Don't Hate Me for Lovin' You
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So this is it …!
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
-Believe In Me, Demi Lovato-
Chapter 4
It's practically already one month since the incident with Nathan and they have not talked since that. Selena felt guilty about it. But she did not want to apologize to him. It was good for her to avoid him, she convince herself. But deep inside her heart, she felt very sad. Before that, Nathan always kind and care about her. But now, every time they met in the school, he acted as if he did not seeing Selena. He never drove Selena to school again. Now every day Luke will drive her. Luke is a very very good friends. In a short time, they already became bestfriends. And Carrisa too, in every chance she always stick on Selena.
Selena was pleased to have them as her friends, but she felt like something in her life was lost. She miss Nathan so much. She want to hear his laugh and see his smile again. Look at his beautiful eyes and drown into them. Melt in his hug and cry in his wide shoulder.
But now what she got from him just some cold face and even more cold stares. She felt her heart was torn into two.
Every night she cried her eyes out in her bedroom until she fell asleep. She did not felt like eat. She became more and more pale and weak. She was sick, physically and mentally. Her parent felt very worried about her condition.
"Come on, honey. Please tell us what's wrong with you." Said her mom.
"Nothing's wrong mom." She answer, with a weak smile.
"Nothing's wrong ? But why did you became so quite and look at you face !"
"What's wrong with my face ? You know my face is never be beauty." She tried to joke, but it sounded weak and pathetic.
"You are very pale !"
"Vampires always pale mom."
"You as white as paper !"
"Oh mom…"
"Come on honey, I know that must be something. School problem ?"
"Yeah, it's just, school is frustrating mom."
"Oh my dear…I know it never easy for you…"
"Yeah.." she felt guilty to lie to her mom. But it's not fully lie. School is a bit frustrating with Valerie and the other girl always give her a death glare. They did not like her because they thought, she stole first Nathan and now Luke. Luke is a popular guys in school without he try hard.
"You know you can tell me everything in your heart, it will always safe with me." Luke said one day when they are in the back of school, under the trees.
"What do you mean ?"
"I want to tell you, your secret will always safe with me."
"How do you know I have something in my mind ?"
"I'm your friend, of course I know something bothered you."
"No, I don't."
"Yes you do." He said with a firm voice. Suddenly she felt like told him about Nathan, about her feelings to him. She told Luke everything. She cried in his shoulder and Luke gently caress her hair.
"I always know there's something between you and that guy." He said softly after she told him her story.
"He just count me as his sister, the one he should protect and care about. He never looked me as a girl."
"He is blind."
"No, you know I'm just some ordinary girl. I'm not beautiful and perfect like the girl he used to like."
"I already said he is blind, if he looked at you like that. You're beautiful. You just did not realize it now, but you are. Honestly, I never saw someone as beautiful and kind as you. You're perfect." She laughed weakly.
"You just said that all to make me feel better. I confess that you said it like it was a truth."
"No, it's true." He looked down at her. He took her glasses away and stared at her grey eyes. They already changed their color from usually violet.
"Your eyes are so beautiful…." He whispered. She did not aware that they already come near, his lips barely inch from hers. Finally, he closed their distance and kiss her lips. At first their kiss was soft. When she reply his kiss, their kiss became more passionate. She never kiss someone before but it seems perfect to open her lips for Luke to deepen the kiss.
"It's…amazing." She said when they finally end their kisses to catch breathe.
"Yeah…" he leaned to kiss her again. Now she was ready to accept his kiss.
"Now, do not say you are not perfect again, because you are special and perfect for me."
"Selena…" she turned to see it was Nathan who called her. Her heart beat very quickly.
"Yeah…what's up Nathan ?" she said with a smile.
"I need to talk to you."
"Of course."
"Can we talk alone ?" he said whilst looked at Luke. I gave a look to Luke.
"Ok, I give you 5 minutes." Luke said.
"What ? Why did you who decided how long I can talk to Selena ?"
"I'm her boyfriend." He said proudly.
"What the fuck ? He is your boyfriend ? Is that true, Selena ?"
"Um, yeah." she said blushed.
"I can't believe this ! You barely know this guy and now you date with him ?"
"Keep your voice down, Nathan. You will draw a scene in front of this people !"
"I don't care !"
"Nathan !"
"Ok, ok. Whatever. I'm just want to say sorry for that incident before."
"Oh Nathan. Me too. I want to apologize to you too. I should not said such that thing to you…"
"So, now we make this up again ? Start from the beginning ?"
"Yeah…I miss you so much."
"Me too…"
"Wow, wow, look at this. Isn't this Selena and Nathan…?" they heard a girl's voice. It sound familiar. Oh no. This is so not happening.
"Vannesa…?"
Oow, who is this Vannesa ? Please keep review this chapter and I will tell you about her in the next chapter ! Hope you like it :)
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