Chapter 7

I went to the one place Tara and I would go to together after her mum died…. her grave

Rosie Maria Knowles

Hey Rose long time no see" I smiled "It's been awhile since Tara and I have come to see you together I guess you know why she's not here with me now and your thinking the why are you here Gemma… Im here because i need your help I need you to do everything you can to save my daughter she's your daughter to you don't wont her kids to grow up without a mother like Tara had to you how that sucked they life out of her having to watch her dad get drunk every night then beat her and be so sad she had me around but I was just no you. She needed her mum and so do those boys so please help her she needs a miracle" I felt the tears coming but I ignored it and wiped them away

After an hour I made my way back to the ICU as I come back I seen the doctor walking away from the boys I quickly ran to them they all looked at me confused

"Tara's tests?"

"Oh yeah they came back good" they said with understanding spread across there face

"What? Really?"

"Yeah the test showed that her brain is still active."

I'd nodded slowly before walking into Tara's room to see her with my own eyes. I had felt enormous relief that they'd already brought her back from her MRI. I had gone to her immediately and kissed the side of her head, whispering a "thank you" for my miracle. I hardly had left her side since. However, in the week since Tara's MRI was conducted, there had been little change.

I was sitting there with her reading her what was going on in the paper when the doctor walked in he started to do test which made her cough

"I think we're going to take the tube that's supporting Tara's lung out of her chest. I'm satisfied that the lung no longer needs the support. We're also going to take Tara off the ventilator and see how she does breathing on her own with just oxygen mask. She has made a lot of progress in the last few weeks and she should be waking up soon but I don't want to get your hopes up to much it could also be awhile her brains also protecting it self by keeping Tara asleep or she may feel she's waiting for something" the doctor asked me to step out of the room while they take all the tubes and stuff out I walked outside a had a cigarette about half an hour later I walked back to Tara's room and the doctors where just finishing up when they left I shut the door and sat down next to her I grabbed her hand and held it tight

"Tara honey its time to wake up we need you the kids need you to wake up god knows Jax needs you to wake up please" I looked down at her hand no pressure no nothing "You know I kind of guess that this is realty bad timing for this but please you cant go I cant lose my daughter you know the pain the comes with losing a child and I cant lose another if I lose you I lose my family please don't go Tara come back to us" I looked her over the swelling had gone down but you could still see the bruises

After 2 weeks of nothing I was starting to freak out Jax would be out in a month and a half I new he was still freaked out I tried to tell him everything was okay but he wouldn't listen Clay told me he doesn't leave his cell unless he gets a call from me it broke my heart so after my call from Clay I went back to Tara's room and brook down I never do that but my body told me it needed it once I was finished I slapped Tara across the face

"This is fucking bullshit! You've never been selfish in your entire life. If you die on me that will be the most selfish thing you could possibly do. Because those kids need you GOD Jax cant live without you and Jax will follow you, just like he's always followed you since you meet. So if you don't want him to die, you're going to have to wake up Tara Wake the FUCK UP" I grabbed her hand and I felt her squeeze it I looked up at her shocked.

Her eyes opened again and she winced. Tara turned her head slightly and looked at me. It took her a minute, but I saw her eyes focus slowly on me.

"Shut the fuck up would you im trying to sleep"

"Oh Tara honey thank god your awake" I lent down and hugged her

"Who are you and what did you do with Gemma teller?" she looked at me confused I laughed

"Oh yeah I totally did a hole revamp on my self im a little bit nicer these days I guess that what happened when your daughters been in a coma for almost 3 months but hey im still a bitch trust me still a bitch"

"Has it been that long in my dream it's only been 2 days"

"Nope 2 and a half months Jax is in depressions mode again it always seems to be you that does it to him I think he's going to be so happy when I go and see him in 2 days I think he might have a small heart attach"

"Aww how's the kids?"

"Missing mummy there on there way here with Op we usually bring them around about this time of the day since the doctor said it was okay Abel sits and tells you all about his day and Elizabeth well she just sits there with her hand on your face your heart seems to race a lot when she did that the doctors said that was a good thing"

********2 DAYS LATER Tara's point of view********

"Tara come on please stay in bed I'll tell him you're okay he will be so happy but he won't be happy if he finds out I let you do this"

"I don't care I want to see him he's going to be even happier when he finds out that im there so either help me get dressed in these cloths or get out so I can do it" Gemma huffed and help me get into the cloths we just finished when Opie walked in

"Tara what the fuck are you doing up" I glared at him "Get back in bed what are you thinking Gemma she should be relaxing"

"You don't think I know that the stupid bitch would take no for an answer"

"Hey im sitting right here you know I can hear you"

"We know" Gemma said smiling at me

"Screw you just help me out to the car I've discharged myself any way so im going home I work here enough I don't want to be here any longer then I already have"

"Fine but you can explain to Jax why you are there and then you can stop him from killing us when he finds out that we didn't tell him you where awake"

"Fine so help me" he came over a lifted me up I squeaked a little he must of forgot that im still broken "Op remember broken rib still broken leg take it easy"

"Sorry" he said with a smirk

"No you're not you just love it maybe I'll just save Gemma but not you, you will have to run really fast and really far cause Jax will kill you as soon as he can" I felt him tense I giggled "Don't worry Op I promise ill save you to I love you too much for you to go anywhere "I kissed his cheek

"Thanks a bunch"

********And hour later********

"You know you look funny with that black boot on" Gemma said as we were walking into the prison

"Oh shut up or ill put you in a god dam boot"

"Wow Tara easy it was just a joke"

"I know im so sorry I just won't to hurry up and get in there to see him I miss him so much I can feel it"

"I know honey but we want to give Jax a heart attack so we thought that it would be funny when we walk in we are going to stand side by side and then when he's looking we are going to move aside like an unveiling and then you will be the like a pop up I text Rosen and she talked to the guards and got them to let it go because we both know when he sees you he's going to smother you" I nodded and laughed the guard came over and waved a wand around my cast

"Okay your clear to go through" as we walked in and stepped into the meeting room Op and Gemma didn't move I looked over their shoulder and seen Jax head lying done on his hands I could see without really looking at him that he was malnourished I walked past them and sat down on the seat next to him he didn't look up as I did

"You know I would really love to kiss you right know but I kind of need you to look at me" Jax head shoot up he jumped up and pulled me with him he kissed me as hard and as passionately as he could he started kiss me every place that he could reach saying

"I love you" Kiss "I love you" kiss I firmly planted my lips onto his. He let his tongue trail across my bottom lip asking for entrench that I aloud. I placed my hands on his abs and another in his hair slightly tugging at it. I swear I hurd him moan a little bit, it was to low to be sure so I tugged a little harder he moaned louder I let out a little giggle he pulled me closer and deepened the kiss until we where interrupted

"HEY get your filthy prison mitts of my daughter " Gemma said yelling but with a laugh

"Sorry ma" she smiled and he turned back to me "I. Love .you"

"I love you to. Im so sorry you had to go through all of that stuff"

"No this isn't your fault babe its whoever's fault that hit you" as he said that I got a flash back of what happened I froze when I seen the faces in the car I started to cry

"Babe what's wrong why are you cry am I hurting you" he put me down quickly and take a step back

"No you weren't hurting me" I grabbed him and pulled him closer and kissed him

"Then why are you crying?" He said whipping away my tears

"Because I remember how did this to me" I felt his arms tighten

"Who?' he asked with so much anger in his voice I new it wasn't amid at me but it still scared me

"Don't worry about it for now they will get there's I might go pay a little visit we a few friends of mine AKA Gemma and Lyla"

"Tell me who it was please"

"No"

"Why not?"

"Because you can't do anything to them did you forget you that SAMCRO could never hurt a women?"

"Fuck that shit you don't try to kill my old lady and get away with it"

"You really want to know who it was" HE nodded "You're ex wife and that stupid porn slut you slept with that's who tried to kill your old lady" I don't know why but I had the crazy ergs to slap him so I did (SLAP) I hurd gasps come out of the people around me after I did it I regretted doing it "Oh my god Jax baby im so sorry I didn't mean to do that im just angry I don't mean to take it out on you I was meant to keep it on Opie and Gemma not you" I put my hand on his cheek where I slapped him

"Its okay it was my fault that they did it this there not going to get away with this"

"Trust me they wont they will be dead before you get your hands on them honey" Gemma said I turned and looked at her and smiled I turned back to Jax and kissed him

"So I hurd from a little birdie that you haven't eaten in a few days and you haven't left your cell and you keep reading a letter that I wrote you can a ask which letter it is' he smiled and pulled it out of his pocket and handed it to me I looked down and seen that it was the letter I wrote to him when he was first in here "Why this one" he smiled and pointed to the bottom and seen the little picture pasted at the bottom I looked down and seen the small wallet picture of Abel and I at his birthday "okay so I get the hole keep looking at the letter but why the no leaving the cell or not leaving?"

"Because when you hurt I always hurt and it didn't feel right knowing that you where in a hospital fighting for you life and our kids had no parents around to take care of them and I felt it was my fault if it wasn't for this life that I live then you wouldn't have been in the passion" he looked down he had that same look on his face the look that he had when he started to push me away and slept whit that whore (Okay so I know that I keep calling her that sorry if that's really sad to anyone but I really hate Ima in this story like full on hate her lolz but don't worry I promise ill only mention her maybe once or twice more and that's it) I started glaring at him.

"What?"

"Don't you ask me what Teller. I know you and the last time you looked like that you started to push me out of your life; don't think about doing that twice. I know with your life it's dangerous but look at what just happened they came after me not you not SAMCRO me so get theses fucked up thoughts out of your head im not going any where okay I told you that I would be here no matter what. You can't worry about everything Jax trust me I know I've tried." He kissed her "You know you're a good man with a good heart that's why I feel in love with you all that long ago"

"When you came back into town it was like a sign that I had a second chance at making it better it was like a sign that it was time to make my life better"

"So Mr. hot and sexy 1 more month and you get to come home any big plans?" I asked

"Nah properly just hang out with the love of my life and my kids and maybe teach my daughter how to whoop some boys ass," I laughed

"Yeah you will be hanging out with your old lady and kids but there is no way in hell you will be teaching my kids that and any way she's WAY to small for you to be teaching her that and any way you have to get through Abel to do that"

"Why?" he looked at me confused

"Oh that's right so you know how big brother takes care of little sister" He nodded "Well its like that just 100 times worse he get really mad when people make her cry he feeds her he wont even let me near her most of the time he's like a freaking body guard he's like you in every way lets just hope he don't get you sluty ways" we laughed

"Nah he will be a real man at least we know he will be a protector especially of girls"

We sat there the rest of the time talking about Abel and things to do when he got home when it was time to leave as I got up to stand he jumped up to help me but went to quick I could see that he was starting to get pail i could see that he was about to pass out

"Shit Jax baby sit down quick" Before he could he fell backwards he was still had my hand so I feel with him lucky Opie was there and court us

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Oh yeah and ive finished chapter 8 so if you guys can give me at least 4 maybe even 3 reviews today I will promise to have your chapter 8 up in less then 24 hours of putting this on up and if I do say so myself it end in the most AWSOMIST way well you guys might not think that but I like the way it ends with some (Ssaa hoppingwa imeta) I don't remember what language that is all I remember is how to say it and spell it lol if you wont to know what it say PM me and ill tell you

I wanted to ask you guys something. So I read this story the other day its called the life and death of Mimi Teller it is amazing honestly it made me cry and that really isn't and easy thing to do the title explains what the story is about but what im saying is that you should read it its really good. But any way what I was going to say is ever since I read that story I cant stop thinking about writing a story where Jax has a little sister I have all these AWSOME ideas in my head for it that its crazy but I wanted to see what you girls thought of it would you guys read something like that would it be something new and different that you would want to read it let me know please. Sorry my little rant is so long. SMILES, SMILES Love you all

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