Okay so I know you didn't give me as many as reviews as I wanted but hey you cant blame a girl for trying. I just wanted to tell you that its been hard to write because I have 2 kids that are very young not even over the age of 2 so you know I cant really write all the time and I just started back to school on the 22nd of October so you see id you hate me for not updating I'm sorry I'm trying … he, he, he

Now one with the story…..

*!*!*!*!*!BELLA!*!*!*!*!*

I woke up the next morning from somebody snoring, I looked around and it took me a minute to realized where I was. Taking a look beside me to see the guy who I slept with. God was he beautiful I wanted to stay looking at him all day. But I knew I couldn't I looked at the clock and it read the beautiful numbers of 6:38 in the morning.

I got out of bed looking for my clothes. I didn't want anyone to realize that I slept with someone I didn't even know the first day I got here.. Defiantly not my brother.

I found my clothes and got dressed. I was looking for my phone when I saw it on the deck. I have no idea how it got there but I remembered last night wasn't like all other nights. Walking over to get my phone I seen a couple of picture on the shelf above the computer deck. I looked at the picture and almost laughed… I couldn't help it. One picture was of Edward and me with cake all over our faces, I remembered that day completely.

It was Edwards 7th birthday party and I walked up to him with my piece of cake and pretended that it smelt good. I told him to smell it himself and when he did I pushed the cake right into his face. Then after the shook finally wore off, he took his cake off the table and threw it at me. Edwards mom had to take a picture of us.

I really hope Edward isn't going to find out I have sex in his bed. I looked at the next picture and it was Alice, Emmett, Rose, and Jasper and the same guy I slept with last night.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh god I have to get out of here. I just fucked my best friend, and I didn't even know it was him. I looked over at him and hope to god I could get out of here before he woke up. I grabbed my phone and made my way over to the door. Slowly shutting it. I pray that he doesn't remember anything from last night. I tip toed down the stairs and out the door. I decided I would walk home it was not that far anyways.

When I finally made it home I went up stairs in a daze, my brain was full of questions.

Why did I let this happen? Because I'm stupid and to fucked up to care.

Why didn't I at least ask him his name? because you were to horny to care.

Why didn't I recognize him? Because you haven't seen him in 7 years Bella.

I made my way into my room and grabbed my clothes from my suit case. Cause I still haven't unpacked yet and the grabbed my bag of crap I needed, and walked into the bathroom.

I sighed as I turned on the water. When I got to the right temperature. I striped my clothes off and stepped in. after I was done, I turned of the water and got out and towelled off. Looking in the mirror.

'I knew this sleeping with everyone would come back to bit you in the ass but no you never listened to me.' My conscience said to me.

I pulled on my sweats and my white wife beater and pulled my socks on too. I hated having my feet bare and made my way back to my bed room.

Sighing I walked over to my bed and laid down. Seconds after my head hit the pillow I was passed out cold.

%&*^%EDWARD%*^$&*

This morning I woke up and looked around my room. I could of swore I had a girl in here last night. I looked over at my clock and it said it was 11:04am. I made my way out of my bed and into the shower.

After my shower I walked out of the bathroom with just a towel. I was thinking about last night. It seems the only thing I could remember was this blow job I received. I wonder who it was, there where so many girls that had tongue rings. But I couldn't think off anyone of them giving me a mind blowing blow job like this…this… whoever she was…fuck why didn't I ask her, her name.

I looked around in my drawers to find something on before I went down stairs. I wonder if somebody seen who I was with last night. After I put my clothes on I walked out of my room and down the stairs into the kitchen.

The first person I seen was of course Emmett. He was bent over looking for something in the fridge . I wonder if he seen me last night.

"Emmett?"

"Yes Edward?" he said without looking at me.

"I was wondering if you would have seen who I was with last night?"

"Wow man Edward Cullen cant remember who he was with last night." he said jokingly. I rolled my eyes.

"Anyways can you help me or not?"

"Help with what?" Alice asked as she walked into the kitchen with Rose and Jasper in tow.

"I need help to know who I was with last night cause when I woke up this morning I didn't see anyone. But I know I was with some one cause she gave one hell of a blow job." I said being serious with them.

"How good was she?" Emmett asked laughing. Rosalie smacked him upside the head, "OWWW Rose" he whined.

"In honest truth. It was nothing I have ever felt before. She had a tongue ring and she knew how to use it. And it was vibrating. But that's all I remember I don't remember talking to her, the way she looked, I don't even remember if we had sex, nothing. Do you guys know who I was with last night?"

"NO" I heard from everyone in the room.

"Thanks guys you're a big help. So what are we doing tonight?"

"We dear brother are going out to eat dinner then were going to use out fake ids and go clubbing." Alice said jumping on the balls of her feet.

Before I could respond. Emmett jumped in. "We have to see if Bella wants to come. Hopefully she'll have an id. Where is Bella anyways?"

What the fuck why did they tell me she was here. I sat there staring at Emmett in shock why haven't the told me? Why the hell didn't they tell me? Did they think I knew? So many questions ran through my head at once.

"Wait what!!" I asked some what confused. Are they talking about Bella, Bella swan, MY BELLA!! Oh god I feel weird why didn't I know.

"Bella is back in town to live with me and my dad. She got into some bad shit and yeah mom sent her back here, it's a long short story thingy ask her." Emmett said like it was no big deal. Like I should of known she was here.

"Bella is back and no one fucking told me!!!" I almost screamed.

"Wait what you didn't see her last night. I thought you would of." Rose said.

"Yeah I guess I didn't thanks guys for telling me. Now where is she. If she was here last night shouldn't she be here now.?" I asked.

"Well I don't know we kind of just left her she might of felt left out and decided to go home last night." Alice said. " I shouldn't of left her, but I couldn't help it I wanted to get fuck." she said like it was not big deal.

"Me too and she's my sister. God we are stupid." Emmett said. Looking down.

"Okay well I better get going now. I have to go see if my best friend is at home. So I can see her… I still cant believe you guys didn't fucking tell me."

"Well yah she was at our game yesterday and yah got into a fight with Rose and yah then she came here and got cranked with us. It was pretty sweet." Alice said.

"Wait what she got into a fight with Rose why?"

"because I thought Emmett was with her you know like fucking her. I thought he was cheating on me. She doesn't look the same man she hot. And when I say hot… I mean HOT!!!." Rose said.

" Oh okay well now I'm leaving ill see you later …. Alice don't you dare touch my clothes or I will burn everything in your closet."

"You wouldn't dare." she said while I was getting up. I started walking towards the front door as a grabbed my keys I yelled back.

"You bet your ass I would." and walked out the door.

I walked to my car and got in. I couldn't help but wonder what Bella looked like, I guess she's drinking and doing drugs but what changed her to become like that. I know I didn't it because I didn't want to remember her anymore she always haunted my dreams I thought I would never see here again. I guess I was wrong.

I took off out of the drive way and made my way over to the swans house. I was getting more nervous the closer I got. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I wonder if she'll even recognized me. I know I have changed. My red hair turned into more of a bronze colour, my eyes got brighter colour of green and I know that I'm not that scrawny kid I was when she left. I'm not even the same person anymore.

I finally pulled up to the house about 15 minutes later. I think I sat there staring at the house for about ten minutes before I got the courage to finally get out and go to the door

I knocked on the door and I waited. I waited for 2 minutes and knocked again I felt so nervous. I finally heard someone coming down the stairs. "Fuck hold on don't get your panties in a bunch, I swear Emmett. If you…" she didn't finish when she opened the door looking at me in shock.

She was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. She was wearing greys sweats and a white wife beater. Her hair looked like she just got out of the shower and fell a sleep with it wet. She looked all groggy. She was even more the beautiful. Stunning.

&^%$*Bella*$%^&

I woke up to someone knocking at the front door. I slowly got up all groggy thinking it was Emmett. He probably forgot his keys or lost them. Then I heard the knocking again.

"Fuck hold on don't get your panties in a bunch, I swear Emmett. If you…" I pulled open the door and was shocked to see Edward there. He looked so good. He had on a pair off black baggy jeans and a black button down shirt and his bronze hair sticking up in every different way. God he was gorgeous.

'Play it cool Bella he doesn't know you slept with him he doesn't need to know that you know who he is.' I thought to myself.

"Can I help you" I said still kind of groggy.

"Hello to you too. I was looking for my best friend. Have you seen her. She has frizzy short hair. No chest and I believe is skinny as a twig." nice buddy. Acting like your cool.

"Actually I haven't seen her in I think about 5 years but I'm sure if I see her I can tell her you came by." I said and closed the door. Joking around. I opened the door about 1 minute later and saw Edward looking like a lost puppy. I jumped at him and hugged him. "Edward I missed you" I said like I didn't just have sex with the kid.

"I've missed you too bells" he said hugging me back. I felt safe and at home in his arms. that's weird I thought.

"So are you going to come in or are we going to keep hugging on the porch?" I asked.

He laughed and let me go. "lets go get caught up shall we" he said. I guess he really doesn't know we slept together. 'Lets try to keep it like that.' I told myself.

I motioned for him to come in the house. This is going to be a very awkward conversation…..

Okay so I am leaving you there because I'm mean and there is already writers block but I'm going to start the conversation. Yes, yes I am don't worry Ill have it out soon… see I didn't know where I should end this chapter but I guess I can do it for you guys and leave you hanging cause I suck I know ….. Please read and review I love you all. If I get at least 10 more reviews by tomorrow ill post tomorrow okay

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