Chapter 16
When I woke up, I felt arms wrapped around my body I thought it was Elizabeth until I realized that those hands where WAY to big and to manly to be Eli's. Jax
I looked around and realized that we where in bed. Did I sleep for that long? I looked up at the digital clock and it said 5:27 Am WOW 13 hours dam. I turned around in Jax's arms and just watched him sleep he looked so happy so peaceful. I lifted my hand and slowly put it on is cheek trying not to wake him but he woke up instead
"Hi" I whispered
"Hi" he whispered back
"Im sorry I woke you baby. Go back to sleep" he lent forward and kissed me
"Happy birthday babe"
"Thanks" he pulled me closer to him and laid my head on his chest waiting for him to go to sleep after about 10 minutes I hurd his breathing slow down and I new he was asleep again. I slowly slipped out, went into Abel's room, and checked on the kids they where sound asleep I could hear Eli mumbling I guess she got that from me.
I remember when I was about 14 and I stayed at Donna's house with Jax and Opie and apparently im not 100% sure that they where telling the true but Opie and Donna told me that I started to talk and I kept say. Jax, My Jax back of bitch which I think he liked because the hole day he kept smirking at me and flirting with me a lot more then he usually would. I kissed both of there heads and laid my hand on my stomach
"Hey guys I wont you to know before daddy that mummies having another baby YAY" I whispered
I knew they couldn't hear me but I wanted to just tell them. I stood there for a minute then went into Eli's room I opened the French sliding doors and all the windows so that the fumes from the paint wouldn't effect me and turned on the radio The first song that played was Taylor swift love story. (Actually turned my radio on while I was writing this and that song came on lolz.) Thank god for soundproof walls
2 Hours laterI had finally finished Eli's room it looked really good (I post a link on my page soon so you girls can actually look at what it would look like ) I looked at the time an seen that it only said it was around 7. So I decide to go into the spare bedroom and start to paint a family tree on the wall I painted our names together when I realized that I could show this room to Jax if he seen it he would know that I was pregnant. I wanted him to guess it on his own so I finished up and locked the room and hide the key away where he wouldn't find it.
I decide to go down stairs and cook the kids some pancakes from breakfast.
Once I had finished it had only been 40 minutes so I put the pancakes in the fridge and started to make Jax and I some Bacon and eggs when I felt some arms wrap around my waist even though I knew it was Jax but I looked over my shoulder to check
"Hey babe how long have you been up" he said while kissing my neck. I shrugged
"Just a few hours" he grabbed the stuff out of my hand, put them on the bench, and spun me around to look at him
"What's wrong you went to bed early last night, you wake up at god knows what time and was watching me sleep"
"Sorry," I said, embarrassed. I always got caught. He pulled me closer to him, and I rested my check against his muscle chest.
"No need to apologies, babe. You're free to look as much as you want - it just creeps me out, that's all." I snorted.
"Sure it does. It really just gives a boost to your already over-inflated ego, and your giant fat head. It's a wonder you can walk through doors."
"Oh ha-ha your luck its your birthday other why ill have a come back for that"
"Oh yeah baby sure you would" he raised his eyebrows at me "What if it wasn't my birthday you would come up and excuse then to why you don't have a come back. But it's just cause your really bad at them"
"What ever gorges. Go sit down and ill finish this" I kissed his cheek, I slapped his ass on my way over to the table, just as my butt hit the chair I hurd Abel screaming my name from upstairs I for got I had put the baby gate up so that they couldn't come down
"Muuuuuuuuuum" he yelled, I laughed when I seen him standing with Eli at the gate "When does Eli get her own room back? She keeps waking me up" his speech has gotten a lot better some times he gets that little stator but he's gotten really good"
"Tonight baby I promise you can have you room back Mummy finished Eli's room this morning"
"Really?" I hurd Jax ask me from the kitchen
"Yes nosey it toke be a few hours but I got it done it should be just drying up now"
"Well after breakfast will have to go have a look Abel"
"Okay daddy" I opened the gate and he slowly walked down the stairs holding Eli's hand I stayed close just incase the tripped. Once we got down stairs I put the kids in their chairs and gave them there pancakes when Abel spoke up
"Mummy why is the spare bedroom door locked?" Abel said
Shit crap fuck what do I say. I had seen Jax look at me out of the corner of my eye
"Oh mummy just has some stuff in there that can make you very sick and I didn't wont it unlocked so you or Eli can get in there" Nice cover
"What is it mummy?"
"Don't worry about it baby ill tell you when your much older" he pouted but nodded
I sat at the table watching Jax cooking breakfast with no shirt on which I do have to say made me want to rub myself all over him. That Chest, abs that tattoo I felt like I was drowning in his body. GOD this happened last time I was pregnant I was craving his body all the time GRATE. We where sitting here eating our food and I wanted to jump across this table and screw his brains out.
I pulled out of my thought when I hurd the door close I looked up and seen Opie and Lyla comin with the kids
"Happy birthday aunt Tara" they all yelled. They ran up and hugged me
"Thanks guys" I hugged them back
"We got you a present" I looked up glaring at Opie and Lyla they both raised their hands up
"We didn't pay for it. It was something that they made" I smiled and looked down at them
"What is it?" I asked
"Open it aunt Tara. Open it"
"Nah I think ill wait till later. Sound good to you guys?" they all frowned at me (Haha I just noticed that Opies daughters name is Ellie lolz ill have to come up with away of saying there names when there together)
"" Kenny Ellie and Piper said (I think that's the right names)
"But you have to ask uncle Jax he might have something special planned where you can give it to me then" Jax's head snapped up and looked at me, I raised my eyebrows at him. He dropped his fork in anger
"How the fuck did you find out?" I laughed I knew I had to cover for Trin
"Well when you're the VPS old lady you have this power over the other old lady's its actually really funny"
"How did you know there was something up?" Lyla asked
"I didn't really I wasn't really fishing for wedding things to be honest I forgot it was my birthday. And when my source told me that he was planning something big for my birthday I let the wedding stuff go"
"Why where you looking for stuff for the wedding?" Jax asked
"Well you wont tell me where we are getting married which I should by the way. So I pulled my VPS old lady card"
"Crap. Who told you?"
"Im not telling you that"
"Well im not going to tell you anything of what I have planned" I stuck my tongue out and turned back to the kids
"Okay ill open you gift now" I smiled and unwrapped it "Awwwwwwwww. Guys this is amazing I love it thank you" I looked down at the picture that they had given me it as the picture that Lyla had taken at Elizabeth's first birthday. The frame had our names painted around it
"What is it?" Jax asked
"Nah im not telling you." I kissed them all on the cheek as a thank you I stood up and put it behind my back and started to walk out I looked At Opie and Lyla "you tell him what it is you dead meat" Lyla laughed
"I wouldn't Lyla she's maybe serious" she stopped laughin
I went in to the lounge room, went to the fireplace, and stuck the best gift I have got on the mantel. I was standing there looking at the picture when I felt arms wrap around my waist I love it when he does that.
I put my hands over his hands
"Who told you babe?"
"Just drop it Jax don't crap out a beautiful day" he kissed down my neck then back up to my ear biting my earlobe I shivered and shrunk back into his chest
"Mummy, Mummy" Abel came running in and latched onto my leg
"What's up son" Jax let go of me and picked him up
"Can we look at Elizabeth's room now?"
"Yeah mummy can we?" Jax asked. I laughed and kissed Abel's head
"Sure baby. Just don't touch the walls yet take everyone with you and tell them not to touch ever"
"Where you going?" Jax asked
"Im going to go for a quick shower. Do I need to put anything special?"
"Nope what ever you wont just not to much clothing trust me on that" I raised my eyebrows but ignored it there was no way, I was going to get anything out of him
*****Seven hours later*****
"Jax baby where are we going we have been driving for half an hour now?"
"No where now we here"
"Thank god it's hot in this dam car," He laughed
"Ma can you grab the kids out for me please" I listened carefully trying to figure out where we were
I could hear the beach, I inhaled the smell and I could smell the sea salt
"Baby are we at the beach?" He laughed
"Yeah babe." He take my blindfold of, everyone was sitting around a little boom fire "I remember you told me that one of your best birthdays was at the beach and yes I know your mum was there but I thought that you wo-" I cut him of by kissing him
"I love it thank you" he smiled and dragged me over to everyone
"Happy birthday Tara" Everyone yelled
"Thanks" I began greeting everyone. I had already gotten a hug from Bobby, Happy and Juice. When I approached Clay and he wrapped me in a big hug bringing me feet off the ground.
"Can I talk to you for a second love?" He asked
"Yeah sure just give me a minute to tell Jax' her nodded, I went over to Jax who was talking with Opie and Chibbs. When I got there, Chibbs hugged my first once he put me down Opie came and picked me up
"Happy birthday lil sis" I laughed and hugged him back
"Thanks Op" I turned to Jax "Ill be back soon just got to do something. Don't worry about me I wont be gone to long" he looked at me confused as to what I was doing but I walked away before he could ask. I walked over to Clay and he pulled me down to beach a bit
"What's up Clay what did you wont to talk to me about?"
"Nothing really I just wanted to say thank you for everything you did while the boys and our where in the lock up. You helped keep this club afloat while Gemma was on house arrest and even after she was off. That means a lot to the boys and I and we wanted to give you something special" he reached into his cut pocket, pulled out an envelope, and passed it to me
"What's this?"
"Open it" I opened it and seen to plan ticket I looked at where it was going
"New Zealand?" I was shocked I had remembered talking about going there with Jax years ago when we where in our teens before he joined the club
"Yeah I remembered. I don't think Jax does either"
"You know I properly wouldn't be surprised if her did he's been doing things for me lately reminding me of promises that he made me when we where kids but never got to do"
"Yeah I know he told me that this was his way of making up for things while we where in the sells"
"So he knows about these" I lifted the tickets
"No love it is a present from all of us to you and Jax like a honey moon for you guys" YAY
"Thank you" I hugged him again
"We love you love You are a hell of a woman, I am glad you stuck through all this for Jax because I don't know what he would be like now if you went around. Take care of him"
"I will" he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and we walked back to the party, as we walked up I seen Jax playing with the boys. A huge smiled spread across my face
"Go" Clay whispered "Have fun just don't hurt him to much" I laughed, kissed his cheek I took off running and when he seen me coming he threw his arms out. I jumped into them, wrapping my arms around his neck and legs around his waist. I had tears coming down my cheeks but I couldn't help it. I put all I had into a kiss that made my knees weak.
I felt someone put there hands around me and pull me of Jax I growled
"Why is it every time we do this someone has to interrupt us and pull me of him?" I looked and seen Opie there
"Well last time this happened we where out side a prison and this time." He lent closer to whisper in my ear "There are kids around" I blushed and hid my face in Opies chest
"Sorry" I felt the vibration in his chest
"Its okay miss pregs" he whispered. My head shoot up and looked at him shocked
"How did you?"
"Trin kind of told me when I was talking to her earlier. She can't come to the party and she wanted someone to help you to get away with not drinking so she told me so that I could help" I laughed and shock my head
"Thanks Opie. But don't tell Jax okay god don't tell any one not yet I kind of wont to wait and let this pregnancy stay between a few of as so that people wont be on me 24/7"
"Of course" I smiled and turned back to Jax
"Okay guys shut up for a second" Clay said everyone laughed and turned to him "Welcome, everyone. Normally I wouldn't stand up here and make a speech when everyone is roaring to get the party started, but I felt today is special" Everyone picked up a beer and Jax passed one to me I smiled and thanked him. "First, I wont to congratulate Jax for meeting an amazing woman" He nodded at Jax then turned to look at me. "And I wont to thank you Tara for sticking around when time got hard and im pretty sure I speak for everyone here when I say that we love you. And we know you will make a fine queen for Jax. Happy birthday Tara. Cheers"
"Cheers" Everyone yelled and had a drink I put the bottle to my lips and made it look like I was drinking it
"Come one Tara speech," I laughed and frowned at Opie
"Okay. Well I don't really know what to say," I giggled "Im not very good a speeches so im just going to say thank you all for coming it means a lot that my family could be here to celebrate my birthday with me, I love each and every one of you. Cheers" we all drunk again but I didn't this time. I seen Opie tip his drink up side down and I passed him mine without anyone seeing
****3 Hours later*****
"Tara honey Nita's here" I smiled and thanked her I grabbed the Eli from the blankets while Jax grabbed Abel
We walked over to the cars and seen Nita standing next to her van
"Hello Tara"
"Hello Nita" she kissed my cheek
"Happy birthday"
"Thank you. Sorry we rang so late we just didn't wont to leave the kids out here so late and when it's starting to get cold"
"It fine will class this as my present for you" I laughed
"Oh okay thank you"
"Its fine. What about Opie's kids am I taking them to?"
"Ahh im not sure do you mine though."
"No of course not I love these kids like my own"
"Thank you" I put Eli in the van. When I was done, I went to look for Op while Jax put Abel in I couldn't find Op but I found Lyla sitting at the table talking to Gemma
"Hey guys sorry to interrupt but Lyla Nita said she would talk the kids if you wanted she doesn't mind"
"Oh really. That would be good thanks" I smiled and she helped me get them to the car. I gave her the new alarm code number to the house (We change it every few weeks) I kissed the kids and watched them leave, once they where out of sight I felt Jax lift me up bridal style
"Hey what are you doing?" I laughed
"What am I not aloud to pick up my beautiful fiancée?" I laughed
"Well tell her from me that a good ass-kicking is on the horizon for" he laughed and kissed my neck
"Oh do a detect a bit of jealousy?"
"Hell no the ass-kicking isn't for her its for you" he put me down and wrapped his arms around me I laughed when he raised his eyebrows at me "What?"
"You give me an ass-kicking. I would so like to see that"
"Oh really?"
"Yeah bring midget"
"Nah ill do it when no ones around I don't wont to embarrass you in front of your brothers" he laughed
"Sure that's why" I laughed and slapped him up side of the head, he looked at me shocked
"What?" I tried to keep my laugh in but it wasn't working
Oh your SO going down" I giggled and ran I pushed my self as fast as I could, I could hear him behind me getting closer but I ignored him. I seen Opie and Lyla standing there talking so I quickly ran over to them and stood behind Op, he started to laugh when he seen Jax come running at us
"Move brother" Jax said laughing, I hurd Op laugh and go to move but I grabbed his cut and made him stay there
"Don't you dare move Opie"
"Move bro"
"DON'T"
"Oh come on guys why did you have to hide behind me"
"Because it was either you or Bobby. You're the biggest and you're the only one that will tell Jax to piss of" I laughed and so did Opie
"True. Piss of bro"
"Fuck up bro" they both laughed "Okay now give me my old lady"
"Sorry Tara" Opie quickly moved and Jax come running at me and tackled me to the ground I felt a sharp pain in my ribs I hissed when we hit the ground, we rolled are fighting for top for a little while I hurd a couple
"I got ten bucks of Tara" And
"Twenty says she kicks his ass" I smiled and noted to myself to thank them later
After another minute of rolling around Jax got the upper hand and pinned my hands above my head, straddled my waist and used his legs to hold down mine
"Fuck babe you have got stronger" I laughed
"Yeah well Lyla and I have been going to the gym for the last few months so things happen" he laughed I hurd someone yell
"Come on Tara you know how to get out of that remember what Adam showed us" I remembered that Lyla and I had been taking self defense classes lately ever since that incident with her dad (I know your thinking 'but she didn't know that was her dad' I know that she just thought it was some random guy)
(Don't worry if you guys wont to quite reading now this one wasn't my best chapter ever it kind of sucks ass lol so I wont be upset if you stop reading the next few chapters will be the wedding then the trip then the birth)
"Who the fuck is Adam" I hurd Jax and Opie ask at the same time
"Aww do a detect a bit of jealousy?" I used his words from earlier
"NO" he said
"Sure, sure baby"
"Im not jealousy I just wont to know who the fuck is Adam"
"He's a self-defense teacher at the gym"
"Why are you seeing a self-defense teacher?" Jax asked I looked over at Lyla and she nodded
"Because of what happened with Trinity and Gemma" I felt Jax tense "Sorry" he nodded he let go of my hands but didn't get up "We just wanted to be ready to fight back if we needed to"
"You know I will always be here to protect you."
"I know that Lyla and I both know that you guys will always be here to protect us but you guys wont always be around you cant follow us every where and we wont to be able to look after our self's" I quickly pulled my leg out and lifted it enough to wrap around his waist and flip him to pin him to the ground he had a shocked look on his face "like that"
"Nice babe. But your not strong enough to hold him down long enough"
"Oh I know. Adam showed us the presser point on your neck that can put them to sleep for about 5 minutes enough time to get away" before he could see it coming I pushed down on it he's body went lip under me. I let out a small laugh and kissed his head
"Hey babe guess what im pregnant," I whispered. Its not as if he will remember that when he will wake up.
Speaking of being pregnant, I started to feel sick I stood up and swayed a little but made it look like I slipped on sand but I could tell Opie court that he came over and wrapped his arm around my shoulder to hold me up
"Okay Juice, Bobby, Tig pay to Clay, Chibbs and I you guys lost" he hurd and bunch of little grumbles
"Hey guys can you do me a favor and sit him up someone like on the Picnic table make it seem like he passed out over there if he asks if any of this happened can you tell him-"
"Don't worry love we know what Jax is like we wont tell him anything if he asks will tell him it was just a dream"
"Thank you"
"Come on Tara I can see your going to be sick lets get you away from all these people" Opie whispered in my ear, I nodded and he take me out behind the car far enough that no one could see us I lend over and puked what ever was left in my guts out. I felt Opie grab my hair and hold it out of my face. Once I was finished, I sat up and lend against the car
"Thanks Op"
"You know this is going to be really hard to hide from Jax"
"I know I just wont to see how long it takes him before he realizes"
"You know this is going to be hard to hide from my best friend fuck the shit I try to hide from don't last long he can always tell when I am"
"Well if you feel like spilling tell him to call me if he wants to know then quickly text me to tell me"
"Good you hung out with Jax an I to much when we where kids" I laughed
"I know" he pulled me back to the party, gave me a bottle of water, and grabbed some gum out of Lyla's bag
I looked around for Jax and seen that they had put him down on the picnic chair spread out like her fell asleep there. I laughed and went over and lifted his head up, sat down and laid it down and my legs.
A few minutes later, he woke up. I laughed when he woke up with curious eyes
"Hey baby" I said kissing his lips lightly
"Hey. What happened?"
"Oh you drunk a little to much and passed out on my lap"
"Shit how long was I out?"
"Not to long" I snorted
"But I had this dream-"
"What dream?" he sat up and started to tell me about his dream I laughed when he told me that I got the hold on him "Awww baby are you dreaming that im stronger then you now. That's a little crazy don't you think?"
"Little bit but I hurd something at the end" I froze what?
"You did. What did you hear?"
"I hurd you saying something" Dam I thought he would have been to far gone by then
"Are you sure it was me?"
"Yeah I know that voice any where" Shit, crap, dam
"Do you remember what I said?" he looked up at me confused trying to figure out why I was asking 20 questions
Jax POVI started to move around when I realized my head was on someone's legs I looked up and see Tara. I looked at her curious as to why I was here
"Hey baby" She lent down in kissed my lips lightly
"Hey. What happened?" It was kind of a blur I don't remember going to sleep and im sure I didn't drink that much
"Oh you drunk a little to much and passed out on my lap" Im sure I didn't drink that much
"Shit how long was I out?"
"Not to long" she let out a little snort. I started to remember some things. I remember Tara and I rolling around on the ground trying to figure out who got the upper hand and then-
"But I had this dream-"
"What dream?" I started to tell her about what I was dreaming about when she laughed at what I told her about how she got me
"Awww baby are you dreaming that im stronger then you now. That's a little crazy don't you think?"
"Little bit but I hurd something at the end though" She froze I take that as a hint as she knew what I was talking about so it wasn't a dream it did happen but how did I end up here
"You did. What did you hear?"
"I hurd you saying something" Her eyes widened
"Are you sure it was me?"
"Yeah I know that voice any where" Her voice is the one that im most in tuned with
"Do you remember what I said?" I smirk rose on my face
"I do" no I don't but maybe she will tell me if I act like I do. She looked at me a minute before she let out a puff of air I didn't know she was holding
"Okay come with me we need to talk" she grabbed my hand and we walked down the beach once we came to a stop she sat down and pulled me with her "Okay o you remember when we moved into our new place and we talked about having some more kids. Maybe?" I nodded where was she going with this "Well we… we don't have to try any more" I looked at her confused for a minute trying to figure out what the hell she was talking about when it clicked
"YOUR PREGNANT" She put her hand over my mouth
"Shsh. I don't wont everyone knowing yet I was thinking we could just keep it between us for now. Well us, Trin and Opie"
"They know. Wait how long have you known?"
"Just a few days I told Trin the day after I found out and she told Opie tonight because she told him to help me hide that I wasn't drinking"
"You know I kind of already knew"
"What really? How?"
"Well I got the hint yesterday when mum said you don't wont to be making another baby and you said to late I started to think of things then. And when you asked me to get that ice cream you told me while I was in lock up that you kept craving that kind of ice cream. And you slept a lot while you where pregnant with Elizabeth and what you slept for 13 hours yesterday"
"So you listened when I tell you theses things"
"Yeah. Well at least I can be around this time"
"I know you've had 3 kids and you have been to noun of there births" I cringed
"Dam you make me sound like a bad dad"
"Well there was goodish reasons for all of them. You didn't know about the first one" I nodded. I still wont to talk to her about that one I wont to know more about John what she can tell me at least "And the junkie whore fucked everything up so you couldn't be there" Stupid bitch almost killed my son "And well you where in jail for the last one. But you get to be around for this one the mode swings the bithcyness. Oh yeah and the midnight cravings I get a lot of those you can even ask Opie cause he was the one that was running around me he never said no"
"That's cause he loves you your like the sister he never had" she smiled and moved closer to me and wrapped her arms around my waist and laid her head on my chest
"You know today has been really weird nothing like what It would usually be for us. I someone wrote a book about us today would have been pretty boring" she laughed into my chest
"Yeah it is actually but it was nice a day for just normal people. Will get a couple of day like that after the wedding thanks to Clay"
"What about Clay what did he do?"
"You don't know I figured he would have told you" I shock my head "He gave us tickets to New Zealand for a few days for our honeymoon said I deserve for all the stuff that I have done for the club over the years"
"Oh well ill have to thank him later" I hurd her yawn and her breathing slow down "Night babe. I love you"
"Love you to" she mumbled.
I sat there for a little while just watching the waves and thinking how lucky I am that I have such an amazing fiancée.
I looked down at Tara and put my hand on her belly
"I love you to baby girl. This time im saying baby girl that way you will come out a boy"
Im so sorry guys (Girls) I don't know what's gotten into me I just keep thinking about my fast forward and I forget about the cool stuff for this one ill try as best as I can to make this was really good before I go to the fast forward which I might add I have started to write and it is AWSOME.
Can you guys help a little maybe give me some ideas for this one please HELP!