A/N: iQ? Eh, T-Bo was funny, Freddie was hot, loved the Benson's apartment and Sam's big fork, the rest was disappointing. Little bit of peace, little bit of seddie lemon, little bit of Seddie love, but not everything is flowers and sun shining, enjoy this sap chap, next one won't be so lovely! (mischievous grin) Oh I coudn't wait for my beta, because some people are just asking for the chap, so have mercy with this unedited (is that even a word?) chapter, test starts tomorrow, so I'll be super busy! But next chapter is almost done!
XOXO
Sam's POV
He was circling my belly button and occasionally plating small kissed around it. I felt so lazy, so exhausted, the boy worn me out last night, but I was beyond ecstatic. My fingers dip into his silky strands, just to feel him, touch him a little bit, like he was touching me. Man, if I knew sex was that good I would've done it sooner, silly Sam. Freddie nuzzled my stomach, his hand on the side of my thigh. We woke up around eight, and just cuddle without saying a word. It was a quite comfortable silence, but I felt like there were still things that we needed to talk about. Freddie is a talker, just like Carly, and I knew there was no way I could escape the talk we're going to have sooner or later. And I can't even distract him, because I'm sore as hell. Last night was a mix of pain and pleasure; fortunately pleasure took over and stayed with me till the end. Let's not forget that we spent the night in each other's arms, and that's as comforting as hearing him say I love you.
"You have the cutest belly button" he spoke after an hour of silence.
"Thanks… you have the cutest lips" I traced my index finger over the curve of his lips.
"Sam… there's things we still need to talk about"
Even though I knew this was inevitable, I had to groan, things were too good to be truth "I know… what you wanna talk about first?"
He rested his chin between my breasts and sighed "future"
"Future? Are you planning on building a time machine Fredward?" I snorted.
"Ha, and once again ha" he kissed the swell of my breasts "our future Sam, you being scared of our future, you being scared of having a future with me"
"I'm not… Freddie, I'm scared of not having a future with you, that's what scares me" I stroked his cheek "not having you in my life scares me"
"Well, that makes us two, but Sam, we have to work on our issues, you know that right?" I nodded "the first issue we have to work on is trust. I need you to trust me, if this relationship is going somewhere"
"Yeah, you're right. But I do trust you, ya know" I smiled "if I had to pick the person I trust the most, it would be you"
"Really?" his eyes lit up "not Carly?"
"Nope, it would be you. Every time. You never let me down, not even once" I kissed his nose "Can I point out an issue now?" I raised my hand.
"Sure" he looked at me suspiciously "go ahead"
"Perfection" he frowned "I don't want to date Captain Awesome, or Fredperf, or Fredward The Flawless" he snickered "I wanna date Captain Dork, Fredgeek, Fredward The Nerd"
"I can do that…" he bit his lip "do you think I was pushing too far?"
"A little, but I do appreciate everything that you did, it made me feel special" I said honestly.
"Good, cause that's what I was going for" he kissed my nipples, making me shiver a bit "okay, my turn. Fear"
"Fear?" I repeated.
"Yeah, you have to stop being so damn afraid, Sam. I'm not going anywhere, so get over this and accept the fact that you can't get rid of me" his hands were on my sides, slowly running his fingers up and down, making hard for me to focus.
"I can try that, but I'll need help" he nodded "okay… I can't try to stop being so negative about everything, if you help me" he leaned forward and kissed my throat.
"Always"
"Now, me… time"
"Time?"
"Time. I'm going to need a lot of your time now that we started this, because baby" I hooked my leg around his "mama likey"
"Oh…" Freddie stuck his head in between my boobs and chuckled, this warm breath tickling me "I can do that… no, I will do that. My turn. Honesty"
"Ah… I guess I know where this is going"
"Yep. No more secrets Sam, I mean it…" he trailed off, making his thinking face.
I guess he remembered something, because he pulled away from me like I was on fire or something, sitting on the edge of the bed, hands supporting his chin.
"Tell me about Pete" he silently asked.
"Pete… okay, Pete…"
"Were you with him?" he cut me off.
"No, never. Freddie…" I sat on the bed, right behind him, wrapping my arms around his neck "Pete's gay"
"WHAT?" his head shot back, almost hitting mine "Pete's… is… he is…?"
"Gay, you can say it Freddie" I snorted.
"I know, it's just… wow, really?"
"Uh huh, to the bone" I smiled, cuddling against his back "I found out, and he begged me not to tell anyone, that was the big secret"
"Oh… wow…" he began to laugh, pushing me on the bed, and coming on top of me, kissing wherever he could reach "Sam… so you were never…"
"Nope. You're the first, the one and the last, deal with that" I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, bringing closer.
"Man, I don't think I ever been so happy about someone's masculinity or lack of therefore" he snorted, head back on my breasts "thank god"
"Yeah, thank Paul" he shot me a confused look "Pete's bf"
"Introduce us and I'll thank him personally" silence fell over us again, before I spoken up.
"Alcohol" I stated "you can't get drunk ever again"
"I can do that… but I can't promise I won't drink again, I guess I kind like it" I smacked his head "ouch! Come on! Have you ever tasted tequila?"
"You drank tequila?" I hollered.
"YUP! And I liked it, well after throwing up ten times, I kind of realize that getting wasted it's not for me, but I do enjoy drinking a bit" I glared at him "socially and occasionally"
"Good, because I won't be taking anymore drunken calls from you" he looked so ashamed "by the way, it was Pam on the phone, I was asleep"
"Oh my god…" he rubbed his face "I'm beyond embarrassed"
"You should be" I kissed his neck, pushing his head down against my chest again "your turn"
"Sorry, I was out of my mind thinking that you were with Pete. I overheard Carly telling Brad she saw him at your house… I just snapped"
I wished I never done anything to hurt him, anything to break his heart, I was so stupid, but never again. I'll never leave this boy again. Maybe I should say something to make the sadness in his eyes fade away;
"I'm so sorry Freddie" I caress his face.
"Nah, it's okay" but in his eyes I could see it wasn't.
"I love you" I kissed him senseless, trying to make him forget, but I knew deep down inside wasn't possible, but still I hoped to easy the pain.
"I love you squared" he smiled, kissing the tip of my nose.
"What?" I giggled.
"You know… Like 4² is the same as 4x4=16… you just have to multipl-" I shut him up with a kiss.
"Benson, can it! I hate math and you know that. Let's stick to I love you squared, and leave it to that"
"Sorry, fine" I kissed my chin "but I do love you squared"
"Eh, and I do hate math, but if you put it like that…" I shrugged.
"I can do that if you want, maybe you'll learn something"
"Maybe, but let's not get crazy" I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, his head on my boobs "next subject?"
"College" oh no…
"Freddie…" he lifted his head and glared at me.
"Sam, shut up okay. You think you can't get into a good college right? Well, you'll never know if you don't try, and if you don't make any effort Sam… you won't get anywhere"
"If you're going to start, then I better just go" I tried to get up, but he pinned me against the bed.
"NO! What were we talking about just now? No more running away from me! I know you're capable, and I know you can be anything you want, but you don't try, and that frustrates me. I hate to see so much being wasted. It's not my place to tell you what to do with your life, but since I'm a big part of it and I'll always be around, I think I'm entitled to an opinion" I nodded "I think, that if you tried harder in school, you could get into Boston University easily"
"Isn't it too early to be talking about this?" I whined.
"No, the sooner the better. Let's make a deal, if you work hard, really dedicate yourself to school and stuff, I'll buy you a big ham every 15 days" I licked my lips with anticipation "I know you can do this"
"Okay, fine, deal" I shook his hand "but let's say that I do good in school, one year is not good enough to make up for the rest of my school life"
"If you really dedicate and did some extracurricular activities, I'm pretty sure you could get in, beside you have credit for iCarly, I'm sure it counts"
"Fine Benson, let's say I do all this things and let's say I get into Boston University. How am I supposed to pay for it? I can't get a scholarship, I've been to juvy, they won't give me a scholarship and I can't afford to pay for it"
"I would pay for you" he kissed my cheeks.
"I don't think Marissa would be happy to pay for me to go to college" I chuckled sadly.
"I would pay Sam, not my mother"
"How? Where on earth you would get enough money to pay for this?" I was started to get frustrated.
"I've got cash" he kissed over my jaw and chin.
"The eight dollars your mother gives you every month? Or you would sell all of your Galaxy Wars stuff? This is not like our dates Freddie, this is something more, this is beyond you"
"I have cash Sam" he said pointedly.
"You? Okay, how?" I crossed my arms, covering my breasts.
"My father" he said naturally, unwrapping my arms to leave my chest exposed.
Freddie never spoke of his dad, and every time I tried, he would just change the subject, maybe now it's my opening and I can get some answers from him.
"Your father?" now I was interested "you never spoke of him before…"
"Well, there's not much to tell" he shrugged.
"No, what did we just talk about? Don't runaway, trust, honesty?" I just turned the tables Benson!
"Fine… he has a bunch of money and he sends it to me every month. He opened an account for me when I was nine, and he deposits money every month. And he opened a college fund for me, so I'll have everything set and waiting for me after I graduate"
"If you have so much money, why the hell you had to sell your stuff to pay for our dates? And how come you don't buy that Land Rover you dream about?"
"I never touched the money, it's been there for eight years, I never put my hands on it. Never wanted to, but for you I would, any day" I kissed me passionately, settling himself between my legs.
"I didn't know that… so how much money is in there?" I started to play with his hair.
"Don't know, don't care" he began to kiss me again, but groaned when I pulled away "I'm trying to make out here"
"Tell about him. What happened between the two of you?" I pleaded, needing to know more about him.
"He left us, when I was eight, Sam, there's not much to tell, I just… not ready to talk about it yet. I promise I will, just not now" Freddie kissed my neck and nibbled earlobe.
"Okay, fine I'll wait until you're ready" I gasped, feeling his thigh rubbing against my center "Freddie… I'm a bit sore… and hungry"
"Sore? Did I hurt you that much?" he pulled away taken aback with my statement.
"No dork. It was the best night of my life, but I was a virgin and you are… super big" he smirked and raised his eyebrows cockily "I'll be okay as soon as I can grab a bite" I kissed him one more time.
"Okay… ham sandwich?" he got up, putting his boxers on, but I grabbed his arm, pulling him to the bed again "Huh?"
"You stay… get some rest, because as soon as mama is healed you'll need all of your strength. I'll make us something to eat" I kissed his ear "sleep a little Fredward, mama will be right back"
He nodded and lay on the bed like the good boy that he is. I grabbed his sheet and tucked him into bed, giving a kiss on the forehead before putting on one of his shirts. I collected our clothes off the floor, and took it to the laundry room downstairs. It was pretty early and most of the people were on vacation, so the building was kinda desert. After taking care of the laundry I went into the kitchen looking for something to make. Marissa is a bit of a freak and I still don't know how come she's not a vegan, but with Gun Smoke around, there was always bacon and ham somewhere in her fridge, and that's why I like him.
Neither of them was around, and I'm pretty sure they are somewhere getting frisky. Once in a while, Freddie tells me his mom took Gun Smoke to an aggressive parents convention, but I doubt that. That's her way of getting some without letting her precious little son scarred for life. That's why mama is pretty sure that Mrs. Benson is somewhere getting some real action from her bf. Even Marissa needs it, and I know I totally know why.
I made pancakes, waffles, eggs benedict, fried some bacon and made two large ham sandwiches. What I love about the Bensons kitchen is that it's always full. Before Gun Smoke came around, it was full of healthy shit, well, Mrs. Benson still have some of that tofu shit around, only now she has normal people food too. I made coffee, and some orange juice before putting everything in a tray and taking to Freddie's room. I still had a lot of apologizing to do. What I did was pretty bad and I knew it, I hurt him while trying to help him. But I failed to notice that maybe, I was good enough for him, because I loved him in a way no one ever could.
Freddie looked so cute sleeping. He looked like a little boy, eyes closed, a small smile of his lips and a serene expression. I smiled, he looked so peaceful, and content, and thank god he didn't snore. I placed the food on the edge of the bed before crawling towards him, kissing whatever bit of skin I could reach. I kissed over his exposed stomach, his navel, his rock hard abs and his broad chest, before nuzzling his throat and nibbling his chin.
"Wake, wake sleepyhead" I whispered in his ear.
"Mmmmm, that's the best way to wake up…" he wrapped his arm around my waist, making me lay on top of him.
"I made you breakfast, let's eat before it gets cold" I kissed behind his ear and his eyelashes fluttered open.
"You made me breakfast?"
"Yes, so enjoy it because that's not something you're going to see so soon" I thumped his nose earning a yelp from my gorgeous boyfriend.
"I guess. Mmm baby?" his hand going inside my shirt and squeezing my ass.
"Yeah?" I purred, feeling his hands moving up and down my back.
"Can we stay here all day today?" aw, he looked a lot like a little boy again… asking Santa for a new computer, how cute!
"Well, I'll have to call my mom some time, tell her I'm alive and tell Carly, so she won't come looking for us"
"Fine… I'm hungry"
"Then what are we waiting for?" I sat up, bringing the tray closer to us "we have ourselves eggs Benedict, waffles, pancakes, bacon, two ham sandwiches, coffee and orange juice"
"Oh wow! That's one hell of a breakfast!" he smiled.
"And for dessert…" he raised his eyebrows suggestively "fruit salad, pervert"
"Ah…" he pouted "can I eat from your belly button?"
I felt my face flush with the thought of him eating from my body "of course…why not? Now eat dork-yo, I wanna know if you like it"
Not that'll ever admit, but knowing if he liked my cook was important to me. I knew he liked my cupcakes, but this is real food, breakfast. Maybe one day I can make him lunch, and even dinner. I watched gingerly while Freddie took his fork, dip into the eggs and put a small amount inside his mouth. With every chew, my heart raced a bit, what if he hates it? What if I suck at it? Suddenly, his brows went up and his face had with this familiar expression… where did I see this before? Oh that's right… last night. It was pleasure. Freddie let out a loud moan and squeezed his eyes shut.
"Sam, oh my god… this" he moaned again "is so good!"
Oh thank god… he likes it. Freddie dipped his fork in the eggs again, this time taking a chunk of waffles along with it and shoving inside his mouth with a moan.
"Soo… oh… good!" he mumbled, mouthful of food.
"Glad you like it, now eat it properly, and chew your food Fredward, this way you will choke"
"Okay mommy" he snickered, before taking a bite of his pancakes "I didn't know you could be so good at this cooking thing, I knew you were a food person, I just didn't know you were so skillful. I mean, the cupcake was awesome, but this… mmm even better"
"Glad you enjoy it" I shifted a little bit, noticing I was a little sore still, but not as much as before "after this is over, we'll brush our teeth and get to business"
"Oh my Samantha… already?" I loved and hated when he acted all cocky "I thought you needed a break"
"Oh come on nerd, I can take whatever you got" I smirked seductively.
"It's a challenge then" he kissed me, slowly then bit my lower lip hard "be ready baby"
"I already am" I took his hand and put in between my legs "can't you feel it?"
"Sam…" he groaned and tried to kiss me again, but I pushed him away "what the heck?"
"Food!" I turned my attention back to my bacon.
"Damn it… you can't do that, it's just mean!" he whined.
"I'm mean" I shrugged grabbing a bite from his sandwich "eat it or I will"
Freddie's POV
Strawberry. I never liked strawberry so much before in my life, I contemplated, while eating it from Sam's belly button. She actually let me eat fruit salad from her body, and man I was enjoying it. I've been ecstatic since I found out Pete was gay, and he and Sam never had anything. She never had anyone, besides me and that pleased me a lot. Sure, it did something to my ego, but besides that it did something to my heart. Sam never wanted anybody else, just me; I was the first, the one and the last, just like she said.
We're together again and that's all that matters. I would love to say that all the problems were over, but we still have issues to work on; however we're stronger now than ever before. Last night was so intense, so amazing and filled with love, just like I knew our first time would be. And man it was hot, fuck it was beyond hot, it was… amazing, wonderful, perfect. The way it felt to be inside of her, with her tight, warm walls clenching around me… it was paradise. I couldn't wait to do it without a condom, to feel every bit of her without any barriers.
"Mmm Freddie" she moaned when I licked the last trace of fruit salad from her stomach "Freddie… Freddie…"
"Say my name" I asked, my tongue going around her navel "say my name"
"Freddie… ah… lower" she tried to push my head down, but I jerked her hand away "lower…"
"Say please" I demanded.
"Please… just lick me there, put your mouth there" she squirmed, lifting her hips off the bed, trying to get it closer to my mouth "Freddie, please put your mouth on my…" she trailed off, I knew she hated the word pussy "clit..."
"Mmm, in other words you want me go down on you?" I rolled her clit between my fingers, like I did with her nipples.
"YES! OH MY GOD YES" she screamed.
"I can do that… and, after that? What you want after that?" I kissed over her hipbones and thighs "huh Sam? After that what?"
"I want… I want you inside of me" she gasped, feeling my tongue in contact with her throbbing clit "oh… Freddie… please…"
"Please what?" I asked, sucking on her small mound "huh?"
"Please, make me… cum" she moaned, legs wrapping around my head.
I couldn't hear anything with her thighs pressed against my ears, but when she began to shake I knew she was almost there, and I wanted to be there with her. Now that we're finally doing it I keep thinking about the amazing things we can do together. And I might say that maybe I've been researching around the internet some nice thing to do with her. I unwrapped her legs and pulled away, she groaned, but as soon as I put the condom on Sam smiled at me sweetly.
"Ready for this? You think you can go again?" I asked her.
"Yes, I can take whatever you got"
"You're sure about that?" I teased her, brushing the tip of my manhood against her clit.
"Yes… oh god, fuck! Just put it in please… I can't take it anymore"
"Alright…"
Her skin was so soft underneath my hands, and I could spend the whole day touching her, however, right now, I have needs to fulfill. Grabbing her leg and putting over my shoulder, I thrust into her slowly, letting her get used to me. She winced a bit, still uncomfortable because of my size, but moaned as soon as I buried myself deep inside of her. Dang she was tight, and warm and I was in so deep, it made me dizzy.
At first, I forced myself to go slow, so she could enjoy and feel no discomfort, I didn't want her sore again. My rocket was both a gift and a curse, a gift because not many guys can afford to have it, and a curse because not many girls are properly equipped to handle it. Thank God Sam took it pretty deep, even thought she was a virgin until yesterday, I guess with the time she might get used to me and I won't have to hold back, because that's pretty difficult.
"Freddie… Freddie… you're in so deep" she moaned, her nails clawing my back.
"Ah… am I hurting you babe?" I asked just to be sure.
"No… you think you can go… you know… faster?" man she was amazing!
"You're sure?" she nodded, grinding her hips against mine furiously.
"Yes please… I love it slow but, I want it harder"
Not needing to hear anymore I did as she asked me. I didn't want to hurt her, never, but I couldn't control myself anymore, she wanted this, I was going to give it to her. I pulled out and thrust back in harder than ever before, watching as she arched her back and gasped. I kept doing it, always quickening my pace. Her moans and gasps were making me so turned on, the sight of her was so amazing. The way she arched her back, and the way her eyes were squeezed shut, made me cry out in pleasure. How did I ever get so lucky? Adjusting my hips, I found a new angle, which could make me hit this special place inside of her.
"OH FUCK!" her back were so arched I thought she would break for bending liked that "FREDDIE OH MY GOD DO IT AGAIN"
I complied, moving harder and faster, hitting that magic spot that made her scream and beg. Suddenly and idea hit me, and I wrapped her legs around me, carrying her out of the room.
"What are you doing?"
"Wait and see"
Sam gripped tightly on my shoulders, giggling all the way to the kitchen. I lay her on my kitchen table, earning a confused look from her, but as soon as I thrust again, she cried out louder than before. I spread her legs wider, and gripped her hips, lifting her up to meet my thrusts, and soon we were in sync. She gripped the sides of the table till her knuckles turned white, and that only made me more fired up.
"FREDDIE! OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD" she was hollering so loud, I'm pretty sure Carly heard it.
I made her do a lot of things, but holler like a crazy woman? That was not on the list. For the first time, I was driving her completely nuts, and lost into the sensations, for the first time I was making her scream loud enough for the whole state of Washington to hear. I kept going and going, thrusting as hard as I physically could.
"OH GOD… I'M ALMOST THERE, PLEASE BABY… DON'T STOP" I had to fight the urge to cover her mouth, she was being so loud I was afraid someone would call the cops. Nah, it was worth it.
"Sam… shit… Sam…" I bent over to kiss her breasts, not stopping moving, not slowing down.
"AH! AH! AH! OH… FREDDIE, FUCK!" her thighs started to shake and her walls clenched around me.
"Sam, oh lord… fuck Sam…" I thrust harder, slamming my hips against hers.
"AH!" she hollered one last time, reaching her end.
"Fuck!" I went over the edge with her, then collapsed on top of my beautiful girlfriend.
"Oh my god… that was the best idea ever Freddie…" she panted, arms going around my neck.
"I have to agree" I kissed her softly, brushing her bangs to the side "mmm… I'm feeling sleepy"
"Let's take a nap… you worn me out dork" she chuckled.
I smiled and carried her back into the bedroom. We fell on the bed and dozed off immediately. Oh, things are finally perfect, and I have a feeling they'll get better and better.
Sam's POV
Around three o'clock, I convinced Freddie to let me go to Carly's and tell her the good news. He didn't want me to leave, but I was sure if I stayed MIA on Carly she would be knocking on our door soon, so there was no point in hiding. I kissed his forehead and told him to get some sleep; I was going to need him full of energy when I got back. I put on the same clothes I wore last night, but went barefoot to Carly's. Man, I was sore. After his performance in the shower, I was completely done, exhausted and sore. He might have done some damage to my insides, but who cares? I don't.
I opened Carly's door, to find her on the couch, sucking on Brad's face. I cleaned my throat and they pulled back.
"Hey Carly, ditch Dorko McBieber, we need to talk"
"Hey!" he protested "I don't look like Justin Bieber"
"Tell that to your hair" I snorted "I need to talk to you"
"Hey, I wanna know what happened last night" he said.
"Go ask Sir Dorks A Lot, he's asleep, but the door is unlocked"
"Fine, I'll go" he kissed my friend's forehead and patted my arm, before heading to Freddie's.
"So, tell me everything" she squeaked "come on! Did you guys made up?"
"First thing… calm down" I laughed "you look like a bouncing ball"
"Come on Sam. Tell me, what happened?" she pulled me to the couch with her.
"Didn't you hear?" I was hollering like crazy, how come she didn't hear me?
"What? I just woke up, I was exhausted from last night, it was awesome, I slept like a rock!" she pointed at her footie pajamas.
"Oh, then let me tell you what happened"
"We talked, and I told him everything, and he forgave me… and we… we, you know…" I blushed.
"No… you? You what?"
"We did it Carls… the deed" I gestured.
"Oh my god Sam!" she squeaked "oh my god, so you're back to together for real?"
"Yeah… and stronger than before" I smiled.
"So, was it good?"
"Hell yeah…! Well in the beginning it hurt, but then got better and better. He was so amazing, and he's so…" I zoned out, thinking about how great and delicious he was.
"Sweet?"
"Yeah, sweet..." I trailed off, imagining him again.
"Oh… I'm so glad Sam!" she grimaced "I so happy for you"
"It was magical Carls, and so intense…"
Carly bit a cushion, trying not to scream as I told her everything that happened last night. I detailed a little just to freak her out, this kid is so easy. We lay on her bed staring at the ceiling as we talked about all that happened this week and the issues I had to work on. This would be hard, but as long as I had Freddie, Carly and even Brad with me I could do it. Or so I think. Nearly an hour later, Brad and Freddie came in, laughing and talking, as happy as me and Carly. We went all to the Groovy Smoothies, together like it should be. Wendy and Gibby met us there, and we just enjoyed spending time with our friends.
Now everything is the way it supposed to be, me and Freddie, Carly and Brad, and our friends to tag along. And Mrs. Benson wasn't back until Tuesday, which was even better. Now I just needed to go home and grab a bunch of clothes, even though Freddie thinks that clothes are unnecessary, I still need them to get out of the apartment. He said we wouldn't be getting out, but I still needed clean underwear.
"But you won't be wearing any underwear while I'm around" he kissed my neck.
"Baby… come on, I need clothes, huh? Tooth brush, pajamas…"
"You can wear my clothes… and my pajamas and my tooth brush…" he sneaked his hand inside my shirt and into my bra.
"Freddie come on…" I gasped, feeling his fingers rolling my nipple "I need to tell my mother I'm alive, please?"
"Ugh" he groaned "fine, but you are mine until Tuesday and there's no way I'm letting you leave this apartment again"
"Fine, okay. Can we go now?" I pouted.
"Okay… let's go" he kissed my hand and we headed out the door.
Man I was in paradise, I'm so happy right now, nothing can bring me down. He's with me, he loves me, and the rest are just details, right now the world is a beautiful place, and I can hear birds singing. Pathetic, but good pathetic. He's my lobster, and I'm his.
Freddie's POV
As I parked in front of Sam's house, I began to think about all the things I would like to say to Pam Puckett. Because of her, Sam was scarred for life, and had to deal with her mother's past hunting her everywhere she went. Because of Pam Puckett, Sam was now scared of loving someone and open up completely, she was afraid of letting me see all of her, who she really was. Because of Pam Puckett she broke up with me last week, and caused us both pain and suffering. What kind of mother does that to her child? What kind of mother tells her daughter she's not good enough? My mother might be crazy, but at least she's not mean.
"Okay, come on in. I'm going to grab a bunch of clothes, and we're out okay?" I nodded, following her into the small white house.
There she was, Pam Puckett, sitting on the couch, watching an episode of Frasier. Immediately all the things I went through this hell of a week came to my mind, because looking at her face was a constant reminder of why Sam did what she did, and why she was so afraid. I'm sure Sam wouldn't even think about that anymore if Pam didn't open her huge mouth. In other words: she was the one to blame. That's why I forgave Sam so easily, because I should be mad, but I couldn't, now I see how much her mother messed up her head. It's not entirely her fault if she doesn't know how to trust and hope for the best, how could she ever learn from this woman? How can you learn how to trust from someone who constantly lets you down?
"Hey kiddo, sweet lips. I guess everything is okay now huh?" she smiled, looking between Sam and me.
"Yep!" Sam gave me a quick kiss "and I'll be heading out soon. Only here to grab a few clothes and I'm out. Be back by Tuesday"
"Oh I see" she smirked "your mother's not home?"
"No… I'll be at Carly's mom" my pretty girlfriend turned three shades of crimson.
"Huh… yeah, sure" she replied sarcastically "at Carly's"
"Alright…" Sam looked around awkwardly "I'll be right back okay?"
"Okay" I gave her a chaste kiss and watched her go into her room.
There was an awkward silence after Sam left, but I could tell Pam wanted to say something, anything to easy things between us, 'cause I knew that she knew that I knew everything. Complicated right? I too wanted to say something, well some things. Mean things. However, I couldn't bring myself to start a conversation.
"So? I trust you two are being safe" she finally let out, looking straight into my eyes.
"Yes. Because my priority is to protect her, for the real reasons" I said pointedly.
"Listen sweet lips, I'm sorry for what happened, okay? I was just doing what I thought it was best for my daughter, but I was wrong, it happens" she shrugged.
"Apparently happens a lot with you" I scoffed.
"And you think you can teach me how to parent my child?" she said angrily "go have a kid first, then we talk about that"
"I get what you were trying to do Pam, what I don't get is why would think that Sam isn't good enough for me. My take is, that you were thinking about yourself when you told her that, and was your mistake, to think, even for a second that she is anything like you, when she's obviously much better" I was careful not to speak loud, I was angry, but Sam didn't need any more drama, and having her mother and her boyfriend arguing it's not good for her right now.
"I know that now Freddie. I was selfish and too caught up on my own pain to ever realize that maybe she was meant for more than this" she confessed, sincerely.
"I always knew that" I stated.
"You're a good kid and I trust you'll be good for her, but Sam is complicated, do you really think you can handle that?"
"Trust me Pam, I've been handling it for more years than you know, and really doesn't matter how much work is going to take, because I know that I want to be with her and I'll do anything to keep her. I love your daughter enough to try and try how many times are necessary"
"Good. It's good to know. And if you ever hurt her, I have some relatives that would love to do some damage to your pretty face" she gestured "and all the rest"
"I believe you, but I can't promise you I won't hurt her, because I'm not perfect, and even though I tried to be, that's not what Sam wants. But this I'll promise you; if I ever hurt her, I'll do my best to fix it"
"That's good enough for me kid" she smiled "in fact it's much better than that I'll never hurt her or I rather die than hurt her crap" cringed.
"What up?"
Sam came into the living room carrying her book bag, filled with clothes, two fatcakes on her hands and a quizzical look or her face.
"Just chatting" I smiled, grabbing her heavy bag from her "moving in?"
"Eh, you never know what you might need" she shrugged "everything okay?" Sam gave me that is everything okay? What's happening in here look, but I just smiled and traced my index finger from her forehead to the tip of her nose, I knew she loved that "ready to go?"
"Uh huh, let's get going" I grabbed her hand and waited for her to say goodbye to her mother.
"Alright, mom, I'll be at Carly's, be back by Tuesday and… well that's pretty much it" she shrugged.
"Wait a minute young lady" Pam called out when Sam started to drag me out of there.
"What?" she groaned.
"You think I'm some kind of idiot" we both gave her a confused look "I know you two are doing it, and I also know you're going to sleep over his house, so at least be honest with me"
"Fine!" Sam groaned, turning ten different shades of red "I'll be at Freddie's"
"Good, now hold on" Pam stormed out of the living room, returning a few seconds later, holding a black box in her hands "for you. Be safe"
She handed Sam a box of condoms, I guess they were new, because it was sealed, but with Pucketts you never know. Sam read something in the box and tossed back to Pam.
"Can't use them"
"What?" Pam and I said.
"Too small for Freddie" she smiled.
"Sam!" I protested.
"What?" Pam grabbed the box while I turned purple "it's for average size…" she trailed off, staring at my crotch.
"Great" I mumbled angrily to myself "thanks Sam, now your mom it's looking at my… private parts"
"Sorry kid…" she took her eyes off me "really?" she asked Sam.
"Yep. He needs large size condoms" she snickered.
"Sam!" I grabbed her wrist "we're out of here" I began to drag her out the door when Pam called again.
"At least…" she stuck her hand inside her pocket "let me give you this…" she gave Sam a twenty dollar bill "momma wants to give her little baby her first set of condoms"
"That's it!" I dragged Sam out of the house and shoved her into my car "if you ever talk about my… thing ever again to anyone, you're not going to see it again in your life! Got it?"
"Oh please…" she snorted, coming closer to me while I buckle my seatbelt "gonna tell me you never want to be inside of me again? Huh?" she huskily whispered against my ear "gonna tell me that you don't like how it feels to be inside of me?" Sam bit my earlobe, making me groan "gonna tell me you don't want me anywhere near your rocket anymore?"
"I-I… shit" I began to stutter, feeling her hand on my package "Sam… I can't drive with you doing this" she gave me a hard squeeze "DAMN! Just… it embarrasses me"
"Then why don't you punish me?" she flicked my earlobe with her tongue "huh? Punish me"
"When we get home… you're dead" I grabbed her by the waist, coming closer to her, slightly brushing my lips against hers "you think you're sore now? wait, just wait"
"Ah!" she gasped, feeling my hand in between her thighs "promise?"
"I would do it right now, but I don't have a condom with me… but wait until we get home… you're a goner Puckett" I pulled away, while she panted for more, and started the car.
Sam's POV
I dropped my things on the floor of Freddie's room, while he attacked my neck with his soft lips. Dang, this boy doesn't get tired? Not that I'm complaining, but we already did it like… three times since yesterday? His bed, kitchen table, and shower… yeah, three times. And he was getting better and better. I tugged on the hem of his shirt, trying to get it out, because he looks better without it, and his pants. Yeah, it's a fact, he looks better without clothes.
"Freddie… take off the damn shirt!" I demanded, tugging harder, trying to get rid of that stupid thing "come on!"
"Easy princess… we have all night" he took his shirt off, slowly, teasing me with which every inch of exposed skin.
"Faster damn it!" I grabbed the damn shirt and yanked off him "I want you naked! Now!"
"Your wish is an order" he watched while I undid his belt "but I have a wish" he grabbed my hands, not allowing me to unzip his pants.
"What?"
"Your shirt, must be gone too" he let go of my arms and sat on the bed "and your pants"
"Fine" I yanked my shirt off my body and quickly got rid of my pants "but I want to be on top this time"
"Fine by me… the view from bellow is going to be awesome" he smiled.
I tugged on his belt and made him stand up, quickly getting rid of his pants. Once we were both in our underwear, I pushed him backwards onto the bed and quickly straddled his waist, dying to get my hands on him. I wanted to make him moan, that was my turn to be in control, to make him whimper and beg for more. Freddie grabbed a handful of my hair, making my head hang back, but I slapped his hand away, leaning down to kiss all over his torso, always moving my hips against the tent inside his boxers.
He tried to flip us, so he would be on top, but I bit his nipple making him yelp. Mama is control now Benson, there's no way I'll let you escape me. Freddie tried to fight me again, because I was teasing the hell out of him, and for the bulge inside his underwear and the way he was moaning I knew he couldn't take it anymore.
"Quiet boy! I'm the boss now" I said, licking over his collarbone.
"Sam, damn it! Just, stop teasing me!" he growled.
"Nah, this is fun!" I grind my hips against his erection.
"Sam…" he warned me, trying to hold my hips still, but I pinned him on the bed "Sam!"
"No… I'm the boss Benson, so sit back and enjoy it!"
I moved my hips against his crotch, making an eight motion, then sat down on him hard. I guess that was his breaking point, because he screamed, and sat up suddenly, knocking us both to the ground. I landed on my ass, on top of his pants, and he landed in between my legs.
"Damn it Freddie! I told you I wanted to be on top tonight!"
"And I'll let you… if you stop teasing me" he delivered hot kisses all over my jaw "and this bra needs to go"
Freddie removed my bra, tossing somewhere far away from us, and just attacked my breasts. I loved the way his hot and wet tongue made my skin burn the moment he touched me. I wrapped my legs around his waist, really not caring if I was on top or not, I just needed to feel him. And I was feeling him, poking my inner thigh, making me wetter than before.
"Fuck! I changed my mind! You can be on top" I moaned.
"Nope!" he kissed all over my stomach and sat up between my legs "I want you, to ride me"
The way he said it, made me shudder. The look on his face, drove me crazy. He just smirked, laying on top of me, kissing wherever he could reach. Damn this boy, damn him! Freddie removed my underwear with his teeth, and I hollered his name.
"Oh Freddie… man, you're good at it"
"Thanks ma'am" he kissed my throbbing core.
"AH!"
"You like that?" I nodded "then let e see if you like this" he slid a finger inside of me, making me cry out his name.
"Oh my god… it's so… good" I moaned when he started to pump his finger in and out.
A familiar feeling was building up inside of me as his finger moved in a quicker pace and soon I knew I was going to explode. It was all so good… that made my body vibrate. Wait… I'm vibrating, but… it's coming from… my backs.
"Freddie…" I panted "I'm vibrating"
"Mmm… already?" he smirked.
"No…" I reached behind my back and inside his pants' pocket "I'm vibrating" I grabbed his phone.
"Ignore it" he continued his magic, not even caring who was calling.
"It's… ah… oh… Carly" I said between moans.
"Ignore it" he bent, his tongue circling my clit.
"Kay" I ignore Carly's call and threw his phone across the room.
He gave me one last kiss down there, and pulled away, I groaned "I know, but since you wanna be on top you have to do the work" he flipped us over "its Freddie's night"
"Fine dork"
I complied, licking and kissing up and down his torso, teasing him with my tongue. Freddie dig his fingers into my waist, making me move on top of him, ribbing against his erection.
"Somebody is up" I giggled.
"And ready to play" he threw his head back, offering me his throat eagerly.
"Mmm" I licked a long trace from his collarbone to his jaw line "you wanna put it in, for just a bit to see how it feels like?" I teased.
"Damn it Sam!" he groaned and gripped my hips harder.
With one small thrust he would be inside of me without anything between us, and even though it was very risky, it was also very excited and I wanted to feel him too. I adjusted myself on top of him, ready to let him in completely, just for a little bit, just to know what it feels like, but a loud bang made me pull away.
BANG, BANG, BANG!
"Guys open up! I know you're in there!" Carly shouted.
"Damn it!" Freddie whispered "let's keep quiet and she'll go away"
BANG, BANG, BANG!
"Come on! Freddie, Spencer has your spare key, I'll go grab it if you don't let me in!"
"Shit, Freddie put some clothes on, I'll go get the door" I tried to get up, but he wouldn't let me.
"No way, can't you see I'm in no condition to stop right now?" he said pointedly.
"Baby, I don't wanna waste it too, but if I don't open the door Carly will walk in on us, and that's something that will scar her for life"
"Fuck! I hate her so much! I wanted to see you… riding me like a wild amazon" he traced his fingers through my belly.
"And we'll do that as soon as she's gone" I bent over to kiss him.
"Come on you guys!"
"Let me go?" I pouted "please?"
"Fine" he released me, and I grabbed his shirt, that was on the floor and put it on.
Carly was suck a cockblock, first she called us in the gym when I was about to go down on him for the first time, she went nuts when we shared our first kiss, and now this? COCKBLOCK! I opened the door, wearing nothing but Freddie's shirt and a scowl.
"You're such a cockblock Shay. This better be good" I crossed my arms.
"Oh please Sam, I thought you were sore!" she whispered.
"Eh, that's not important, what's important is, I was in the middle of something, so buzz off" I tried to close the door, but she put her foot on it.
"Nope! I have something I think you and Freddie will like" she took two small tickets off her pocket.
"What's…?" I trailed off, looking at what she just handed me "Wonderland? That's like… the best theme park ever!"
"I know. And as you know, today they're opening here in Seattle, so… let's go!"
"Where did you get those?" I squealed.
"Brad's dad. Anyway, do you happen to know who is singing there, tonight?" she smirked.
"No…"
"Love me now… Parachute!"
"Oh my god Freddie loves that band!"
"So, let's go them! But we have to leave now, so go get ready and don't do… anything other than get dressed" she warned.
"Okay…" I hugged her "thank you Shay"
"Go get ready!" she shoved me "go!"
"Alright!"
Man this is going to be awesome! Everything is going so good, I'm back with Freddie, he's great in bed, and now this? What I did to deserve so much? Man, this is awesome! Thank you God, for being so good to me. I guess after all these miserable years, I'm finally getting the happiness I somewhat deserve. This is going to be great!
To be continued…