Chapter 14
Thank you to my beta luv4jake, I love you Nerd!
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I own nothing related to Twilight. Sad, I know.
EPOV
"Ed-ward...Ed-ward...Come on Baby...It's time to wake up." I groaned and tried to roll over to bury my face in the pillow, but couldn't. Why couldn't I move? I slowly opened my eyes and was met with a pair of gorgeous blue eyes. "Good morning Baby." Jasper whispered before leaning down and kissing me. His lips parted as he sighed and I took that as my opportunity and ran my tongue across his lower lip. He immediately opened his mouth and stroked his tongue along mine. I realized I couldn't move before because Jasper had straddled my waist and had one hand on either side of my face, holding down the pillow. I was essentially caged in and hell, I was not going to complain one bit.
"Good Morning Jasper." I said between kisses. My hands went to his waist and I was surprised to come in contact with clothes instead of bare skin. We always both slept naked. "You already got dressed?" He nodded. "What time is it?" I asked. I know we had a full day ahead of us, Rosalie and Emmett would be here at five and I had a list of things I wanted to get done before they arrived.
"A quarter to noon." Jasper replied. A quarter to noon? I thought to myself, it can't be that late. I saw Jasper's eyebrows pull together in confusion. "What, Baby?" He asked while brushing my cheek with the back of his knuckles.
"You're fucking with me right?" I asked and my eyes went wide as Jasper shook his head no. I tried to sit up quickly but ended up slamming my forehead into Jasper's. "Fuck!" I exclaimed as I rubbed my head. "I have so much to do today! I was going to get up at eight."
"Ouch, Baby." Jasper said while rubbing his forehead and chuckling. "Listen, you never sleep in..."
"Jasper! That only gives me like five hours!" I was cut off by Jasper's lips pressing hard against mine as his hands gripped my face.
"Edward. Listen to me." My eyebrows, as well as my cock rose at his stern voice. Fuck me, I seem to like a demanding Jasper. "You get up early everyday for work. You make me breakfast, lunch and dinner out of the kindness of your heart. You put me above everything else in your life..."
"You do the same for me." I whispered as Jasper pecked his lips to mine.
"You are the most important person, the most important everything in my life." I smiled and Jasper's grin matched mine. "I know we've been staying up late and you haven't been getting a lot of sleep. I know that's partly my fault." He swallowed before continuing. "I have a hard time keeping my hands off of you." He ran his hands up and down my naked chest. "I can never get enough of you, Baby. But I know it's not fair since I have the summer off and you have work..."
"Shhh." I whispered before putting my arms around Jasper and pulling him to me so my head was resting on his chest.
"When you slept right through your alarm I knew you needed your rest. I saw the list you made, so I started doing some of the things on it so you could sleep in." I felt him kiss my hair as I started to pull back to look at his face.
"Really?" I asked. He nodded. "That's so sweet Beautiful." I took the opportunity I had and maneuvered out from under the blankets and crawled over so I was positioned above my man. "Thank you Jasper." I whispered in his ear before sucking on his earlobe.
"Edward." Jasper moaned as he thrust his dick up against my cock.
"Argh!" A garbled scream left my mouth as I fell backwards and grabbed my dick. I landed on my side in the fetal position, flaccid cock in hand while trying not to scream, cry, or vomit.
"Oh fuck! Oh fuck!" Jasper yelled while he scrambled upright and onto his knees. "Shit Edward! I am so fucking sorry! Ohmygodohmygod!." My eyes were shut and I was trying to take deep breaths. I could hear the panic in Jasper's voice, but I didn't open my eyes, all I could think of was the pain shooting through my dick. "Fuck Edward. Please Baby. Will you let me take a look?"
I was afraid that if I opened my mouth I would vomit so I shook my head no. "Please Baby...What if you're bleeding?" I opened my eyes and saw Jasper nearly in tears. He grabbed my face and kissed my lips softly. "Edward, please forgive me...I forgot I was wearing jeans...Please." Jasper pleaded with me. It wasn't anyone's fault and certainly not his.
When my naked ass climbed on top of Jasper and sucked on his ear I should have realized how he'd react. He's so sensitive there and it didn't occur to me he was dressed. When his hips bucked up, so did the zipper on his jeans.
Unfortunately said zipper ran and snagged along the length of my hard cock. Who knew my boyfriend's jeans were going to give me erectile dysfunction?
"It's ok Jasper, it's not your fault." I said quietly. When he tried to interrupt I quickly stopped him. "Seriously, it's ok. Just give me a minute, ok?" Jasper nodded as he sat there and looked down at his hands playing nervously with the comforter.
After another minute or so the throbbing stopped. "Jasper." I whispered while the hand that was previously covering my dick went to his knee. His eyes shot up to mine.
"Yes Baby?" Jasper whispered back while covering my hand with his, rubbing small circles with his thumb.
"Will you check and see if my dick is still attached?" I tried to joke around to lighten the mood, but Jasper just looked pained. "Hey, seriously, it's ok Beautiful. It was an accident."
"Even still, I feel horrible about it." Jasper muttered. I leaned up on my elbow and gently pulled his face to mine.
"It was an accident." I whispered before placing a kiss on his plump lips.
"Can I look? Please?" He asked with pleading eyes. After I nodded he carefully reached down and as gently as he could he took my limp dick in his hand. The minute my dick touched his warm hand I started to get hard and fuck me it hurt like a bitch.
"Ugh! No! No!" I babbled to myself trying to stop my semi from being a full blown erection. Grandma, bunnies, sex with a woman, sex with Mike. Huh, thinking about sex with Mike was a total mood killer. Good to know. I'm not sure how it happened but Jasper was no longer touching my dick, instead I had gone back to cupping myself.
Jasper wouldn't meet my eyes, he kept his eyes focused on one spot on the bed. "Jasper?" I asked softly.
"It's all fucking red. And there's a scratch on it. I'm so sorry..." He looked up and his eyes were swimming with unshed tears. "I fucking hurt you!" He spat out while punching the bed with his fist. "I never want to hurt you!"
"Hey!" I exclaimed, grabbing his arm. "Stop it! I'll be ok." I grasped his chin between my thumb and forefinger. "No tears. If I am not crying with a hurt dick, then neither are you."
Jasper exhaled and then started talking quietly. "Before you Edward, I almost never cried." He looked up and met my eyes. "But with you I feel emotions I never knew existed." He had a small smile on his face. "That's a good thing, because I am finally living." My heart was pounding out of my chest at his words, I grabbed his hand and cradled it against my chest. "I don't have to hold back with you Baby."
"I never want you to hold back with me, Jasper." He leaned forward and kissed me lightly on my lips. "I love you Beautiful."
"God Baby, I fucking love you. I'm so sorry..." He trailed off, his eyes pleading, I could tell his heart was breaking.
I cupped his face between my hands, our eyes boring into each other's. As I brought his face closer to mine I could see his bottom lip start to tremble. "Oh Jasper." I whispered before placing my lips gently on his. He parted his lips just enough for me to place my top lip between his so I could lightly suck on his lower lip. We continued to kiss softly and as soon as I started to become aroused I pulled my mouth away from his. Having a hurt dick was not fun, especially today when I was already stressed out about meeting Rosalie.
"I better go take a shower Jasper." He nodded his head. He was being so quiet, I knew he was still upset about hurting me, but it really wasn't his fault and I wish he would realize that. "Do you want to come with me to the grocery store?"
Jasper nodded. "Sure Edward." I leaned forward and kissed his forehead, then got off of the bed and made my way to the bathroom.
JPOV
I can't believe I fucking hurt Edward like that. Ugh! Why the fuck am I so fucking stupid? I wasn't paying attention when Edward crawled on top of me, I am sure he would have realized if he was wearing jeans and I was naked right away.
I sat on the bed and watched as he made his way to the bathroom. He was walking so carefully, with one hand still in front protecting his hurt dick. I wasn't surprised the minute my hand touched his dick he started getting hard. I have the same reaction to him. It's good to know he still finds me attractive and wants me even though I accidently almost Lorena Bobbited him.
When I told him it was red and there was a scratch on it, I was trying to down play what I saw. It was red, bright fucking red and there was a scratch on it, a scratch that started to bleed when he started getting hard. That's when I removed my hand quickly in hopes he wouldn't get a full blown erection.
Edward was in the bathroom for awhile before he turned on the shower. I heard him get in and as soon as he did I heard a loud, hissing "Fuck!" escape him. Fuck, I am never going to forgive myself for doing this. Even though he kept saying it was an accident, I did this. New rule. No wearing clothes on the bed.
I was sad that Edward didn't drag me into the shower with him. Since he has lived here, we have showered together I believe all but two days. Those two days Edward had woke me up with his mouth around my cock. Hence making him almost late to work, so he showered by himself.
But this wasn't a work day for Edward. I wanted this day to be perfect for him. He's so nervous about meeting Rosalie, when he doesn't need to be. I think she already loves him because of how happy he makes me. I purposely got up early to start on the list Edward made last night. He really doesn't need to do everything on the list. Rosalie and Emmett have been here hundreds of time, but I understand he feels he needs to prove himself.
Once the shower stopped I scooted off the bed and went to the kitchen to wait until Edward was ready to go to the grocery store. I used to hate grocery shopping, but now, with Edward, it makes me happy. I used to see couples talking and laughing while shopping together, and now I know exactly how that feels. Edward is pretty health conscious, and even though his body is fucking perfect, he looks even better now that he is making our meals and running more. Even though I was already pretty fit and I thought I had a good body, being with Edward has made me healthier. I have dropped a couple of pounds, but have also started to get toned. I am pretty proud to say that I am getting more definition in my abs and have the start of a six pack.
And that's all because of Edward. Instead of eating crappy frozen dinners or fast food, Edward makes killer meals that are tasty and healthy. Plus Edward likes to run. He has never forced me to run with him, but I think if I said no when he asked me to go with him, he would probably stay home to be with me. I never used to like running before, but I really am starting to love it. When I asked him before if he ran to keep up his fuckhot body be shook his head no. He quietly told me that running for him helped him clear his mind and made him feel better in general. On top of that, my man is a sex machine and that certainly gives the body an excellent workout.
I checked my phone really quick and responded to a text from Rosalie confirming we are still on for tonight. Part of me wanted to cancel so I could take care of my man all day and nurse him back to health. But then I realized Edward would just go through all of this nervousness again, so we might as well just do it now.
I heard Edward come down the hall and leaned against the counter while he walked towards me. Fuck he's gorgeous. Even wearing grey sweatpants and a plain white t-shirt, he is still the hottest fucking man in the whole damn world. He came over to me and put his hands on my hips staring into my eyes. "Are you ok Beautiful?" He asked, concern laced in his voice.
My eyes went a little wide. "Shouldn't I be asking you that?" He leaned down and placed his lips against mine kissing me softly. When he sighed, my hands went around his neck and my fingers played with the soft hair at the nape of his neck. "Seriously Baby, are you alright?'
He nodded. "I'll be fine Jasper." That means he's not fine yet. "Please, please don't beat yourself up." I nodded and guided his head to mine. "Jasper." He said quietly. "Will you be embarrassed if I wear sweats to the store? They're more..." My lips found his immediately, not holding back any passion I had for him.
"I could never be embarrassed by anything you do or wear." He smiled his fuckhot crooked grin at me. "Fuck Baby, you look so God damn hot right now I want to ravish you on the kitchen table." A deep growling noise came from him and I couldn't hold back the moan that escaped me. "If I start right now, I fucking swear to you we won't be finished by the time they're suppose to come over." I chuckled at his pout. "Come on Baby, let's go to the store." Edward nodded and turned around heading toward the front door. I groaned loudly and I didn't even try to cover it up. Fuck, his ass looks perfect, and my dick's rock hard. Edward turned and smirked at me right as I adjusted my dick in my pants.
As soon as I made it to the front door Edward wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed my forehead. "Thank you for letting me sleep in Jasper. You're right, I did need sleep. You are always so thoughtful and it's really sweet that you helped me with my crazy list." I smiled as he kissed my forehead again. He inhaled deeply. "I know I have been stressing a lot about dinner and meeting your sister tonight...I know I promised you I wouldn't worry, but it's really hard to keep that promise Jasper." Edward was a man of his word. He would never ever want to break a promise, especially one that was made to me.
"Edward..." I whispered as my hands tightened on his waist. "I shouldn't have told you not to worry." His brows pulled together in confusion.
"W...what?" He stuttered out. He misunderstood completely.
"Oh, no Baby! You misunderstood. Shit, I must have said that wrong." He still looked confused and I needed to change that immediately. "Edward, you have absolutely nothing to worry about. Nothing. Rosalie already loves you. But, I will never again tell you to hold back from feeling what you need to feel." His lips crashed to mine and I moaned as his tongue stroked mine. He never put the barbell back in, and I have to say that as much as I love his piercing, feeling his tongue stroke mine like this was out of this fucking world.
"I love you Jasper." He whispered to me. I whispered that I loved him back. He smiled and took my hand leading us out of the front door so we could finally go to the grocery store.
Edward had already started to prep some of the food for tonight, but he wanted to get some of items the same day so dinner would be as fresh as possible. We quickly made our way through the store so we could get back home as soon as possible, so we could finish his to do list. We were in the produce section when I remembered that I needed to get more razors.
Placing my hand on the small of his back, I felt Edward shiver at my touch. Smiling at his reaction to me, I whispered in his ear. "I'll be right back Baby; I forgot to grab some razors." Quickly I kissed his temple and made my way to the other side of the store. It didn't take me long to find the expensive ass Mach 3 Turbos and as soon as I did I spotted Edward heading my way. Why do these things never go on sale? I thought to myself as I made my way over to my man.
I watched Edward walking towards me with a small smile on his face. No matter where we go Edward turns heads. Guys, girls, old, young, it really doesn't matter. It amazes me how Edward never notices. He's not cocky or conceited, he honestly just has no fucking idea how God damn beautiful he really is. On the rare occasion he actually notices someone looking at him he automatically assumes the worst. I know Edward only has eyes for me, lord only knows why. My boyfriend is like walking fucking Viagra for everyone on the planet, but when he looks at me, with that small smile that's only for me, the rest of the world melts away.
As soon as we checked out and made it home Edward went into overdrive. He rushed in to the house and unpacked the bags with lightning speed. My job was to set the table and straighten up the living room. I would occasionally check on Edward in the kitchen and see if he needed any help, but he seemed to have everything under control. "Thanks Jasper." Edward said when I told him everything was all set. I started to leave the kitchen to go wash up when I felt a hand on my waist. I was turned around and before I could say anything Edward crushed his mouth to mine. I moaned as I felt his tongue stroke mine. When we came up for air, Edward whispered against my lips. "I love you, Jasper. More than you will ever know." My breath caught in my throat as I tried to tell Edward I loved him too. His emerald eyes were shining when he kissed my forehead and went back to finish dinner.
I showered and shaved, then put out a clean hand towel in the bathroom because I saw he hadn't crossed it off his list. Looking at the clock, I realized Edward better get changed since Rosalie and Emmett were due in the next fifteen minutes.
Standing in the kitchen doorway, I saw Edward muttering to himself. It sounded like he was going over the menu for dinner and making sure everything was ready. I watched him look up at the clock on the microwave, his eyes widened and he almost seemed frantic. I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist. I must have startled him because he jumped and a garbled "Jasper!" fell from his lips.
"Relax, Baby." I whispered in his ear as my hands snuck under his white t-shirt, splaying across his abs. As I gently rubbed my hands on his stomach, I could feel his muscles twitch and contract. I felt him exhale deeply and sink back into my embrace. "There you go Baby." I said as he placed his hands on mine and leaned his head back on to my shoulder. I kissed along his neck and jaw until he turned his head and captured my mouth in a fierce kiss. His body turned in my arms and he wrapped his arms around my neck . As our tongues fought for dominance Edward groaned and bucked his hips into mine. My man was sporty major wood, he must be feeling better. Too bad we would have to wait until after dinner.
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