an: okay im sorry this took so long but hey its really long try 4,842 word. not including the authers note. hehehe is 15 pages i think i cant remember but here you are hope your not mad at me ill cry if you do

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!*!*!*!*! Bella*!*!*!*!*!*!

"Go get ready. I'll call the guys. I'm guessing you should try to wear all white okay" he said.

"Yah sure can you please tell me where we are going?" I questioned. I wanted to know but you know what was weird. It was so weird to be around him. But it's like I had been doing this my whole life. 'Like I never left.'

"No I told you it's a surprise, if you don't trust me then we can go clubbing and go to school hung over. It's up to you, but this way your brother can't beat up every guy that hits on you."

"Fine, you said white right?" What? He did have a point there.

"Yeah white pants white shoes and white shirt, if you have them. Just trust me please!" he said pouting a little. How could I say no to that?

I turned with out another word and walked up stairs. I went into my room and looked in the drawers for my white jeans and white wife beater that says buck fubby. I didn't know if I should just were my runners or heels, so I threw on my runners.

I went into the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. After I was done brushing my teeth, I put a little eyeliner, mascara and some lip gloss. I brushed my hair and flipped it wearing it out like I always do.

After about 10 minutes of getting ready, I walked downstairs. Going into the living room because I heard the TV on.

"I'm ready when ever you are" I said. Edward looked at me and smiled. I felt my heart speed up. God he's trying to kill me.

"Yeah we are going to my house first so I can get dressed to. You know you're not like most girls. You only took 10 minutes and you still look beautiful." HUH?

"Yeah I know I'm hot. Let's go I want to get high. And that means I have to hang out with you. Even though I could go ask my Brother....." I said trailing off.

With that he got up and walked to the door opening it up before letting me go first. I went to his car and got in the passengers side, shutting the door behind me. Edward just stood outside of the car looking at me for a couple of minutes. 'God please don't let him find out it was me.'

Finally he snapped out of the spell he was under and got in and started the car. The drive was silent, which I was grateful. We pulled up to the big white house. The same one we were partying in last night.

I got out of the car and walked toward the house with Edward. When we got into the house we went into the living room the gang was sitting there. Emmett and Rosalie on the couch, Jasper and Alice in the chair.

"Hey guys" I said.

"Hey why did you go home last night man you should of stayed." Emmett said.

"Well I would of if someone didn't go and have sex." I stated. "Come on it was my first day back and I didn't know where Edward was. So I didn't know anyone and you guys just suck." Good now they would think I was with him last night. "And anyways I was really fucked and I had a headache."

"We are really sorry we left you Bella." Alice said. "Maybe we could hook you up with some one. Then you can have hot sex too." I laughed.

"That's okay. I don't think anyone in the town of forks could please me." Except for Edward. "And thank but no thanks, I think I could get my own man. You know what I mean?" I said, while I wiggled my eyebrows.

"So anyways…." Edward said. "Everyone needs to be getting ready. We are leaving in about 1 hour. I really would like to get high and I am pretty sure Bella wants too to. And also I need everyone to dress in white. You all know why." He said.

"Hey guys do you think because I'm already ready you could let use a computer? I want to check my e-mail." I asked.

"You can use mine bells. Come on." Edward said. Oh joy.

"Okay" I said as I followed him to his room. The room I was in last night. The room I was having sex in last night. The room I had sex with him all night in. the room I wanted to jump him and have sex again with him in again.

OH GOD! I groaned inwardly. God help me now!

I walked into his room and wanted to play it cool so I went and look at the picture I saw this morning.

"I like this room. Can I have it?" I joked. "I can't believe you still have this picture out. What does your girlfriend say about it." What you can't blame a girl for trying. I needed to know.

"Thanks and no you can't have my room Bella. You can share it with me though. And as for the picture why wouldn't I still have it. You're still my best friend Bella." UGH!! Best Friend Bella that's it.

"Yah I know I just you know thought you would of hid it. That's all." I said.

"So Bella why haven't you called me for the last 4 years, Emmett didn't even hear from you"

What should I tell him? The truth Bella The truth!

"Well I just you know I couldn't, I didn't want to be reminded of what I was missing. I just you know, I couldn't handle it. Knowing I couldn't see you and everyone else. I didn't want to realize that I might not ever see you again."

We sat there in silence for a couple of minutes. It felt like eternity before he spoke again.

"I know what you mean." He paused trying to find the right words. "I didn't know if you were ever coming back."

"Yeah"

"Well that doesn't matter anymore. You're back and that all that matters right?" he asked. To bad I'm the girl you're looking for!

"Yeah just go get dressed. I'm just going to be on the computer. I paused. "Thanks again for letting me use it." I said.

"No problem." He said as he went into the bathroom that was attached to his bedroom. I turned on his laptop and waited it to fully load. It didn't take long. So I clicked on the internet.

After I signed in hotmail, I looked at my e-mails. There were a lot of junk mail but one

from brandy. I clicked the one from brandy.

Bella

I have been trying to call you since you hung up on me. What happened with your brother's game? I wanted to ask you if it would be okay if a came down next weekend I want to meet that brother of yours. I know he has to be hot if he looks anything like you. Does he have a girlfriend? Anyways I miss you and I want to come see you if that is okay with you. Asked your dad, My mom said it was fine. Anyways I miss you and Adam has been asking about you. Love you bells talk to you later bye

Brandy

p.s. make sure you call me.

"Okay" I said to myself. I wrote her back.

Brandy

Sorry I didn't call you I turned my phone off. My brothers game went fine, except me getting into a fight with Rosalie one of my friends and my Emmett's girlfriend. We didn't know who each other were. Anyways yeah I don't have to ask my dad because he isn't going to be here for 2 weeks. So come down, I can't wait for you to meet my brother and my friends. No worries I'll call you and come pick you up at the airport. Love you too bye eye.

Bella

p.s did Adam mention what he wanted?

I finish typing the e-mail, and signed off. I wonder what Adam wanted.

I didn't have that much time to think about it before I heard the bathroom door open. Edward walked out in a towel.

OH GOD!!!

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I'm getting my clothes, why?"

"Doesn't it bother you that I'm in the room and you're only in a towel?"

"No I am not at all self conscience. Should I be?" he asked raising a eyebrow at me.

"No I just thought you wouldn't be like almost naked in front of me."

"Well I don't care it's not a big deal. Like come on we used to bath together for fuck sake what makes this different?" he asked while his hand motioned to his body, like a game show host.

"Well never mind." I said turning around, facing the shut down computer again.

"Bella does my nakedness bother you?" he asked while turning me around, making me eye level with his perfect chest. He really was a god. I wanted him even more.

"N-no" I stuttered out. UGH!!! He laughed.

"Then you wouldn't care if I did this." He pulled of his towel….. FUCK!!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME!!!!

"Nope not at all" I shrugged. "Why would I?" I glanced down at his now really hard cock and then looked back at his face. I was really wet right now. I swear if he touched me right I would creamed my panties there on the spot. Ugh!!

He laughed again. "Breathe Bella." He chucked. I'm really going to hurt him.

"Anyways are you going to get dress I don't really want to wait to get high? And anyways I don't want you poking me in the eye with that thing." I smirked.

He laughed. "Yeah go down stairs ill get dress and then we'll leave. Can you see if everyone else is ready?"

"Yeah see you downstairs." I said walking out of the room and down stairs to walk down stairs, to Alice's room. I knock on the door.

Knock, knock.

"Come in!" Alice yelled.

I opened the door and peeked my head in. there were clothes being throw out of a door. I assume that was the closest. I walked into the room and peeked my head in there.

"Alice, Edward just asked me to tell you that we will be leaving really soon so hurry up"

"Okay I just need to find that stupid shirt and ill be down okay."

"I'll see you downstairs." And again I walked out of the room and downstairs. I went into the living room and seen Jasper sitting in the chair wearing black jeans and a while shirt with the nirvana happy face on it.

"Hey Jasper, I thought that shirt was supposed to be black and yellow. Not black and white." I said raising my eyebrow at him after I sat down on the couch.

"It the only shirt I own that is white. I found in when I went to Toronto for a couple of weeks last summer." He said.

"Cool." I said. "So do you know where we are going?"

He chuckled. "Nope" he said simply.

"Fine" I huffed.

"Okay let's go!!" Alice said as she and Edward walked into the living room.

"Emmett and Rosalie aren't here yet." Jasper piped up. Just when he said that Rose and Emmett walked in.

"Honey I'm home." Emmett yelled walking into the living room.

"So we can go now. Emmett we need to take your jeep because we need to all fit." I said.

With that we all walked out of the house and to my brother's jeep. I was staring at the jeep, when Edward came up behind me.

"Are you going to get in anytime soon so we can go?" he laughed.

"Well I could get in if I were as tall as you. But no I'm not because I'm short." I said.

He put his hands on my hips and my breath caught it my throat. He leaned to ward his body right up against my back. I could feel him big and hard threw the denim white jeans he was wearing. He whispered into my right ear. "Here let me help you with that." He said huskily. Shit!!

"Thanks" I said while he picked me up and he put me into the jeep. Emmett was driving with Rose in the front seat. Edward was on the right side behind the driver's seat, me in the middle seat, and Jasper on the left seat in the back, with Alice on his lap.

"So guys guess what?" I said when we pulled out of the drive way and started to drive on the highway towards Seattle.

"What?" Alice piped up.

"Well you know how I was talking about my friend brandy?" I asked.

"Yeah" Rosalie said.

"Well she's coming down on the weekend to visit. She wants to meet you all." Well not really she wants to meet Emmett, but hey, let's not say that.

"That's cool." Emmett said. "We can hear all the stories of the infamous skittles." He laughed his booming laugh.

"Skittles?" Edward asked raising his perfect eyebrow at me.

"Yes and what would your nickname be?" I asked raising my eyebrow at him, just as he had done to me.

"Don't have one." He stated looking away from me. LIAR!!!

"You are such a liar Edward. Why don't you tell dear Bella here what your nickname is?" Emmett laughed his booming laugh again. I love my brother

"Yes tell all of us what your nickname is Edward." Jasper said.

"Well…umm… fine. It's the big Eddie" he said while not looking at me and biting his lip.

I raised my eyebrow at him. "It because I slept with a lot of girls and they all agree I'm the

best and the biggest." He informed me. Like he knew what I was thinking.

I'd say you were the biggest for me. I bet some girls can't handle you, but I know I can. I wish I could have you again, some time soon, yes in my bed. I was brought out of my thoughts by Emmett.

"Yeah that's because they never had me" Emmett said, his booming laugh echoed across the car.

"Me to" Jasper piped up.

"Well anyways. I don't need to know" I stated.

"Well bell you might just be one of the only girls that aren't drooling over big Eddie. Other then Rose and me that is." Alice said.

That's what you think buddy!!!

Fuck yes I was drooling but could you blame me he was my personal god. I wanted him so bad I couldn't stop looking at him. I couldn't stop thinking about him. He was thinking about me to but there was a difference I knew who he was and that I slept with him. He had no idea that it was me that he slept with. UGH!!

"Here Bella" Edward said.

"What? Oh sorry... kind of zoned out there."

"Here I was giving you this." He said handing me 2 pills and a bottle of water. FUCK YES!!!!

"Thanks." I said taking them from him. "Can I take them now?" I asked raising an eyebrow at him and grinning.

"Yes I just took my 2 and everyone is going to take theirs to." He said. I nodded and put the 2 pills in my month. I let them dissolve on my tongue, and then took a sip of the water handing it back to Edward.

The rest of the 30 minutes of the ride was left silent. Alice and jasper were making out and rose was painting here nails and looking in the mirror on the vizier. Everyone was waiting for their high to hit them. I really wanted to feel mine more than ever.

Finally we stopped. I looked out of the window and seen a lot of other cars. We were in a parking lot. Good we're here.

"We're here" Alice said excitedly bouncing up and down on Jasper's lap.

"Alice, if you don't stop jumping up and down. I am going to throw you down and I will fuck you right in the spot." Jasper I think he was starting to feel his high.

"NO YOU WILL NOT!!!" Emmett said. "This is mine and Rose's spot on lunch breaks at school buddy! You can't have it." Whine ass.

"Sorry jazz." Alice said.

"Lets go!" I said pushing playfully on Edward. "Where are we anyways?" I asked as we were getting out of the jeep. Edward helped me down.

"We are going glow in the dark mini putting." He said while smiling a crocked smile. I felt my knees go weak. UGH!!! Don't show him he has this much power over you Bella!!!

"Okay well then why don't we go and mini golf." I said linking arms with Edward and heading towards the front door. Mini golfing fun!!

We walked into the mini golfing place and there wasn't that many people here a couple of groups maybe 3 other groups not busy at all. We all walked up to the counter where a guy about our age was standing. Judging by the name tag he did work here and his name is James.

Yummy!!

He had blonde hair and bright blue eyes. And she was tall and muscular. I wonder what how big he is. I think ill find out later.

"Can I help you?" he asked Edward he didn't notice me yet!

"Yes game for 6." Edward said. James looked around and seen that there were six of us. I smiled and winked, when he eyes landed on me. I wanted him. I know I just had sex with Edward last night, but hey a girl has needs too.

James smiled at me. "What colour golf club would you like? There's blue, pink, orange, green, purple, and yellow." he said talking to me mostly.

"Pink." Alice said.

"Orange" jasper said.

"Blue" Emmett said.

"Purple" Rosalie said.

"Blue" Edward said, looking at James.

"And for you pretty lady?" he asked me. I swear I heard Emmett growl. By the way meet my brother. I thought to myself.

"Green. My favourite colour." I smirked at him again, I want you in my pants buddy!! He smiled back and handed out our golf clubs with the same colour balls.

"If you need anything then don't be afraid to ask. My names James and you start in 2 minutes go stand my the entrance I'll tell you when you can go in" he said looking at me. I winked one last time as we all made our way to the entrance.

"Did you see that guy staring at you Bella. You should go talk to him. He's really hot." Alice piped up. I was planning on a lot more then that a little later.

"Whatever not my type." I responded. I couldn't let them no I was a slut, and I think that because this guy live in Seattle it didn't matter. It wont get around. Maybe after I while ill let them know my little secret.

"You guys can start now. Have fun." James said loud enough for us to hear.

We walked in the entrance and I my buzz hit me full force. There was bright colour walls and fake rocks shaped as things, there also was techno music playing from the speakers. This was the really trippy shit.

"So this is why you wanted us to wear white." I said to Edward. Cause all of us were glowing.

"Yes this is why. But I can say I like that buck fuddy shit, it makes me what to be a buck fuddy too." he whisper in my ear. I shivered. But ignored him anyways.

We decided that the girls would go first. so Alice went first. When she hit the ball it went near the hole. "Yes!!" she yelled. She took another shot and the ball when in. "I did it jazz and it didn't take me 7 times this time." she cheered.

It was roses turn. So she set her ball down. Bending down to give Emmett a good view of her ass. I think I heard Emmett groan. She stood back up and hit the ball. It took her 3 hits to get it in the whole. She wasn't happy. So far Alice was winning.

When it was my turn I went up put my ball down angled and hit. I thought it would of missed but it when in. hole in one. "Yes!!!" I screamed jumping up and down excitedly.

"Okay good for you. My turn" Emmett said.

"Your just mad that your little sister can give u a run for you money." Jasper said. I smiled.

All the guys went on the first hole. All got holes in one. But I didn't care. Me and my friends in Jacksonville never did anything like this. It was fun. After the first hole. We went on to the second hole. We were doing pretty good.

After the 10 hole, I was starting to get bored though and horny. I didn't want to jump Edward though cause they might think I'm weird for hitting on my best friend.

Emmett and rose were making out during the time they weren't putting. So that wasn't helping. I know gross brother and all. can you blame me his girlfriends gorgeous.

I think I needed to go find that James guy now. I'm horny as fuck!!!

"Hey guys I'm going to go to the bathroom okay. Ill be right back okay."

"Do you want me to come with you to show you were it is?" Edward asked.

"No I'm a big girl I can find it myself." I responded. I tiptoed up and kissed Edward on the cheek before I said. "But it was sweet for you to ask." and with that I turned trying to figure out how the hell I can get out of here.

After about 2 minutes of searching I finally found the exit and looked over at the counter. James was sitting there looking bored. He looked around and spotted me and smirked. I walked over towards him.

"I knew you would be back, what boyfriend not enough for you."

"You know for someone so good-looking you are not that smart." I smirked.

"So he's not your boyfriend" I nodded. And leaned in close to his ear, on my tip of my toes.

"He's not my boyfriend. And I'm horny!" I said biting his earlobe. He groaned at my word and took my hand and went into the entrance of the mini golf area.

Fuck I'm high!!!!!

When we went into the mini golf area I almost fell over, all the colours were tripping me out. I couldn't see straight at first. James lead us to the corner beside hole 6, good thing there's a orange wall there.

As soon as we hit the corner, James pressed me against the wall and crashed his lips to mine. His lips were soft but hard. But nothing compared to Edwards.

His hands wondered up my shirt to my bra. He massaged my boobs throw my bra, while he started to kiss my neck. I moaned at the feeling. I went for the button of his pants and slid them down till they were a pile on the floor. His boxers soon followed.

He unbutton my pants and pulled them down with my panties. God I was wet. I couldn't help but look down at his very erected member. He was big but again nothing compared to Edward.

He lifted me off the floor and I wrapped my legs around his torso. I only had time to take a breath before he plunged into me. I moaned at the pleasure. He trusted into me again and again. He started rubbing my clit while thrusting into me harder. I could feel me coming to my climax, James could feel it too.

He leaned into me. Nibbling my and my neck then went to my lips biting my bottom lip. He rubbed me harder and faster. Thrusting harder and faster too.

My walls tightened around his cock, and I threw my head back trying not to moan to loudly. After 3 more hard pumps he came inside me. After settling down from our sex highs, he set me down.

I grab my panties and put them on quickly. I grabbed my pants and tried to put those on quickly too, but I almost feel over. James grabbed my waist to steady me. It helped somewhat. God I was high. And I only wanted to get my more high.

"Thanks" I mumbled. "I have to get back there going to wonder if I fell in or not." I laughed.

"No problem. What's your name anyways?" he asked.

"Bella" I answered. "Well thanks again. You were good I got to go. Bye" I said walking to find my friends. God these trippy walls. I finally found my friends after 5 minutes of almost getting lost. They were on the 16th hole.

"Hey guys" I said over the music.

"Hey we thought you got lost or something. You took like 20 minutes." alice said. "Edward and Emmett were going to go looking for you but we stoped them."

"Yeah I got lost coming back, I am really tripping out… thanks to Edward." I turned to Edward and threw my arms around his neck and smiled.

"Your very welcome." Edward whispered in my ear. It sent shivers down my spine. What is with him always flirting with me.

"Okay so now I'm bored. Can we go home and chill or something. I'm not really into this kind of thing the whole mini golf. I like that fact that I'm tripping out though" Everyone laughed at Alice.

After that we all decided to go home and hang out, catching up and stuff.

After we got home, Edward started to talk about me again, but he didn't know it was me. And I knew it was., but no one else did.

"So yeah I don't know how I'm going to find her. Do you guys have any idea?" he asked us. I have one. Forget about her. Because I don't want you to find out its me.

"Yeah I do, why don't you go out with everyone that has a tongue ring and get her to give you head. Then if it's the mind blowing blow job you had then you know who it is." Emmett said.

Fuck remember to talk with your mouth only semi opened. God Bella how are you going to get the fuck out of this one.

"Okay but who do we know who has tongue rings?" Edward asked.

"Lauren"

"Jessica" They all started to list of names. But I could help I think the girls that are going to have Edward dick in there mouth, what I wouldn't give to have last night again. Except we both remember.

I think I was getting jealous over something so stupid.

He's your best friend Bella get over it. And he's a player. He told you him self everyone says he big. He's had to sleep with a lot of people if they know his size right. UGH!!! I think I need more drugs.

The night went on like this we would talk about random stuff. I told them somewhat of my life in Jacksonville and they told me about there life here in forks. Around twelve me and Emmett went home to bed.

As I laid my head down on my pillow. I could help but wonder what school was going to be like tomorrow. I knew I was going to be talked about. I knew it for sure. As my mind wandered, it wandered to thoughts of Edward. I finally fell asleep, but only in a dream about Edward, me and the boys locker room.

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