Hieee! So … my exams start on Tuesday and I have to hit the books HARD! I'm going to try to update during them.
Good news is that they get over on my birthday! So definitely expect updates then….and if I manage to finish this story I will post a new story.
STORAY TIME!
Kendall rolled his eyes as Jo let out her annoying giggle. The movie wasn't that funny. Suddenly the door opened. He looked up and saw a wet Logan and for some reason he felt even more uncomfortable. He raised an eyebrow as Logan went into their room and slammed the door. He shrugged.
Camille must have slapped him again.
He focused back on to the movie which was showing two friends talking and eating burgers. Wait. Burgers? Kendall's eyes widened as he realized what he had done.
"Hey Jo, can we please finish the movie tomorrow. I'm kind of sleepy."
"Um. Yeah sure. Is everything fine?"
If you call ditching your best friend and making him walk home in the rain and possibly have him never talk to you fine, then, yeah, everything's perfect.
"Yup. Everything is fine."
Kendall walked Jo to the door. She pecked him on the cheek before leaving. As soon as the door was closed Kendall rushed to his room. He heard the water running in the washroom. He sat down on his bed waiting for Logan to come out.
Unfortunately that gave him time to think about how bad he had hurt Logan.
In the washroom, Logan put on his clothes and sighed. He looked in the mirror. His eyes were puffy and red as a result of crying his eyes out in the shower and tears still came to his eyes even though he was trying his best to stop them. He just didn't get it. He had been Kendall's friend longer than Jo had been his girlfriend. And it's not like he wanted Kendall to spend every minute of the day with him. He just wanted to be the way they used to be. Brothers.
A sudden shiver went down his spine and he was pretty sure he was at the edge of getting sick. His appetite gone like his friendship with Kendall, he decided to skip lunch and just get some sleep. He went out of the bathroom and saw Kendall sitting on his bed.
"Logan, look I'm so sorry. Jo got this movie which she wanted to see and I forgot and I…just sorry."
No response.
"Say something, please" Kendall almost begged.
"What do you want me to say? It's okay? Well I won't say that because it's not okay."
"Logie, please."
Logan took a deep breath. "Can I be alone, please?"
Kendall sighed. "I really am sorry." Then he left.
Logan climbed into his bed and that was the part where his over-analysing brain took control.
Did Kendall ditch him purposely or actually forget? Who forgets something in just an hour? So obviously he got ditched on purpose.
Now the question was why? He had an answer to that too. Why would Kendall waste his time with Logan, when he had much more important things to do? He wouldn't, which is exactly the reason Kendall stopped hanging out with Logan the moment they got to L.A. He didn't want to be seen as the Nerd's best friend. With these troubling answers, Logan went to sleep.
Kendall sat down on the orange couch and buried his face in his arms, just one thought crossing his mind. He was supposed to be the protecting Logan from getting hurt. Not because Logan was weak or something. He wasn't. It was just an instinct Kendall had. After all Logan was more than a friend to him. He was a brother.
"Why so down?" Kendall's head snapped up to see James and Carlos standing in front of him.
"Logan hates me."
Carlos sighed. "What did you do now?"
Kendall told them the tale, knowing he'd be dead by the end of it.
And he was right.
"Oh my god, Kendall! How can you do something so stupid." Was just one of the things Kendall heard.
"Shut up! I know I was stupid. Just help me make it up to Logan."
"Well you have to show him that you actually do want him as a best friend." James said.
"And I think I know how." Kendall said, grinning.
Okay, short again, what else is new? Anyway…I'll see you guys after the exams (on my birthday) or hopefully during them….we'll see. Oh and I wanted to thank all of you for the reviews.
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