A/N Okay. Chapter 6. Wow. I have never, ever been this excited to write a story. I have no idea why it's this one either. Oh, and, I'm thinking of changing the name of the story. Should it be "I will. I will. I will" because Shaun is gonna try to fix Andy. Or maybe even "We all know" Because I could change the lyrics to "Andy were going steady" Instead of "Sandy". Or maybe even a diff song. You guys decide, and review or private message to tell me what you think. I you're gonna suggest one, it has to be an SS song, Kay? Peace.
Disclaimer: Yada yada yada. Ya'll know the drill.
Andy P.O.V
It's been two months. It's been hard, but I've made it. I get nightmares and time zones where I just go catatonic. Sometimes I can't eat. I had expected Shaun to have gone a long time ago, but now he's been sticking by me, and he even has a job! I wanted to get one too, but Shaun Put his foot down. "No Andy! What if you have another episode? What if you have a breakdown? Look. You're better off at home. I love you, and I know what you're going through, but please. Just... Just wait. Give it a year, and then you can get a job. Promise." I understand. It's hard for him. But I couldn't help it. I've doing drugs. In fact, right at this very moment, I was smoking a bong. (A/N Okay guys, right now, I have no internet, so I can't really go into it much. And, I don't know much about drugs, so if I get anything wrong, so sorry!"
I heard keys in the door knob. I gasped, chocking on the smoke, and quickly shoved the stuff down into the loose floorboard.
"Andy? Andy? You home?" I heard Shaun yell.
"In here." I yelled in a weird, sing song voice. While he was walking down the hall, I quickly shoved some 5 gum in my mouth, hoping it would quickly disguise the smell.
I sat in the middle of the bed with my legs crossed like we did in primary school.
"Hey Andy. What's going on?"
I am so hungry. "I am so hungry." I sniffed, smelling something yum. Still sniffing, I walked down into the kitchen to see what the smell was. I looked in the fridge. Mm Chicken!
"Andy, eat a sandwich or something, that's for dinner." Laughed Shaun, following me in. I snarled. I was hungry, and I wanted chicken!
Shaun wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me away from the fridge.
"Andy. You can have some for dinner. Kay? Now, If you're hungry, have a snack. Dinner won't be long. It will be about half an hour." Yum.
"Kay." I agreed with him. I turned and started walking over to the game room, but ended up walking into the wall. Ouch. I glared at the wall and started yelling mean things about its mother to it. I went so far that I ended up kicking it.
"Andy? What are you doing?" By this point, Shaun would be needing new undies and pants, cause I think he peed his pants three times over from laughter.
I stopped and looked down to where my foot was about to make contact with the wall again. I saw some marks of my foot. I even saw some small cracks. I sat down and just stared at it. I don't know why it was so fascinating, but it apparently was.
Shaun just stood there. "I really need to sleep some more." I heard him mumble before he went to go make dinner. I, on the other hand, restarted my trek to the game room.
I went over to the wii and put in guitar hero. Looking over all the song we unlocked which was all of them. Choosing my personal favourite, I clicked on "I'm not okay (I promise)" by "My Chemical Romance".
Yes! High score! I screamed while jumping around the room for no apparent reason, and Shaun came running in.
"Andy! Are you alright?"
I stopped and blinked, then gave him a sheepish smile. Whoops. "Whoops."
"Yeah... Okay... I'm just gonna go continue dinner." Said Shaun slowly. He seemed... Afraid... In a way. I don't blame him.
Dinner was yum. It was roast chicken with roast veggies. I burped and stood up from the table, taking my dishes and rinsing them before putting them into the dishwasher.
"I'm gonna go bed now, Kay?" I managed to get out between yawns.
"Okay. I'll come soon. Just gotta do some work. Night. Love you." He sounded tired. I was about to suggest me working, but I knew that would be a bad idea.
I walked over to where he was slowly eating and kissed his forehead. "Love you too." I said softly.
I laid down on the bed after putting on my p.j's for the night. Sighing, I slowly drifted off to sleep, preparing myself for nightmares.
I woke up to Shaun's face right in mine. I had look cross eyed just to look into his eyes.
I blinked a few times just to figure out what was going on. When I did, I yelled in fright, scarring Shaun in the process.
"What was that for?" He yelled while holding his head. I guess he must have fell on it when he fell off the bed.
"You were freaking me out! I mean... Who does that!" Yeah. He freaked me out alright. I think I might have even crapped my pants. (A/N Please tell me you guys are smart enough to not believe that.) Really. Who does that?
'Well... I... Uhh... You're gonna think this is really weird... But... I was watching you sleep." Shaun looked sheepish.
I smiled. "Naww... Sweet." I'm all mushy romantic... But that was kinda sweet... In a creepy kind of way.
Shaun smiled, relived. "Wow. Scary. Thought you were gonna go ape shit on my ass. I am so messed up" He laughed, shaking his head. "Okay. I'm off to work. Love you, bye." He kissed my lips and walked out of the room.
"Bye!" I yelled after him before going to the loose floorboard.
Six hours later, and I was stoned. And I mean stoned. So stoned I resembled a stone. So stoned I didn't even notice the door opened, which was a big mistake on my part. I was so stoned, I didn't even hear Shaun yell out my name, which was the second mistake I made.
Shaun walked in, stopping in his tracks when he saw me.
"Andy! What the fuck do you think you are doing? Are you trying to kill yourself or something? Do you really think this is making it all better? No Andy! It is not! It's making things worse. Give me everything. NOW!" He was furious. "Wait... No... GET OUT! I'll get it all myself. I don't you when you're like this." He pointed to the door and I walked out. "Fucking hell." I heard him mutter. Hm... Food time.
A/N Okay? Bad? Let me know in the reviews. Oh, and how did I do in the bits when Andy got high?
