Chapter 12

"Because im not a bad person I dont deserve to die I have a family who loves me and kids that need me. You have a family to don't you?"

"Yeah I have a daughter but I haven't seen her since she was a kid"

"What's her name?"

"Lyla"

"What" I gasped, "Lyla's your daughter" No it can be Lyla told me her dad died when she was a kid "When was the last time you seen her?"

"Ive seen pictures but ive never seen her in person I hurd she lived here in town apparently she's marrying someone from the SONS tonight" as he was speaking I could smell the alcohol on his breath

"Why does she think your dead?"

"Because her mother told her that I was because she didn't won't Lyla growing knowing that her dad killed someone while being a dirty drunk"

"Who did you kill?"

"A mother apparently she was a sweet women had a daughter and a husband"

"What was her name?" I asked I was curious

"Rosie" I gasped "Rosie Knowles" He whispered I couldn't take it any more I could sit here and talk to the man that killed my mother right then I started to panic I started to wriggle around trying to get away from him he tightened his grip on me

"Jax" I whispered "Jax," I said a little louder "JAX" I screamed he ran over ignoring the guy he ripped his arm of me and grabbed me and pulled me away from the guy Jax heeled me close to his chest I could feel his gun on my arm I unwrapped my arms and pulled out his gun and turned on the guy

"Wow, Wow I let you go you said you were a good person"

"I was then but im not now. That women you killed was my mother. You killed my mom" I felt the tears run down my cheek no one stopped me pointing the gun at this guy "You. Ripped. My. Life. Apart. You. Ripped. My. Family. Apart" I started to shake "You killed my mother you turned my father into a drunk who use to beat me till I was bleeding or he would brake something I never wanted to go home I was a young girl who didn't wont to go home who was more confterble at someone else's home you made me scared of my own father and now you should be scared of me" I went to step close to him until I hurd a thump from behind me I turned around and seen Trinity on the ground "Shit" I gave the gun to Jax "He's mine" he didn't say anything but I didn't really stick around to hear what he had to say I ran over to Trinity. Chris was standing in my way I grabbed his arm and pulled him away I checked her pulse and felt one she was still breathing I checked her abdomen just incase her rib punchier her lung but that was fine I couldn't find anything wrong with here I felt something touch my leg I realized it was Trinity's hand she was pulling at my dress she must be faking it I lent down acting like I was putting my ear to her heart

"Tell them I fainted and then say you wont to take me to the hospital to take some tests just to make sure everything's okay. Then you can do the pregnantsy tests for me" I felt someone steep next to me a kneel down it was Jax

"What's wrong with her?" Chris and Jax asked at the same time

"Nothing she just fainted to much action for 1 night. She should wake up shortly but I wont to take her to the hospital check her out properly run a few tests"

"Okay. Sure. Anything" I could hear the panic in his voice I grabbed his arm and told him to calm down

"Okay lets get her in the car" I ran over to the car and cleaned it out so they could lay her down in the backset I seen the tests sitting on the set and quickly throw them in my bag hopefully no one seen I looked behind me and Juice was standing there he looked at me confused I put my finger up to my lips and whispered "Shsh" he nodded I mouthed 'thank you'

"Okay put her in slowly be gentle I swear to god if you hurt her I'll kill you" Jax said to Chris I muffled a laugh at Chris's face he looked so scared

"He won't" he looked at me a nodded he put her in slowly and jumped in the back with her I turned and seen Jax standing next to HIM I walked over and grabbed Jax's gun again

"Tara you shouldn't have to do this. Its isn't something a women should be doing" I turned to him

"My whole life has been about things women shouldn't have to do or shouldn't do and im sick of it I wont to kill him" I felt the tears start again I felt my body start to shake but I ignored it "But im not going to" I said in a whisper "I 'am a good person I save people's lives not take them so leave, leave and don't ever let me see your face again im this town because I will kill you without hesitation. Stay the hell away from Lyla as well she's happy she has a family who loves her and she doesn't need you coming around and screwing that up for her. Get up" he stayed still I pointed the gun at his head "I said GET UP" he got up as quickly has he could with the whole bullet hole in the arm thing "Go. Leave get away from me before I change my mind" he nodded and ran off once he was out of sight I dropped to the ground and cried I felt Jax lift me up and sit me on his lap

"Chris drive Trinity to the hospital ill bring Tara on the bike soon will meet you there"

"Okay but what do I say when I bring her in they will ask questions?"

"I don't know man."

I stopped crying and whipped my tears but they were

"When you get to the hospital tell them that Doctor Knowles sent you and that she said to put her in a room and to wait for her to get there and to not touch her" he nodded and got in the front and started the car CRAP my bag "Wait I need my bag"

"Juice get her bag" Jax said he nodded and grabbed it out of the car he zipped it I looked at him confused then I realized that the tests must be showing he walked back over to me as the car drove of towards the hospital

"Thank you" you could hear the double meaning in what I was saying

We sat there for a minute in silent's which felt nice when we were interrupted my Jax's phone ringing I felt the vibrations on my leg from where it was in his pocket I giggled and grabbed it out for him I realized it was his personal phone not one of his pre pays I forgot he had got it when he got out said he wanted to always have a direct way to get a hold of us and the kids if need be. I answered it for him

"Jax Teller hooker line how may I help you" I hurd Jax laugh I tried to hold in my laughter but it didn't work I started to laugh against Jax's chest

"Tara?" Oh crap Opie

"Oh CRAP. Yeah the one and only"

"Okay hey. Where's Jax"

"Lets just say he's underneath me" Oh crap what's wrong with me? I hurd Jax laugh harder then I hurd people laughing on the phone "Am I on speaker?" CRAP

"Yeah" he said trying to keep his laughter in

"Okay not that it's any of your business PEOPLE im sitting on his lap"

"Why?"

"Ahh cause he's my fiancée and I wont to" I laughed

"Okay then well when are you guys coming back?"

"Oh ahhh im not. I don't know about Jax and Juice but ive got to go to the hospital I just called in about a patient and Trinity and Chris went home she's not feeling to good and Chris wanted to look after her"

"Is she okay?" I hurd Marine yell you could hear the concern in her voice I wanted to avoid the question I didn't wont to lie to her about her daughter I looked at Jax pleading with my eyes to help me he grabbed the phone out of my hand

"Hey guys we need to go. Got to get Tara to the hospital im not sure if ill comeback but Juice will be there in a little while…Yeah sure bro will do… always ma… see ya" he hung up the phone and stood up and put it back into his pocket "lets get going. Juice are you coming or are you coming back to the wedding?"

"Ill go back to the wedding I wont say anything" He nodded "Hey Tara can I talk to you for a sec"

"Sure what's up?"

"In private" I looked at him confused but nodded Jax gave us a confused looked but walked over to his bike Juice stepped closer to me "Tara are you going to tell Jax about those pregnancy tests?"

"No"

"Tara you have to tell him if your pregnant he has a right to know"

"I know that but im not pregnant Juice I promise you im not there not my tests"

"Then who's are th-" he realized who's there where at that moment "Trinity's pregnant" he said loudly I quickly covered his mouth I turned and looked at Jax he was must no have hurd he was sitting waiting on his bike

"Shut up Juice she's not sure yet that why were going to the hospital wont to check her out if she is pregnant make sure everything's okay" I let go of his mouth

"Thank god after hearing about you giving birth to Elizabeth I really don't won't to be there when you have another kid" I laughed

"It wasn't that bad"

"Oh fuck you Jax Teller when you get out of that cell I will personally rip you limb by limb and piss on your limbs continued by setting them on fire till you burn into ashes. Isn't that bad at all" I laughed and turned to Jax

"Hey babe you seen the video of me giving birth to Eli was my mouth that bad?" he cringed and shock his body like he had a shiver run down his spin

"Fuck yes if we ever have another kid im gagging you" he said laughing

"Gag me and that will be the last time you touch me" he laughed and nodded "Are we done here Juice?"

"Yeah just let me know if she is I won't to be the first to know"

"Fine remember don't say a word about this to anyone EXCSPESSIALLY not Opie and Lyla"

"I know ill see you later" he kissed my head and apologized for the rough night and left

********Unknown amount of time**********

"Dr Knowles here are theses tests you ordered"

"Thanks lani" I smiled and opened the folder I looked for the results that I really wanted and seen the answer I walked into the room and seen Jax and Chris laughing and talking to Trinity I smiled and lend up against the door frame watching them

"Nah man I remember almost 2 years ago I was working at Cara Cara and this stupid bitch Ima was fucking with Tara and really pissed her of so I grabbed Tara and pulled her into the bath room to calm her down then next thing I know she on me ripping my cloths of we ended doing it there in the bathroom she's like crazy when she piss-" he was cut of by his own thoughts "Oh crap" I knew what he was thinking about

"What wrong" Chris asked he shock his head

"No way 17 months" I started to laugh he spun around and looked at me "Eli?" he asked I tried o cover up my laughter

"Yep" I gasped out

"Our daughter was conceived in a porn studio?" everyone started to laugh then except him "No fucking way" that made me laugh harder I fell to the ground holding my stomach "You have to be fucking kidding me" I take a deep breath in trying to stop the laughing I stood up and grabbed the papers and walked over to the bed

"Sorry baby I know she's your little girl and you didn't wont to know that but" I shrugged

"Grate every time I see her im going to think 'you where conceived in a toilet of a porn studio because of your Horne mother"

"Hey" I smacked his head "You could have stopped me"

"Have you ever known a guy to turn down sex?"

"No. But shut up I really don't like talking about this in front of your sister" he laughed and kissed my head

"Sorry girls" I smiled and shock my head

"Okay im sorry to brake up the laughs and become the doctor again but gotta ive you the test results" I laid down in the bed next to her I opened up the folder and showed her the papers I pointed to the results of the pregnancy test Jax and Chris tried to come over and read it as well but I shut it before they could see anything "What your turn ill talk to you guys next for now its between my patient and I"

"You can tell them I don't mind now. But I bet you 20 buck he don't hit him"

" Your on. Are you sure about me telling them?" she smiled and nodded "Everything?" she nodded again "Okay so the tests came back good she had no bleed any were she just has a few busies on her rib cage and of course she's going to have a real good shiner but apart from that she's fine. There also was another test that I take because she asked me to check"

"What kind of test?" Jax asked he bet Chris to it

"A… pregnancy test" I cringed a little waiting for Jax to swing and hit Chris but he didn't "Well I guess I was wrong," I said to Trinity

"Jax baby got 20 bucks he nodded and pulled out hi wallet and gave it to me I passed it to Trinity she smiled and shock my hand

"Wrong about what?" Chris asked

"About the way Jax was going to react"

"How did you think I was going to react?" Jax asked

"Thought you were going to punch him"

"Don't know the answer yet, Might punch him might not" he said I laughed and whispered in Trinity's ear

"Double or nothing"

"Deal"

"Okay you wont to know if she is or not?" They both nodded "Jax baby got another 20" he raised his eyebrows at me but pulled out another and passed it to me. As he did I gave him the papers with the results they both looked at it long enough trying to find out where it was

"Where is the answer?" Chris asked

"Bottom left it says pregnancy results" they quickly looked there after a second Jax dropped the paper and Chris stepped away from him

"OH I WIN"

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Haha can you guess what the answer was lol this chapter wasn't my best but its okay I guess I think the beginning was the best but then it just went down hill lol oh well tell me what you think good bad ugly im reading always like to hear what you girls have to say

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