!*!*!*!*&Bella&!*!*!*!*!

Its Thursday, and I was skipping school so I could go and pick up brandy. I was kind of worried though because I knew how brandy could be. She was a even bigger whore then I ever was. And I knew as soon as she seen Edward she would pounce. it's the way she was.

I also have seen how Edward has been it made me upset and kind of uneasy the fact he was fucking with all the girls. In the last 3 days Edward has had 5 girls suck his fucking cock. The cock that was looking for me. I really hope he never figures it out. But also a bigger part of me is hoping he figures it out.

I know stupid right? Its like wanting to have your cake and eat it too.

I was kind of nervous about brandy coming here, I did want them to like her, but at the same time I didn't, I was kind of afraid that everyone would like her better. Again I know its stupid.

So here I was going to the airport in Seattle, after I dropped Emmett at school. I needed the jeep to pick her up and then I would have to be back by the time Emmett got off school. I turned on the radio to see if there was anything good on. There wasn't so I turned on the Cd that was in the player.

The song bad habit came on by off spring. I loved this song. After driving and listening to most of the song. When my favourite part came on. I could help but yell and bang my head.

Drivers are rude such attitudes but when I show my piece complaints cease something's odd feel like I'm god you stupid dumb shit goddamned motherfucker!

After about a hour drive going really fast towards the airport. I was almost there when my cell phone rang.

"Hello" I said picking it up.

"Hey babe you almost here?" brandy asked.

"Yeah I be there in about 10 minutes can you meet me in front of the airport?"

"Yeah I'm standing there now. Can I smoke in your car?"

"Its not my car but yeah and it's a jeep. Ill see you okay."

"Yeah bye"

"Bye"

I hung up the phone. There was a part of me that wanted to turn around and drive back home. Like I didn't want to see her, or let her see my friends. Afraid that they'll like her more then me. I mean hey I know I'm nothing special. And she's blonde and thin with blue eyes. What's not to love?

Everyone loves blondes. I know that and also I think I was more worried about her and Edward I didn't want her to fuck him. I didn't want them to be even near each other. I know that I'm being stupid, and that he's only my best friend. But I like him more as something else. I don't want to admit it to anyone but still I know that I feel something stronger.

I haven't even had sex with anyone since James. Because after the whole James thing it felt like I was being dishonest to someone. Like I was being dishonest to Edward. I know its stupid to feel this way, but like I said before. I wanted to be more then his best friend.

When I got to the airport I spotted brandy at the front doors of the airport. Checking out the guys that walked by her.

Something's never change

I pulled up in front of her and did down the window and smiled.

"Get in bitch. don't have much time before we have to pick up my brother at school." I said as she opened the back door to put her bag on the back seat. After she got into the car and put her seatbelt on I pulled out of the airport parking lot and got to the highway in no time.

"Inpatient are we. Its like you're running from the cops or something." she said laughing.

"I couldn't run from the cops. I like with a cop." I laughed.

"WHAT!!" brandy yelled. "you didn't tell me you lived with a fucking cop. How are we going to get high and drunk and shit if you live with a fucking cop."

"Slow down girl. My father is a cop. And he's gone for 2 weeks so its not a big deal. And it doesn't matter we will get high."

"Okay so how is everything. Is there any hot guys you've slept with?" she asked. YES!!!

"Nope I haven't slept with anyone in forks." I know I didn't tell the truth but she has a big mouth.

"Really that's totally not you" she stated. I rolled my eyes at her.

"Whatever just because I haven't slept with anyone doesn't mean anything."

"Okay"

After that we listened to some songs. I was thinking about how I would keep Brandy away from Edward, but I knew the only way was to ask her. So that's what I did.

"Brandy?"

"Yes" here goes nothing.

"Do you think you could do me a favour?" I asked. I know I'm stupid.

"Yeah what is it?" she asked.

" I know this sounds stupid but when you meet my friends your going to meet Edward. Well I was wondering and don't ask questions just…. So you think you could stay away from him. I mean the whole sex flirting shit. You know what I'm talking about right?"

"Why do you have a thing for him?" she asked.

"Well no but he's my best friend and you're my best friend. And I know its weird but please just let him be. I don't want anything to get between us." I tried to make it sound light.

"No problem. I can find someone else to fuck while I'm here if I have to." she stated like it was no big deal. Wait till you see him I thought.

After that we drove as she asked me random questions about my brother and friends. I answered them the best I could. We listened to music for the last half hour of the drive and before I knew it I pulled into the school parking lot. I looked at the clock and we only had to wait 4 minutes till classes got out.

After waiting there blaring the music so we could here it out side of the car, we seen Alice and Jasper walk out the front doors of the school. When Alice seen me she run up to me and jumped so fast I almost fell on my ass. Her legs were wrapped around my waist and arms around my neck. I laughed.

"I missed you Bella. Who's your friend?" she asked. She looked at brandy and then back at me.

"Alice, Jasper this is my friend from Jacksonville, Brandy." I introduced. " Brandy this is the sexy Alice and jasper. My friend I've told you about."

"Hey." brandy said. Alice jumped off of me, but not before kissing my cheek.

"Oh my god you have to tell me all about Bella when she lived there. I need to know details." Alice sang, I rolled my eyes.

"Alice hon. You need to settle down. I think your scaring her." Jasper said. He extended his hand to brandy. " Hey nice to meet you. Sorry about Alice she's like this all the time."

"What he's trying to say is that she's like this even in bed" I heard my brothers voice followed by his laugh. "OW Rose what the fuck!!" he said after rose slapped him upside the head.

"Nice" I said punching my fist to roses. "This is Emmett my brother, and this sexy women here is Rose his girlfriend." I stated getting the point across. No need for a fight.

"Hey isn't there one missing though?" brandy said. Looking at the 4 of them.

"Yeah I think he should be here soon." I said. Looking at Alice to confirm it.

"Oh he better be I need a fucking ride home. Cause somebody didn't want me to drive my car. Stupid dumb fuck." Alice said a little peeve.

"I heard that. Little shit." Edward said coming up behind Alice. "I swear if it would kill mom and dad, id throw you in front of a moving car." he stated he turned to look at brandy. He looked her up and down before nodding in her direction. "I'm Edward." he said.

"Hey" brandy said to him. She leaned toward my ear. "No wonder you want him to yourself. He's gorgeous." I looked up to see if anyone heard her. But it looked like no one did.

"Shut it" I said. "lets get out of here. I need to get high." I said tossing the keys to Emmett.

Everyone followed suit. They got into the jeep well Emmett rose and brandy in the jeep with me. While Alice and jasper with Edward in his stupid shinny Volvo.

The Volvo, how I would like to fuck him senseless in the IT BELLA!!!!!! Fuck I'm hopeless.

We all headed towards my house. Seeing as the father was not home. I think I was hoping we could get high and have a good game of truth or dare. Maybe, maybe not.

After we got to my house and were all sitting in the living room shooting the shit, Alice decided that it was time to do some drugs.

"Okay and after we have our drugs were playing truth or dare." Alice sang. What is she a mind reader now too.

"No can do." Edward said. " I'm going to be getting my girl tonight." Edward stated. No your not.

"What?" brandy asked her eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"Oh last weekend we threw a party and some girl with a tongue ring sucked his dick. Now he wont stop going on about it. And now he's got every girl to suck his dick except one that has tongue ring. So now he's going to get her to suck his dick because he's almost 100% sure that she's the one and all." Alice explained.

Brandy looked at Edward. "So I'm guessing because your going out that" She then looked at me. "You already sucked his dick."

GOD DAMMIT BRANDY YOUR FUCKING BITCH….. SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! IM FUCKED.

Everyone was looking at brandy in confusion and me like I had a third head. Shit I'm fucked.

"Why would Bella suck my dick?" Edward asked.

"Because…" I covered Brandy's mouth before she could say anything.

"Shut it!" I whispered to her.

"No let her tell us Bella. Cause I'm confused. Why would Bella suck my dick?" he asked again. Shit no!!!! I looked over to Brandy with a pleading look. She just shrugged. I'm fucked! I wanted to cry.

"Bella has her tongue pierced. You guys didn't know that?" she asked looking around the room. Everyone looked at me. I could almost hear the gears turning in their heads. And I did the only thing I could do. I ran.

"I have to go." I said getting up and jogging to the front door. I flew it open and run outside. I run into the forest beside my house and found a rock to sit on.

I remember I used to come to this spot every time I got into trouble or was yelled at or even when my mom and dad would fight. No one would know where I was except Edward. It was to far back to see my house. So I was glad.

I thought about what just happened. I was going to tell him but not in front of everyone. God I wanted to go rip Brandy's head off. I knew I couldn't go back and if I did I would have to lock myself in my room. I couldn't face anyone of them. And I knew if I seen Brandy I would punch her, I have anger issues.

I didn't want to know what was going to come of my friendship with Edward I just didn't want to know that I was that cause of our friendship to end. I wanted to be with Edward. In the last week I have realized that I like him more. And it wasn't just for the sex. We still had everything in common. Well most of things like books and music and favourite food. Shit like that.

What's my brother going to say? What are my friends going to think of me? I slept with someone the day I got here. God Lauren was right, I am a whore.

But Edward was so good. I couldn't help it, I was in to deep, I wanted him so bad every time I was around him. I would wanted to reach out and touch him, I wanted to jump him every time he would say something sexy.

He made my knees go weak and my brain all fuzzy when he was so close. I have never been like this around other guys I couldn't be. Man this was fucked up, I was fucked up.

I decided after being out for almost a hour and a half to go back home. At least I could be safe and warm. And also listen to music. I wish I had my drugs before I stormed off. I couldn't face them so I wasn't getting high.

I walked into the house and heard everyone in the living room still.

"Is that you bells!" Emmett yelled from the living room.

"Yeah I'm going to take a shower." I said back as I walked upstairs.

"Well I left your drugs on your bedside table." he said. I yelled my thanks and made my way to my bedroom.

When I walked into my room I went to my bedside table and picked up 2 E pills. I gave Emmett money yesterday so when he picked up his he could get me some to. I needed them for school. I don't know if I could last with the skank riding my ass all the time.

Even though I broke her nose, she still didn't learn. I shook my head. Some people are just plain stupid.

After I took the pills I got my clothes and bathroom shit. I went and had a shower. After I had my shower. I got out and dried my hair. I put on my favourite pair of swears, and Edward wife beater I stole from him.

I went into my room and locked the door, I didn't care if I was being rude to Brandy. I didn't even want to look at her. I know she didn't know and I should have told her to not say anything about it but I couldn't. I didn't want her to know. But now everyone knows. UGH!!!

I went to my dresser was and plugged in my I pod. The song crush, crush, crush by Paramore came on. I turned it up to the point of almost blowing the speakers, and started dancing around the room. Singing at the top of my lungs.

I could feel my high hit and I was gone, flying high is the best. I started to dance faster. When I heard someone say.

"You know it should be a crime to look as sexy as you do now." I turned around and jump so fast I fell back on the floor and hurt my ass.

"EDWARD" I screamed.

"Shhhh… not so loud." he whispered.

"How did you get in here. And why are we whispering. didn't I lock the door. I swear I locked the door." I rambled on. Edward put his finger to my lips to silence me. I could feel my cheeks get warm. God I haven't blushed in years. But with his touch I could feel myself getting wet. It was so weird the past week every time I was around him I felt my panties get wet, he was that good.

"I climbed threw your window. We need to talk. And I know that no one is going to come up here tonight. I know that everyone knows your upset. So I told them I was going home. I even parked my car around the corner so no one could tell I was still here." he explained. "but we really do need to talk. Okay?"

We need to talk? This is what I didn't want to happen, but at the same time I did. I don't know I couldn't make up my mind. I decided in the end that I would talk to him. To make him happy. I nodded my head and went and turn down the music that was still blaring.

I went and sat on my bed and he followed, sitting at the end of my bed. We sat there in awkward silence for a couple minutes before I couldn't take it anymore.

"So…." I said. Looking at my hands. How could I say this …

"So.." he said " Why didn't you tell me?"

"Tell you what?" I asked playing stupid.

"Bella I'm not stupid. I know it was you."

"I don't know I guess I was scared." I said not making eye contacted.

"Why?" he asked raising his perfect eyebrow at me.

" I don't know. Maybe because…." I trailed off. He nodded for me to continue. " I don't know. Like come on I didn't know you were you either till I seen the pictures in your room the morning after. Why do you think I wasn't there in the morning. I panicked." I said

"Why did you panic. I thought I was your best friend bells." he said.

"I did because you are my best friend I guess. I guess I just didn't want to ruin our friendship." I sighed. "I know it sounds stupid but when I found out that you were you, I put my clothes on so fast and ran out the door so fast before I could look back. I was in heels and I walked back home." I said rushed. '

"And I hoped that when you woke up that you wouldn't remember anything but you did remember one thing. And it had to be something that was not common in this small town forks go figure." I said rolling my eyes.

"Yeah well you know I am kind of upset." he stated.

"Why?" I asked stupidly

"Because I could of done this a long time ago" before I knew what happened he wrapped his hand around the back of my neck and pulled my forward crashing his lips to mine.

My lips respond instantly, our lips moving in sync. I was on cloud nine. I wanted more, I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer. His hands went to my waist. I licked his bottom lip asking for entrance which he granted.

He tasted sweeter then I remember and his smell. I was getting horny and I couldn't stop. I could only hope he wanted it as much as I did.

When we parted for much needed air, his lips never left my skin. They went to my neck and started kissing there while his hands went to my ass. Pulling me towards him so I was straddling him. My head fell back to give him more room to work with as my hands played with the hair at the back of his neck.

As he got to the skin right behind my ear. I moaned tugging at his hair.

"You don't know what you do to me Bella." he panted looking up at me.

"I think I know exactly know what I do to you." I said breathily, wiggling a little bit. I looked into his eyes resting my forehead against his.

When I looked into his eyes, I seen lust and desire but something else….. Love? No it could be. I think he seen the same in mine though cause his lips crashed to mine again hands at the end of my shirt playing with the hem of it.

I didn't know why. But I was kind of scared, I wanted him though I knew that much. But where would this leave us? I didn't give it a second thought I put my arms up allowing him to take it off.

After he threw it on the floor her unclasp my bra wasting no time at all. I started with his shirt and threw it on the floor with mine. His lips moved to my neck again and started to kiss a trail down to my breast. I couldn't help the moan that escaped my lips as he took my erected nipple into his hot mouth.

The only thing I could think about was him. Not the fact that my brother and my friends were down stairs. Not the fact that I was being rude to Brandy. It was just him, all of him.

I moved my hands to his pants and undid them quickly. I pulled them off of him while I got off his lap. I played with the hem of his boxers before painfully slow pulling them down his leg and off and threw them to the floor with the rest of his clothes.

I grabbed his hard shaft, and looked up at him while smiling. He groaned as I began to pump my hand.

"Now I believe this is what you were looking for." I purred. Licking the tip of his dick.

"Oh god yes." he said as I pulled him into my mouth and started to bob my head up and down, his hand went into my hair guiding me on my journey.

I started to lick up and down his shaft siding my tongue around the tip. I pulled back and looked up at him. He looked at me in confusion.

"Why did you stop?" he asked breathlessly.

"To turn this on silly." I said sticking out my tongue and turning on my vibrating tongue ring. He smiled.

I grabbed his cock again and shoved it into my mouth again. I bobbed my head and let it go with a pop. I looked up at him and his head fell back and he was moaning at the sensation I licked the top of his dick and put my tongue ring in his hole.

"God … fuck Bella … your mouth … fuck .. So good.." he said threw pants not making any sense. I bobbed my head again on his long hard dick.

"Cum for me Edward. I want to taste you." I said licking him and sticking my tongue ring around the tips. He started to shake and came in mouth which I greedily sucked and swallowed. I loved the taste of him.

"Fuck Bella." he said before pulling me up to him and crashed his lips to mine. He wasted no time in getting my pants and panties off.

He took one of my nipples in his mouth and sucked and bit on. I moaned in pleasure, his mouth was fucking the best. His hand went over my folds where he teased me.

"God stop teasing me." I said.

"My pleasure" he said as he slid 2 fingers into me. My back arched upwards. I was so wet I could feel it. He pumped in and out of me. Faster and harder. He added another finger and I moaned louder. I could feel my climax coming closer. He was just that good.

His mouth went to my buddle of nerves and it was so good I came closer to my climax.

"Oh god. Edward tongue fuck me…. Jesus god fuck." I moaned as he bit my buddle of nerves. He took his fingers out and sat up at little. He looked into my eyes as he put his fingers into his mouth. He moaned as he pulled them out.

"You taste so good, Bella." he moan.

He put my legs over his shoulders as he plunged his tongue into my wet folds. I moaned as he tongue fucked me. I felt like I was going to explode. His right hand was on my boob teasing the nipple. While the other hand was on my ass.

I hand was on the back of his head pulling at his hair slightly. He shoved his head in farther, and started to shake his head really fast so his nose was hitting my clit. That did it

"Edward" I screamed. As I started to shake and came into his mouth. He lapped up all my juices before he came back up to kiss me.

"You know I've never tasted anything that good before, I think it became my favourite meal." he said kissing me again.

I could feel him at my entrance.

"if you don't put your cock into me right now, I am never going to blow you again." I said looking up at him. He took that as the sign to start fucking me.

He slammed into me hard and fast as we both moaned at the sensation. It felt so good to have him inside me, I felt so whole. He started to pump into me as we moaned. He was going fast and hard. Just the way I liked it.

"Gob Bella your so tight" he said as he trust into me hard then before. I could feel myself getting harder. I hips went up to meet his every thrust.

"Cum for me Bella. Cum hard on my cock for me." and that's what I did as he grabbed my buddle of nerves and pinched it hard.

"EDWARD!!!" I screamed as he came with me.

After we came from our high, he clasped onto me. Our breathing was slowing as I started to feel tried, I wanted to just lay down and sleep. Edward sensing this he pulled me up and cruel me into his side and he covered us with the black comforter.

I laid my head down on his chest and closed my eyes. I could feel sleep coming over me. When I heard the word fall from his lips.

"You know we shouldn't tell anyone about this right?"

What the fuck.

" um why?" I asked then it clicked. "because of Emmett and the others. And also all your sluts."

He nodded "Yes that why. I don't want anyone to know because it could ruin my friendship with your brother. And I think I would get killed. Emmett's not my biggest fan." he said.

I leaned up and kissed him. " Okay you can be my dirty little secret." I laughed and yawned.

"Yes my dirty little secret " he said as sleep came over me.

Tell me what you think mych love

shy