I don't own anything or though I would LOVE to own Jax WOW that boys got a hot body I would love to run my hands ALL over him. Well here's chapter 5 tell me what you think please I love getting reviews
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Chapter 5
When we got back to the room all the boys turned and looked at Jax and I Gemma and Opie gave us a nod we went and sat down at the table I new they wanted to ask questions
"Okay I will answer as much questions as I can… GO"
"Tara we-" Jax interrupted Clay
"Wait babe you don't have to answer their questions"
"I know but if I don't answer them then they will ask you and I know you will get pissed after awhile ill be fine don't worry" He grabbed my hand and held it tight while the boys asked questions "So what do you wont to know?"
"First I wont to say we are so sorry you had to go through that on your own"
"Its okay I had a nurse friend that was working on him who slapped me back into shape" They laughed
"Gemma wouldn't tell us but what did you name him?"
"John Jackson Teller" Jax said before I could
"What he said" I laughed
"When was he born?"
"August 5th 99"
"Wait" Jax said "That's why you where in Chicago to say happy birthday"
"That and I wanted to tell him everything that had been going on since the last time he seen me"
"You mean the last time he seen you get rapped" Opie said quietly but not quietly enough that I could hear him and he was sitting next to Gemma on the other side of me
I let go of Jax's hand and stood up and slapped Opies head
"Why don't you say it louder for the hole prison im pretty sure the guard didn't hear you"
"Sorry"
"No you're not you and Gemma where the only 2 I told now the hole club knows"
"Tara" Jax said I turned and looked at him
"Twice?" he said angrily
"No 3 times once here twice there" all the boys where looking at me with apologetic eyes I hate that
I grabbed Jax's and kissed him as hard and as fast as I could and ran out of there
"Tara" Gemma and Opie yelled behind me following me "TARA" I stopped and turned back to them
"Look I need to get some air think about this custody case with Wendy so ill walk home-"
"Ill come with you" Opie said
"NO. I mean no go back and talk with the boys tell Jax I love him and the kids give him big hugs and kisses give him this" I pulled out a letter from my pocket "Tell him that this is everything he needs to know and more make sure he gets it please" I passed it to Gemma I felt tears start to run down my cheek "Sorry" I turned and ran out of there
Jax point of view"Ma is she okay?"
"Yeah baby she will be I guess with everything that's happened over the last year has finally come crashing down on her and this court case with that BITCH has set her over" she passed me an envelope "She told me to give this to you something about answering your questions and more. And that she loves you and lots of hugs and kisses from her and the kids"
"Thanks" I grabbed the letter and put into my pocket
"Okay well we better get going since Tara wont be home right away" I guess she needs some space if she wont be home right away
"Hey ma …" She turned and looked at me
"Yeah baby?"
"Have you seen pictures of John?"
"No honey she wont let me see until you see she won't explain why but I get where she's coming from" I nodded "Okay ill see you next week honey. Byes boys" she gave a small wave and left we all went back to the yard and I sat down and started to read Tara's letter when a picture fell out I grabbed it and seen it was a picture of Tara holding a baby I new it wasn't Abel or Eli… John he looks so much like Thomas I don't know how long I sat there before I started to read Tara's letter
Dear JaxI guess if your reading this means that ive told you about John im sorry that I didn't tell you when I found out I just didn't think you would want a kid so young I mean I didn't wont to have a kid so you young either I was just starting out in school I was scared out of my brain when I found out but I was also happy I was so broken after leaving and he was putting me back together when he was born I was so happy then I seen him he looked SO much like Thomas which was sad but I was happy at the same time after he died I felt like I wanted to die I didn't have you or Donna or Opie my family basically there to keep me sane and the day of his funeral I didn't expect any one to be there I figured it would just be the priest and I but I was wrong John was loved by a lot of people at that hospital there was at least 20 people there it was amazing but I didn't really take it in I was in like auto pilot people could be saying things to me but I would completely ignore them and when I was leaving one of the nurses that I got close with in that 6 months asked me if I was going to continue being a doctor and I said no the next thing I know im being slapped across the face yes a I know Haha but it helped she told me I didn't leave the man I love the man of my dreams the man I thought about marrying for nothing she said that if John was still alive her would be pissed at me if I didn't continue with being a doctor. She slapped me one more time before she left im guessing your head just got big because you're 1 of the reason I stayed and became a doctor ill have to ask Juice when I see him he will tell me.
Okay so im guessing you have questions and im guessing on these
was 7 IB 8 OZ 20 inch's he was born at 10:33 pm 8 hour labor he just didn't wont to come out your name is on the birth certificate
2. John Jackson Teller isn't actually his name its John Jackson Thomas Teller but I didn't tell Gemma that I didn't know how she would react to that
3. He was like you in every way always got angry when he wasn't feed on time (I laughed) He would scream when I left the room until I came back he use to love it when I told him stories or sing I sang our song that was the only way he slept it was the one you proposed to me to when we finished high school mostly 'It's not so simple in fact its indescribable the feelings that we have today moving away our lips go astray how does our love get stronger
Its your voice its got me tripping I cant stop missing you I just wont to kiss you so bad
My heart stops when I look into your eyes I get so hypnotized' that was the only way he slept was with me singing
He thought it was funny he would laugh I actually have a videos of him and I and I have LOTS of pictures at least 6 shoes boxes ill have to show you when you get out.
I miss you So much and I know Abel does he comes into our room every morning and asks how many more days until your home and I tell him and then he asks if he can watch the video that you made for him he's getting good at talking can almost say uncle Opie its more UNKA OPIA and aunty Lyla is ANUTA LIYLA its so cute I got that for you as well I got everything for you (That's his girl always thinking ahead. He knew jail time could break a lot of old ladies and with her reservations about the club anyway he had been very afraid Tara would be one of them. He was relieved that she was stepping up and thriving around the club. He thought back to when Abel had first been taken and he had tried to break it off to spare her, she had told him that she was always meant to be with him, that she shouldn't have left and that he made her a better person. He still wasn't sure he made her better but he knew she made him better and made him want to be something great for her and the kids.) I even have both videos of John and Eli both of them I pretty much go crazy and say that you're an ass hole who im going to beat the crap out of u (I guess she's already done that) In Eli's one I say into the camera that we are never having sex again then about a minute later I call out for you begging for you to be there.
You'll never guess but its like Abel knows when im writing you he just came into the room screaming at me so I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much I miss you and I cant wait till you come home to the kids and I
(JUST IMAGINE THAT THERE'S A BIG LIPS STICK KISS THERE)
4 months later
********Tara's point of view********
It had been 4 months since I had told everyone about John and Kohn there where pissed at first that I didn't tell them but then when I told them that Kohn was dead they had a party like all sons boys do party when they know that someone they hate is dead they didn't even ask questions which made me happy but scared the crap out of me because they thought I killed him (HAHAHAHAHA)
The boys are out in 4 months its getting closer and closer we had the court case two months ago Wendy the bitch got custody of Abel until 2 days ago
********Flashback********
Gemma and I seen where down the street heading towards hers when I seen Wendy buying crank of the side of the street
"Gemma is that Wendy?" I pointed over to her
"That bitch im gonna kill her" She stopped the car and went to get out of the car I quickly grabbed her arm "What are you doing let me go"
"No Gemma get back in the car lets follow her back to her place then call social services"
"But I wont to beat the living shit out of her" I laughed
"You and I both but first we cant Eli's in the back seat" with both turned and looked at her "And second if we follow her we can snoop around a bit check her out that way when we get Abel back and he's safe with us we can come back and bit the shit out of her and make it look like she owed money to people for drugs and the came and smashed her getting it" God im smart
"You know I love you WAY more right now" I smiled and we followed Wendy back to her place she was staying in some rat infested apartment we sat out side and called social services while we where waiting I went inside the building and knocked on neighbors doors I talked to one lady who said that the first few weeks she would see Wendy having visits from and young girl who she described her to me Ima then after that she started to scream when Abel would cry once she actually left him there alone the lady who's name was Anna said that she went over there not long after Wendy left and stayed with him till she got back told her that if she did it again she would call the copes she never did it again she always ended up asking her to look after him for her while she went to work. I guess Wendy couldn't handle with being a mother so had to drop him of with someone else I mean really if she couldn't do it then why fight as hard as she did to make sure she got him. After an hour of talking to people the social worker finally arrived when we knocked on the door and no one answered
"She's in there I haven't left since we followed her here so she hasn't left"
"I can't do anything unless she opens the door"
"Fine" as she went to turn and walk away I kicked the door down she turned back to me in shock "Oh look its open"
"You could get arrested for that"
"Look…" she looked down at her name tag Amanda "Look Amanda I don't give a rats ass about being arrested I just wont my son back with his family with his little sister. And not technically I thought I hurd a baby crying out and I just jumped into action"
"Okay then" We walked into the room and seen Wendy passed out on the couch with a needle in her arm I quickly take a picture just incase she tries to fight me again I went around and found Abel sleeping on his little bed I checked him over and seen he had a few bruises on him I new I was going to get pay back on Wendy for that I picked him up he when I walked out I seen that Amanda was talking to Wendy Amanda turned and looked at me and nodded saying that it was okay for me to take him Wendy seen me leaving and jumped up to come after me when Gemma came through the door
"Look away bitch my daughter and I came to get Abel not fight with you but we will if we have to" I was touched that she just called me her daughter
"You bitches will pay for this"
"Bring it," I said
When we got him home we had a family dinner when Abel woke up and realized where he was he had a huge smile spread across his face as soon as he seen Eli he didn't leave her side the hole night he would slap peoples hands who tried to touch him it was funny
********End Flash Back********
Abel has fit right back into our life like he never left. And tomorrow we tell Jax we got him back
I was jogging down the street when I seen the same car drive past me for the 3rd time she seen her street coming up as i started to cross the street when the car came speeding up I turned and looked into the car I seen Wendy and Ima sitting in there before I couldn't move of the road they hit me I smashed into the windscreen and rolled onto the roof and fell of the other side of the car I hurd to horn going of then seen the car drive away why hit me then tell people that some ones out here?
I mentally cheeked myself over I realized I couldn't feel my legs and there was a lot of pain in my head and my arm then blacked out
********Opie's point of view********
Lyla and I where watching the kids for Tara while she went out for a run I had just put them down for a nap when I hurd a car horn go of outside we both jumped up and looked out the window we seen someone laying on the ground I looked closely and seen that it was Tara
"Fuck Tara call the ambulance" I ran outside and sat down next to her "Tara you listen to me don't you go anywhere do you hear don't you go any where your family needs you your kids needs you god knows Jax's needs you, you stay with me" I went to grab her hand when I realized it was broken I looked her over and seen that there was a peace of glass stuck in her back and she had a HUG cut across her head. Lyla came running out of the house
"The ambulance will be here in 5 minutes did you see the car?"
"No I didn't look" a few minutes later we hurd the ambulance coming "You hear that Tara there here" the EMT'S jumped out and ran over to us I stepped back out of the way after a few minutes of looking at her they spoke
"I don't feel a pals" The guys yelled
"No. NO .NO .NO NOOOOOOOOO" Lyla yelled She fell to the ground and I went with her
I must say im getting good at these cliff hangers lol well REVIEW tell me what you think the good the bad the ugly anything ill take it in and ill get back to you =)