A/N: I don't feel so well.
019. Things One Cannot Understand
It wasn't like any other day, for today was far different. Everyone in the office, noticed the tension. It was stressed and pulled, ready to break. He was staring at her, glaring, waiting for her to look up. She hadn't spoke a word to any of them this morning. She wouldn't even excuse herself when she went to get more paperwork, like she usually did. When she spoke everyone wasn't sure if she had, for it was all too quite. Her voice, nothing above a mere whisper. She had asked Havoc to go and get the paperwork. He looked at Roy who nodded and ordered the rest of them to go with him.
Havoc was going to open the door, but he didn't, for he heard there muffled voices in the office. The tone of her voice was one that was filled with tears, his was desperate, trying to give her some sense of comfort. He heard Riza talk first, but he only managed to make out the fact that she believed she had let him down. Havoc frowned, for Roy had probably let her down more times than she has. Havoc heard her name coming from Roy's lips and he thought that Roy had maybe forgotten it after so long. He heard Roy begging for to please, stop crying. It hurt to hear the two of them as they were, her breaking and him, not being able to repair her.
They went home, shortly after. Him with a sadden look and her with red eyes. Havoc wondered what they would do, for he had heard that the Colonel took Riza to his house. Sadden love-making was probably an option for the two of them, but Havoc didn't think Riza would allow it. She was the one that would probably want the emotions behind it to be love, not seeking comfort. Of course, they came in late, together, the next day. Riza actually greeted them and smiled, which was such a rare occurrence. Havoc wondered how Roy was able to change her frown to a smile as often as he did.
A/N: I think I ate too much today.
