Hey guy well girls ive decided to do my fast-forward there's going to be a few more chapters maybe 4 or 5 ill have Tara's birthday in the next chapter then ill have the crazy bridzilla for the wedding then the wedding and then ill fast forward a few months for something that you have to read in the story to know . I may do a small preview at the bottom of the next chapter.
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Chapter 15
8 months 2 weeks and 3 days later
"Mamma can I get some of these please" I looked down and seen Abel holding a bag of chocolate fish
"Sure baby but you share with your sister to" he nodded and ran over to Jax who was holding a laughing Eli
I stood there watching Jax play with Eli, grab Abel, and start to tickle them. That was the Jax that I love so much the big bad biker but was such a daddy when he needed to be. I put my hand on the small bump that has just started to form.
Yep you guessed it im pregnant again, I only found out last night I haven't told Jax yet I haven't really had the chance I-
I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt someone come up behind me and put their hands over my eyes and whisper in my ears
"Guess who sweat cheeks" I sounded like a mans voice I voice that sounds familiar but I haven't really hurd in awhile I was not going to panic
"JAX" I said loudly
"Yeah babe"
"HELP" it went silent and I hurd Jax whispering to Abel telling him to hold Eli there and to not move
"Dude get your hands of off her" I hurd Jax say he sounded angry I hurd a slight click of his gun
"Oh wow" the hands disappeared "Dude she knows me" I stepped closer to Jax and spun around to look at him
If my jaw could it would be on the floor right now
"Peter" I looked at the person next to him "Trish" they both smiled and ran up to them and gave them a big hug "Oh my gosh guys its so good to see you"
"Yeah you to T. It's been so long"
"Yeah it has what are you guys doing here?"
"Oh where just passing through town thought we would come in and visit you actually stopped in here to ask if they knew where we could get in contact with you went to the hospital and said you own your own practice but wouldn't tell us where"
"Oh yeah I work out pretty close to my house so I can be close to my kids"
"You have kids," they both sounded shocked
"Oh yeah" I laughed "Guys this is Jax my fiancée and-"
"Hold up thee Jax the Jax Teller who was you high school sweet heart that knocked you up Jax" I laughed
"Yep the one and only that" Jax said next to me he shock both of there hand
"Crap sorry. Jax babe this is Trish and Peter. They where the guys who where with me through out medical school help me out a lot with John and become the cutest couple that I had ever seen." he frowned and laughed "Oh and my kids" I walked over to where they where sitting and grabbed Eli out of Abel's arms and held his hand. "Guys this is my sons Abel" they crouched down and waved at him he smiled and shock there hands
"Such a cutie he looks like you Tara" I frowned okay ill take that as people believe that he is my son
"Thank you" I felt Jax's arm wrap around my waist "And this is my daughter Elizabeth. She's daddy's girl. Aren't you baby" I tickled her belly she giggled and moved around in my arms
"Dada" she put her arms out for Jax. I pouted but gave her o Jax he seen my pout and kissed my lip
"Don't worry about her she just likes me cause I spoil her rotten" I shock my head and laughed I cant believe im jealous of my own daughter
" Told you she was a daddy's girl" they laughed "I would offer for you to hold but Jax don't let NO one hold her apart from me his mum and SOME of his family he only trust people he knows"
"No its fine we totally get it trust me. So Tara ho-" Trish was cut of by Jax's phone ringing. He was struggling to get it out of his pocket while because Eli was screaming and smacking him on the chest
"Want some help there baby," I asked he looked up smiling
"Yeah please answer it for me I won't be able to hold Eli ad the phone and hear what there saying" I smiled and grabbed his phone and answered which I seem to do a lot lately
"Hey this is the last time I answer your phone it seems to be every time I answer it" he laughed and nodded "Hello"
I hurd a scream come from the other end of the phone I laughed and put it on speaker phone
"Christopher Maracas Jones if you don't get me to Tara's this instant im going to smack you over the head with that fucking beer bottle" I laughed
"Trin HUN you there?"
"Oh crap" her voice got lower and sweet "Hi Tara I don't wont to rush you or anything because I know its your da of but I was wondering if you mind coming home please. My water just broke and there is no one in this world that I would rather deliver my child" the Screaming started again "FUCK YOU CHRIS WE ARE NEVER HAVING SEX AGAIN IM GOING TO RIP YOUR D-" I quickly put my hand over the speaker you could hear the slight mumble
"Sorry guys my sister got our dads bad temper"
"Its okay I have hurd worse im a mid wife and in the last 10 years im have delivered a lot of babies and that is pretty mellow compared to some of the stuff I have hurd. It will scar you for life" I laughed
"TARA, TARA you still there"
"Yeah im still here. How far are the contractions apart?"
"Ahh im not sure. Chris how long are the contractions apart?" I hurd a small mumble "You stupid Dickhead. He hasn't been counting apparently he's in panic mode. What about me im just about to push a baby out of me" I covered my mouth to smother my laugh (I for got what its actually called lolz) "ill can figure it out though stupid luck ass hole I think there about 10 seconds apart" I cringed
"Hi Trinity right" I nodded "hi Trinity im Trisha a friend of Tara's and im also I mid wife. How far are you from Tara's practice?"
"Ahh about a minute walk"
"Okay can you get their quickly then go into the room and get ready there is chance that she wont make it in time to deliver your baby"
"NO. No im not pushing this baby out without Tara she knows what she's doing she's pushed 2 baby's out" soon to be 3 "Tara please tell me you will be here I need you"
"I know Trin I promise I will make Jax go as fast as he can. Tell Chris that he needs to go inside the house and get a pot full of water steaming hot water and some towels and bring them out then go into Eli's room and get some baby wipes and one of her blankets and then leave you the hell alone. The more that you get mad the more your bodies going to react and wont to push the baby out," she moaned "Don't panic just makes sure Chris does that stuff and leaves you alone and relax as much as you can. Oh my chair gives back massages so you can use it"
"Oh yes please ill talk to you when you get here" I hung up and grabbed the kids
"Okay lets go" We started to walk out when I remembered Trish and peter 'guys are you coming ill need some help after" they both smiled and got in there car and followed as soon as we got into the drive I jumped out and ran to the back. Trin was sitting on my Chair smiling
"I take that as you haven't had the baby yet," I laughed when she sat up right and smiled to me. She shock her head "Okay well get up on the table and ill check to see how long before you can start to push" she nodded and Trish and I helped to get her up. Once I checked her out I realized that she was ready to push "Okay its time Trin where's that man of yours I think he wants to see this"
"He's out side I told him he wasn't aloud in till you told him that he was aloud in" I ran out the door and I seen him and Jax pacing back and forward waiting on me
"CHRIS" he jumped at least 3 foot in the air. I laughed "move, move, move get your ass in here or you will be like Jax and be pissed at your self for not seeing your child's birth" he smiled and ran straight in
***AFTER CHILD BIRTH*** DIDN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO WRITE THERE LOLZ
"He's gorges Trin" Jax was standing next to her. Trish and Peter had left after the birth saying that they needed to get going to carry on with there trip "He looks so much like his hot uncle" we all laughed I went over and pushed Jax towards the door "Get your fat head out of my office so I can check them both out. Always gotta steal the spot light," I laughed as he tried to push back in I giggled as I step out of the way and he almost fell over the hole room started to go into hysterias
"You're a bitch sometime you know that" I laughed and suck my tongue out at him
"You love me"
"Yeah im no so sure now" you could hear the joking in his voice but I acted as if I didn't hear it. Pouted and did my best to cry I felt tear roll down my face "Fuck, shit sorry babe" I shook my head and walked away you could see the shocked look on Trin and Chris's face I winked at them and they got it and relaxed "TARA" I walked into the office and shut the door behind me locking it. You could hear him banging but I blocked him out and checked Trinity out
"That will teach the dam ass for saying that shit," they both laughed
Once I finished up, I gave them the all clear
"Okay you will be sore for awhile so take it easy get Chris to do all the hard stuff. I know how much you wont to take a shower but you cant not today you cant get them wet you will have to clean your self with a cloth for now. Do not be afraid to call me for help im only a phone call away don't worry about how early or late it is. I use to that stuff " they both nodded
"Thank you Tara for everything for welcoming us into your family for helping me out with everything I don't know what we would do without you and Jax here to help us"
"I no its fine trust me. Im just glad you are happy. Hey Chris can you give us a minute I need to talk to Trin about something. When you get out their smack Jax over the head and then tell him its from me but don't tell him im lying" he smiled and nodded he walked out and we laughed as we hurd a 'Hey. What was that for'
"What did you wont to talk about Tara?"
"Oh nothing that cant wait" I smiled and looked down at the little boy
"No come one tell me"
"Nope. Have you got a name for the little guy yet?"
"Im not telling you till you tell me what you wanted to talk to me about" I shock my head and scrunched my nose up at her
"Fine ill just do this" I walked over to the door and opened it Chris was sitting with Jax on the table " HEY Chris" he turned and looked at me "What did you name the little guy?" he opened his mouth to say something when he looked over my shoulder. I turned and seen Trin standing there waving her hand over her neck
"Sorry Tara. My lady speaks" I glared at him I stuck my middle finger up then closed the door
"Fine but you tell me the name first"
"Nope cause once you know the name you will then come up with a stupid lie," I laughed she knew me so well
"Okay fine" I grabbed her hand and put it on my little bump that you couldn't really see. Her eyes widened and looked at me in shock
"No way" I nodded "Does Jax know" I shock my head "How long have you known?"
"Ahh just under 24 hours"
"Oh my gosh Congrates"
"Thanks. Now name," she laughed
"Tyler. Tyler Teller"
"You're going to name him Teller"
"Yeah I wont him to have the family name. Give him dads name" I smiled and kissed his little hand "Thanks again Tara it means a lot to me that you have let me in"
"Oh gosh stop that I didn't let you in you where already in you have been since the day you found out that you and Jax where related"
"Yeah not such a good day. What we almost did to fine out we where" I laughed
"Yeah im sorry about that"
"Nah not your fault trust me if it was I would so hate you right now if it was" I laughed "So when are you going to tell Jax that your pregnant?" I laughed
"Never im going to not tell him and see how long it takes him before he realize that I am"
"Isn't that a little mean?"
"Nah. But it will be fun watching him panic Everytime I throw up" she laughed
"Wait aren't you guys getting married next week."
"Yeah. Why?"
"Well why don't you tell him then as a wedding gift?"
"Cause it will be funny when I start to get fat. See if he actually says Tara your getting fat babe. See how long he's standing for," She laughed
"When he does call me and I hold him down while you beat the crap out of him" I laughed
"Thanks"
"We sat the for awhile making cooing noises and laughing when Trin spoke up
"So it's your birthday tomorrow what are you planning on doing? Jax taking you out"
"Nothing. Why you know something I don't?" she looked away "Trin" she put her head down and looked at Tyler
"Trinity what do you know?"
"Nothing I don't know what you're talking about"
"Fine don't tell me. I will just go out there and get all dirty on Jax and see how long it takes him to tell me"
"Yeah right Jax isn't going to tell you has a party plan-" she cut her self of when she realized what she was saying
"Ah ha I new it. Thanks sis"
"You suck that's an fear you take advantage of a drugged up women," I laughed
"No I would never do that" she shook her head at me
"Don't tell Jax you know he will kill me if he knew that you knew he's been planning this for months"
"Really months?"
"Yeah ever since Eli's first birthday he wouldn't let Gemma any where near it. He said it would be your first real birthday since he's got out" AWWWWWW
"See why cant he be that nice when other people around"
"Because he's as people say Jax teller the VP of sons of anarchy," she said making it seem scary, I rolled my eyes
"Yeah and to his family like us he's Jax teller VP of the sons" I made it sound nice
"True but he likes to keep up the hard ness about him he doesn't like people seeing his weakness"
"And what's his weakness?"
"This" she poked my belly and my shoulder "And toughs kids of his out there family is his weak spot" I smiled and stood up
"Lets get out and see our boys before they come in here. Thanks for not saying anything to Jax about this" I put my hand in my belly
"Thanks for not saying anything to him about the party" we both hugged and started to walk out of the office we kept and arm around each others waist. As we walked out the boys stood up
"Finally everyone's waiting inside for you guys" Chris and Trin started to walk inside I followed until I felt Jax's arms wrap around me
"Babe im sorry for what I said before and upsetting you" I smiled and turned around in his arms and wrapped mine around his neck
"It okay. Im just feeling a bit hormonal" HINT "At the moment" HINT
"Oh im still sorry that I made you cry I hate seeing you cry" Oh come on Teller how can you not get it
"I know that's why you don't see me cry that often" he smiled and lent down and kissed me.
He lifted me up ad I wrapped my legs around his waist. I felt the table against my back. I knew this was a bad idea but I didn't care.
I let go of his neck, stuck my hands under his shirt, and ran my hands up and down is abs (GOD I LOVE HIS ABS) I felt a small shiver go through him, We couldn't go far before we were interrupted once again
"Hey you to we already have one baby stop trying to make another one" Gemma yelled out
"To late" I whispered. Jax's head snapped to my face CRAP
"What did you just say?"
"Nothing"
"I hurd something" I shock my head
'I think your hearing things there baby" I unwrapped my legs and pulled my hands out of his shirt, kissed his cheek and walked inside ignoring the slight mumble coming from behind me as I walked in the door I looked over my shoulder and seen Jax's head tilted to the side a bit trying to figure things out. CRAP
"Jax baby come inside and see you nephew. Before Chris and Trin have to leave" he lifted his head and then looked down a bit. He shock his head and came in
"He walked over to Trin and sat next to her on the couch and pulled her in to a hug.
He sat there talking to people for an hour but kept looking up at me with confused eyes. I would smile and wink at him to be funny. But he would keep looking confused after awhile it started to get to me so I take Eli and Abel up stairs for a nap you could see that they where starting to get tired. Once I had put them to bed with in 2 minutes they where asleep I kissed both there heads and went into Eli's room '
Abel and Eli are sharing a room now because Jax and I decided to paint Eli's room to make it look girly. We have already done Abel's room he's is like Harley themed it take me a month to do and that was with help.
Eli's room is done like the beach she loves the beach always asking if we can go I even take some sand from there and put it in a special box with some shells she has a hammock I her room but isn't aloud to use till she gets older.
I walked over to the wall and started to paint the sunset when I hurd a small knock on the door I looked and seen that it was Lyla
"Hey Lyla"
"Hey Tara can I talk to you for a second"
"Sure comin close the door no one will hear us I mad the room sound proof for Jax's sack" she laughed and shut it and sat down next to me and picked up a brush "So what did you wont to talk about?"
"I wanted to ask you about the guy the beat up Trinity" Shit, Shit, Shit
"Oh yeah what about him?"
"Did he tell you his name?"
"Ahh no not that I can remember. Why?"
"Oh just wondering because I remember you telling me you shot im" I nodded looking at her confused "I got a call from my mum a few days after the wedding telling me that my dad wasn't actually dead he was alive and has been in jail all these years"
"Oh"
"And that he was shot by someone in the gang sons of anarchy" I looked at her apologetic
"It was you that shoot him wasn't it" I nodded
"Are you mad at me?"
"No because then she told me that he was the guy that killed your mum" I cringed "im so sorry Tara"
"Its okay it's not your fault you weren't the one driving the car" I seen a tear run of her cheek and land in the paint "Lyla don't cry please" she wiped her face and looked up at me
"You don't hate me."
"No. I couldn't hate you for something that you didn't do your dad killed my mum not you" she grabbed me in a hug and squeezed me
"Im still sorry"
"You can be sorry all you wont but its not going to change anything its not going to bring my mum back its not going to change who I am or how I feel"
"Can I ask why didn't you kill him. I know he's my dad and I should love him but why didn't you?"
"Because that would be becoming the person that I knew I would be if I didn't leave charming all those years ago"
"What do you mean?" I opened my mouth to say something but didn't get to because there was a knock at the door
"Come in" the door opened and in came Jax and Opie
"Everyone left a little while ago and couldn't find you"
"Oh yeah I put the kids to bed and came in here to think then Lyla came wanting to talk"
"Talk… about what" Opie said he still doesn't fully trust me when Lyla and I are talking alone and secretly
"The night Trinity got attacked" they looked at us confused. Jax's eyes widened and shock his head at me "She knows her mum told her. Sit and ill explain" they both sat down next to us "okay so the guy that attacked Trinity was Lyla's dad" he opened his mouth to say something but I cut him of "Let me finish everything I need to say and then you can ask questions" he nodded "So when I shoot him we called Jax. When he got there we all talked for a bit when Juice said that we need to move the guy at that point I didn't know he was Lyla's dad so I went over and got Juice to help me roll him over as we did he grabbed my around the neck and held a knife to my throat. While he did that, I talked to him trying to get im not to kill me and let me go. Therefore, I asked him if he had a daughter and he said yes Lyla. I talked to him for a bit and I asked him why Lyla's mum told her that he was dead he said that he killed a women while drink driving. I asked him who it was he said Rosie Knowles" Opie gasped "Yes my mum. She keep apologizing for him and I just told her that her doing that isn't going to bring my mum back"
"Yeah but I wanted to know is why you didn't kill him" Lyla said
"Okay what I was going to say before I was I didn't kill him because it would have made me someone I didn't wont to be. The reason I left charming is because I was scared" Jax looked at me confused. I had to roll my eyes " I was scared that if I stayed here I would have ended up like Kay lee or I would of become like Gemma. Im not saying there is anything wrong with Gemma im saying that I didn't wont to become like her. To be able to kill someone and not feel"
"I don't get it" Jax said
"I guess an easy way to say is I don't wont to be that stereo typed old lady"
"Are you saying that your trying to set an example for all old lady's that you can be the tough chick but can still be hard" Lyla said
"Yes like Gemma said to me once.
****Flashback****
"Was your dad a Catholic?" Gemma asked pointing to the plastic sculpture of Mary on the dashboard. I scoffed
"No, superstitious," I paused. "You seem better. A little more at peace." Gemma reached forward and pulled Mary off the dashboard.
"You believe in God?"
"Not that God," I said under my breath. Something, I believe there's something connecting all of us. You?"
"I believe we all got a job to do," Gemma said.
"Fate," Tara said plainly.
"Service," Gemma corrected. "For you, its medicine. You are a healer and nothing should ever stop you from doing that" I thought about what Gemma might mean by that and what service Gemma might have. Then I realized
"For you, its family."
"Yeah, I get it now," Gemma said. "God wants me to be a fierce mother. That's my path," Gemma finished putting Mary back on the dashboard.
***End Flashback***
"My service in this world is medicine and hers is that fierce mother who does anything for her family. I guess what im trying to say is that we all have a roll me medicine Gemma mother, Trinity caretaker helps you with anything and everything. You" I pointed to Lyla "Well I haven't figured out what you are yet I think you maybe the one everyone comes to talk to when they need someone to talk to' she laughed
"Yeah I guess that's me"
"Does that explain what I was trying to say?"
"Yeah that you save peoples lives not take them and that you didn't wont to be that person"
"Yeah that was just easier way of putting it I think I said it that way though"
"You did but you just explained it a lot better"
"True" we both laughed "Im not afraid to hit some one brake there ones I can just summon up my inner Gemma when I wont to do that but im not a killer I cant kill people"
"I get it know" Opie said "But who am I" it wasn't really a question but I answered it ay way
"You are Opie you struggle to fit in and carry a lot weight on your shoulders with pressure coming from family friends and job. Though you struggle to make ends meet you are reluctant to break the law. But when left with no choice, you will resort to your old, unsavory ways. You're a man who loves his family and will always protect them"
"Wow" he said. We all laughed
"Then who am I?" Jax asked
"You baby are mine" he smiled and kissed me "No you are a. And don't say anything about what im about to say" he nodded "you are a sensitive soul. Trying to steer away from the path of violence and aggression. You seek the truth. This is also the reason why you struggle with your own sanity. You also care about your family. Especially me" I giggled and rolled my eyes "There is no way you're EVER going to turn on your friends"
"CRAP" both Opie and Jax said at the same time
"What?"
"When did you get so what's the word" he looked at Lyla
"Intuitive"
"Yeah intuitive"
"When I started having kids"
"So was that when John was born?"
"Yeah kind of yeah. That and the lady that smacked me across the face after John died and told me to be the person that I moved to Chicago to be the one that would make my son- OUR son proud of me"
"So Johns death was who made you who you are today," Lyla asked
"Yes" she smiled at me
"Come on babe lets get home to the kids tell them there's a new person to add to the family" Lyla said I looked at her shocked how does she know. Then I realized she was talking about Tyler
"Okay guys give the kids a kiss for me and ill see you later"
"Okay will be around about 9 to say happy birthday so be awake"
"Trust me even if I didn't wont to be awake I still would be maybe ill get morning birthday sex " all turned our head to look at Jax
"Hey im not going to turn down sex so yeah maybe you should come just a little later" we all laughed and walked out
"So Mr. teller are you going to help me in here or are you going to head down stairs and make me a late snack" I looked at the clock it said 4:30. "Dam I didn't know it was that late I wouldn't have let those kids go to sleep" he raised his eyebrow at me. "Come on baby please you don't even have to make anything. You could just get me some chocolate or you can go down the street and get me something nice and yummy"
"Like?"
"Hm what do I fell like? Oh, I know I would LOVE some strawberry ice cream with some bananas and some chocolate"
"Okay then. Well because its you ill go get it"
"Thanks baby" I kissed him quickly as he was leaving after he left I locked all the doors and went back p stairs I hurd Eli cry I quickly ran in and grabbed her before she woke Abel up she wrapped her arms around my neck and fell asleep on my shoulder. I smiled and grabbed a blanket of Jax's and I bed and went out on the balcony and laid down on the chair. Eli let go for a second and got confterble and went back to sleep. I hugged her close to my chest a fell asleep next to her*()_+|~!#$%^&*()_+~!#$%^&*()_+~!#$%^&*()_||+_)(*&^%$#!~~!#$%^&*()_+/*++-*/*-++-*/*-
A/N
Just so people knowElizabeth Teller October 15th
Abel Teller (I don't actually know the date that he was born on the show but ill just say) July 3rd
Tara Knowles/ Teller February 16th
Jax Teller September 19th
"John Jackson Teller 8th of May
This one of the longest chapters I have done shocker right eel the next few are going to be like this just letting you know it was 5,518 word WOW