Im sorry that this chapter as taken so long I have MAJOR writers block its driving me crazy I cant think about anything with Jax and Tara but I can with there kids Abel and Eli I think I might finish this one up and then do a fast forward where there in high school. I have a lot in my head for them and I think you might like it but im not to sure. Well tell me what you think if you wont me to keep writing if you wont me to add some stuff in there. I had a review there other week and she said about the letters from Maureen Ashby and I have this idea that when I do the fast forward that I might have Eli find them I have a picture that I have drawn and then fixed up on the computer that would go perfect with that. But I wont to know what my AWSOME readers think before I do anything, So tell me what you think please everyone no reading the chapter and not reviewing I know people do that cause I do that lol but PLEASE review, I love it when you do I get all igsited like a little kid who just got told that they get to meet barney, (Don't mock my barney I love barney even though I love that song I love you, you love me lets get together and kill barney lol) okay enough with my rant tell me what you think about the fast forward ENJOY
Chapter 14
It has been a month since everything happened with Trinity and Chris and it has been good ever since. Yeah we but heads about things sometimes we get very it pretty quick Ja still wants to clock him one because he shouldn't talk to me the way he does especially if he wants to be in the club.
They decide after they found out that they where pregnant that they wanted to stay her in Charming so she can be around Jax and get to know her niece and nephew more.
Jax and Trin had gone together looking at houses. Not that he would tell anyone this and if someone said it he would deny it but he loves that she is staying he is not really the type to get deep with most of the time, though you would be surprised he can me so sweet and loving. When he wants to be or he can be a real asshole but you have to love him for it all.
I felt Jax's arms wrap around me he started to kiss my neck
"Hey babe I have a surprise for you" I giggled
"Yeah and what kind of surprise would that be?"
"One that you will love me so much more for"
"Well then show me" I spun around and looked at his hands "Where is it?" I said frowning
"We have to go for a ride to see it"
"What about the kids?"
"Trinity's here she wants to look after them get some practice in" I frowned harder at him " They where her words. Not mine"
"Yeah sure they were. Let me get changed and will go" He smiled and slapped my ass and started to follow me I spun around and pushed him back towards the lounge "You stay out there and sit with your kids and your sister. If you come with me it is going to your sister watches our kids while we have sex in the same house as them"
"They have to find out about sex some day" he grabbed my hips and pulled me closer to him
"Okay im going to say 1 thing and see if you take it back" I kissed him and said "Eli" Against his lips. I hurd I small growl come from his chest. I giggled and he pushed me into the room
"Get dress we leave in 10"
"Thought so." I quickly grabbed his shirt and pulled him towards me "I know that you wont to keep Eli that sweet little girl that she is now but you wont be able to forever she will end up pushing you away when she gets older"
"Tara can we not" I cut him of
"Im not trying to piss you of baby im just telling you now while she's still young that she is going to like guys and you need to let her be that girl but always stay in the wing and be ready to jump out at anytime to protect her when she needs it. But im pretty sure no guys are going to go near her" he looked angry at me
"What? Why?" I laughed
"Because when the boys find out her daddy's Jax Teller there going to piss there self's and run away" he laughed and smiles
"Yes they are" I laughed and pushed him towards the lounge.
I smacked his ass as he left he laughed and called Eli's name as he went
*****Half hour later *****
Jax, where in the name of baby Jesus are you taking me?" I said we had been driving around for a little while I didn't know where e were because he put a blind fold over my eyes "I swear to Mary, Teller that if you do not take this blindfold off; I will never have sex with you again that includes EVERYTHING"
"Relax babe where here"
"You suck right now I do NOT like blindfolds did you forget about Salazar"
"Oh shit sorry babe. I didn't think"
"Yeah I know I knew it was you it just felt weird it made me think of that time but don't worry about it. Can we take the blindfold of now please?"
"Yeah babe take it of" I smiled and pulled it of I looked around and seen a house in front of us
"Who's house is this baby" I wrapped my arms around his waist and lend my head against him
"Ours" he whispered I gasped and got of the bike and looked at him
"What? Ours?" I spun around and looked at it
Its beautiful two story's. It has a long driveway it has always been my dream house. I seen this house years ago when Jax went out on our weekend rides I seen it and I said to him that I have always wanted to live in a house like that when we got married and had kids. He told me that day that he would make sure I had my dream house I fell in love with him way more at that moment. I stood there frozen looking at the house falling in love with it some much more. I spun around and glared at him
"You better not be fucking with me Teller cause if you are this is a really bad joke. You know how much I love this house" I felt the tears spring to my eyes. He jumped up and wiped them away
"I would NEVER pull a joke on you like that babe. I do know how much you love this house that why when Trin and I where looking at houses and I seen this one I knew we had to get it. Trin wanted it for her self but when I told her the story about when we where younger and that we had 2 kids and she was only having her first she agreed and brought the house just across there street there" he turned and pointed to the little house across the street but 4 houses down
"She got one close"
"Yeah said that way if se needs help with the baby she can just come over and ask for help. I hope that's okay"
"Yeah of course it is and it will be nice to have her close that way I got a baby sitter close," We laughed
"Do you wont to go inside Ive got the keys?"
"Of course isn't that a stupid question" he smiled and pulled the keys out of his pocket
"My lady" he laughed and bowed like a servant in the old days. I giggled and grabbed the keys
"Do you mind if I run of a head I really won't to have a look and I don't wont to have to take my time to be nice to you" he laughed
"Go on babe ive already seen it ive just got to make a call to Op he wanted to know what your reaction was" I smiled and kissed him hard but so patiently I wanted to stick my hands in those long locks that I love so much. Until I remembered that he did not have them, anymore I grumbled
"I hate that you cut your hair it needs to hurry up and grow back I miss pulling at it"
"Anything for you baby" I smiled and kissed his head and ran to the house and quickly got in
"WOW" (This is actually kind of like my ream house don't mock me we all have our dream house or place this is mine)
I walked into he door and seen the stairs to my right and the kitchen to the left I smiled and walked down the hall and seen the lounge room on my left I walked in and seen that the dining room was next to it. I smiled and laughed I walked into the kitchen and noticed that it was twice the size of the kitchen we have at Jax's now.
I hurd the front door open I ran out and smashed into Jax I pushed him against the wall and kissed him
"God I love you so much I knew from the moment you kissed me for the first time that you would be the one for me and this proves it you remembered what I said about this place. You show me how much you love me every day we have the most AMAZING kids together which I might add that there the best looking kids ever gotta add John into that to" he smiled and nodded
"Come on let's go look upstairs I haven't been up there yet" he smiled and let me drag him up the stairs when we got up he showed me which room would be who's
"Okay this one here is ours of course" the master bed room "It has a bathroom attached to it we have 3 bath rooms 4 bedrooms" he walked over to the next room "This one will be Eli's she has own bathroom. Of course, you always said she would need her own bathroom being a girl. How it will suck sharing with a boy" I smiled he's learning "She has a balcony because if she's anything like you she will be out there all the time singing or writing. And that will be Abel's room if we don't have any more kids he will have his own bath room but I doubt we wont have more kids you always said you wont at least 3 or 4. I don't mind about its making a baby that fun" I laughed and smacked his head I laughed and pointed to the next room "That's the spare bedroom if we do have 2 more kids we can give Abel the little granny flat out the back but that's up to you. You might wont to turn that into your own little practice" I smiled and kissed him
"I love that idea"
"Oh yeah and we have a little balcony out of our room as well" we walked out and looked at the back yard. I lent against his side and wrapped my arms around his waist
"Is this so I can watch the kids from above?"
"So to speak, yeah"
"Jax baby?" he turned and looked at me "I know I shouldn't ask this but I have to" he looked at me confused but with a bit of concern "Can we afford this place?" He laughed and kissed me
"You had we worried for a second there. Yeah ive had money saved up for years for when you came back I always felt that you would. I never new what I was going to do with it if you never came back but I guess I would of spent it ALL on Abel and buying him anything he wanted"
"You know baby by looking at you, you would never think that your such a softie to everyone else your this big bad biker guy but to kids and I your just daddy and my husband well soon to be any way"
"Yeah well you tell anyone ill deny it all of it" I laughed yeah sure he would
"Come on lets go back down to the kitchen fro seem reason I really wont to look at it again"
"You know you have always love being in the kitchen every time I go some where and come back your cooking. Why?"
"Oh ahhh It is what I do when I'm restless. I am not overly worried about anything. I just hate not knowing things. When im not at work being a doctor, cooking and taking care of my family has always been things that kept me calm they keep me from over thinking things"
"Over thinking things? Like me not coming back or getting hurt or going back to prison?"
"Yeah I know you will always do what you do to protect the people you love but sometimes it still scars me. I know we have that no secrets thing but sometimes you still don't tell me things that you think is going to scare me away. But you forget old ladies talk so something's you hide I end up knowing about" he laughed
"I just don't wont you to freak out on me and decide that you wont to take back what you said the day I went to prison"
"I didn't say that to take it back I meant what I said do you really think I would be marrying you if I was just going to take back. Shit ive said" I could not believe that he would think I would do something like that. I stepped away from him he tried to grab me again put I put my hands up telling him not to touch me "That after awhile ill be just like 'fuck it' I don't wont to be here any more. Remember that pain after I left that ach that there was a whole part of your heart that felt like it had been ripped stormed on then run over a bunch of times" he winced but nodded "Well imagine that but 3 times as hard. When you leave in the morning when I hear those words, I love you bye. I think oh crap is he going to come home later is he going to leave me as I did him. But then I hear one word that makes my brain scream 'you're an idiot he loves you to much to leave you like that your way to awesome" he raised his eyebrow like 'Really?' "Okay no it doesn't say that im totally awesome I just added that in they're for a laugh. But that one word is what makes me think of course he's going to come back"
"And what words that babe"
"Mummy" he laughed, "Don't laugh at me you go all teary eyed when you hear Eli try to say dada she's got pretty good speech for a 9 month old baby"
"I know she gets it from her mom"
"True. Cause she sure as hell did not get it from her daddy"
"Hey!" I laughed and quickly ran out of the room and ran down the stairs I looked over my shoulder and seen him following "get up butt back here" I laughed
I got down to the bottom of the stairs and quickly ran to the back door and opened it and ran outside I seen a table across the yard and ran over to it I stood behind it I was laughing so hard when Jax came and stood in front of me on the other side of the table
"You are going to pay," I laughed
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know but when u least expect it im gonna get you back"
"You can try baby but you will never catch me"
"Oh yeah" he jumped over the table before I could move he grabbed me and throw me over his shoulder I squeaked as he slapped my butt "what was that you where say about me not getting you?"
"Shut up and put me down"
"Nah ill just throw you in the pool for my pay backs"
"No, No, No Jax you cant throw me in their ill freeze"
"To late babe" he pulled me back over his shoulder and held me bridal style he kissed me cheek and throw me in I screamed until my body hit the water. It felt like I had been hit with a block of ice. As I came up, I knew I have to get revenge. I looked up and around and he was standing there laughing at me
"You suck Teller"
"You loves me Knowles"
"Yeah maybe to much. Now help me up the waters cold" he laughed and crouched down. I could reach him if I wanted to. He is so going to pay for this "Come on, Come on" I demanded, making my voice sound winy on purpose. He laughed and offered his hand so he could help me
oh god he shouldn't have done that
I grabbed his hand tightly and pulled with all my strength. A surprised sound escaped his lips before he fell down and made the water splash violently as he hit the surface. When his face came up from the water, he sent me a daring look, but I could see he was straining to keep from laughing. I started to laugh with him
"Probe shouldn't have chucked me" he laughed and splashed water at my face I closed my eyes. When I opened them, he was gone. I looked around, but then felt a hand wrap around my leg and pull me under. Oh, crap. After a whole lot of splashing and tumbling around, I felt his hands wrap around my waist, and we both broke the surface. He smiled to me and held me close to him, as if I couldn't swim or something. I did not really mind. He lovingly wiped the hair away from my face.
"God I love you. Please don't ever leave me" I said. I felt the tears come and I started to cry
"Tara?" he wiped the tears away "Im not going any where NEVER not without you"
I reached up in his arms and brought my lips to his. I felt his grip tighten around me as his lips crashed into mine as well. I instantly forgot everything. All I could think about was him and how his lips felt against mine. One of his hands sneaked up from around my waist to skim along my arm and shoulder before cradling the back of my head. He pulled me closer, deepening the kiss, making my toes curl.
(That was more a crying moment for me I was watching Army Wives and it was all a crying sad moment and I got all sappy SORRY)
He pulled me closer, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. His fingers ran in circles on my back, fingering the clasp of my bra, moving slowly around. I sighed into the heat of his shoulder as his fingers brushed the sides of my breasts.
He whispered my name in my ear, his breath sending shivers down my spine, and I dug my fingers into his back
"Lets get out of here before we both freeze and get into the house" He smiled the half smile that I love so much and dragged my out of the pool and into the house I almost knocked him over crashing my lips to him.
Before we could get any father we where rudely cut of by his phone ringing. I groaned and pulled it out of his jeans pocket
"How the hell did this thing survive after being drowned?"
"I didn't know but you should properly answer it"
I smiled and give him the look like 'Nah you think' he shock his head and answered it
"Hello" I could hear screaming on the other side "Yeah here she is" he passed me the phone "Trin" I nodded
"Hey Trin what's up?"
"Oh my gosh Abel wont stop crying"
"Why what's wrong with him?"
"He hit his head running around and now he wont stop crying saying he wants mummy and daddy" I laughed
"Okay we wont be long will be about 10 minutes"
"Thanks. But hurry" she sounded so sad
"Will be as quick as we can ill make Jax go as fast as he can on the bike"
"Thank you" I hung up and gave him the phone back he put it back into his pocket and asked what was wrong
"Abel smacked his head and now he wants us he wont stop crying unless where there so we have to go before your sister go crazy"
*****20 Minutes later*****
"Abel honey there coming calm down" As Jax and I walked in the door it looked like Trin wanted to rip her hair out. She seen as and relaxed "Oh thank you I don't know what to do he wont stop crying and screaming" she looked like she wanted to cry. Abel seen us and stopped crying
"Aww Hun the best thing you can do is let him cry it out or give him candy"
"Are you kidding me all I had to do was give him candy"
"Sorry" I picked Abel up and he stopped cry "Did you hit your head son" he nodded "What did mummy tell you about running in the house"
"Don't do it or I could get hurt or hurt Eli"
"That's right. Now apologize to aunt Trinity for making her so upset" I put him down and he ran over to her and looked up
"Im sorry aunt Trin for making you upset"
"Its okay baby just next time be careful" he nodded and went and sat down next to Eli who was playing with her toys on the floor
"Thank you for looking after them while we where gone"
"Oh yeah its fine. Did you like the house?" I smiled and we started to talk about everything that I was going to do for the kid's room.
I kept looking over my shoulder watching Jax who was now playing with the kids he still had his wet cloths on but it didn't look like it mattered to him much
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Im sorry this one isn't good like I said writer block I mean its kind of gone but its still partly there. Ive been stressed with school lately so I think that what's wrong I need to sort out my problems with that and I should be fine.
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