disclaimer: i dont own shit. i want to buy edward though. think s.m will sell him to me. lmao

7 years later

!&Bella&!

"Why is it that all the girl we party with are sluts?" I asked brandy. We were at the biggest party this weekend and it was boring the hell out of me. All I wanted to do is get high and have some hot sex.

"Looks who talking Bella. Miss ill fuck anyone with a big dick." she laughed.

"So what I like my dicks big what's the big deal? And anyways Adam doesn't have a big dick and I fuck him all the time." I said defending myself. Its not that I don't fuck anyone that doesn't have an average dick I just like my men to fill out in all the right places.

"So are we going to steal Adam and Kyle and go back to your place?" brandy asked. Me and brandy have been friends since freshman year I wouldn't take her shit. And we became quick friends. I loved her and man was she ever hot.

"Yeah lets get them out of here before they get molested. Look Brittany's all over Adam I should go save him, While you get Kyle. Meet me at my car okay." I said kissing her and then making my way to Adam.

Brittany was all over him by this point and he looked disgusted, good thing I'm coming to save him. Brittany was not attractive at all. She kind of reminded me of a bug. She had really big eyes that always looked like they were going to pop out of her head. She had fucked up yellow teeth. And a bent nose I gave her last year when she stole my weed out of my purse. And of course she was one big freckle.

"Hey Adam" I smiled.

"Bella" he smiled back. Checking me out head to toe. I had on a white tube top on, with baby phat written in gold across my chest and black tight jeans that fit my every curve. And black pumps.

"I was wondering if you were busy?" I looked over at Brittany. "Cause I wanted to know if you wanted to come back to my house?" I smiled and winked.

"No not at all Brittany was just leaving anyways. Is Kyle and Brandy coming?" he asked. Brittany was pissed and stormed off.

"Of course we have to meet them by the car." I said taking his hand and leading him out to the car where they were waiting making out against my car. "Okay please step away from my car and put your hands up" I joked we all laughed.

We got into my car and took off. " Bells your mom isn't coming home till 12 tomorrow right?" asked Brandy.

"Right, her and Phil took off said they had some kind of baseball shit to do. In other word I want to fuck him senseless and I don't want you to hear me scream." we all started to crack up. " which is good for me because I get to bring hot guys home." With drugs

We pulled up to my house and it was really dark I got out and went up to the door to unlock it. "Bells? Can me and Kyle take your moms room. Her bed is much more quiet then yours and I'm really horny." I laughed and thought to myself u slut.

"Sure I don't fucking care I wouldn't give you my room anyways." I said walking into my house and up the stairs to my room. My room wasn't all that special because it was well plain it had blue walls a black desk and a black dresser to the side and a black queen size bed on the other side of the room and that is where I wanted to be in bed with Adam with both of us doing lines.

I turned around to see Adam. But when I turned around his lips crashed to mine. And we moved to the bed. He started to take of my top so I raised my arms and then took his off to. I started with his pants and he had mine off is less time. I could feel him at my entrance.

"Adam if you don't hurry up and put your cock into me I'm going to explode." with that he slammed into me hard and quick. With each thrush I screamed and moaned I was about to come when he stopped. I looked at him and he got off of me… "what the hell are you doing."

"well I think we should do some lines before we finish so we can go longer" he said smiling. I smiled back.

" okay but I got a better idea lay down on the bed." I said he did. " hand me the drugs" I said while I straddled him. I leaned over to the bedside table that was next to my bed and made 2 lines. "Okay now sit up and lean over." he did and sniffed it and laid back down, "Okay now your ready." I said putting 2 lines on his chest.

I leaned over to start stiffing it when I was done the first line I went down for the next, and that's when my door flew open.

"WHAT THE FUCK" my mom screamed. " WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING."

"MOM GET THE HELL OUT." I screamed right back. Trying to cover me and Adam up.

"LIKE FUCK I WILL". she said pulling me out of my bed and out the door and down stairs by my ear. With only a sheet covering me. "ISABELLA MARIE SWAN!! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?"

I watched everyone come down with Phil. He was pissed you could see it in his eyes.

"Mom I'm sorry but can we finish this tomorrow your killing my buzz." I asked pleading. I really didn't want to do this not right now I was really high now.

"Okay first of all I don't fucking care if I'm killing your buzz and second… you brandy and whoever you guys are get the hell out of my house now." she yelled. Man my mom was pissed. They looked at me and smiled I smiled back and waved. And then they were gone.

"Okay then fine I'm going to my room. I cant handle you screaming and thanks mom… now no ones going to talk to me now that my moms a crazed bitch." I stood up to make my way to my room when I felt someone slap me. Fuck it stung. "YOU BITCH WHAT FUCK WAS THAT FOR. GOD MOM YOU ARE A LOON."

"BELLA YOU LITTLE INGRATEFUL CHILD. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU, YOU USED TO BE SO, I DON'T EVEN KNOW BUT YOU WERE NEVER LIKE THIS."

"MOM DID YOU EVER THINK IM JUST WANT TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE AND NOT TAKE CARE OF YOU ANYMORE, YOU MARRIED PHIL HE CAN FUCKING TAKE CARE OF YOU CAUSE I SURE THE HELL DONT WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE."

God my mom was going to fucking cry I could handle this anymore. Phil just looked at me in shock, what I said was true I never really got to be a kid cause I had to take care of her, I thought it was supposed the other way around.

"what don't look so shocked guys. Its true when we moved here and left Charlie and Emmett you didn't know what to do. You were always out dating and trying new things and I had to keep putting everything back together." my mom was crying now.

"Bella I'm calling Charlie tomorrow I think it would be better if you go live with him … I cant believe my little girl is doing drugs and having sex. I cant believe in my house to."

"Well ill be happy to move with dad at least he'll want to know how my day was I don't want to live here anyways you guy are always so blah and doing lovey dovey shit and always leaving me here. You don't care about me you never did. Why the fuck did you take me anyways? Huh?"

"Because you needed a mom. that's why. You know what Bella I'm sending you to forks. But I am going to make you a deal" she said.

"And what would that be?" I asked. What deal is she going to make me?

" I'm not going to tell Charlie what you did or are up to.. But if I find out you do it again ill make Charlie put you in jail. Or maybe even the hospital. I don't care.. But if you do it again then its your fault cause I'm giving you a clean break. Somewhere you can change and fix what you did here. But I will and take my word on this I will make Charlie put you in the hospital."

"Okay fine. Call Charlie tell him I'm coming. Tell him ill be there Saturday. The sooner the fucking better." God I need more coke.

My mom told me to go get cleaned and dressed for bed because I smell like sex. I laughed while I went up stairs to have a shower.

I stepped out of the shower and dried my hair and then ran to my room and to my total shock my mom had every drawer open dumped on my bed all my socks un paired worst of all she had my makeup bag full of E, Hash and Pot and my pocket viberator on my nightstand. Period .

"MOM WHAT THE FUCK YOU NOSEY BITCH" I yelled running into hall.

My mom said "bell's what I am about to do your really not going to like. Go grab all the STUFF off your night stand and meet me back here"

I went into my bedroom, grab my E. And then I seen some coke wonder were it came from then I saw Adam's note

Bella

I'm sorry for getting you in shit. I left 2 grams and about 5 E pills under your pillow.. You own me a good blow job next time I see you … sorry again.

Adam.

"Bella" my mom called "I am waiting for you"

I walked into the hall with my stash then my mom walked me into the bathroom and toward the toilet she was about to make me flush 25 E's worth about 100 and a half an 8 ball worth 110 all I new was she didn't find my other stash with the other 20 pills and the rest of the 8 ball so I am about to flush half my stash!!

"Mom I am not going to flush my shit, just because I got caught. Are you nuts? I almost yelled. " cant I just keep it then when its gone, Ill quit?" I asked her.

"FLUSH THE FUCKING GOD DAMN DRUGS BELLA OR ILL TELL CHARLIE WHY THE FUCK YOUR THERE ISABELLA!!" she screamed at me…. God I hate her

"Fine I will. You know I cant wait till I get the fuck out of here. You are a crazed bitch that has a brain that thinks like a 5 year old does. You should be locked up somewhere. Haven't you ever heard that song before, their coming to take me away. They wrote it about you."

"5.….4.…3...2..." she stared counting down"

"fuck fine I will fucking do okay" I said while rolling around…. She used to count down when I was in trouble. I never got to one cause for some stupid reason I was always afraid of her. I don't now why it worked now but I guess there is a small part of me that was still that little girl. Afraid of her mother.

As I walk over towards the toilet, I mumble "Fucking cunt, I hope you die." I finished emptying them in the toilet. Renee flushed what she thinks is all of my stash. I laughed and did a little victory dance inside my head.

I grabbed my make-up bag, and headed towards my room. "good-night, bitch" I said to Renee and slammed my door. I threw all of the shit off of my bed. Grabbed my I pod out from my bedside table drawer and pressing play and hearing human by Skye Sweetnam.

I slowly fell asleep 2 or 3 songs later. Morning came sooner than I'd hope. And it looked like I was going to be leaving in 2 days….SHIT. Oh well look out forks here I come.

okay so i love you all so i am posting this chapter the same day and if you guys give me alot of reveiws ill post another ... after this chapter i have 3 more already written so if i were you i would reveiw... just so you dont have to wait.