Chapter 4
"Hello"
"Tara?"
"Yeah"
"Its Rosen"
"Hi. Is there something wrong are Jax and the boys okay?" I quickly started to panic
"There fine this is about you I just got a call from Wendy's lawyer … Wendy's going for full custody Abel" WHAT I dropped the phone and fell to the ground crying NO
"Tara what's wrong?"
"Phone" he frowned at me but went and got the phone he put it to his ear "Hello… Oh hey Rosen… You're fucking kidding me im going to kill that bitch… Yeah, yeah I know… She will be all right soon… No we cant there's a reason we are here we have to stay for a few more days… We can send Gemma back she can deal with the-" I cut him of
"No Opi its fine we can go back ill be fine"
"Hang on a second Rosen" he put his hand over the phone "What about John's birthday?"
"It will be okay there's always next year and I would of told Jax by then so we can come up together"
"Are you sure I can make Rosen hold them of for awhile"
"No we should get back I have to talk to Jax about what's going on any way he's going to be pissed"
"Alright" He started to talk to Rosen again "Alright we will be there in 2 days we have to do something before we leave have you told any of this to Jax… Good don't when we get back we will tell him…Okay talk to you later" he hung up and turned back to me
"Op can you go tell Gemma Where going out for and hour or two please. Ask her if she can watch the kids for me please and that we will explain everything when we get back" He nodded and went upstairs I followed him up but went to my room and got dressed by the time I was done Opie was waiting for me I seen Gemma cooking she looked up at me and gave me a nod and blows me a kiss I smiled and we left on Opies bike when we got that he stayed behind giving me sometime to talk on my own I walked to his stone and sat down next to it
"Hello son I guess your shocked 2 days in a row now after so long im sorry for that ive been sorting everything out with your dad and I. where back together and we have a daughter together now and a son he's not my birth son but I feel he is his names Abel and you have a sister her names Elizabeth Rose or as we call her Eli she reminds me a bit of you she kicks in her sleep just like you did. I wish your dad could of meet you before you passed but I guess that my fault" I felt the tears coming but I stopped them "Ill be back I wont you to meet your uncle Opie" I got up and grabbed him and went back to the stone "John this is my brother/best friend and your dads best friend to we've known each other since we where in pre school I remember I was sitting in the sand pit and they both came up to me and pulled my pink tails and ran away laughing I started to cry and I remember a soon as they seen that they had made me cry they came back and said they where sorry from that moment on we where best friends they where there a lot when my mum died op I remembered got really pissed when I would always ask for Jax and not him but I told him why and he was fine with it I guess that when he really became my brother"
"Its true John when I found that out I actually told Jax" I slapped his head "What you new that I told him cause then I told you he liked you back and its not like it helped John it take them 4 years before they finally did anything they would fight all the time but they wouldn't be apart long" I laughed "I remember once your dad had this girl on his knee trying to make your mum jealous and when she seen it she grabbed the chicks hair and dragged her away from him they she would just smash the living day lights out of them you dad loved it oh and I rem-"
"Okay, okay enough we get it I was crazy when I was kid anyone who would touch my man I would kill" Op laughed I smacked his head "Shut up" I looked down at my phone and seen that we had been here for 2 hours "We better get going Gemma will be wondering where we are" He nodded "Okay my boy I love you and I promise I wont leave it that long again before I see you and I promise ill bring your dad with me and your brother and sister watch over them for me please" I felt the wind blow around as in a circle
"Wow" Opie said
"Yeah that happened a lot when I came to see him the same thing happened when I asked him to watch over Jax for me"
"Oh" I nodded I new why
******** Time skip lol********
It was late as we pulled in to the drive way of Gemma's we seen Kozik sitting on her door step like he new we where on our way there I looked at his face and seen that he looked scared as soon as he seen the car he relaxed he jumped up and ran to the car as soon as it stopped he opened the door and yanked me out
"Where the hell have you guys been? Ive been looking for you since yesterday"
"Why where you looking for us?"
"Because Jax rang me worried out of his head he thought something bad had happened he kept trying to ring you guys but he couldn't get a hold of you he rang Opie's and all Lyla said that all he told her was something about you and Chicago after that he hung up and then 5 minutes later I got a call from Clay yelling and screaming at me apparently Jax has gone into depression mode he thought you had left and taken the kids with you"
"How could he think I would do that I would NEVER- " I felt the anger inside be boil up "I pushed Kozik away from me "If he rings you or any one else in that prison and you tell that we are back I swear to god I will rip your balls of and shove them down your throat" he swallowed loudly
"Ye- yeah ok okay"
********Saturday time to see Jax********
As I walked into the prison I had and idea to get back and Jax's but im going to need the help from the guard as I walked into the door I seen the boys sitting at the table I smiled at them but glared at Jax he looked shocked but I pocked the fingers at him I hurd them laugh
I walked over to the guard and smiled at him
"Hello their pretty lady"
"Hello" I batted my eyes "I need your help with something"
"And what's that?"
"I need to get 2 minutes with Jackson teller and that pretty stick over there" I pointed to the stick on his belt he looked down at me with a huge smile
"Sure honey" I smiled and he gave it to me with out Jax seeing "Teller stand up" I spun around and seen him stand I motioned with my hand for him to come closer as soon as he was close enough I started to beat him with the stick
"Babe" he yelled I hit him again "TARA" I stopped and gave the stick back to the guy I turned back to Jax and seen he had blood running down his eye and he was holding his arm "FUCK"
"Oh shut up you'll be fine' I turned back to the guard can you take me to the nursing station please im a doctor so ill be able to stitch him up"
"Sure follow me" he started to walk away
"Hag on" I ran over to the boy Gemma will be here soon she wanted to give me sometime to talk to Jax and not see me beat the crap out of him" they all laughed
"Nice by the way" Clay said
"Thanks I love you guys and I hope my talk with Jax is over quickly so that I can came talk to you guys"
"Okay well if not we love you and hope to see you next weekend" I smiled and left
********Jax's point of view********
"What the hell happened there what was wrong with you that you had to beat me with a fucking stick
"Why do you think I did it Jax ha" she slapped me across the face I grabbed her hands and put them down to her side "I cant believe you thought I left and take the kids with me I could never do that to you I know what its like to lose a child I could NEVER out you through that pain your-" I cut her of
"What do you mean you know what its like to lose a kid?"
"FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK that's the second time ive done that"
"What are you on about?" she pulled the chair next to her and sat down
"When I left for Chicago all those years ago I was pregnant and he was yours"
"He you had boy? Where is he?" I asked shocked
"At Chicago cemetery" she said in a whisper
"What?"
"Don't make me repeat please"
"When? How? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Almost 10 years ago. Family floor and I tried I even came back I didn't tell your mum or op this cause I new she would kill me but when I came back I was on a bike I was trying to make it look nothing like it was me I was about 5 months I pulled into the club house and seen some chick with her hand down your pants and her sucking at you neck I got of the bike which I do have to say was hard. I was ready to beat the crap out of the bitch but I new you weren't my boy friend and I couldn't control you I couldn't control how you where sucking face with it. It still hurt to see it but I didn't do anything-"
"Wait you where on a green Harley wearing jeans and my hoodie I new it was you but I thought I was seeing things when I pushed the chick of me you got on the bike and left I went to go chase after you but it was to late"
"Well I guess we both fucked up there," we laughed
"What was his name?"
"John. John Jackson Teller"
"You named him Teller and after me and dad why didn't you put your name in there"
"Because he was our son not just mine and I remembered we you said it once that if you had a kid you would name him after your dad so I did"
"Thank you"
"I know this is a crap time to tell you this but I know the guard is going to come in here soon and tell us we have to get back to the visiting area but the other week when I told you that Ima and Wendy where at our place" I nodded "Well she was there to tell me she was coming to get Abel and-"
"You let her take him," I said angrily
"NO GOD no but we got into a fight and I beat the crap out of her and Ima. Ima got the worst beating broken nose 2 black eyes and stitches Wendy just got stitches and a black eye. Any way the next day we went to Chicago I told Gemma I would take her up there and explain everything while we where up there I got a call from Rosen she's going for FULL custody of Abel"
"What how could she do that"
"She's just doing it to get back at me for beating the crap out of her and she wants you and knows she cant have you" I smiled that's my girl "And those papers you signed where only to be his legal Guardian it wont hold up in court im sorry Jax" she started to cry
"Oh babe its okay I know you will do everything you can to make sure that bitch don't get our boy" She smiled and kissed me but the we where interrupted by the guard knocking on the door
"Teller. Dr Knowles its time to go"
"Where coming I just have to fix up this last stitch" she lied
"God I love you"
"Love you to but it's not the stitches I have to check is those ribs I need to see if I broke them. Sorry bout that by the way"
"Nah I new it was going to happen I just didn't think it would be because of that"
"What did you-" Then it clicked "Oh okay"
Okay I think this chapter isn't as good as I was hoping it to be I promise ill try to make it as good as I can in the up and coming once please review tell me what you think good the bad the ugly im all ears well eyes because ill be reading it lol