Chapter 17
" Mummy, mummy, mummy" I hurd Abel and Eli Jumping on my bed screaming at me " Mummy, mummy, mummy" they started to jump closer to my hands when they stopped I quickly jumped up and grabbed them both and pulled them down and started tickling them they screamed out. "Daaaaadddddddddy." I looked up and seen him watching us leaning against the door.
"Hey daddy" I said to Jax
"Hey baby" he came over and kissed the kids heads. Then turned to me and kissed my lips lightly
"What happened to you last night?"
" Just some club stuff keeping things good for the day so we can get married without some shit going on" I laughed
"Yeah like that's going to happen I beat you im going to have to patch someone up before the end of the night"
"I wouldn't be surprised but just take it easy tonight. I don't wont you stressing out"
"Aww baby trust me when I say watching the fight then patching them up is nothing compared to seeing you get taken away from me"
"Im sorry" he looked at me I shrugged. I didn't want to make him feel bad - I knew he didn't do it intentionally to hurt me. Ever. His expression was breaking my heart. I wrapped my arms around his waist, and hugged him as tightly as I could His arms wrapped themselves around me so gently I almost burst into tears.
"Its okay Jax honestly if it wasn't I would have told you but it is okay I promise" I lightly kissed his lips. "Now what are we going to do about these little rat bags?" he smirked at me and turned to look at them
"Well mummy I think that we should tickle them until they scream" Abel did a little scream, jumped of the bed, and went running Jax started to tickle Eli.
"I've got Abel" I jumped out and went after him I looked around and seen that Jax forgot to put the gate back up I went running down stairs and seen him standing at the bottom sticking his tongue out
"Come get me mamma"
" Don't worry baby boy im coming" I take of down after him he run into the kitchen I new he was going to the dining room, I quickly ran in and shut the door behind me. I quickly ran to the door that I new he would be coming through any second I called his name and he came running im smiling I quickly shut the door
"Hi honey" he turned and looked at me, it was a second before he went running under the table " Hey, you get your little butt out here" he stayed under I walked around the table as I got half way I seen the chair get pushed out I was to slow to move out of the way before it hit me right in the stomach. I let over groaning, I sat down and let the pain that was there slowly ease away. Abel came out, looked at me, and went running out the door
"Daaaaadddddddddy" shit " Help" I hurd footsteps coming down the stairs. I tried standing but it was to late " Im sorry daddy I didn't mean to hurt-" he stooped talking and started to cry
"It's okay son" he picked him up and quickly rushed over to me " Are you okay babe"
"Yeah I will be just remind me not to play with him when he hides under the table and can push chairs really hard"
"Shit did he get you in the stomach?" I nodded " Fuck" I glared at him and pointed to the kids " Sorry. That word is for daddy and mummy only I don't wont to hear those words coming out of your mouth do you hear me" he looked at Eli then he did Abel, I laughed and rolled my eyes of course
"Yes daddy"
"Yeas dada" Eli is still such a cute bum when she tries to talk
"Good now go watch TV till I call you for breakfast" I looked up at the clock it was only 5:30
I felt Jax's arms wrap around me and pull me up of the ground
"I can walk babe"
"I know I just wont you to take it easy" he sat me done on the chair " How's the stomach?"
"Its fine just a little pain it will go away he didn't hit me to hard it was more I walked into it." He looked at me with concern " Ill be fine. If its still sore soon ill tell you and we can go to the doctors and have a look" he scrunched his nose a bit
Ive known he's always hated hospitals with everything that happened with Abel and me he hates going in there"
" Fine if im still sore soon ill check my self out I have and ultrasound machine in my office ill check the baby then" he smiled
"Okay I think that's going to be kind of fun we can get a scan when ever we wont" I laughed and shock m head
"Well you might have to help me when I get to fat I wont be able to do it right" that made him smiled harder. I swear that if his cheeks could, they would have cracked " Okay smarty pants since you told the kids you where making breakfast I would like some pancakes"
"I never said I was making breakfast I said I would call them when it was ready"
"Fine then I pulling my card," he laughed
"What card?" He looked at me confused
"Oh you don't know the card all woman have the card we have some many cards its not funny"
"You going to tell me what the card is?"
"Yep. I pulling the pregnant fiancée card" he laughed and sat on the ground leaning his head against my leg, I wrapped my fingers into his hair
"So that's the card. I guess it could work. But how many more cards do you have?" he tilted his head back looking at me
"Oh millions baby M.I.L.L.I.O.N.S' I laughed when he cringed
"Dam."
"Oh we even have I wont a nice warm bubble bath. See then if you go then go run it your self we start crying and go 'but im fat and pregnant with your child…. Oh god im fat you did this to me' and then we start beating your chest with our weak hits and you feel all bad and run us a bath with a foot rub"
"Dang… so is this your way of saying do what I tell you to when I tell you to?" I laughed and kissed his head
"Sorry baby but…. Yep" he laughed and grabbed the back of my head and pulled me down to kiss his lips "Why don't you go get breakfast reading I just wont some cereal im going to have a shower. Before the girls get here and drag Eli and I away to get ready."
"Okay babe"
"Promise you will be there"
"I promise with all my heart I will be there"
"Thank you. I love you"
"Love you to"
"Soooooo. Soon to be EX Knowles" I looked up at Jax "You never told me what you actually did for you bachelor party when you had it" On crap I thought he would have forgot
"Nothing to big"
"Then why did you come back drunk" I laughed
Flashback"Hey Tara get you ass down here now before I come up there and drag your sorry ass down" Lyla yelled up the stairs
"Lyla" I yelled back down the stairs "Im coming im just fixing my hair. God shut up" I hurd a bunch of laughs
"Aww babe calm down or you have the kids running in there and you will never leave" Oh that could work
"Eli? Abel?" I yelled down
"Oh ha-ha nope there outside can't hear you very well"
"Oh shut up smart ass" I got to the stairs and started to walk down I seen Jax and Lyla standing at the bottom
"Well hello sexy" Lyla said wrapping her arms around me
"Hey get your hands of my woman" Jax came over and push Lyla away lightly
"Hey keep your hands of my woman" I turned and seen Opie coming through the door. He came over and gave me a hug
"What are you doing here?" I asked
"Jax called me told him to come over keep him distracted so he won't be thinking about you the whole time and wonting to punch someone in the head" I laughed
"Well I doubt you're going to work. But what will is just keep reminding him that he has a kids to look after" he nodded
"Okay you to stop whispering" Jax asked "Where are you guys going tonight anyway?"
"Just dinner" Lyla said
"I don't know if I want to let you out of the house when you're looking as hot as that. Where are you really going?" He dropped the rag in his hands he's (fixing something on his bike) and letting his fingers tighten themselves on my hips as he pulled me into him.
I smiled and kissed his neck, only having to stretch up a little. Thanks to my amazing heels,
"You better wear this for me some day..."
"I'll try." I giggled at his face "Don't work too hard looking after those kids" I quickly grabbed Lyla's hand and ran out of there before he asked more questions
"Have fun."
"Not without you" that will keep him happy for awhile
-8-8-
There was a huge line outside going all the way around to the side of the building. Lyla took my hand and walked me straight up to the door, ignoring the line completely.
"Hi," she smiled beautifully at a bulky man at the door. "Is there any way we could go on ahead?"
He smiled widely and opened up the door for us. "Always room for a couple of hot girls," he said to us. Lyla and I giggled as we stepped into the club.
There was rap music bumping through the speakers. Laser lights flew around the room, making the place a million different colors through the dark Tara. There were people from wall to wall, and a lot of them took notice as Lyla and I made our way to the dance floor.
Lyla held my hand as we moved our bodies to the beat. Every time I looked away from her, I noticed there were more and more men clustering around us. Most of them were much older and completely unattractive, but a few were young and good-looking. One of those ones came right up to me and took my hand from Lyla's. He smiled nicely, so I let it go and danced with him for a few songs. I wanted to night to just be fun so I wanted to forget that im the fiancée to Jax Teller the VP of Sons Of Anarchy
"What's your name?" he yelled over the music into my ear.
"Tara," I said loud enough for him to hear as well. He twirled me around and put his hands on my hips. I brushed them off coolly and spun back to face him. "What's yours?"
"Jordan." He held out his hand politely, and I shook it. He had long dark hair and hazel eyes "Can I buy you a drink?"
"Sure I guess" we walked to the bar where Lyla was sitting talking to the bar tender "Hey" I said to her
"Hey. I wont you to meet someone this is Matt, Piper's dad" I looked at he shocked she shock her head
"Hi" I put my hand out to shake his hand "Im Tara. Its nice to meet you"
"You to Lyla's told me a lot about you"
"Really?"
"No" he laughed, "This is the first time ive hurd about you I just wanted to be nice" I laughed
"Well thank you for being nice but if it makes you feel any better ive never hurd about you a day in my life"
"Not really it makes me feel un loved" he said in a fake cry tone. I looked over at Lyla confused. She lend in to whisper in my ear
"Long story but the short version is. He's gay he had a fight with his boyfriend one night and came to see we got a little to much to drink one thing led to another 9 months later Piper came along" Wow
"Oh okay" I smiled at her and turned back to Jordan "So where's the drink you where going to buy me" he pointed to the bar I toke a shoot and asked for another one
"So, how come I've never seen you here before?" Jordan asked as the bartender brought us over two more drinks. We downed those before I answered.
"I've never been here before. This is supposed to be my Bachelorette party."
"You're getting married. That blows," he said as the bartender brought us two more drinks.
"Not really im happy that im getting married"
"But you're to young"
"Are you going to take that back when I tell you I have 2 kids?"
"DAM. All the good ones are taken. Are you sure you're not making a mistake?"
"Hell no. Ive been in love with this guy for as long as I can remember" I smiled thinking about Jax
We had a few more drink and when I mean a few it was more like 20 more (Haha)
"Come on lets go dance" I smiled and he pulled me out to the floor. Bomb by Chris brown feat. Wiz Khalifa came on and Lyla came out to join us. Once the song was finished, Jordan asked me
"You sure you have to get married?" he asked in a sexy voice.
"Yeah, that's the plan. Of course I don't have to, I want to though."
"Well, he's a lucky man, whoever he is. He'd probably like to kick my ass right now," Jordan laughed.
"Probably," I giggled. "He's pretty protective."
"I'm sure he has to be with a girl like you. You probably have guys forming a line to just get a look."
"I'm not all that great," I smiled.
He pulled me close and looked into my eyes. "You are wrong. You are gorgeous... Definitely the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life." I laughed
"Thanks" Lyla said. I laughed a her "Im gonna go back to the bar"
"Yeah im gonna go to the toilet wont be long" I laughed and nodded I stayed and danced. I closed my eyes and just let the music take over my body. I don't know how long I was dancing for but I felt hands on, my ass; I turned expecting to find Lyla standing there playing a joke but instead saw a guy I didn't know. I pushed him back and slapped him across the face
"Oh easy there girl im just having some fun"
"Yeah well I don't wont to have fun with you now leave me alone before I kick your ass" he laughed
"Oh baby you couldn't hurt me even if you tried"
"You really wont to take a bet on that?"
"What ever baby just come dance with me" he put his hands on my waist and pulled him close
"She said no dick head" Jordan came over and pushed the guy away from me
"Bro fuck of im having fun" the guy went to step around Jordan and tried to grab my hand
"No you fuck of and leave her alone" Jordan swing and punched the guy in the face. I gasped and take a step away from them when the fight broke out. I was smiling at how nice Jordan was he knew that he was getting nothing out of me but he was still being nice.
After about 5 minutes the fight was broken up and Jordan came over to me
"Sorry Tara" I laughed and looked at his face
"Don't be sorry it was nice wha you did for me not Meany guys would have stopped to help me so thank you"
"Its okay I don't like seeing guys trying to take advantage of a girls drunken Tara" I laughed
"Hey im not that drunk"
"Yeah sure that why your swaying a little right now and trying to look over my cut like you know what your doing" I smiled and grabbed my bag and pulled out my old work id
"I do know what im doing im a doctor," I laughed at the shocked look on his face
"Sorry" I shrugged and whipped the blood on his face of
"You'll be fine it's just a slight scratch"
"Thanks" I nodded. We sat there talking for a bit until Lyla came over
"Hey we better get going Opie just txt me they miss us" I laughed
"Okay well it was nice to meet you Jordan maybe ill see you again some time in the future"
"It was nice to meet you, Tara Hope you have a happy marriage"
"Thanks" he hugged me and I started to stubble out of the club
"Come on will go back to my place for a bit Opie's out and Nita's looking after the kids for us" I laughed and nodded
JAX POINT OF VIEW (yes I know his point of view but its in Tara's flashback but I just wanted to put it this way and yes I know not funny but I tried I really did but I couldn't think of anything funny sorry)I was sitting on the couch freaking out wondering where the girl where when I hurd my phone start to ring I quickly grabbed it and seen Opie's number pop up
"Hey bro"
"Hey man. You hurd from the girls?"
"Nah bro. Im freaking out bro. What if something happened to them"
"They will be fine but if it makes you feel any better I can come over and watch the boys for you an you can go have a look around'
"Thanks bro" I hung up, ran up stairs, and got dressed I throw on my patch and stick my gun in it holster. I went into e kids room and checked on them. Once I had finished, I went down stairs and Opie came through the door
"Thanks for his man. I wont be to long" he nodded and left I jumped on my bike and started to drive to the closest club when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. I pulled over and answered it
"Hello'
"Hey Jax" oh Lyla I let out a breath that I didn't even know that I was holding "Tara needs a ride home where at mine. I would take her but ive had to much to drink and this one cant hold her liquor" I laughed
"Hey if you weren't talking to Matt you would have had been right there with me"
"Ill be there soon" I couldn't help but laugh as I heard my drunken Tara laughing in the back ground. She had the cutest laugh and it happened to sound extra loud. She mentioned she needed some girl time and it seems that she was taking advantage of it. "She seems to be a happy drunk"
"Oh yeah! I'm warning you…she's very affectionate and she's been discussing some ideas she has for you when you get her home"
"Uhhhh…" I didn't find a response for that comment. I was curious what Tara had to say, but I sure didn't want to hear it from my best friends wife. "I'll be right there." I snapped my phone shut, eager to get to my girl.
When I walked inside, I saw Tara sitting next to Lyla on the couch. They had their arms wrapped around each other's shoulders with their cheeks pressed up together singing with a song on the radio. Tara's cheeks were flushed from the alcohol and her eyes seemed a little glazed over. She still looked beautiful.
"Well Tara the entertainments here" Lyla said They both turned and looked at me
"Turn up the music!" Tara yelled.
"Come on Jax show us we you got" Lyla said
Before I could say anything Tara launched towards me and wrapped herself around my body. "Sorry Lyla, but this one's mine," Tara garbled out. "He needs to take me home and give me my own private show," she said in a seductive tone I thought I was going to exploded right then and there
"Hello to you too. Feeling good I see," I snickered.
"Take me home," Tara whispered in my ear before she attacked my neck with her mouth and tongue.. I could feel my body start to react to her, so I quickly said my good-byes, grabbed Tara's things and carried her out the door.
"Have fun you two!" Tara laughed "Hey if you see my husband send him home I wont my own show!"
"Will do" when I got to the bike and unwrapped Tara's legs from my waist and placed her on the bike. Tara to advantage of my close Tara by grabbing my face to kiss me. Her tongue entered my mouth and I could taste the distinct rum and diet Coke flavors. I continued to kiss her for a few seconds before I broke the connection and pulled away from her. Tara's bottom lip puffed out and her arms crossed her chest like a little girl who wasn't getting her way.
"Oh relax you," I chuckled at the sight and stroked her cheek as, I turned away from her and got on the bike
"Tease" I hurd her whisper"
"Im the tease look what your wearing and you had to leave earlier tonight in that, that's a tease"
"Oh shut up and get me home and show you what's under it" She wrapped her arms around my waist as he took off. She began to run her hands up and down his abs and then got lower, playing with his belt.
"Babe, you are killing me." I leaned over and kissed his neck.
"Oh I know im just hoping it will make you drive faster"
I gunned the engine and ignored all speed limits. I pulled in the driveway, parked and turned off the bike. Tara got off but before she could go anywhere, I had grabbed her and pulled her onto my lap, kissing her thoroughly. However, she pulled away
"Jax, we can't do this out here." I groaned but nodded, once we were off the bike, I bent down taking out her legs and putting her on my shoulder. As we got in the house, I put her down and went to find Opie he was sitting and the kitchen table eating a sandwich
"Hey bro im guessing from the giggles I hear out there that Tara's home' I laughed
"Yeah she's home. Thanks for staying man"
"All goods bro" I smacked him on the bike and started t head back to Tara when I remembered what Lyla said
"Oh bro message from the wife she wants you home apparently show wants her own show" opies chocked on what he was eating I slapped him on the back helping him out. He jumped up, put his plate in the sink, and started to leave
"See ya bro" I nodded and walked up stairs to see Tara passed out on the end of the bed in her bra, underwear and heels. I laughed and take her heels of and pulled her under the blankets
"Love you babe" I kissed her head, undressed, and fell into bed with her
End flashbackTara POV
"Oh we didn't do anything just had a bunch of drink and danced nothing special" Jax frowned at me he seemed to always new when I was lying "What did you guys do?"
"Nothing that the boys and I always do. Have a few beers and shit"
"Yeah that better have been all you guys did" he looked away from me and looked at the clock "better get these kids food ready you stay here or go out in that lounge and sit with them" I nodded
"Yes sir" I saluted him bossy ass
"Smart ass"
"Yeah but you love this ass" he smiled and pulled me and turned me around
"Oh yeah I love that ass" I turned back around and slapped his head go get the kids food done please before your sister and Lyla get here and take Elizabeth and I away." he scrunched up his nose and left. I went to stand up but had to sit back down there was still a lot of pain in my stomach. I really hope this isn't bad
Girls came to take Elizabeth and I (5 hours later)
I had been sitting in this chair for hours get facial and Mani Pedi's it was nice and relaxing until the pain came back again. But this time I just ignored it a wouldn't let it screw my day up.
I was sitting in the chair waiting for Lyla to come in with my dress when Trinity spoke up
"So future sis are you existed?" I laughed
"Yes ive planed this day since the day he asked me to be his girl friend I am so ready for this day"
"Good" she stood up and gave me a quick hug "Take care of him"
"I will but shouldn't you be telling him this?"
"Oh I did after the wedding ask him to lift up his shirt and see if you can see the small bruise on his ribs" I laughed "I can pack a good punch when its for a good course. We both laughed and kept talking until Ly a walked in holding my dress (Okay girls when I wrote this I hadn't picked out a dress so you will have to go to my page and see what dress I picked. Oh yeah I for got Lyla's wedding dress is up there as well as are the Bachelorette part dress are up to)
I jumped up and put the dress on Lyla put my Garter on and fixed my hair and make up by the time we where done it was time to get married or at least go to the place that I still don't know and get married
"Is someone going to tell me where im getting married?" Trin and Lyla looked at each other then looked back at me
"No" they said at the same time and started to laugh
"Fine be that way" we started to walk out to the car and we got in (Oh man im having a hard time trying to figure out who is going to walk Tara down?) and Op was sitting next to me in the back
"Hey Op thanks for doing this for me" he smiled and gave me a quick hug
"You're my little sister of course im going to do this for you I love you to much not to" I smiled
"Thank you Opi you are defiantly the brother I never had"
"Jax and Tara have apparently done it the hard way and done vowels so here we go. Jax would you like to go first" he smiled and nodded
"Tara You are the most amazing girl I have ever met in my life. I love absolutely everything about you, from your hair to your brilliant figure, your voice, your nervous giggle, and the fact that you claim to love me as much as I love you. The way you play with your hair when you're nervous like right now" I dropped my hand and everyone laughed. "The way you try to rush into things irrationally. How you can make me say things, I never thought I would. The way your skin feels in my hands. The way you kiss. The way you always think of others before yourself...well, most of the time." I grinned with him. "You are, without a doubt, the most perfect girl ever created for me. I cannot imagine myself with anyone else in the world because it would just be wrong. I'm so glad you were sent to me, and I don't ever want to let you go. I will love you until the day I die and cant wait till the end of this ceremony to say. My wife I love you" Awwwwwwwww see I new there was a complete soft side to him
I had a bunch of whistles around as
"Your turn Tara" I laughed
"Are you serious im meant to follow that" Jax smiled and bowed to the audience "Smart ass" I smacked te back of his head" every one started to laugh as well as Elizabeth and Abel "Alright calm down everyone" it laughs quilted but I could still hear small giggles.
"I don't think you will
Ever fully understand
How you have touched my life
And made me who iam
I don't think you could ever know
Just how special you are
That even on the darkest night
You're my brightest star
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
How you've made my dreams come true
Or how you've opened my heart
To love and the wonders it can do
You aloud me to experience
Something very hard to find
Unconditional love exists
In my body, soul and mind
I don't think you could ever feel
All the love I have to give
And im sure you have never realized
You're my will to live" I hurd applause coming from all around. I smiled and went to bow when the pain came back again. I cringed and stepped closer to Jax he looked concerned buy I shock my head and turned to bobby "Can you just finish this like right now please" Then he looked at me with concern
"Ahh sure. The rings" after he said that I didn't hear the rest I was just in auto pilot all I said was I do when needed "okay by the power invested in me by the internet thanks to Juice I now promise that you are husband and wife" he turned and looked straight at Jax you now kiss your Queen." I laughed and kissed him passionately. After we kissed I hugged him quickly and whispered in his ear
"Please don't freak out and make everyone panic but we need to go to the hospital and NOW. I think there is something wrong with the baby" he pulled back and looked at me "Please" he nodded and swung me up bridal style we started to leave when Gemma came up to us
"Where are you to going?"
"Oh ma sorry I have a surprise for her we will be awhile can you look after the kids. Ill talk to you later" he kissed her cheek ad put me I the car he started to speed of towards the hospital "What do you thinks wrong" he asked in a whisper
"I.." I started to cry "I.. I think.. I think im having a mis…miscarriage" I choked on the last word. I hurd his hand hit the steering wheel and him yell FUCK. My body started to rack with sobs.
A few hours later
I was laying in my hospital bed watching everyone coming in out of the room trying to talk to me but I wasn't listening I was thinking about something Jax had said to me when we where kids
Flashback"Penny for your thoughts?" Jax asked wrapping his arms around my waist I shock my head and looked at him
"What?"
"What's on your mind baby?"
"Nothing" I said smiling and kissing him on the nose
"Yeah ill believe that the day I go ballad" he flinched back and grabbed his arm "Is it falling out" I giggled and smacked his am
"No you egg"
"What wrong babe talk to me" I sighed and sat down in the middle of the drive at TM.
"Can you promise me something?"
"Sure babe anything" I toke a deep breath in
"Promise me you wont love anyone after me?" he smiled and sat down next to me
"I love you but I cant promise you that" I started to cry and stood up and started to run away "Tara. Tara wait let me finish" I stopped but didn't turn back to him. I tensed when I felt his breath against my neck "The girl that I will love after you will have my eyes your beautiful long her and that cute smile that you have and call you mummy" I relaxed and fell back into his chest "I could never love anyone else your are my love and my life Tara"
End FlashbackAll ways new there was something about him that made me love him so dam much I was still sitting there when I remembered the day Jax asked me out
FlashbackI was sitting out back on the porch reading a book that Gemma had brought me called The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. When I hurd a knock at the door I ignored it hoping that they would go away. It was silent for a minute but I hurd it again so I picked up my ipod and put it in my ears ignoring it full stop. I carried on reading when I seen my son being blocked I looked up shocked and jumping out of chair I quickly got in a defensive stance when I seen that it was Jax and Opie
"Happy birthday T" Jax and Opie yelled
"Thanks guy" I hugged them both then slapped their arms "Text me next time before you come I really don't wont to have a heart attack Everytime you see me" they laughed
"Sorry"
"Sure, sure. What do you wont?" I asked sitting back down
"Well I came to see if you have any baking I don't know why he came' Opie said pointing to Jax
"What ever I came to talk to Tara. So go search her kitchen while I talk" he laughed and shock his head
"So what did you wont to talk you about?"
"Us"
"What about us?"
"Tara Knowles," He began in an indulgent tone, "will you be my girlfriend?" I don't know what came over me but I came back with
"Am I pretty" Jax looked at me confused but answered
"No-" I felt I slight pain go to my heart
"Do you wont to be with me forever"
"No-" Shaper pain
"Would you cry if I walked away from you right now and never speak to you again?"
"No-" I hurd enough I got up and started to cry and spun around and started to walk away from him when I felt him grab my arm a tried to get free but he had a tight grip. He spun me around to look at him
Your not pretty" I went to cut him of saying that I didn't need to hear it again when he out his hand over my mouth "Your not pretty your beautiful." He dropped his hand "I don't wont to be with you forever I NEED to be with you forever and I wouldn't cry if you walked away I would die!" Jax stepped closer to me and kissed me softly on the lips "Please stay with me" he whispered
"I will," I whispered "But I need time to think" he nodded and kissed me again
End Flashback"Tara baby are you awake" I hurd Jax whisper I opened my eyes and seen him standing there next to Doctor Luts "The doc here wants to talk about the rolls of going home" I was still a bit groggy from the drugs. I nodded and sat up a bit at least tried to
"Hey Tara"
"Hey kellan" I tried to sit but a little better
"Don't worry you don't have to sit up" I nodded and laid back down "How are you feeling?"
"Like any one would have what I just went through"
"true' he turned to Jax "You got one tough girl here Jax" he smiled and laid his hand on my head
"I know that's why I married her"
"Oh yeah Congrates by the way"
"Thank you. To bad it was screwed up by this" I said
"Just thank your self lucky you didn't lose the baby Tara" (big gasp what she didn't lose the baby wha? Well yeah its happened before it doesn't happen often but I made it this way in my story lol)
"I know that thank you Kellan im so happy you saved our baby" he smiled and nodded
"Don't worry about ti I was happy to do it you saved my son when he was born it was my way of a thank you"
"Well that was the best thank you. you could of given me nothing will ever top that"
"Im glad. Now you know how you will have to be over the next 7 months Tara bed rest no walking to far no heavy lifting no stress just completely relaxed." He turned to look at Jax "Will you make sure that happens?"
"Of course even if I have to tie her to the bed"
"You do and you're dead"
"You cant stress remember and no long walks" he laughed
"Oh who said I was going to kill you ill just ask Gemma to do it"
"What will I do?" I hurd Gemma ask as she came through the door followed by all of SAMCRO
"Kill this young man if he ties doctor Knowles her to her bed so she wont get out"
"Nah I wont kill him ill just tie him up in the basement and torcher him for the duration of her pregnancy"
"I and ill help" Chibbs and Trinity said at the same time
"Well Mr. Teller it looks like you are out numbered' I said laughing
"Yeah for now" I giggled and looked and kellan
"Well I better get going ill come back later to see you will keep you in over night to keep and eye on you and the baby. If all goes well you should be able to go home tomorrow"
"Thank you. For everything" Jax shock his hand
"My pleasure" he nodded to everyone in the room and left
Jax sat down next to me and the bed and kissed my head
"Next time you feel pains like that don't hide it from me for so long" I nodded and smiled I still felt groggy. He turned to everyone in the room
"Tara is on bed rest for the next 7 months so no stressing her out" you could here the begging in his voice "Please" he whispered
"We promise for the next 7 months we will be good little kiddies we don't wont to see Tara hurt as much as you do" Chibbs said. I smiled at him and thanked them all. After about a minute no one had said anything they where standing their awkwardly looking at me
"Okay guys if you wont to ask me something ask. Ill tell you the truth" Gemma smiled and stood forward
"I wanna ask first. How long have you guys known? And when where you going to tell us?"
"Well ive known longer then him" I pointed to Jax "About a day longer so about 3, 4 days. And we weren't going to tell you guys not for awhile at least we wanted to keep it to our self's for awhile. You know Jax never got to really be around in any of the other pregnancy stuff so we wanted to just be us" I could see the anger that Gemma had in her face slowly fade away
"That's all I wanted to ask" she stepped back and Trinity stepped forward it felt like a game show
"What's up sis?" Jax asked
"What was wrong?" everyone perked up and listened to my answer
"I don't know im not a doctor" Jax said
"I wasn't asking you I was asking Tara. So zip the lip," I laughed
"Well when I got hit by the car there was some damage to my uterus but the doctors didn't notice also the placenta is a little damaged. That is why im not meant to walk to far, hold heavy thing, or have heavy things on my stomach because it could tear my uterus. If you uterus tears then there is nothing to protect my placenta and that means that the baby can die and there is a chance I could as well I could bleed out-"
"Not trying to be rude or sound like a ass hole. But why keep the baby if you could die?" Tig asked
"Dude' Jax said angrily
"Babe its fine. I have already lost one child in my lifetime and that screwed me up so bad. I still cry over losing John I refuses to lose another child over something that I can do" I said directly to Tig
"Okay. Thanks" he stepped I started to breath heavily you could hear the monitors start to rise and the beeping get louder
"Tara. Tara baby calm down " A nurse came running in and started to shuffle people out I wasn't sure but I think her name is Caroline
"Doctor Knowles needs to rest please leave if you still wont to talk to her later come in one at a time." They all smiled and nodded to me and left
"Mrs. Knowles are you okay?' I toke a few deep breaths in
"Im fine thanks. But you didn't have to kick them out its not there fault that, that happened it happens allot"
"Im sorry Mrs. Knowles but they had to go you don't need stress and for your heart rate to rise"
"I know what I need im a fucking doctor my self so don't tell me what I need. Get out of my room. Now" she rolled her eyes and left. As soon as the door was closed, Jax started to laugh
"Oh babe" he couldn't stop laughing "That was mean but awesome" I let out a giggle but tried to hold it in
"Glad someone thinks so" I could hold my laughter in I let it out "Oh… My …Gosh im such a bitch"
"Nah babe you not a bitch you know I would have told you if you where being a bitch" I laughed and gave him a quick kiss. I lent back and we both got confterble with Jax's arms around me "Thank you" Jax's whispered
"For what baby?" I turned slowly to face him.
"For this" he put his hand on my belly "I know your sacrificing a lot having this baby and as much as it is killing me. I am scared that im going to lose you. Don't get me wrong I am happy that you are doing this its just hard thinking that there is a chance you might not survive" I lend in and kissed the tip of his nose. I put my hands on his cheeks
"Baby" I kissed his nose again "If I new that there was 100% chance that I could die I would not do this but I know that if I do everything that the doctor said that I will be fine"
"Can you promise me that though?"
"No I cant promise you that but I can promise that i will do everything in my power to make sure that I stay on this earth with you"
"You better Tara I cant live with out you I need you"
"I know baby" I moved closer to him I laid my head in the crook of his neck "I love you"
"Love you to" it wasn't long before I fell asleep
8 months later
"JAAAAAAAAAAAAX" I screamed I hurd thumbs come running up the stairs Jax came running through he door followed by Gemma Opie Lyla Trinity and Chris
"What's wrong baby"
"My water just broke"
"Holy shit" he turned and looked at everyone like 'what the hell' am I meant to do. I laughed at him
"Get me to the hospital. Lyla can you grab all the baby stuff please and some cloths for wile im in there" she nodded and ran to THEIR room "Trinity can you call Nita please and ask her to come over and watch the kids please"
"Sure" she grabbed her phone and started to dial
"Gemma can you please grab my pillow' she nodded and went to go get it which left me with the boys "Okay boys down to you to do all the heavy lifting remember im going to be heavy I have TWO other human beings inside of me and I swear to god if you complain about my weight or hurt me I will kill you all. Am I clear?"
"Yes"
"Grate now get me to the hospital please the pain is killing me"
***"Time pass by*****
After hours of labor, I finally get to hold my babies
"Thomas John Teller meet Mummy" Gemma said
"Alisha Maria Teller meet Mummy" Jax said I smiled when they both laid them down in my arms
"Hi babies im your mummy" I smiled down at them both
"Will leave you guys to have some time with your babies will bring Elizabeth and Abel in soon" I smiled and thanked them all.
Jax sat down next to me and toke Thomas out of my arms so he could sit on the bed properly and for me to be able to see them both properly
"There beautiful. They must get their looks from their daddy" I said looking at Jax. He frowned at me
"Hell no there mummy is much better looking then their daddy. Right son" Jax put his finger against his hand and Thomas grabbed it
"Say no daddy with out your good looks Alisha and I would look plane"
"Sure babe if that's what you wont to think" I smiled when Elizabeth and Abel came running in Jax helped them onto the bed once there where confterble we introduced them to there little brother and sister.
I don't know how long we where sitting there for when I hurd the click of a camera I looked up and seen Gemma standing there
"That a keeper"
Hey girls this isn't the start of the first chapter but it is one the chapters but im not going to tell you how far into it before this chapter come up oh yeah the stories going to be in the kids point of view but in this chapter its in Tara's
15 years later
Tara's point of view
I was singing papers to discharge a patient when Hailey came running towards me I started to work at the hospital now and again they have been down a few people lately
"Dr. Knowles there was a school bus accident they need a pediatric doctor on scene 22 kids on the bus"
"Okay im on my way walk with me and tell me what happened?"
"Well apparently to bus was driving some students to and art trip at the creak the bus driver was driving a car went into the lane the bus driver had to swerve so they wouldn't hit head on and the bus flipped. A few kids where thrown out but a lot of them are still trapped in the bus. There is one child that is actually trapped under the car there waiting on you to get there to tell them if they should lift the car of the child." I started to walk to my car when Hailey grabbed my arm "There's a helicopter waiting upstairs for you it would be faster then the car" I nodded and ran up
I took in the scene below me a bus was on its top and a the car was on its side. The helicopter landed i jumped out and looked around I stooped short when I seen the girl trapped under the car
"ELI" I screamed
Did you like I think that was awesome way to leave you guys it makes you wont to read the story and find out what happens.
Well I want to thank you all for reading my story you have been awesome telling me what you think it means a lot I hope you continue to read my story.
Love you all thank you so much
Alisha Teller and Thomas Teller born on October the 3rd