CHAPTER 10
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EPOV
Oh my god. What am I doing? I thought to myself as I packed away my items that were in the bathroom of my motel room. I could hear Jasper opening up drawers and humming to himself as he helped me pack my few belongings.
I barely know Jasper, and I am moving in with him. I must be fucking crazy! Do people really move in with each other this quickly? It took years for James and I to move in together. But I love Jasper. I truly do. I love him and care for him more than I did with James. Or anyone else for that matter. I grabbed on to the sides of the sink and lowered my head taking a steadying breath. God, I want this to work more than anything in my entire life. My heart was pounding with nervous excitement. Exhaling slowly I looked up and met Jasper's worried eyes in the mirror.
He walked over to me and gently stroked the hair at the nape of my neck with one hand and rested his other hand on my forearm. "Baby? You ok?" He asked in a soft voice.
I nodded my head and tried to make my smile reassuring. "I'm ok Jasper... Nervous... But, ok." He smiled back and chuckled lightly.
"Edward, I would be very concerned if you weren't nervous." I grinned at his statement and turned around to face him. I tugged on the belt loops on his jeans, pulling him flush against me. "I'm nervous too, Edward. But my excitement and happiness overrides that nervousness. I know it's going to be harder for you to adjust since I have already lived there for a few years, but I'll do everything and anything in my power to make sure you feel comfortable and happy. It's your home too. Never forget that." How does Jasper always know what to say to make me feel better?
I kissed him lightly on the lips, and then wrapped my arms around him squeezing him tightly. "I love you Jasper." I whispered in his hair.
"I love you too, Edward." He said as he squeezed me back. My whole body felt alive and safe; there was no one else I ever wanted to hold me. This is home, Jasper's my home. This is why I am moving in with Jasper. The thought of not staying with him made me nervous, maybe that was what I was worried about before. I was worried he changed his mind, but he wouldn't, that I was positive of.
I ran my hand through Jasper blond curls and scratched his scalp lightly. Jasper sighed and rested his head on my shoulder. "That feels nice, Baby." He murmured against my shoulder. I continued to scratch his head and play with his hair, feeling him completely relax against me. He pulled back and looked me in the eyes. "Thanks." He whispered.
"You are more than welcome, Beautiful." I kissed his nose then continued. "We should probably get going. I need to check out and then get us some groceries so I can make us some lunch." His smile was contagious.
"Sounds good. Let's go. I will take the suitcases to the truck while you go checkout." Jasper said.
"Sounds perfect." I checked the room once more, and then kissed Jasper before shutting the door. I made my way to the office to checkout of my transitional home. I was going to my real home now, one that I hoped I would be at for the rest of my life.
JPOV
My cell rang just as I was climbing into the driver's side of the truck. Rosalie. Perfect, I was just thinking about texting her.
"Hey Sis." I said casually.
"Hi Jasper. How's everything going?" She asked in a quiet voice, I knew there was much more she wanted to ask.
"Great. Everything is going perfect." I couldn't keep the smile off of my face. "How are you? How's my favorite nephew?"
"He's moving around a lot today. I have been taking it easy today, my feet are really swollen." Her sigh broke my heart.
"Do you need us to get anything for you? We're heading over to the store after we leave here." I really wish there was something we could do to help her and Em out.
"Us...We, Jasper?" I coughed at her sarcastic comment. "I take it everything worked out?" I was nervous about telling Rosalie about Edward living with me; she knew I had never lived with anyone. I never wanted to. I didn't want Rosalie to think that I was rushing into this without putting any thought behind it.
"Everything more than worked out. He...um..."
"Just spit it out Jasper." She huffed.
"Edward'smovinginwithme." I said as fast as I could.
"Well, my, my little brother. It's finally happened." What? What the fuck is she talking about?
"Wait. What?" I was so confused.
"You stopped over thinking everything." She simply stated.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Things with Edward are moving very fast between the two of you. And I for one couldn't be happier for you. You have always over thought everything. You never made spontaneous decisions. Edward's good for you. You are listening to your heart and you sound happier than you ever have in your entire life." Her words were true.
"I am happy. I really am." I looked up and saw Edward leaving the office. "Are you going to be home tomorrow?" Ok, that was a stupid question and her laughter told me she agreed.
"Yes. Why you miss me?" You could hear the smile on her face over the phone.
"Well, yes I do. I was thinking maybe I could come over and hang out with you for awhile? Maybe have some lunch or something." I wanted to get in quality time before the baby was born.
"That sounds great Jasper!" It was good to hear her excited. Lately she has sounded so worn down. This pregnancy was really hard on her. I had a feeling that this would be her first and last child.
"Ok cool. Edward's hopping in the truck right now." Rosalie. I whispered as he buckled his seatbelt. "I'll call you on my way over. We're on our way to the grocery store to get something to make for lunch. Do you need anything?"
"Thanks for offering, but Emmett's out running errands so I'm good. And I hope that you mean Edward is cooking, not you." We both laughed at my lack of cooking skills. "I love you Jasper, you deserve happiness. I'll see you tomorrow." I smiled as I placed my hand on Edward's thigh and gave it a squeeze.
"I love you." I said to my sister while staring in to Edward's eyes. "See you tomorrow." We hung up and I turned to see Edward smiling at me. I leaned over and crushed his lips to mine. Gasping for air as I pulled away, I murmured "God I love you Baby." He unbuckled his seat belt, wove his fingers through the hair on the back of my head and guided my mouth to his.
I moaned as his tongue swiped my bottom lip and I immediately opened my mouth. Edward's other hand was bracing himself on my knee. My hands were running up and down his chest, then made their way to his thighs. Our tongues were stroking each other's forcefully, but passionately. He gasped as my hand glided over his massive erection. Our mouths parted and Edward's eyes rolled back in his head as I applied a small amount of pressure to his dick and stroked him through his jeans. "Fuck Beautiful. You make me so fucking hard. So fucking turned on." He moaned.
I smiled as our foreheads touched each others. My thumb rubbed across his cheekbone as my other hand continued to stroke him over his jeans. "Edward, look at me." His eyes opened and met mine at my whispered words. "You have no idea how happy that makes me because you cause the same reaction in me." He reached down and I growled as he squeezed my hard cock.
"Fuck I wish I hadn't checked out yet." Edward said. I raised one eyebrow smirking. "Said that out loud huh?" I nodded. He sighed and smiled. "We're in a parking lot aren't we?" I nodded again. ''You realize that whenever I am around you Jasper, my brain becomes foggy and hazy and I can't think at all."
He was pretending to be serious, but his grin gave him away.
"Edward, when I'm with you everything else in the world disappears." I whispered to him. He kissed me lightly and pulled away smiling. "Alright, we need to get out of here and get to the store. Why are you smirking like that?" I had to ask because I couldn't figure out the look on his face.
He surprised me when he said, ''The sooner we get done at the store, the sooner we get to go home." My heart pounded and I gasped at his words.
"Baby..." I whispered having no words, he nodded his head, understanding what I was having trouble saying. I swallowed and gripped his hand in mine. "Ready to go to the grocery store?" He nodded and buckled himself in while I pulled out of the parking space. I loved driving with him next to me. He would always put his hand on my thigh, and I am pretty sure it was mostly instinctual for him.
"Hey, I forgot to check in the cabinets." Edward said bringing me out of my thoughts. "I know the fridge is empty, but what do you have in the cabinets?"
I snorted and tried not to laugh, failing miserably. "Uh...plates and dust." Edward's mouthed dropped open.
"Seriously?" He asked.
"Well, I am sure there is something else in there, but I am pretty sure we would end up in the hospital if we ate it." Lord knows how long anything has been in there.
Edward nodded his head. "Ok. No problem. We will just need to get everything."
"Everything?" I moaned. "Baby, I hate cooking. I'm so bad at it."
He squeezed my leg and leaned over to whisper in my ear. "Lucky for you Beautiful, I love to cook. And I am oh so good at it." My cock started to get hard as he kissed the soft spot behind my ear. I covered his hand that's resting on my leg with my hand, lacing our fingers together.
"Fuck Baby, you are good at a lot of things." I groaned. "But I really don't want to walk around the store with a huge bulge in my pants." I pulled into the parking lot and found a spot a little over to the side. It has quickly become common that we cannot keep our hands to ourselves. Especially in parking lots.
"I never knew talking about cooking did it for you." Edward chuckled. I turned to look at him and saw him with the most playful smirk on his face. God he's gorgeous. Seeing him playful and happy warmed me to my core. This was my new goal, to make Edward this playful and happy, to see this side of Edward as often as possible.
"Edward, everything you do does it for me." His emerald eyes sparkled as he leaned forward and captured my bottom lip between his. I felt the metal stud in his tongue glide across my lip. Smiling I pulled back from him and watched him pout. "The sooner we're done, the sooner we go home." I used his words from earlier, making his pout turn into a smile.
"Alright, alright. Let's go." He said climbing out of the truck. I quickly adjusted my semi-hard cock before getting out, trying to will it away. But when I shut the door and turned around the first thing I saw was Edward's ass as he was back by the bed of the truck bent over fixing the laces on his chucks. I groaned quietly, trying to be discreet while adjusting again. Edward looked over his shoulder, stood up, then walked over to me placing his hands on my hips.
"Ready to stock our kitchen?" He asked me. I nodded at his perfect choice of words. He took my hand and led me through the parking lot. He grabbed a cart and winked at me as we headed inside.
EPOV
"So I think we should just start at one end of the store and work our way one aisle at a time." I said to Jasper as I pushed our cart over to where the produce section is located. I noticed Jasper's eyes go wide. "What?" I asked him as I got a bag and placed a few pears in it.
"Every aisle?" He questioned. I nodded even though I was still confused. I found four nice looking bananas and put them in the cart. "How long is that going to take? I mean I usually only go down the frozen aisles..."
"Jasper!" I exclaimed effectively cutting him off with a tomato in my hand. "We need to get like everything. I want to try to get enough stuff so I can make us breakfast, lunch, and dinner for the week. That way I won't have to stop at the store after work." Jasper's eyes were glassy and I hoped I hadn't crossed any boundaries. I quickly back peddled as I placed a bag of potatoes in the cart. "I mean it's totally ok if you don't want me to. I get it; you're use to your routine. I'll just get stuff to make lunch today." I quickly turned and was going to grab some lettuce when I felt Jasper's hand grab my arm.
I looked up and saw his blue eyes shining. "Baby, you would really do that for us?" I nodded, unsure of why he was asking this. "No one besides my family has ever cooked for me. I thought you meant...I mean that's really sweet." I brought my hand up and rubbed his cheek with my thumb.
"Beautiful." I said in a quiet voice, trying not to attract too much attention while standing in front of the Fuji apples. "I want to take care of you. That includes making our meals. I don't have to do it all the time, but I think it would be a nice option besides eating crappy t.v. dinners or fast food all the time. Plus it will be healthier for us. Keep our stamina up." I wiggled my eyebrows and hearing Jaspers laugh was like music to my ears.
"Thank you Edward." Jasper said in a raspy voice placing his hands on my hips. I leaned forward, closed my eyes and kissed him on the forehead. When I pulled back and opened my eyes I gasped. Jasper spun around to see what, or I should say who I was looking at. I looked down at the ground and I could feel myself blushing as Jasper wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me close to him.
"Hey Emmett!" Jasper said while his thumb rubbed small circles on my hip bone.
Emmett cleared his throat then spoke softly. "Hi Jasper. Hi Edward." When he said my name, I looked up and saw how uncomfortable Em was standing there.
"Hi Emmett." I said nervously pulling at the bottom hem on my shirt.
"Um, Edward..." Emmett started. "I'm really truly sorry about what happened." I went to open my mouth to say something but he continued. "Please, I need to say this." His eyes were pleading with mine and I nodded for him to continue. "I feel like such an asshole, and I understand if you hate me, but I didn't mean to cause any problems between you and Jasper. I have never seen Jasper happier, and I have known him for a long time." Jasper squeezed my waist again then kissed the side of my head quickly.
"He's right, Baby." Jasper whispered. "I've never been happier." Emmett smiled at our interaction and Jasper's words.
"I hope you can forgive me Edward..."
"I do." I blurted out watching his eyes go wide. I couldn't let him beat himself up over this any longer. "It's ok Emmett, I know it was an accident. An embarrassing accident, but an accident nonetheless." Emmett smiled.
"Really?" He asked. I nodded. "So you're coming to work tomorrow?" I nodded again and he smiled wider. He looked in our cart. "Please tell me these groceries are for you Edward. I hope you aren't letting Jasper cook."
"Hardy har har." Jasper said. "Well, the fact is that we are shopping for our groceries." I smiled and Emmett cocked his head to the side. "Today Edward is officially moving in."
Emmett yelled a "WooHoo!". Then he grabbed Jasper and gave him a hug. Jasper laughed as Emmett turned to me and said "Fuck it." He then grabbed me in a massive bear hug. The hug lasted a little longer than Jasper's and I could have sworn I felt Em's...never mind, it must be my imagination. "I am really happy for you guys! That's fantastic news." His cell went off and he checked his texts. "Oh, guess I gotta go. Rosie changed her mind."
"Everything ok?" Jasper asked, concerned for his sister.
"Oh yeah. I was out doing errands and Rosie asked me to go to the store and pick her up a few things, but her cravings have passed." Jasper looked relieved but shocked at the same time. "Alright, I really should go. Bye Jasper, see ya tomorrow Edward." We both said our goodbyes, and I for one was glad that conversation was over.
I picked up a few more vegetables and was getting milk when Jasper spoke again. "She planned this." I turned around.
"What?" I asked as I started checking eggs to make sure they weren't broken.
"Rosalie sent Emmett to the store on purpose. When I was talking to her earlier, she told me Emmett was doing errands after I told her we were going to pick up groceries. Plus, her cravings never pass." He grabbed a pack of string cheese and tossed it in the cart. I loved how right this felt, the two of us shopping together.
"Our sisters are sneaky." I said as I picked up a strawberry yogurt container and showed Jasper. He shook his head no, and then picked up a mixed berry yogurt. I could learn to love mixed berry.
"Yes, they are." He replied while putting another yogurt in the cart.
Grocery shopping with Jasper taught me a lot about him. One, he acts like a child and pouts when he is told no. As in "No Jasper, we cannot buy HungryMan dinner's instead of making an actual dinner. Trust me; we will definitely still have sexy time if I make dinner." Two, Jasper has a major sweet tooth. When he said he wanted Oreos, I smiled, knowing those were the one cookie I couldn't make for him and grabbed a pack off the shelf. He then gave me a confused look, removing those Oreos and said "What's the point of eating Oreo's if they aren't the Double Stuff kind?" And three, although I already knew this, Jasper is the most affectionate man I have ever known. Every time I had stopped to look at something, he would rest his hand on my back, or waist, or rub my neck. When I would look at him, he would simply smile and continue with whatever he was doing.
Of course we had a little "disagreement" at the checkout. Jasper wanted to pay for the groceries, but there was no way I was going to let him. I picked out most of the food and I would be the one cooking it for us. On top of that, we hadn't discussed the bill situation. We needed to talk about how much rent I was going to pay and how we are going to split the rest of the bills.
Once we made it home, Jasper and I brought the groceries in. I started going through the bags, figuring out my game plan of where the groceries were going. It was then I looked over and saw Jasper literally tossing things into the fridge, not even looking at where they were going.
Mortified I walked over to him and shut the fridge door. He looked confused as I shook my head and led him until he was resting against the counter. "Jasper, why don't you just stand here and look pretty while I put everything away?" His mouth dropped open as I smirked and pushed his chin up to close his mouth.
"Edward, I was just trying to help." Jasper said pouting while sticking out his bottom lip.
"Ah, Beautiful, I appreciate that." I stood in front of him with my hands on his hips and leaned forward to kiss his pouting lips. Jasper immediately shoved his tongue in my mouth and his hand went to the back of my head holding me in place so he could kiss the fuck out of me. I groaned and moved my hands into the back pockets on his jeans, pulling him as close as I could to me. As we broke for air his lips went to my neck sucking and kissing and turning me on like no other. Once Jasper felt my hard cock, he pulled away and said, "Ok, go put the groceries away." Then he slapped my ass and winked.
This time my mouth dropped open and my eyes went wide. "That was not nice!" I groaned.
"I know." Jasper replied smirking while leaning against the counter. Looking directly into his eyes, I reached down and adjusted my cock that was currently throbbing in my jeans. Once I heard Jasper's whimper, I let go of my dick and went back to put the groceries away.
Looking over my shoulder I saw Jasper smiling. "What?" I asked with a grin on my face.
"Nothing, Baby. I'm just really happy right now." He said. I walked over and kissed him lightly on his forehead.
"I'm going to start making lunch. Do you maybe want to watch a movie while we eat?" I asked my man.
His eyes lit up. "That sounds perfect Baby. I'll go pick one out." He cupped the side of my face and rubbed his thumb over my cheek. Smiling he turned around and walked out the kitchen.
I grabbed my iPod, put my ear buds in and started cooking my heart out.
JPOV
As I went in the living room to pick out a movie, my heart started pounding but in a good way. How in the world did I get so lucky?
I sat down on the couch thinking how much my life has changed in such a short amount of time. I wouldn't change it for the world.
Watching Edward put the groceries away in our kitchen, did something to me that I couldn't for the life of me explain. He looked so comfortable, so confident, like he's lived here for years.
I got up and started looking over my collection of movies. Hmmm. I wasn't sure what I wanted to watch. A comedy? Drama? I made my way to the kitchen deciding to go ask Edward what he was in the mood for.
Holy fuck. I leaned against the doorframe watching my fuckhot boyfriend dance as he cooked. I use the word dance loosely. He was seductively rolling and moving his hips back and forth. He was facing away from me, and it took all of my power not to go up behind him and grind my dick in to him.
I continued to stare at him, when he turned around I could see he was listening to his iPod and his eyes were shut. Suddenly his eyes opened and he started blushing furiously as he saw me staring at him.
I walked up to him and held out my hand. He removed one of the ear buds as he held on to my hand. "Dance with me." I whispered to him. This caused him to blush even more.
"Jasper, I don't really know how to…" He started but I quickly cut him off.
"Fuck that, you just were." I argued. I took the ear bud and put it in my ear. Our eyes met when I heard the song that was playing. I pulled him close to me, our arms wrapping around each other as we swayed back and forth as we listened to Amazed by Lonestar. I had never felt more at peace then I did in this moment. And then Edward had to go and start singing the words softly to me. Holy fuck, my heart felt so much love I thought I wouldn't be able to take it.
"Baby when you touch me, I can feel how much you love me and it just blows me away," Edward sang in my ear and I kissed his neck and held him tighter. "I've never been this close to anyone or anything, I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams…" I couldn't get close enough to Edward. His voice, those words he sang; there were no words to describe what I was feeling.
"I don't know how you do what you do, I'm so in love with you, It just keeps getting better." Edward quickly kissed my cheek before continuing. "I want to spend the rest of my life, With you by my side, Forever and ever..." As he choked out those words, I could tell that he definitely meant the words that were coming out of his mouth, I couldn't take it anymore. My eyes were already filled with unshed tears at the words he sung to me, so I took it upon myself to show him that I appreciated him. My mouth found his and we both moaned as I deepened the kiss.
For the remainder of the song we stayed wrapped up in each other and making out like there was no tomorrow. Even after the song finished and another started, I couldn't break away from Edward if I wanted. As he was sucking on my bottom lip I heard something sizzling. Edward broke away, gasping for air and his eyes shot over to the stove.
"Fuck!" He exclaimed and tried to go to the stove, but was stopped when he realized we were still connected by the ear buds. He removed it and went over to the stove. It was then I realized how great it smells in here.
"Baby, that smells fantastic." I told him as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Thanks." He said while dipping a spoon into a huge pot that was on the stove. He started to blow on the spoon. "You want to try it?" He asked while holding out the spoon. I nodded and let go of his waist. He held the spoon up and fed me the most delicious soup that I had ever had.
"Fuck me! That is delicious Baby." I pecked him lightly on the lips.
"I'm glad you like it." He pulled down two plates and two bowls. It was then I saw that he had sliced up some French bread and had a salad prepared for us.
"Do you need any help?" I asked.
"No Beautiful. I got it." He said smiling as he put salad on the plates. "Is Caeser salad ok?"
"It's more than ok. Here, I'll take those." I brought the salads to the living room and Edward was right behind me with a plate of bread and silverware. I thought of the perfect movie that was light hearted and we could cuddle comfortably after we ate. "Is Office Space ok with you to watch?" I asked my man as he was heading back to the kitchen.
He looked over his shoulder, eyes sparkling. "It's perfect." I put the movie in and sat down just as Edward placed the potato soup in front of me and plopped down on the couch next to me. "I hope you like everything." He said sincerely. I placed my hand on his thigh and smiled at him. My house was now our home.
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