Choices Chapter 4: Auditions, a glee fanfic

Blaine hadn't seen Kurt at all the next day and well…he was worried. Had that freaking loser Dave hadn't hurt him had he? Blaine was walking down the corridor at lunch time not really going any where in particular. Kurt, he couldn't stop thinking about Kurt, he just couldn't stop. No matter what he thought of he always ended up going back to Kurt, beautiful, amazing…dam he had even dreamed about Kurt that night. Nothing disgusting. They were just lying on Kurt's bed hugging like they did before. God sake Blaine you can't be gay, you just can't! Blaine bit his lip, then why did Kurt have this effect on him? Blaine moaned, he had girlfriends, he can't be gay! But the stupid little voice in the back off his head reminded him that he hadn't really felt anything for them. But then wouldn't he have liked guys before? Why was all this so confusing? How do you even know if you are…gay? He would have to ask Kurt without being too obvious.

Blaine walked a huge pair of double doors and stopped when he heard, "Hello, my name is Kurt Hummel and for my audition I will be singing 'For good' from the hit Broad Way show wicked." Blaine smiled, Kurt was gong to sing? He opened the door slightly and saw Kurt standing on the stage with a single spot light shinning on him making him look…just like….like an angle. A beautiful, perfect, flawless angle. He opened his mouth and a sound that Blaine could only guess came from the heavens left his mouth:

I'm limited
Just look at me – I'm limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us – now it's up to you…

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you…

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend…

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

Because I knew you

I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
for the things I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know
there's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood

Like a ship blown from its mooring
by a wind off the sea
like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

Who can say if I've been
changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better

And because I knew you…

Because I knew you…

Because I knew you…
I have been changed for good…

"Oh my God," Blaine breathed; he had never seen anything more amazing in his whole life. So fucking sexy, how could he find another guy sexy? Man he was messed up, just like Kurt said before but at least he knew who he was, Blaine had never been more confused in his life and that was saying something to someone who saw him in maths class. Would Kurt even be interested? Probably not, why would someone as amazing as him be interested in a guy like Blaine? Just because he liked Kurt didn't make him gay right? Right?

Blaine watched as Kurt bowed from the waist, man he was flexible. He grinned walking off the stage swinging his hips like he normally did that Blaine found himself loving. Blaine bit his lip and waited for Kurt to come out from backstage, and when he did he walked up the side of what Blaine could only guess was the auditorium. He weaved his way threw the seats up to the entrance where Blaine was standing but didn't realise he was there until he looked up with a surprised expression on his face.

"Hey," Blaine greeted with a stupid grin on his face that he couldn't wipe away.

"Hey there," Kurt said, "You saw me?"

"Yeah, and well Kurt that was nothing short of amazing," Blaine said.

Kurt shrugged, "I know," he said with a cheeky smile that made Blaine's heart melt, "Glee club lets just about anyone in but it gives a chance for me to give a proper performance for once."

"So…anyone can audition?" Blaine asked, "I could?"

"You can sing?" Kurt asked raising an eyebrow.

Blaine shrugged, "a bit, can I audition?"

"Are you sure? When you join you basically become the bottom on the social heap," Kurt warned giving Blaine a very serious look.

"I'm sure," Blaine nodded, if it meant he could spend more time with Kurt then he was up for it.

"Come on then," Kurt grinned turning around, "I'll put in a good word for you." Kurt ran down back to where the judge was sitting, a man with curly hair and was wearing a grey vest and tie, he had blue eyes and looked quiet young.

"Kurt, great performance," the man said with a smile and a wink.

"Thanks Mr. Shue," Kurt said, "This is Blaine, can he try out?"

"Sure," Mr Shue said with a shrug, "he can go now if he wants. What's he gonna sing?"

"I…don't know, this is sort of a last minute thing," Kurt admitted giving Blaine a smile who was standing just behind Kurt with a sheepish smile on his face.

"Oh well….there's a box of music at the back there, you can have a look," Mr She suggested pointing to a battered looking box of CD's.

"Okay, thanks," Blaine said with a nod climbing up onto the stage and looking through the box.

Kurt watched as he sorted through the songs and picked one out with a grin on his face he walked over and put it into the player that was connected to the main spears and then moved right back to the centre of the stage blinking at the bright spot light that hit him, "Hey, I'm Blaine Anderson and I will be singing 'Count on me' by Bruno Mars."

"Take it away Blaine," Mr Shue said with a wave of his head signalling for Blaine to continue.

Kurt sat down a few seats back from Mr Shue and got comfortable as the introduction to the music started:

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

We find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you tossing and you turning and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

Blaine seemed nervous at the begging, he stood in the middle of the stage and looked just at Kurt…until realise that Blaine was singing it too him. Kurt gulped and gave Blaine an encouraging smile. He had a really good voice, like really, really good! Kurt found it…really hot. When Blaine had finished Kurt found himself giving Blaine a standing novation, Finn had some competion as the lead male.

"Well Blaine, Welcome to the New Directions," Mr Shue said with a smile.

"Thanks," Blaine grinned hopping of the stage and walking over to Kurt who was still on his feet.

"Wow," Kurt said with a slight shake in slight disbelief, "You're really good."

"Thanks," Blaine smiled linking arms with Kurt as the two of them walked out of the auditorium. The two boys looked at each other and burst out laughing, nether of the boys knew why. Kurt stopped when he heard a familiar voice.

"Shit, Blaine it's Dave," he squealed in terror.

"It's okay, I'll protect you," Blaine shrugged squeezing Kurt's hand, trying to get rid of the look of pure terror on his face.

"No, Blaine," Kurt said shaking his head frantically.

"Kurt relax," Blaine said looking around for a solution, "Well go in here until he passes." Blaine said noticing a janitor's cupboard; he opened the door and pulled Kurt inside. He was only until both boys were inside Blaine realised how small the cupboard was. Both boys were pressed up against each other, there chests touching. Blaine gulped and Kurt looked a bit awkward. Both boys just smiled at each other, both of them having a slight blush on his cheeks.

Kurt chuckled, "Gay guy in the closet, how original."

Blaine laughed too trying to ignore the urge to kiss Kurt under the cramped conditions, but how could he not when Kurt was looking at him like that wit those eyes? With his hair looking so perfect? With that adorable blush speckling his flawless porcelain skin? And maybe it would clear up his confusion about his…sexuality.

Kurt stood there feeling very stupid being pressed up against Blaine, and by the awkward look on Blaine's face he wasn't exactly thrilled about it. He did he? Kurt watched as Blaine leant forward a bit pressing his forehead against his. Kurt gulped but didn't pull away, not that he could in the limited space. What was he doing? Kurt watched as Blaine bit his lip and then closed his eyes, licking his lips at the same time. Kurt felt his heart try to jump out of his chest and felt his palms start to get sweaty had Blaine started to lean towards him, his lips ever so slightly parted. Kurt braced himself.

Blaine kept leaning forward, not wanting to scare Kurt but desperately wanting to feel Kurt's lips against his. Blaine was so close and Kurt hadn't pulled away, that had to be a good sign right? He wanted this as much as Blaine did? Blaine was less then a inch way from those perfect rosy lips….

A/N: Hey guys! Not a lot of people are actually reading this fic which is weird because I thought that this plot would be popular :( or there just not reviewing so I don't know. Oh well I'll keep writing for those who are, thanks for reading , new chapter up soon!

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