A/N You guys are totally going to hate me, like seriously. This chapters in need of a warning.

*WARNING! – Mild torture and non-con (not much detail do not worry) anyway thought I'd warn you.*

Disclaimer: Anything Supernatural is not mine. Anything Mer, Piper or the twins is. They are my characters unless otherwise stated. Pictures are on photobucket and the link is on my profile.

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kissacazador – Yes poor Chris. Ah Dean yes its unlikely he'll apologize but after this chapter he'll regret those words for a very long time. As for your questions, sometimes yes, sometimes no. They'll go when I wanna do a episode I liked but yeah I'm not too sure where I'm headed with this at the moment I kind of just changed everything and am going with the flow.

Pickle Paige – Meredith secret is the big thing I'm not gonna reveal it all until much later but some parts will slowly show themselves. Let's see who can solve the mystery of Meredith Winchester! You're gonna really hate me after this chapter.

Hannarrhh – Well thank you :) quite possibly you could be correct ;) Aiden and Adam, they're really hard to write being that we met Adam briefly and I don't really know how he would act so I'm making it up as I go but don't worry their time will come. Meredith is my focus for now.

Carver Edlund – Sounds dreadful (grad school) I'm glad you procrastinated, I do that too ;) Jess is alive and well! Oh did I mention she knows? Duh, duh, duh…

Meredith was in a rush. She threw random clothes in her bag not really paying attention, she had to leave immediately.

It was a mistake to bring them back to her house; she should have known the consequences of her actions. He was coming.

Meredith zipped up her bag and rushed to the door. She reached it only to have it swing open and smack her in the face. Mer fell to the floor with a clunk.

"Oops." Franklin replied. "My bad."

"Uh." Mer groaned holding her head in agony. Franklin grabbed a fist full of her hair and dragged her backwards.

"You think you can leave bitch?" he snarled. "Think again."

"Go to hell where you belong, you bastard." Meredith spat out.

Franklin tossed her on the couch and climbed on top of her. Meredith let out a terrified scream smacking at him.

Franklin quickly covered her mouth with his hand applying enough pressure that it was hard to breathe.

"Shh, shh." Franklin whispered. "It's okay Mer-Bear everything's going to be okay."

He pulled a knife from his pocket and Meredith's eyes widened and she struggled in his grasp more.

"Shh, shh, calm down this will only hurt for a minute then it'll all be over." Meredith shook her head.

"You knew the consequences of bringing them here!" Franklin roared.

"And you know the consequences for allowing this to happen." Franklin looked over his shoulders and glared at the man behind him.

"You're not supposed to be here," he seethed, "I can handle her."

"Apparently not." The man stepped out of the shadows revealing yellow eyes. Meredith gasped in shock.

"Hello Meredith." Azazel smiled. "We meet again."

"Azazel she caught me off guard." Franklin protested.

"I was told you were the best Franklin." Azazel sighed. "Loyal—"

"I am loyal."

"You've been letting her near her sister!"

"I—"

"No excuses." Azazel snapped. "The deal is off." Azazel vanished leaving Meredith all alone with a very angry Franklin.

"Damn it!" Franklin roared. "This is your fault you stupid bitch. Time to pay."

Meredith scream was muffled by his hand as the knife plunged into her stomach. The piercing pain was intensifying with each new wound he created with the knife.

Eventually Meredith was pulled onto the floor, kicked and beat upon like a worthless being. Meredith's only thoughts were of her family.

She didn't give in to the pain not once complaining or crying, holding back the screams were a bit harder. She didn't want this evil scum bag to have the satisfaction.

"Stupid bitch!" Franklin yelled. "Why aren't you screaming?"

Franklin smirked getting a cruel idea. Ripping her clothes off, he raped her. Meredith blinked back tears, eyes closed the entire time.

All the fight was gone, she had pretty much lost all feeling in her legs and everything was cloudy, almost surreal.

Meredith was dying and she knew this. After he was done, Franklin stared at her in shock.

"You're stronger then I thought."

"You do not faze me." Meredith slurred.

"Yeah but you're forgetting something." Franklin snapped. "Our little deals off which means Sammy is up for grabs."

Meredith's heart dropped and she attempted to move but found he was no longer able too.

"Please," she choked, "don't hurt Sammy."

"Sammy's mine now." he smirked. "Nothings stopping me." Franklin vanished. The front door slammed open.

"Meredith!" A guy ran over and stared at her in shock.

"Sebastian?" Mer slurred. Sebastian grabbed a blanket from the couch and covered her with it.

"Just hang on." he called. He ran to the doorway.

"John!" Sebastian yelled. "She's in here!"

"Dad?" Meredith whispered. John ran in the room.

"Meredith!" he cried. "Sebastian call an ambulance now!" Sebastian ran from the room.

"Meredith sweetheart everything's going to be okay." John assured her.

"Daddy I'm sorry." she sobbed choking on her own blood.

"It's okay," John assured, "I know why you did it."

"Tell Dean I love him..." Meredith trailed off eyes closing.

"Mer." John said giving her shoulders a shake. "Meredith, Meredith!" He grabbed her in his arms sobbing.

"It's okay, sweetheart, you're going to be okay." he said rocking her back and forth.

"The ambulance is on its way." Sebastian stared, eyes wide. "John I'm sorry."

"Be quiet!" John roared. "She's not dead. She can't be, she's all I have left of Mary."

"John it's too late—"

"Silence!" Sebastian snapped his mouth shut and watched as John sobbed over his daughter's body.

"Meredith!" Someone screamed. "Meredith!"

Sebastian turned to see Dean Winchester running down the hallway. His younger siblings were following behind at a slower pace. Dean stopped at the doorway and froze.

"Dad?" he asked.

John looked up tears in his eyes. That's when Dean noticed the blood and Meredith's lifeless body in his Father's lap.

"Mer?" he gasped. "Mer..." John shook his head and Dean lost it he just lost it collapsing down beside him.

"No, no, Dad no, she can't—Meredith?" Dean sobbed.

John just shook his head again. Someone screamed behind them, Dean recognized it as Aiden but he couldn't make himself go comfort her because for once in his life he was the one that needed comforting.

"Meredith!" Piper cried. "Oh god!"

"Adam, Aiden get out of here." Sam ordered.

"Meredith!" Aiden screamed. "No Meredith."

"Aiden c'mon." Adam said trying to coax her out of the room.

"Go now!" Sam yelled. "You can't see this."

"Meredith!" Aiden cried pushing Adam and Sam out of her way. She rushed over to Meredith and collapsed beside Dean, caressing Mer's face softly.

"Meredith, c'mon please wake up." Aiden begged. "I'm sorry okay? I'm sorry I said I hated you, I don't, I love you, please I need you! You're the only mother I've ever known, please!" Aiden sobbed into her hands.

"Aiddy." Adam said slowly. "C'mon." He pulled her away, an arm around her shoulder as he got her out the door.

"This isn't real." Piper said trying to walk over to them.

Sam pulled her back and out the door, Piper struggled with him the entire time. Sam looked her straight in the eye.

"She's gone Piper, we're too late." Sam insisted eyes filled with tears.

"No Sam!" Piper protested pushing against him. "No, it's Meredith!"

"Piper—"

"Sam no! It's a mistake! This is Meredith!"

"Piper..."

"Oh god Sammy she's gone, my big sister's gone." Piper sobbed. Sam wrapped her in his arms crying also.

SPN SPN Chantel Royal SPN SPN

4 days later. Bobby's house.

John had left stating he was going to bring Meredith back taking his hunter friend Sebastian with him. Aiden wouldn't come out of her room.

Dean didn't move it almost looked like he was a statue. Adam worked with Sam, both looking for a way to bring Meredith back and Piper—Piper cleaned.

She cleaned Bobby's place from head to toe and Bobby though impressed with her work was worried for the health of them all.

"I think it's time we gave Meredith a proper burial." Bobby said softly. Everyone stopped what they were doing—everyone that was doing something that is.

"No." Dean replied automatically.

"But Dean—"

"No!" Dean snapped. "We're not just gonna burn her."

"You can't just leave her in my basement son," Bobby protested, "it ain't right. She's going to start…"

"You don't want us here Bobby just say so," Dean snapped, "we'll go, Mer and I, otherwise say nothing."

Everyone was staring at Dean noticing how he only said Meredith and him would be leaving—technically Meredith's corpse. Bobby nodded his head and left the room.

Dean got up and left also, heading downstairs to be with Mer. Piper, Sam and Adam exchanged worried looks.

They heard a thump and Adam turned just in time to see Aiden'a leg running up the stairs. She'd been listening.

Adam didn't hesitate he dropped his book and headed up the stairs knocking softly on the door Aiden and Piper shared.

"Aiden?"

"Go away." she sobbed.

"I'm coming in." Adam said opening the door.

"I said go away!" Aiden yelled throwing a pillow his way. Adam watched it completely miss him and gave a soft but completely fake chuckle.

"Your aim was slightly off."

"This isn't funny Adam!" Aiden yelled again.

"I'm not laughing Aiden."

"I don't understand how this happened!" Aiden said sitting up. "How could we not see what an evil son of a bitch he was?"

"All I saw was douch bag," Adam replied, "if that makes you feel any better."

"It doesn't." Aiden replied. "Why didn't Dean know? He always knows?"

"Really?" Adam snapped. "You're gonna blame Dean for this?"

"Yes because it's his fault!"

"Oh well please explain because I don't see how it could possibly be his fault."

"He made us leave her."

"If I recall correctly you were the one that left Aiden."

"I didn't tell her she was dead to me!"

"Yeah but you did tell her you hated her!" Adam snapped. "This isn't Dean's fault, stop blaming him when you're really mad at yourself for the words that came out of your mouth." Aiden bowed her head in shame.

"If you wanna blame someone blame that douch Franklin." Adam snapped.

"I do blame him."

"Good because it's his fault." Adam said angrily. "He's the one that stabbed her beat her and rapped..." Aiden's eyes widened and she covered her face with her hands.

"Oh god Meredith."

"Aiden I shouldn't have mention that." Adam said softly.

"I miss her so much." Aiden sobbed clutching her shirt tightly in her hand. "It hurts so bad."

"Aiden I know."

"How would you know?" Aiden snarled.

"You don't think I miss her?" Adam snapped back in annoyance. "She was my sister too."

"You haven't shed a tear Adam." Aiden countered. Adam looked away.

"Not that you've seen."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that." Aiden said.

"No you shouldn't have." Adam replied. Aiden frowned.

"Everything's just so horrible Adam."

"I know." Adam nodded.

"I want her back Adam."

Adam hugged his twin while she sobbed and he blinked back his own tears, wanting to be strong for Aiden.

"Piper I'm worried about Dean." Sam said cautiously. Piper looked at him.

"You should be." Piper snapped. "In case you haven't noticed he taken it pretty hard."

"We all have Pip." Sam insisted. "She wasn't just Dean's sister." Piper glared at him in annoyance.

"But that's not what I meant, he's scaring me Piper." Sam said slowly. "He just sits there staring out the window, holding that thing."

"What?" Piper said.

"Don't pretend you don't know what I'm talking about Piper, Mer's hunter bracelet."

"Oh." Piper nodded.

"And then there's Aiden who never leaves her room."

"We all grieve differently Sam."

"I know that it's just..." Sam had tears in his eyes now. "I can't loose you guys too." Piper's face softened and she wrapped him in a hug.

"You won't Sammy." Piper assured.

"Meredith always said that and now she's..."

"I'm not Meredith," Piper replied, "I'm not going anywhere and neither is Dean or the twins, it's us now, we gotta stick together." Sam nodded his head. Piper gave his shouted a squeeze.

"I'm going to go check on Dean, will you be alright?"

"Yeah." Sam nodded wiping his tears away.

"If Adam doesn't come down go check on them." Sam nodded assuring he would.

Piper headed down the stairs and into the panic room where Mer's lifeless body lay on the bed. Dean was beside her, his back to Piper, his hand around Mer's, a blank look on his face.

"I'm sorry Mer-Bear." Dean whispered.

"Dean?" Piper called.

Dean briefly looked over his shoulder before turning his attention back to Mer. Piper slowly walked over trying not to look at Meredith's pale, dead body.

"Dean, honey why don't you come upstairs?"

"No, I gotta stay here."

"Dean." Piper said. "Staring at her isn't going to make her wake up, she's gone—we lost her." Piper's voice cracked at the end not wanting it to be true. Dean closed his eyes for a minute.

"I remember when we were young." he smiled softly. "She used to make me play house with her; you and Sammy were the kids."

"I don't remember." Piper replied.

"How could you?" Dean said. "You were only two."

"Tell me more, please."

Dean proceeded to tell her about the many times they played house. Piper smiled at certain parts.

"I never wanted to be the dad, she somehow always convinced me to be though and then I grew up being the dad—Mer was your mother—I'm supposed to look out for this family—that's my job and I failed."

"Dean—"

"We just got her back Pip." Dean said eyes filled with tears. "And I blew it—"

"Dean don't do that." Piper sighed. "Meredith knew you didn't mean it."

"I told her she was dead to me," Dean cried, "and now she is."

"Dean." Piper said wiping her own tears.

"She's dead Piper and I can't do a damn thing about it." Piper grabbed him in a hug. "I'm supposed to be the one that takes care of this family and I blew it."

"This isn't your fault." Piper insisted.

"I shouldn't have left her like that."

"Then it's my fault too because I left."

"Piper no." Dean protested. "I knew there was something sketchy about that guy."

"Dean I was with her for three weeks and I saw how he was." Piper cried. "How do you think I feel? Guilty as hell." Dean frowned, shaking his head.

"I'm gonna kill him—I'm gonna kill him with my bare hands, gonna rip him apart."

"Me too." Piper smiled weakly. "Me too."

A gasping breath startled them both enough to jump back. Meredith's eyes were opening and she was sucking back air like no tomorrow. Piper screamed. Dean was frozen in shock.

"Dean!" Meredith gasped. "Help me!"

Her body went slack and she stopped breathing once again. Piper fainted; Dean caught her just in time.

"What's going on?" Sam asked running in the panic room with a gun.

"Meredith..." Dean said.

"Dean what?"

"Sam," Dean said, "Meredith just woke up."

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