A/N: Sorry for the time between updates. I really don't have an excuse. Forgive me! I decided to split this next chapter into two pieces. The next part should be up later today or early tomorrow. I promise. Reviews =LOVE

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own John Cena or Randy Orton, but wouldn't it be fun if I did! The song used is Suffocate by J. Holiday. The only thing I own is Abby.

When they walked into the club and all her new friends were waiting for her it was almost to much for her to bear. She threw herself into Randy's arms and sobbed.

"Don't cry, Princess."

"I'm sorry. I'm just shocked."

"Why? I just wanted you to see that John and I aren't the only two people who care about you."

"I see that. Wow! You are awesome. You know how to make a girl feel good."

"Thanks. Go mingle with your friends. I'll meet you on the dance floor later."

"OK, thanks again."

Randy watched her truly enjoy herself. He wanted to always be the one who put that smile on her face.

"Here's your watch, man."

"Thanks."

"Don't mention it. Anything for our girl."

"She's having so much fun. She's happy for the first time in a long time."

"That has a lot to do with you. You saved her and she's grateful but it's more than that."

"I hope so."

"Trust me. Go on out there and get your girl."

Randy crossed the the room and touched her on the shoulder. She turned and smiled at him. He took her in his arms as a slow song started to play.

Now even though I try to play it off
I'm thinking 'bout you all day long and
I can't wait for shorty to come through
From your lips and back up
to your eyes, my hands on your hips
when we grind I'm fantasizing
'bout what I'm gone do
to you
You got me fiending for her love (Can't Lie)
Man you should see how she got me
spending all this time with her (With Her)
I couldn't leave her if I wanted to
Her love turns men into fools
Tell me what a man is to do.

[Chorus:]
Cause I cant breathe when you talk to me,
I can't breathe when your touching me
I suffocate when your away from me
So much love you take from me
I'm going out of my mind

"Are you having fun?"

"So much fun, this is a great party."

"I'm glad you're having a good time. That's all I want. I care about you. I only want you to be happy."

"I care about you to. That's why I wanted to talk to you earlier."

"What did you want to talk about?"
"It's something I'd rather say alone in our room."

"OK. We can leave after the cake."

"There's cake?"

"Yeah, you're favorite, double fudge chocolate."

"Awesome! You take really good care of me."

"It's my job. I like taking care of you."

"So when is my cake coming?"
"Whenever you're ready."
"I'm ready."

Randy kissed her forehead and went to get the cake. John led Abby to the head of the table and every one sat down to wait for Randy. Every one sang Happy Birthday and cheered when she blew out her candles.

"Happy Birthday, baby girl."
"Thanks, John."

"What did you wish for?"

"Nothing. I decided not to tempt fate."

"What do you mean?"

"I just mean that lady luck has been so good to me. I'd hate to be greedy and wish for more good things."

"Abs, you deserve every good thing that comes your way."

"You're right Cena. She deserves only good things."

"Thank you. I find myself saying that to you a lot."

"You don't have to say anything."

"Yes, I do. Randy, you have no idea how much I owe you. I owe you my life. Because of you I have a life a life that I'm happy in. I'm not scared or in pain and that's all because of you."

"All the thanks I need from you is your beautiful smile."

"Randy, we really need to talk."

"OK, let's go. John can cover for us."

"OK, but I want to tell him goodnight first."

"John, Randy and I are leaving now and I wanted to say thanks again."

"No problem, baby girl. You know I always got your back. Have a good night, Princess."

"Thanks. We'll see you tomorrow."

Randy and Abby rode back to the hotel in silence. Randy thought he knew exactly what Abby wanted to talk about. He was ready to take their relationship to the next level and he hoped she was as well. Abby was worried about what would happen when she told Randy her secret. She knew he would be disgusted. That he would see her as she saw herself, damaged. She just hoped he could stand to let her stay the night. Once they were back in the room Abby changed her clothes and got her bags ready to leave. Randy sat on the couch and waited for Abby to join him. Abby knew Randy wanted her to sit next to him but she couldn't. She knew that when finished he would push her away and she didn't think she could bear it. So she sat at the other end of the couch.

"Why are you sitting all the way over there?"

"It's better if I'm over here."

"OK, what did you want to talk about?"

"I want to tell you what happened the night I called you."

"Really? I didn't think you ever wanted to talk about that night."

"I didn't and still don't but things have come up that I think make it necessary."

"What things?"

"My feelings for you."

"Feelings? For me?"

"Yes, but we're getting off track. Let me tell you the whole story then if you still have questions I'll answer them."

"OK."

"You know that on the night that I called you he beat me horribly. I could usually avoid getting beaten that bad. That day I didn't. I had gotten good at reading his moods. I knew when they meant danger for me. I didn't detect the change and I paid for it."

"What set him off?"

"You."

"Me? What? How?"

"We were watching Raw and I saw that you were in Philadelphia and I relaxed. For some reason knowing that you were near by made me feel safe. It shouldn't have. Brad started to beat me and yell at me. Telling me that you couldn't keep me safe. I tried to run but he caught me. He threw me onto the bed and tied my hands. Then he raped me repeatedly. When he was finished with me he literally kicked me to the floor. I crawled to the bathroom and that's when I called you."

"Abs, I'm so sorry."

"Why are you sorry?"

"I'm sorry this happened to you."

"It's my own fault. I knew not to relax around him and I paid the price for forgetting."

"Abs, this is someone's fault but it's not yours. This is Brad's fault. You had no control over his actions or reactions. Please don't blame yourself."

"After tomorrow you won't have to see me."

"What? Where are you going?"

"I don't really know. But it'll be to painful to stay here."

"Painful? Why?"

"Every time you look at me you'll see it."

"See what?"

"The disgust you feel for me?"

"Disgust? I don't feel like that. How could I feel disgusted by you? You are the bravest most beautiful woman I know."

"You don't mean that."

"Yes, I do. The only thing that's changed is that now I know exactly what happened that night. If anything I think you're even more awesome. Abs you're perfect to me. The sooner you start seeing yourself through my eyes the better of we'll both be."

Abby couldn't believe what she was hearing. She thought for sure he'd want nothing to do with her. She had been so afraid that she would have to leave that she had convinced herself that there was no other option. This was her dream. Why was she so against it.