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!!BELLA!!

"EMMETT" I scream running towards my brother.

"BELLS" He yelled back while I jump into his arms. I hugged him for about 2 minutes before he put me down. " I miss you bells. Why haven't you come down for the last 3 years? HUH?"

I haven't seen my brother since before I started high school. I didn't want to really I never really wanted to go back to forks because it would be to much of a reminder that I couldn't be with my friends. So my dad and Emmett always came to me. We would always do fun stuff…. But then I hit high school and I didn't have time… with all the parties and shit .. Why would I want to go see my dad when I could get high because he would have known if I was high or not. He's a fucking cop for fuck sake.

"I don't know why really" I lied " so how is dad?"

"Good, he said he was sorry, he couldn't cancel on Billy again." he said laughing.

"How's everyone else? I haven't seen them in 7 years. Did you tell them I was coming?" I asked.

"Their good. And no I wanted to surprise them. also I just wanted to worn you now that we are not the same people we were seven years ago Bella." he said. What the hell.

"What do you mean? your not that same people anymore? None of us are the same people anymore." I laughed. If only you knew buddy.

" Well" he started finally we got to his jeep. He helped me in and went to the other side. " Lets just say we aren't all that innocent anymore. We get into a lot of shit… and do a lot of shit."

"OH" was all I said " you drink right? " I wanted to know what the hell he was talking about… "come on and just spill the shit Emmett.

"I forgot to ask you. Do you want to come to my football game? Its at 1:30 so we have plenty of time to get home and get ready."

"Yeah sure are they going to be there?? And why aren't you telling me Emmett.?"

"Yes they are going to be there. They are always there. I just don't want you to think bad about your older brother and your friends… I just don't really want to scare you off … or you go tell Charlie cause I could so get arrested." HUH?

"Okay first off I'm not a nark and second your confusing the hell out of me just tell me already… ill tell you the real reason I came here." I knew I could tell my brother he would never tell my dad… hopefully.

"find well me and the gang… " he paused "we party hardy… lets just say. Now tell me why your really here."

"Emmett just fucking tell me…. Like I said what ever you tell me wont get back to Charlie and also I can tell you your going to shit when I tell you why I really am here."

"Fuck your pushy… we drink, do coke, E and weed and we even do what ever we can to get our hands on.. Like oxy cottons and shit.. Your so pushy bells." This is so awesome yes I don't have to quit… hopefully Emmett wont kill me when I tell him why I really am here for. "So now its your turn tell me why you really came here for."

"Okay well I can say that I have done everything you just said… like almost every day I was high since freshmen year. But the reason I moved here is because mom caught me in my room with my drug dealer sniffing coke. That was not the best thing to come home to." I said looking at him.

"Oh god… mom must of freaked … I'm sorry I missed that."

"Yeah she did and also my friends were having sex in there bed. And when mom dragged me down the stairs she told me that she was going to give me chance to not fuck up and shit by moving here. Now I don't have to go behind your back and try to find drugs." I said laughing. " You wanna know something funny?

"What?"

"I asked mom if we could talk about this the next day because she was killing my buzz." I said Emmett started laughing so hard he shook the jeep.

"I'm glad that I don't have to hide this shit from you either, it would have been a pain in the ass."

"So do you think they know who I am…?? I asked.

"Yeah you haven't changed that much."

"Emmett what are we doing after the game?"

"Well we partying of course Edward and Alice's parents aren't home so were throwing a party.. Its going to be sick…. We went and met the dealer yesterday. We bought a shit load. Cause no one else knows how to get it so we sell it."

"So the cops son and daughter are fucked up. You know we are breaking the law" I said laughing. This is so cool. He started laughing too.

We finally pulled into the drive way and no one was home… so I was safe…. I could just be myself and get dressed for the stupid football game… I'm only going for my big brother I love him that much.

I went up stairs after Emmett opened the door. I need to get high or something… I only has maybe about 4 lines left of my coke and 2 pills of my E left. I put my drugs in my bra and I didn't see a dog there. So I was safe… I finally got to my room at the end of the hall and sighed. I forgot my fucking bags.. Ugh

"EMMETT CAN YOU BRING MY BAG UP AND SOMETHING TO DRINK PLEASE IM REALLY THISTY.." I yelled.

"YAH BE UP IN A MINUTE." he yelled back.

While I waited I looked at my room it was still the same as when I left. Pink walls a small bed and stupid flower bed set… there was a deck in the corner. I was glad I brought my laptop…. And I couldn't wait to get my stuff here… my mom said she would send my bedroom set and my bed set here and a couple of my other thing. I couldn't wait. I would have to do something about these stupid pink walls though.

Emmett walked in with my 2 bags and a can of pop. I love my big brother. "thank you" I said kissing his cheek.

"Bella we have to leave in 30 minutes so don't take long." he said then turned to leave.

"Are you joking I only need 10 minute and I look good." I said laughing.

"okay half a hour ill see you down stairs" he smiled.

"Wait Emmett?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you do shit before the game. I mean drugs?"

"Yeah why?"

"Want to take the last of my E with me. I don't want to do it by myself." I would anyways but I wanted to do it with my brother.

"Fuck yes. How did you get it on the plane?"

"I have my ways." I said with a great big smile. I handed him a E it was a white music note lots of coke and acid it these ones. After I opened my pop took my Candy and I was so excited, I handed the pop over to Emmett and he took his.

"See you down stairs half an hour okay." and with that he walked out of my room and closed the door.

I was looking threw my clothes and I couldn't decide what I wanted to wear. After about 5 minutes of me looking I finally said fuck it and threw on my black baby phat jeans with gold and white patterns on it. And my white halter top with sliver baby phat cats all over it and my silk white and black baby phat jacket on and just to make the whole outfit much I toped it of with my white and gold baby phat shoes.

After I was done getting dressed I went to the bathroom to put on my make up. I really never were a lot of make up. So I put on eyeliner to bring out my eyes and some lip gloss. I remember one time when I was hanging out with brandy she used to take 3 to 5 hours to get ready and I fell a sleep when she was about a hour left to get ready she woke me up …. That was funny cause I got up and got dressed. And then I took 2 minutes to do my make up and I brushed my hair and flipped it. She said to me that it wasn't fair cause she always took so long and I only took 5 minutes and I still looked better then her.

After I was done I made my way down stairs and Emmett was rushing… what the hell?

"What's wrong big bear?" I asked and laughed to myself about the stupid nickname I gave him when we were younger.

"I cant find my fucking jock" he almost yelled.

"Okay well I cant help you there sorry."

Emmett has not change at all. God when we were kids he use to always be looking for something.

"Did you leave it in the locker room?" I asked. I was just trying to see if could help.

"Found it" he said in joy.

"Where was it?"

"In the couch" he said like it was no big deal.

"EW!!… Emmett remind me to never sit on the couch again okay." he laughed and rolled his eyes.

"Lets go little one I'm going to be late." And with that we were out the door and driving towards the school. " Okay so you know my number is 33, Edward's is 89 and Jasper is 57. So look for us okay and ill show you what I'm made" I laughed.

" So your going to show off for little old me now are you?" I said laughing still. "Your going to play high, oh god."

"Its so much fun." he said with a smile I could see he was starting to feel it too.

We pulled up to the school and I could see the football field, it was pretty packed. It looked like I was going to have to stand. Great. Good thing I wore running shoes and not heels like I was planning. Emmett helped me out of the jeep and told me he'd see me after the game. So now I was alone walking to the field tripping out, I was thinking what the hell are people going to think, am I going to be the talk of the town ? I took a deep breath and walked up the bleaches….. This is going to be fun

When I walked up I didn't see anyone I knew. I guess they aren't here yet. I stood there wishing I wasn't alone and so high that everything was shaking. It was really starting to get sad. I wish brandy was here. That made me happy that I could call her so I got my phone out of my purse. I dialled her number.

Ring.

Ring.

Ring.

"Hey sexy miss me already?" brandy asked.

"Yes" I said laughing. "so what are you doing cause I'm high and I cant really do anything cause I'm watching my brother play football and I'm bored out of my mind….. Please come save me I am in hillbilly hell!! And guess what?"

""What?"

"my brother and his friends do drugs and shit too."

"That's so fucked" she said laughing.

"I cant believe were going to be seniors in high school without it each other but since you have been gone my chances of becoming prom queen has gone way up!!"

"that's because all the guys you have slept with will vote for you"

She laughed and we just talked. I seen her yesterday and I still missed her this much. We kept talking for a while and then I seen my brother. It looked like he was flirting with me I couldn't believe it. I started to laugh . And then I waved and smiled.

"Bella what are you laughing at I didn't say anything funny" brandy said.

"Sorry I'm really tripping out here can I call you back….. And my brother looks like he's flirting with me." I said laughing and watching as my brother caused a couple of the players too look my way.

I hung the phone and pulled my I pod out of my purse. I turned it on after I got the earphones is my ears only to here the best techno song ever made. Popcorn by crazy frog , I don't know about you but I love this fucking song… I really wanted to dance … everything was tripping me out right now I couldn't believe my brother … like come on , but those to guys looked fucking sexy. I wonder who they were.

3...2...1, the buzzer sounded, and scared me to death, its half time and I see the cheerleaders go on the field doing there little cheer .. God how I hate cheerleaders. There was a really tall hot cheerleader yelling out and another girl with black spiky hair being throne in the air…I wonder if they like being with girls?… I wonder.

I seen Emmett run towards me first before heading to the locker room. "Hey you doing okay baby." he asked me. I hate when he treats me like I'm 4 again. "not tripping out to bad right?"

"Yeah I'm fine. I'm just fucked out of my head."

"you know that touch down was for you right?" When did he get a touch down? God I'm higher then I thought.

"Yeah I know you were just trying to show off.. Hey don't you have to go into the locker room.?." I asked.

"Yeah shit ill see you in a bit okay.." he said then kissed my forehead before running back the locker room.

I seen the blonde girl glaring at me… god that must be his girlfriend. She is fucking sexy though. I just smiled at her back.

Before long the game started up and again and I think I listened to like 3 more songs. But time flies when your high so you don't really know. And then before long the game was over and everyone was cheering and Emmett ran over to me. Picking me up into a hug and swung me around.

"We won" he yelled in joy. "see I told you I could do it when I'm high"

"Emmett put me down. Or ill have to hurt you." I laughed.

" Okay well I am going to get changed and ill be back okay… be right back…" He said and the left me alone once again.

I looked around me still feeling my high pretty well … it felt as if I just took the thing a second ago. Then I seen the blonde girl and the short black hair girl. Walking towards me. Maybe I'm not the only one who thought it looked like Emmett was flirting with me.

The 2 girls walked up to me. And the blonde looked even better close up… well both of them did.

" Who the hell are you and what do you think you are doing with my man" the blonde said more then asked. This could be fun… lets have a little fun shall we…

"I don't think I care if you know who I am. And ill do whatever I want with Your man." nothing sexual… that's just gross. I thought to myself. Well that set her off.

"Excuse me … who the hell do you think you are, you whore." she said pushing me.

"First off don't fucking put your hands on me again" I stated. " And second I think I'm the queen of fucking England." I said laughing. The look on her face seem like no one has ever talked back to her. Like every one was afraid of this chick… and well lets just say it didn't go over well.

The next think I knew was I got punched in the face.. GREAT first day back already getting into a fight. I thought while I punched her back. I'm sorry you just don't fuck with me while I'm on E. we started throwing punches and I could barley hear all the screaming … and everyone yelling fight. I didn't care this girl was not going to fucking punch me for no fucking reason.

I grabbed her by the hair and hit her head of my knee I didn't care, she was not going to win.. Then I felt my brother grab me while somebody grabbed Blondie. Then I heard it..

"Rose what the hell did you do that for?" that's right Rose. One of my best friends.. And I guess my brothers girlfriend.

"Well what the fuck are you doing with her then… I thought you loved me." oh god.

"Rosalie Hale?" I asked. Everyone but Emmett looked at me in shook like how the fuck did I know her name. I ran over to her and hugged her. "God I missed you." I said. Emmett started to laugh.

"EW get of me you whore. I don't even know you." she said in disgust.

" I thought you said I haven't changed much big bear? " I said pouting while I looked at Emmett.

"Well I guess you have because they look like They don't know who your are." he stated like it wasn't obvious.

"OH. MY. GOD." The little pixie screamed running towards me. She hugged me. What the hell. "I missed you so fucking much. I cant believe your here." Everyone looked confused. Only Emmett looked scared as she turn on him. " Why the hell did you not tell me she was coming." she asked pointing a finger at my brother.

"I'm sorry Alice it was a surprise" he said holding up his hands. As to say I'm innocent don't kill me.

" I am so sorry for hitting you." Rose said hugging me again. I guess she figured who I was. " Why didn't you tell me who you were?" she asked while Alice came and hugged me again

I was starting to get turned on cause how I could feel their boobs against me. Stop it Bella.

" I didn't know who you were" I said. Just then a blonde boy came up to me. Jasper I'm guessing pulling me into a hug.

"Hey you I missed you … what has it been about 5 years?" he asked when he pulled away. I laughed.

"Try 7" I said. "I guess everyone has forgotten me." I said with a pout.

"God bells you look good" Jasper said looking at me and I seen everyone nodded in agreement.

" Thanks" I muttered as a little blush came to my face.

"Same old Bella always blushing" Alice laughed. "Hey were Edward?" Alice asked the boys.

"He said he had some things to do before the party" Jasper answered.

"Well that sucks. I wanted to see him man I haven't seen my best friend in years." They laughed as I pouted.

"Okay so what are we doing now… cause I'm kind of bored. And I'm tripping out."

"Me too." Emmett said.

"Emmett your sister has only been here for what 6 hours and your already getting her high your so stupid sometimes." Rose said. Me and Emmett looked at each other the busted out laughing.

"Rose I got him high it was my E." I said between laughs.

"What?" they all asked at the same time.

"That's why she's her guys, mom caught her sniffing coke and sent her here."

"Oh" they said at the same time again. This is some trippy shit.

"Well" Alice sang. " Me, Jasper and Rose have to go back to my place to get ready for the party. Hey are you coming to the party tonight?" she asked. " I know you'll see Edward there if you come."

" Yeah ill be there" I promised. Me and Emmett started to walk back to the Jeep, after everyone said there goodbyes. I couldn't wait for tonight I had the perfect outfit. This was going to be fun.

Maybe I could get laid?…..

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