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As I followed Edward into the house I turn and shut the door and locked it behind me. Just in case. I told myself. I went into the kitchen, as Edward followed me.
"Do you want a drink?" I asked.
"Yes thank you." God I love his voice. STOP IT BELLA!!!
"So why you here?" I asked because I hope he didn't want to talk about last night… I wonder if he remember. I handed him his can of pop.
"I just haven't seen you in like 7 years and I was told you were at the party and I didn't know and didn't see you so I wanted to come and say hi and shoot the shit." He paused "And also I wanted to ask if you wanted to come with us to the club or something like that… all I know is that Alice wanted to go somewhere, where we needed fake ids. That is if you had one?"
Is this guy serious. I guess he didn't know it was me. "Umm yah I think I still have mine I cant remember if Renee found it or not." I thought for a second. "Don't we have school tomorrow?"
"Yeah but I'm pretty sure that doesn't matter to Alice. I think she wants to spend a couple of days showing you want we do… knowing Alice she probably take you shopping or something."
"Well I don't know about the whole shopping thing. Alice looks like the type to buy the whole store. I don't think I could do that, but the club and everything should be fine. I mean I'm pretty sure that I can still wake up for school in the morning."
"So you will come?" he asked kind of hopeful.
"Yeah I guess, only if I can find my id though." I said and smiled.
We sat in silence for a while. Neither one of us knowing what to say. What could I say? So how did you like that blow job. Or how did you like that awesome sex we had last night? That would go over so well.
"So why did you come back. Emmett said something about doing drugs or something and you mom catching you or something?" here we go.
"well that's a funny story really." I paused he nodded for me to go on. " You see when I was in Jacksonville I was at party and yeah my friend and I wanted to have sex and so we stole the 2 biggest drug dealers to come back to my place, cause my mom was supposed to be away for the weekend. My mom came home and lets just say she caught me sniffing coke, Naked, off of the guys chest not a pretty picture."
"You have to be shitting me" He laughed so hard. "I knew there was a reason you were my best friend. Your like freaky stuff don't you." You have no idea buddy
"Yeah so that's why I'm here. My mom caught me gave me a chance to straighten myself out… but now that I'm here I found out you guys do this shit and I don't have to sneak around to try to find it." I said not answering his question.
We sat in silence for awhile and it started to get awkward, that's in till he started talking again…. The thing I didn't want to talk about the most.
"So did you see me last night at the party?" he asked. OH FUCK!!! OH FUCK!!! SHIT!! SHIT!! SHIT!!!!!! Make something up Bella and fast.
"Yeah but I didn't know it was you" I said.. Trying not to look like I knew anything maybe I could play it off.
"Oh do you know who I was with cause" he pause trying to look for the right words. "I know this is going to sound really bad. But hey what the hell you're my best friend still right? I can trust you."
"Yah" I said nodding not knowing where this is going.
"Well okay anyways.. I was so fucked last night I didn't know what happened after I was talking to some of my guy friends. I know I had a girl in my room and I had this mind blowing blow job but I cant remember. Like I cant remember shit not what she looked like, not what she said. I don't even remember having sex with the chick. All I remember is this mind blowing blow job and that she had a tongue ring."
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCKIDY FUCK, FUCK!!!!!!!!! I Screamed in my head. I need play this cool. Breathe in breathe out. Try to hind the fact you have a tongue ring.
"Really?" I asked. He really thinks I'm that good at giving head.
"Yeah so anyways I was wondering if you seen who I was with. I know you didn't know it was me and you don't know anybody but the 5 of us. But maybe you could describe her or something."
5"5, brown hair, brown eyes. Tattoo on lower back. Yep I can tell you want she looks like what she like I can tell you every about her. CAUSE ITS ME!!!!!!! I thought to myself.
"Nope sorry I seen you with some guys and then I went and danced then I went home had a headache. And because everyone left to have some hot sex." I said making a point… I couldn't let him think I was there while that chick was. UGH!!!!
"Oh that sucks I really need to find that girl" he stated.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because she was fucking amazing. I know it sounds stupid but she was really good at giving head. and i cant get her out of my other head. i felt like i had something with her, like i knew her somehow. im not sure. but i need to find her." i wont let you find her.
"Oh"
"Yeah"
We were silent for a while. I don't know about him. But I was going threw last night in my head. I wanted to tell him it was me. I wanted to tell him that it was me and have mind blowing sex again. But I knew that would be to weird. He's my best friend what was I supposed to do.
Just then we both jumped lightly when the phone started to ring.
"I'll get it." I said jumping up to get the quickly.
"Hello?" I asked into the phone.
"Hey Bells!! how are you, I'm sorry I couldn't have been there to pick you up at the airport. I just kept putting of fishing with Billy If I could of you know I would of." he said.
"Hey dad no problem don't worry me and Emmett just went over to Alice and Edwards to watch a movie, you know I really missed you though right?" I asked, why is he calling and not at home now I wonder. Before I could asked the question he said.
"I know I missed you too. I wanted to tell you and your brother that I wont be home for the next 2 weeks. So I'm leaving Emmett to you to take care of and keep him out of trouble."
"Oh okay well I guess why?"
"Why take care of Emmett or why am I not going to be home for 2 weeks?" he asked.
"Why are you not going to be home for 2 weeks?" I answered and asked at the same time.
"Because I have this to police convention to go to and Its in orange county and I have to be there the head of the cops in forks, so I wont be home for 2 weeks but I'm coming home soon for about 10 minutes so I can quickly put some clothes in a bag and leave for the airport."
"Oh no problem dad I know work is very important by all means you can go."
"Okay are you going to be around there at 3?"
"No I promise Edward I would hang out with him. But I don't know ill see you in a couple of weeks" I said.
"Okay sweetheart I love you and tell your brother to keep in mind I have ears ill know if he gets into
Trouble."'
"Okay have fun dad I love you too see you later." with that I hung up the phone.
"Why did you tell him you promised to hang out with me?" Edward said scaring me, I forgot he was there.
"Because I just don't want him to know I'm high. Cause right now its like 1:04" I said looking at the time, "and I need to get high." Good save.
"Well aren't we a party girl… what happen to that sweet innocent little girl that was my best friend" She was left here with you" I thought
"She grew up and realized that life sucks and then you die so why not live life to the fullest."
"Well I have drugs but only if you really will hang out with me will I give you some." he said. Fuck didn't want to be near him today. Awkward.
WAIT!!!!
Is he flirting with me?
"Well then what do you think we should do?" I asked.
"Well I suggest you get some clothes on so we can leave. I'm taking you some place." okay?
"Where are we going?" I raised my eyebrow at him.
"We are going to Seattle to trip out." he paused. "it's a surprise." FUCK!!!!
"Are the guys coming."
"Yeah I'm going to remind Alice we have school tomorrow and also I'm going to suggest we do this instead I think she do it. I know she loves this place." he said while smiling. GOD KILL ME NOW !!!!….. I want him so bad.
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