Chapter 2

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JPOV

The ride to Emmett's house was pretty quiet, which is unusual considering Emmett is pretty much a loud guy all the time. I think he could tell that I was upset and wasn't sure what to say. I decided to break the silence.

"Hey, Em? I'm really sorry about yelling at you earlier." He started to say something, but I cut him off. "Please, let me finish." He gave a small smile and nodded. "I am so fucking embarrassed, I can't even tell you." I shook my head and continued. "Fuck Emmett! You know me, I am never like this! For shit's sake I didn't even know if Edward was gay, then I stand there and basically jerk off in front of my sister's husband? What the hell is wrong with me?" I heard a buzzing sound and Emmett pulled out his cell phone and read the text that came through. He smiled and looked at me.

"Rosie wants her Taco Bell now. Do you mind swinging by before taking me home?" He looked at me so hopeful that he wouldn't have to go at three in the morning.

"Of course, Emmett!" I punched him lightly in the shoulder. "Anything for my sister and my nephew."

"Don't worry about today Jasper. I am not sure if Edward is gay or not, but for your sake I hope he is. He seems like a really nice guy. He's pretty quiet and keeps to himself. He's been a really hard worker, and I am glad we got him for this project." I nodded, fuck, I just want to talk to him, kiss him, and make love to him. Make love? Oh shit, there I go again.

"God Emmett, I hope to hell he is gay..."

"It's going to be ok Jazz, and especially now that we are at Taco Bell!" He started laughing, but looked really excited. "I am so hungry. But, we have to go in, I have to make sure Rosie's order is right or I am going to get my balls chopped off." We both laughed, but knew he spoke the truth.

Walking in my heart started beating fast, and Emmett started wiggling his eyebrows at me. "Well, well, well. Look at what we have here." He said while staring at the back that was facing us. Edward. He didn't see us; he was facing the window with his back to the restaurant while talking on his cell.

"Alice, come on...No I really do not want to go on a blind date." Emmett raised his eyebrows at me again; we walked slowly over to where he was. Yes because I am a stalker and wanted to hear him better.

"I don't care if he is 6'5'' and a doctor." HE. He said HE. My mouth dropped open as Emmett nudged me in the ribs giving me a grin. "Uh huh...Where did you meet him? Exactly Alice, I am not interested in any twink." Emmett was trying hard not to laugh and I couldn't process anything except for the fact that Edward is gay. "Have you seen him wear pink or glitter?" Emmett snorted into his hand. "Exactly. Alice please...I know you want me to be happy...Yes, I have...Today..." I stared at Emmett. Today? "I am pretty sure he is gay...What the fuck Alice? Please tell me what I should have fucking said. - Oh, hi Jasper. I'm Edward, nice to meet you. Are you gay? Because I am and I've had a raging fucking boner since the first minute I laid my eyes on you?" I gasped loudly and Edward flipped around his eyes wide in shock. "FUCK!" He exclaimed loudly, turning back around and tugging on his hair. "I have to go Alice...Because I am pretty sure I'm dying of fucking embarrassment...Why?...I really don't want to do this right now...I'll call you later, bye sis." He is gay and out. He's not into twinks, thank fuck for that, and he has had a hard-on for as long as I have. Emmett looked at me with concerned eyes as Edward crossed his arms, sighed and laid his head down on the table. I stood in shock as Emmett walked over to Edward.

"Hey Edward." Emmett said softly as he sat down across the table from him. Edward raised himself and took a deep breath.

"Hey Emmett. Um...how much did you guys hear?" Emmett coughed uncomfortably. "A lot?"

Emmett nodded. "Since the part about a blind date with the doctor."

"Shit Emmett." Edward grumbled. "Is it going to be a problem at work?" Emmett shook his head no.

"Nah. The guys are cool. They're a good group of guys. They'll just probably give you the same shit they give each other." I just stood there like an idiot while the two of them talked.

Edward nodded. "Is Jasper still behind me?" Emmett grinned and nodded. "Fuck, I feel stupid."

"It's going to be ok Edward." Emmett stood up and gripped his shoulder and gave it a squeeze. Fucker, get your hands off my man. He started to walk towards me. "Jasper." He said quietly. "Go talk to him, he looks like his heart is broken. I'm going to get some food."

I nodded, took a deep breath and walked over to Edward. I cleared my throat and sat down across from him mumbling a soft hello. Edwards hand flew up to his hair and started to tug on it, he must do this when he is nervous. His voice was low and soft when he spoke. "Fuck Jasper, I am so sorry." His eyes bore into mine, and fuck if I wasn't just as hard as I was before. "I'm sorry you heard what I told my sister. I thought you were...but I...God I am so embarrassed." He looked like someone just kicked his puppy. My hand reached across the table without my permission and removed his hand that was tugging on his hair, the electricity feeling was back. His eyes went wide as I took his hand into mine. I looked across and Emmett was shoveling tacos into his mouth, pausing to smile and give me a thumbs up. Edward was staring at his hand that I was holding with mine.

"Edward, please don't be embarrassed." His eyes shot to mine. "I am gay." I saw him visibly exhale. "And even though I am usually more shy and not this bold..." I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I needed for him to know that he wasn't the only one struggling with sporting major wood today and hopefully I could lighten the mood. "But, damn Edward, I find you fucking hotter than hell, and from what I overheard, I think I know what you think about me." A dark blush was creeping up his cheeks. My hand disobeying me again reached up and stroked his cheek. "God, this isn't helping my little problem."

"Little problem?" Edward said while raising one eye brow and giving me a crooked smile, catching me completely off guard.

"Well, my, my, look who has turned into a comedian." I laughed and shook my head. Two can play this game my Edward. "I think, and correct me if I am wrong, but I think I caught you looking at my not so little problem earlier."

"I thought my mind was playing tricks on me. You know when you hope and wish something to be true?" I nodded. "I thought I saw only something that I wanted to see."

"I was hoping, Edward, that maybe we can get to know each other better? Emmett said you were a nice guy, and I already got that feeling about you." Oh how is wish I could feel everything about you, my Edward.

"I got the same feeling about you." He smiled and my heart skipped a beat. God, he's gorgeous and sweet.

I reached over and took a hold of his hand again, the same electric feeling happened again. Edward whispered, "I feel it too." I nodded and decided to be bold again.

"Edward, do you think that maybe, would you like to go out to dinner with me?" He squeezed my hand while smiling and said. "There's nothing I would like more."

"Are you free tomorrow after work?" He nodded. "Does seven work for you?" He nodded again. "Ok, I'll come pick you up. Text me your address." I picked up his phone and entered my contact info, then called myself to have his.

"Nice move, Jasper." Him and that damn crooked smile were going to be the death of me. "But I can meet you somewhere if it is easier for you..."

My brows pulled together. "No, I want to do this proper and take you out on a real date." He sighed. What didn't he want a real date?

"I'm sorry Jasper." What? Is he backing out? "I'm staying at the Motel 6 right next to here. I am staying in room 121." He lives in a motel and his blush is back.

"Oh, ok that's not a problem. I will be there tomorrow."

"Thanks Jasper. I just haven't had time to look for a place yet." I nodded. "I'll probably start looking this weekend." I noticed Emmett on his phone rolling his eyes. Shit. Rosalie. I jumped up startling Edward.

"Emmett and I were picking up Taco Bell for my sister Rosalie, she's pregnant. Emmett looks like he is getting his ass chewed out." Edward stood up and started talking real fast. "Gosh, I'm sorry guys. I didn't mean to keep you."

"It's ok Edward. I'm glad Jasper and you got a chance to talk. Plus, Rosie understands." The smirk on Emmett's face told me everything I needed to know, fucker told Rosalie about Edward.

"Oh ok. Well I hope you have a good night. Please tell Rosalie I am sorry for keeping the both of you. I'll see you both tomorrow." He shook both our hands as we said bye and he walked out. Emmett turned towards me and grinning widely. "You two look really good together." I rolled my eyes as he laughed. "Seriously, everything go ok?"

I couldn't keep from smiling. "We have a date tomorrow night."

"I'm happy for you Jasper. You deserve happiness." Emmett said sincerely. God, I couldn't wait for tomorrow night.

EPOV

I can't believe that I have a date with Jasper in a little less than an hour. I am so fucking nervous. Today went by so fast; I thought it would drag on but boy was I wrong. Every time I saw Emmett today he grinned and gave me a thumbs up. He must know about the date tonight. Shit, I was so nervous I could barely eat lunch, when the guys questioned me I just told them I was tired. Which wasn't a lie, I was tired and still am. After I got back to my room last night I called Alice and told her what had happened. She was so happy I could almost feel her jumping up and down while on the phone. Apparently she didn't care that I made an ass out of myself, she said that I would have never had the guts to talk to Jasper. She then proceeded to tell me in detail what I was to wear. My black jeans, which according to Alice were not too stuffy but not really casual, a white button up with the top two buttons undone and the sleeves rolled up to my elbows, and to finish it off I was to wear my black Converse high tops. So, that is exactly what I am wearing as I pace back and forth in my hotel room.

I started thinking about what Alice had said. Just to relax and be myself, do not over think anything, and go with what feels natural. What felt natural was to jack off right now before he comes to pick me up. I had already jerked off twice last night to images of Jasper, his lips wrapped around my cock sucking and nibbling, fuck I am already hard again and I was honestly considering rubbing one out before he got here. I looked at the clock to see if I had time. What the fuck? It's already ten to seven; he will be here any minute! I started to pace faster and then I heard a knock on the door. Oh God, oh God, deep breath everything will be ok.

I walked to the door and opened it seeing the most perfect god-like man standing there eye fucking me. I took a minute to look over his perfection, a light blue button up, worn the same way my was, light colored blue jeans, which would look great on my floor, and fuck me, brown cowboy boots. My cock twitched in approval of the man in front of me, making the bulge in my pants grow uncomfortably tighter. And fuck me Jasper groaned while staring at my crotch. His eyes snapped to mine, and widened as he realized I heard him. "Hey Jasper." I said. "It's nice to see you again. You're looking good." My cock twitched its approval again and Jasper unconsciously licked his lips.

"Hi Edward, it's nice to see you too." He smiled and continued. "And you are looking mighty fine this evening." I could feel the heat in my cheeks, knowing I was probably bright red and looked at the ground. I suddenly felt a jolt of electricity, realizing Jasper's finger was under my chin raising my face to meet his.

"Hey," he whispered. "Don't be embarrassed." He moved his hand from my chin, and settled it on my hip. I inhaled sharply. "Edward, please believe that I am so fucking attracted to you..." He trailed off, I knew he was distracted because I could feel his thumb rubbing circles over my hip, and then all of a sudden his whole body became stiff. "Edward, I think we should get going to dinner. I am very much trying to be a gentleman right now...but..."

"Ok," I said softly. "Let's go." We walked awkwardly next to each on the way to his truck. His hand moved like he wanted to hold mine, but then he shoved it in his pocket. He walked over to the passenger door and opened it for me. "Thanks Jasper." I smiled at his caring gesture.

"You are more than welcome Edward." He voice was genuine and sexy as fuck.

He climbed in the driver's side and we headed out. "So, Jasper are you going to tell me where we are going?" All I knew was that we are going to dinner.

"Nope." He responded while laughing. "It's a secret." I laughed as well, and then decided to ask about his sister so we wouldn't be trapped in silence. He told me how Rosalie was his best friend, a mechanic, who is loving, bitchy, loyal and fierce all wrapped in to one package. He told me how Emmett was perfect for her. He was loud, caring, playful, a jokester, and loved Rosalie more than anything in the world. He told me how he was excited to be an uncle and he was determined to be the best uncle ever. He was just finishing up telling me about Rosalie as we pulled into a restaurant which was located on the beach.

"Ready?" He asked. I nodded and hopped out of the car. He walked around to my side of the truck and scowled at me. "You should have waited for me."

"It's ok Jasper. To be honest with you, I have not been on a date in a really long time. And I am not use to someone treating me this way." Jasper walked over to me and leaned in to whisper in my ear. "Well, you better get use to it, because I was brought up to act like a gentleman." I gasped and Jasper seemed pleased with my reaction.

We walked in and Jasper told the host that we had reservations, as we walked to the back of the restaurant Jasper followed behind me with his hand on my lower back guiding me. His hand made me shiver, in a good way. "Are you cold?" Jasper whispered in my ear causing me to shiver again. I shook my head no and looked to see Jasper smiling while looking down. We were seated right on the water and while we were looking over our menus we discussed what kind of foods we liked and didn't like.

"What do you mean you have never had crab cakes?" Jasper asked me looking shocked. I laughed gently shaking my head. "I mean exactly that Jasper! I don't think I have ever had crab cakes." The waitress walked over then and Jasper immediately asked for an order of crab cakes as an appetizer. When she asked me if I wanted something from the bar, I simply asked for an iced tea and Jasper asked for one as well. We placed our dinner orders, Jasper got chicken while I got steak. When she walked away Jasper asked me if I drank. Being a touchy subject for me I simply answered that I didn't and he responded that he didn't drink much, an occasional beer with Emmett now and then and I was truly thankful for that.

"Oh. My. God. These are so good!" I exclaimed after taking a bite of the crab cake.

"I'm glad you like them." Jasper responded while stroking the back of my hand that was resting on the table. It felt so good to have someone actually paying attention to me. Jasper looked deeply into my eyes. "Are you ok with this Edward?" I nodded as he continued to stroke my hand.

"It feels nice Jasper." I whispered. He slid his hand under mine and intertwined our fingers with one another. I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Tell me." Jasper whispered.

I opened my eyes and could tell he really did want to know. "Jasper, I am completely fine with PDA's, it doesn't bother me at all." He smiled and squeezed my hand. "To be honest with you, I really haven't had much experience with it, but it is something I have always desired." He looked confused and raised an eyebrow so I continued. "I was, um… in my last relationship for many years, too many years actually. Anyways, he was not comfortable with holding hands, or hugging or pretty much anything in public. Honestly? He wasn't affectionate at all, and I spent most of the time alone without any comfort or anyone to comfort. I was pretty much ignored. I know I stayed in the relationship too long, but I felt like it was my fault for some reason."

Jasper reached up and stroked my cheek with his thumb. "Shhh, baby." Our eyes met. "Trust me; any man who ignored you is a fucking idiot." I smiled. "Listen to me baby, I feel like what this is between you and me is real. When I see you my heart pounds out of my chest, when I touch you, fuck its electric."

"I feel the same way Jasper." He smiled and pulled my hand up to his mouth giving my palm a soft kiss causing my traitor cock to throb painfully in my jeans, trying to work its way out of my zipper to get to Jasper.

"I can't help but be affectionate with you. And I don't give two shits where we are." He gave my hand another soft kiss, this time a little longer while staring into my eyes. The waitress came and dropped off our food, smiling when she saw us holding hands. We kept the dinner conversation light. I talked about Alice, we told each other about our coming out stories, and discussed who our celebrity crushes were.

"No way!" I said. "How can you even say that? Johnny Depp is way hotter than Brad Pitt! Are you sure you are gay?" Jasper was laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes.

"Yes, Edward. I am positive that I am 100% gay." Jasper said in a fuckhot husky voice that went straight to my dick. "And to be honest with you baby, you are so much hotter than either of them." He was rubbing small circles into the back of my hand and I could feel myself blush. "Edward, can I be honest with you?" I nodded. "You are seriously the most beautiful man that I have ever seen in my whole entire life and I cannot believe that I am the lucky man that you agreed to come to dinner with." I took a deep breath and reached across the table. Jaspers eyes shot to mine as I gently played with his fingers. I saw his eyes darken, and his sharp inhale as I brushed my thumb lightly over his knuckles.

"Jasper, I..." I cleared my throat and started again. "Jasper, I feel like the lucky one. Oh, and by the way, you are the most beautiful man in the world." We sat and stared into each other's eyes for a couple of minutes while our fingers and hands continued to brush and play with each others.

"Edward? Do you want to get out of here and maybe go for a walk on the beach?" I smiled and nodded. Jasper insisted on paying since he was the one who asked me out and I just rolled my eyes.

"Well then, next time I am taking you out." Jasper's whole face lit up at the prospect of a second date. As we were walking out of the restaurant Jasper had his hand on my lower back and even threw my clothes it felt electric. So far it was the most perfect date I have ever been on, and it wasn't even over yet.

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