and I still hadn't learned how to control both my heartbeat and my breathing but I did my best to ignore my panicking and laced my arms around Axel's neck.
"Really?" Axel finally replied to Roxas as his lips left mine for a second before returning, "because it seems," he came back again, "he prefers me," he finished and I couldn't help the moan the escaped my mouth as he kissed me again, his hands curving around my legs and rearranged me around his body so that I was now straddling him.
"Okay I'm taking Demyx to bed," Roxas said quickly and I pulled away rather sharply; panting as I looked up at him shyly. He smiled warmly at me before he heaved Demyx onto his shoulders, giving him a piggy back ride out of the room, the mullet haired boy snoring loudly as he did so.
When Roxas had left the room, a comfortable silence fell around Axel and me. My hands were playing with the soft spikes that fell over his shoulders a bit as he held me gently around the waist and I had an itching feeling in the back of my mind that I knew what we were about to do and although I was a proud virgin and I had always believed that I would at least wait until we had been dating for several months…it just felt so…right with Axel. During the course of our entire relationship he had protected me, made me open up a little, showed care and love towards me, saved me and he had even managed to get me to speak.
"Zexion," Axel's breath brushed against my cheek as he cupped his large hand around the back of my neck, managing to tangle his fingers in my hair that rested there and he pulled my head down so that our lips connected once more, awakening the inferno inside me.
I couldn't fully control what my body was doing and I found myself pressing up against him trying to push his lips onto mine even more as he slowly pushed me backwards onto the floor so that he was now on top of me. His teeth lightly biting on my bottom lip and I moaned deeply before I moved my head to the side to allow him access to my neck, which was almost automatically ravished with kisses and bites.
For some reason only known to myself, I began giggling as his tongue lapped at the bite marks he had made on my neck and a sensation in my throat had begun to appear just like the feeling I had before Axel had saved me from Marluxia and my heart raced as I suddenly heard my voice once again repeating the same word I had said that day.
"Axel," I gasped as I arched my back as he ground his hips against mine, our erections rubbing on each other which made it difficult for my brain to escape the lust I was feeling. He stopped his actions immediately in shock as his eyes looked at me. I wriggled beneath him feeling awkward under his stare and I wrapped my arms around his neck again, pulling his down to my face with a sly grin on my lips, "Axel," I repeated and I blushed as he moaned at the sound; his lips moving with mine again as our clothes started to disappear from our bodies as we panted loudly, our position changing again so that I was now sitting in his lap once more, both of us with our boxers to rid of.
I couldn't believe how beautiful his body really was, how soft it was, how incredible delicious it was and I found myself almost feeling smug at the thought that I was the only one who gets to see it.
I blinked a few times as I felt Axel trace my scars with his fingers delicately and I flinched away from his touch a bit. I was not prepared to tell him about where they had risen from yet so, to distract him a little, I kissed him again with a lot of force and I smiled as I heard him gasp at my forwardness. His hands slipping over my backside and moving to caress the front of my boxers, my moans melting into his mouth as I found myself moving in his palm.
"Wait," Axel grabbed my hands that were around his neck, his lips leaving mine, "I don't want to do this if you're not ready…if you feel like you have to do this," he explained and I nearly scowled at him in annoyance. Why is that people seem to think you don't want to do it when you have already removed almost every single part of your clothing? I think it was pretty clear of how I wanted this night to go.
"Axel," I whispered and I grinned as a blush tainted his cheeks as I rested my forehead on his, "I-I want to d-do this," my stutter said otherwise, but I think we both knew it was just because I hadn't spoken in such a long time.
"Jeeze you wouldn't even guess the amount of times I actually dreamt of this," he was back to flirty Axel and I whined as he winked at me, his hands suddenly slipping down my back at an alarming rate and his fingers slipped underneath my boxers, cupping my backside which made me hiss. My chest now even closer to his and our arousals were firmly pressed together through our boxers, but it was enough to make me roll my eyes up in pleasure.
"Then make t-those dreams come true," I bit his shoulder hard and he groaned deeply, rolling his hips again which made up both moan in union, the last piece of our clothing slipping away from our skin and our bodies pressed together even tighter than I ever imagined two people could be.
"It will hurt," Axel hushed into my ear as my back lay firmly on the ground once more and I gritted my teeth as I refrained from punching the back of his head, I felt so hot and aroused that I couldn't careless about the pain I knew was about to allow to invade my body.
"Then y-you'll have to nurse me better," I was even more shocked at the words coming out of my mouth than Axel was. He chuckled at my response and then held up two fingers and I knew what he was about to do so I opened my mouth before I began to suckle on his fingers, quiet enjoying the intimacy of this action as I did so. I flicked my tongue around his fingers and sucked a little bit, giggling on his fingers as he moaned at my actions.
"Fuck," Axel grunted slowly removed his fingers from my mouth and moved down my body a little, slowly pushing one finger inside of me and I gritted my teeth tightly as he began to move it around, slipping another one in at the same time and began scissoring his fingers around. I couldn't believe the sensation riding through me, his fingers were so long! And I could feel myself stretching a little, which caused pain to rip through me once more, overpowering the small pleasure shocks I was getting.
"Y-you're tight," Axel moaned throatily as he removed his finger and placed his hands either side of my head as he stared down at me with what I could only describe as 'I want you now' eyes, but I had no time to blush or hide my face as I soon found myself having to cup both of my hands around my mouth to prevent screams from escaping my lips as he slithered into me, his hand pulling one of mine away from my mouth and he began to kiss my knuckles obviously trying to calm me down, but I couldn't, the pain was just so much and I couldn't believe that people actually enjoyed this action of love so much. Was it really necessary for it to hurt that much? No, no I don't think it was.
"I'm sorry," Axel kept on repeating as he leant down and buried his face in the side of my neck, his breath made me shiver and I moaned quietly as his lips pecked at my neck once more as he finally started to move. Initially my first thought was to scream at him to get out of me because it hurt so damn much…but the pain was beginning to mix with such an intoxicating concoction of pleasure and warmth that my thought immediately eroded. His thrusts were slow and caring but yet deep and forceful, moving in just the right ways to get me calling for him.
Axel's fingers continued to stay linked with mine as he moved with me, his eyes staying glued to my face which was a little unsettling but I couldn't hold up my own gaze as I spent most of the time with my head thrown backwards, my eyes closed and my mouth wide open unattractively as I moaned quietly so that Roxas and Demyx didn't hear me but I guessed they could hear Axel, who was expectedly moaning like a whore.
His thrusts started to get quicker and more rough as we drew closer to orgasm and I clenched my fist up as my free arm lay weakly stranded on the floor, trying to hold out as much as possible to make this sensation last.
I shrieked as Axel hit something inside of me and I threw myself upwards so that I could cling my arms around his shoulders, my eyes wide in confusion as Axel continued to move in the right direction, pleasure tingling my entire body every time that he did.
"Axel!" I grunted, my nails digging into his back as I flicked my sweaty fringe out of my face so that we were looking at one another and he moaned loudly before he kissed me again, causing my body to lose control and my back arched more than I thought it could as juices were freed from my body…all over Axel's chest. I tried to catch my breath as Axel continued to move within me and I cringed a little as I could feel him finishing inside of me, the warmth of his juices shooting up into me almost seemed to stretch me even more than his erection did; my arms tightening around his neck as he finally slowed down and our lips moved back together sloppily as he pushed me onto my back again, grabbing his shirt and pulling it over my head so that I was covered.
Our bodies were still one at this point and it felt strange to still have him inside of me though we had finished our beautiful, most tainting act.
"Whoa," Axel panted as he slowly pulled away from me and I hid my face with my hands so that my blush wouldn't be visible and I clawed at the carpet as Axel pulled me into his naked body, laughing at my reaction, "aw, Zexion you shouldn't be so shy, that was damn good if I do say so myself," he smirked as he poked my nose with his finger and I sighed as his childish action, "and," he sang, "you spoke," I smiled as he said this and watched as he grabbed his discarded boxers from the sofa were they had landed, and slipped them on so that he could at least protect his dignity if anyone walked in, which reminded me that I was still boxer-less and quickly followed his actions. As I was doing so, Axel's hands crept up onto my cheeks.
"Speak again for me," he purred as he kissed my lips and I whimpered as he moved away too fast, "c'mon Zex," he chuckled lightly, "say my name," I glared at him as I pulled my boxers on completely and folded my arms across my chest.
'Ruining another perfect moment' I thought as I scanned down his bare torso and moved away from him as I noticed the glistening juices that were still proudly sticking to his chest.
"Do it!" he whined and tugged on my hand as he used what looked like Demyx's jacket to clean his chest and I rolled my eyes at him.
"Axel," I said simply before screaming as he grabbed me around my waist and spun me around a little, clearly forgetting that I still had fresh wounds.
"My GOD your voice is so sexy Zexy," he chuckled at his rhyme and soon began chanting it as he swayed me from side to side.
'I love you' I stiffened dramatically as this thought entered my mind, my hands clamming up as I found myself sinking backwards into his embrace. It was such an unusually feeling…it was like…I trusted Axel with my life.
RIGHT, this has been edited for those who wanted the graphic description, it's still not my best graphic sex scene (see His Name is Cloud Strife for my better work haha) and I promise the next one will be better because Zexion should be…better by then let's just say that ^^ And please guys, come on, I really want reviews.