Yearning for her love

I promise to update all my stories by the end of this weekend, I just got so caught up in school, and this boy from my past. By the way I forgot to mention, If you watched the movie 'Taken', I kinda based some stuff on it, and when Connor was talking about that, I couldn't think of the name.

Also, I can't write in the stolls pov anymore because, well, I can't tell you, so its mostly third persons and maybe a couple katie ones.

Third person pov

Connor stared out the window from the train. It was raining and barely visible, until a flash of lightning brightened the sky. He thought about it. An impossible chance of it landing in the same spot. Just like him. It was nearly impossible for him and Katie to be together. She was a sweet, caring down-to-earth girl, While him, a wreckless, immature, iresponsible, selfish jerk, is what they classify him.

He then realized then. He would never be with Katie. Not after what she just endured these past days. She wouldn't trust anyone, and she would possibly go into a mental state. All that work he used to try and get close to her, was gone.

When they stopped at the next station, he looked out the window and saw two boys and a girl standing near them. One was hitting on her and one was giving her a rose.

He smiled thinking about him and Katie. In his eyes, he saw himself hitting on her, while Travis, was giving her a rose. Then she hugged him, while he rolled his eyes. He closed his eyes, thinking how much Travis really cared about her. His feelings were true, unlike his. He was a selfish jerk, that didn't give a damn. Because he knew, in the back of his mind, he knew, that he was only heading to Harrisburg for his brother. Not Katie, for he knew they wouldn't be together. All he could do was hope, hope she would forgive him for what he was about to do.

Like the campers said, this was a suicide mission. And it is, for Travis was already risking his life to get some info, while he was finding a way to kill them all.

After all, he should've been the one recieving info. He was weak, worthless, and a jerk, so why didn't he go? It was all part of the plan. The plan of what he was afraid of doing.

But inside, he knew he would find a way to recieve forgiveness; from his brother and Katie. Even if this quest was a suicide mission, he was risking that for both of them.

When he reached his destination, he hopped off the train, feeling quesy about what he had in mind of doing. He headed into a small forest, hoping to find where they were keeping them, but ran into someone. When he looked up, his eyes widened to find Katie's mom.

"Lady Demeter" He said, trying to hide the fear in his voice.

"Hello, what are you doing here?" She demanded. It hit Connor than, that Demeter would surely be here. Peresephone was kidnapped by Hades, and Katie was also kidnapped, so she surely would be upset.

"I-I'm on a quest" He muttered softly.

"I know that, but why are you doing this to yourself?" She snarled.

"Wh-what do you mean? I'm trying to save your daughter"

"I know what you two planned, why are you doing this?"

"You know about that?"

"Of course I do, why are you doing this, you love her" She replied.

"I know, but it's just, I want to do this for Katie, may-maybe Travis will forgive me for once" He stuttered.

"How can you be so selfish, I know you enough from my daughter's view, that you still can be with her." She muttered.

"Why do you care! You hated me before, so why are you taking pity on me now" He screamed.

"My daughter is strong, but not in this position, she can't stand to see either of you go, your stupid to realize, she will find out about this plan of yours. Whether or not you or Travis spoils it, she will find out" She spat.

"Wait you're meaning to tell me, you care about me suddenly? Who said I would die?"

"You know that this was a suicide mission, and so you decided to join in, because you were planning this the whole time!" She emphasized on you, like if she was trying to get to him. And she was, she was trying to help him understand his brother better.

"What are you talking about" he demanded.

"You're so oblivious. Why did you guys actually plan this out?"

"Because Travis didn't want to see Katie feel hurt when he saw Travis's wound" Connor said like it was obvious.

"You know why you planned this out"

"What are you talking about?"

"See, you don't understand your brothers reason for this, do you?" She yelled, "Travis planned this so you'll die, I thought you would know your brother by now."

Connor felt guilty, he was going to die. After all that he wanted to do? Inside he then felt angry at his brother. He planned his death. That couldn't be right. All this time, he thought he would have to save his brother from getting killed, but it turns out he was going to die?

As if Demeter read his mind, she replied, "You are oblivious, aren't you. Travis planned this whole thing out, so that you-Connor-will die. Do you understand now.

Then it hit him, she was right. He was going to die.

Sorry, it's really confusing at the end. when you read the ending, it'll make clear sense. So sorry about the delay in updating, It's really hard to write now days because of this plot. The down side, I told my friends the summary on how Katie's raped and such, and they refuse to read this story, so it's not as fun to write anymore, knowing they're not reading it. But you guys like it, right? Okay maybe not a lot of people, but oh well.

Enjoy and Review,

~Percabeth17~