A/N Hey guys, me again =D I'm sorry for the delay in posting this chapter, I've had a hectic couple of days (GCSE results day and doom day for my sixth form application) but all is good now! I got great results and into the sixth form that I wanted so yay =] I was worried that the last chapter was a bit much, but from your responses I'd guess otherwise XD. I hope this chapter was worth the wait..
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Okay, I'm starting to panic now. I haven't heard from Alice or Angela in a few hours, since it happened. Which means I don't know whether Alice caught up with Angela in time to prevent her from entering the classroom and allowing Edward to read her mind. Hence the panicked state. I know it seems like I'm over reacting, but think about it. When he finds out, he's going to be furious. Not only is it 'not natural' according to his stupid old fashioned sensibilities, but it was also his own sister. And I know for a fact that he's going to try and force me to continue being with him regardless of whether I want to or not, because that's how he is.
Actually, I wouldn't have minded him finding out, if it wasn't for the fact that he is an incredibly strong and fast vampire. If he found out whilst we were in school, well, a livid vampire surrounded by a few hundred humans in close proximity doesn't bode well at all. Which is why I spent the rest of my lessons on the edge of my seat, quite literally and I couldn't get home quick enough. I don't think I've ever pushed my poor truck so hard, so I spent my first 5 minutes at home apologising profusely to it. Call it a guilty conscience I guess, but it is my baby in a way.
Miraculously, although in hindsight I think Alice may have planned it this way, this was the first day in months where Edward had agreed to allow me to be by myself after school. A few days back we had had an unbelievably tense conversation, which ended in me demanding that he leave me alone for once and then bursting out of his Volvo and slamming the door behind me. Of course, I slipped, fell and ended being caught and held up by him, thus making my point void. Or so I thought, because here I am, finally alone after months of trying.
I grabbed an apple on my way through the kitchen, mumbling a quick greeting to Charlie, parked in his usual spot before the television watching sports. Sighing, I ran up the stairs as fast as my lack of coordination would allow, but not before whacking my shoulder on the banister. Groaning at this usual occurrence, I took a large bite of my apple and crossed the threshold of my room. Strangely, this action reminded me of Alice, and I self-consciously touched my collar bone and felt a grin passing across my face. The grin grew wider as I remembered the events of the afternoon, and I felt the now all too familiar tingling in the pit of my stomach begin as I recalled Alice's moans into my mouth whilst her back arched and pushed her perfect breasts further into my hands.
Feeling like a rather horny Cheshire cat, I threw my bag across my room and curled up on my bed. My head was in far more interesting places than my homework right now, and I wasn't complaining. Despite a rather annoying nagging in the back of my head to focus on the important issue of Edward, I allowed my mind to wander back to this afternoon and how it felt to have Alice pressed up against me, exploring my mouth with hers and my body with her amazingly talented hands...
Dropping my long forgotten apple, my imagination started running wild about what else those skilful hands could do. The warm, pleasant tenseness in my stomach was returning, along with the strong desire to feel more of Alice again. Grudgingly, I ruined my daydream by peeking open my eye to check that my bedroom door was closed. Satisfied that I was able to get lost in my thoughts without unfortunate interruptions from Charlie, I reclosed my eyes and continued my thoughts of the multi-talented pixie that was enchanting both me and my body.
My daydream was surprisingly vivid, and I found myself imagining what may have happened earlier today if Angela hadn't intruded on our moment. My hands slid down my body, lightly pinching and pulling my eager nipples, imitating the vampire's hands in my thoughts. Then, my right hand continued travelling downwards, brushing across the top of my underwear as Alice shot a teasing smirk at me. Immersed in my imagination, I pretended my hand was Alice's as I gradually slid my hand over the top of my panties, cringing when I felt how wet they were. The Alice in my thoughts moaned at the wetness, which was mirrored by me when she slipped her icy fingers under the waistband of my almost ruined girl boxers.
A look of pure lust crossed her face as she started tracing my soaking folds with her index finger so lightly that I was barely aware that she was doing so. All my nerve endings seemed to be on fire as I heard my pleas ringing out around my empty room, my pleas for Alice to touch me. I groaned as I imagined her leaning forward to whisper into my ear that she loved me, before I plunged a finger into myself, whimpering at the warmth and the muscles pulsing around me. After a few thrusts I added another finger, and then another, and started brushing my thumb against my throbbing clit. Within no time I was a trembling mass, screaming out Alice's name as I came long and hard on my hand.
"Bells? Are you ok" came the worried shout from downstairs, and I cursed my foolishness for forgetting that Charlie was still in the house. Trying to steady my breathing, I yelled out some jumbled excuse about god knows what and walked into my shower on shaky legs. After taking a lengthy shower to clean myself up and attempt to clear my head, I walked downstairs and grabbed a couple of slices of the pizza that Charlie had ordered for dinner before heading back to my room for some serious thinking. Sitting back on my bed, I flushed as I realised that I'd just given myself the biggest orgasm of my life so far whilst thinking about Alice. ALICE! Edward's sister.
The gravity of the situation has hit me. I am so screwed as Emmett would say. I am in love with my boyfriend's sister, who is married. And I am no longer in love with my boyfriend, because I love his sister. But if I end it with him, he may guess what happened and attack me and Alice. Or he may force them all to leave again. And I couldn't handle that, I couldn't handle her leaving me again, not when last time I almost broke beyond repair.
I have something to admit. I have had feelings for Alice for a while but I tried my utmost to hide and deny them until today. She was the main reason I was so heartbroken when they left. I was mad at Edward but when I thought about her I was beside myself with grief and heartache. So I tried to email her repeatedly, even though after the first one I knew that they weren't being received. I kidded myself that because of her visions she would be able to see me writing them and know that I was trying to get in contact with her, not Edward. The jubilation I felt when she returned to me was an emotion of such strength that I practically collapsed on the spot. I tried to ignore how I was feeling, I really did, but today's events have made me realise that I can't continue to do so. It's not fair to Edward, Alice or to me.
So now I have to do something. But what? This afternoon, I completely forgot about Edward and Jasper. Oh my god! Jasper! I can't believe I forgot that Alice is married. I mean, I did see her shrug his arm off of her at lunch, but still, they are so obviously in love. And they've been married for longer than I've been alive. Well this is just great, even if I do manage to leave Edward, the person I love is still going to be with someone else and I've just got to sit back and watch her with him. I couldn't believe it when I felt a warm tear slip down my cheek, followed by another and another, until I was practically sobbing at the thought of Jasper being with Alice when I couldn't. In typical, cheesy movie fashion, I moved to stare out of the window, but my reason wasn't to look wistfully out of it like in the movies. I was hoping to catch a glimpse of my pixie, running towards my open window to sweep me off of my feet. Disappointed, I turned away but left my window open, just in case.
Hopelessly, I paced round my room trying to think of something to do, some plan of action but came up with nothing. I was suddenly brought out of my thoughts by a polite cough, before cold marble arms swept round me in an embrace that ended all too soon. Looking around, hoping to catch a glance of Alice, I was disappointed to find Edward standing across from me looking rather bashful. My heart dropped as I realised that the arms that I'd felt round me were only comforting because I'd believed they were Alice's. Clearing his throat, Edward explained the reason for his slightly embarrassed composure. He told me that he couldn't bear to be away from me for any longer so had ran over to my house as fast as he could because he missed me so.
Cringing away from his words, I settled on my bed and grabbed a pillow from behind me to hug as I tried to compose myself. Hearing Edward's words and feeling my disappointment when I realised it was him not Alice wrapping their arms round me had settled it. I had to do something and soon. Running my hands through my hair and tugging on the ends slightly, I looked up into the worried face of my boyfriend. "Edward"
"Yes my Bella, what do you want?" I shuddered at the term of endearment and tried to ignore the slight edge to his tone. Casting my thoughts back to Alice, I focused on her face as I opened my automatically shut eyes and sighed.
"Edward, I think we need to talk" and I watched as a variety of emotions crossed his face, ones that I expected like confusion and shock and one that I didn't; a brief glimpse of anger. Feeling slightly daunted, I shuffled further back on my bed until my back was against the wall and hugged the pillow tighter to me as though it would protect me from what was to come.
I know, another sort of cliffie. They're my weakness, but you must admit, you love them really =P
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