A/N: So fanfiction's text got smaller on my computer. It's annoying me. Just saying.


018. "I Don't Want To Realize,"


When he had joined, he kind of always thought that there was something going on between the colonel and Hawkeye. Of course, he didn't dare to ask, for he would shot and burned. He knew that both of them fought in Ishbal, but they never spoke of it. Whenever he asked the chief, he would change the subject an somehow, whenever he brought the topic up with Hawkeye, Roy would somehow show up from thin air and tell Havoc to shut up. The look on Hawkeye's face when he did that, was something he had yet to crack.

Of course he knew the rumors about the two of them were never true. The Colonel and his Lieutenant defiantly had something going on, but it wasn't sexual, to say the least. Oh no, it wasn't a sexual relationship, along many thought it was, but they had never had to be in that office with them. There was so much tension between the two that Havoc, sometimes had to leave the office, it was just too much. Of course he wasn't the only one to realize that the Colonel, obviously had feelings for Riza.

Every time she would enter the room with more paperwork, he would always, always,look up and make some joke about having to do more paperwork. For a split second Havoc, noticed that she would always smile back to him, when she handed over the papers. But the smile was gone in a flash. He seemed to know her footsteps too well. For if someone else brought in the paperwork, he would never look up. And there were other times of course, when she wasn't in his sight, Havoc noticed that Roy would work furiously on his paperwork and then make a copout excuse to leave the office to find her. Turns out that most of the times she was just off in the cafeteria or at the shooting range.

He could never picture them together though, for some reason. To Havoc, they just never seemed like the couple to just up and marry. Then again, they weren't the wedding type. Havoc would often try to read their lips when they were whispering to each other, but their conversations almost always ended with Riza slapping Roy in the back of his head. Havoc tried to his laughter, but it escape him sometimes and oh how they would glare at him. She would then walk out of the room, without making a sound. Then Roy would say something along the line of, thanks a lot Havoc, and go after her. After about an hour had passed they would always return to the office together, both looking oh so exhausted and Riza with red eyes.

Everyone in the office knew about the two of them, but none would say a thing. Everyone in the office also knew, that if his goal, didn't kill them both, they would end up together. A wedding for them would never happen, of course. Knowing Hawkeye, she wouldn't want anything fancy. They would probably just end up signing the papers. Children, would probably happen, but that was a long time from now, for there were other things on their minds besides that. Time in the office, wass never quite the same anymore. Everyone spent their time trying to see if they would ever realize that the other was in love with them. The two would realize the fact in their own time. But for now, the relationship between the Colonel and his beloved Lieutenant was still unspoken.


A/N: I just figured out what was wrong with the text. (: