At that moment the paramedics rushed in, Blaine took his eyes of Kurt's for half a second to watch them run in but when he turned around he saw that Kurt's eyes were closed and Blaine watched helplessly as he fell backwards, his chest no longer rising up and down. Blaine whimpered as the saw the paramedics rush around Kurt, his face was completely free of colour apart from a slight tinge of blue, his forehead, hair and t-shirt drenched in sweat from trying to keep breathing, from trying to stay awake.

"He's not breathing," one of the two male paramedics said pulling an oxygen mask out of the huge red bag they had with him.

"He has a weak pulse," the other said dropping Kurt's arm of which he was holding onto before to check his pulse, "Could be a panic attack."

"Yeah," the other paramedic agreed, "a very, very bad one."

Blaine watched the paramedics work around him, one pushed down on his chest, "Come on breath," he said moving down and blowing air into Kurt's mouth.

"His dream come true and he's passed out," someone muttered behind Blaine.

"What?" Blaine asked turning around sharply, "What is your problem?"

"Whoa dude calm down," the guy said, "I think your boyfriends about to die."

Blaine's breathing became uneven he was so angry but lashing out now wouldn't help him, or Kurt. And Kurt was most important. The paramedics were still performing the kiss of life and Kurt still wasn't reacting, the tears continued down Blaine's face and he got more and more worried. Kurt still wasn't breathing, and Blaine saw as the paramedics gave each other a worried look.

"No," Blaine whimpered, he hated feeling this helpless.

The paramedics continued to work and all of a sudden Kurt took a huge gasping breath, and then another and another and slowly his breathing went back down to its normal speed but he still didn't wake up. Blaine let out a relieved sigh. The paramedic checked Kurt's pulse again and frowned, "Still a little bit weak, but that should sort it's self out," he said turning to the paramedic who was putting the oxygen mask over Kurt' head.

"Okay," the other paramedic said placing a stretcher down beside Kurt and the two rolled Kurt onto it.

Blaine stepped forward, "Can I come? Please?" he asked.

"Ummm….I don't know son, we really need to get him to hospital," one of the paramedic said, he was short and blond with very pointed features.

"Then let me come! Please," Blaine said trying to follow the men out of the room but he felt a hand on his shoulder.

"No, Blaine," the teacher said frowning a bit, "Sorry but I can't let you."

Blaine turned desperate, "Please," he said his tears getting heavier; "I promised I wouldn't leave him."

The two paramedics and the teacher shared a look and the other paramedic, the one who was freakishly tall and had brown hair with flicks of grey said, "Fine, just come on."

"Thank you," Blaine said a small smile breaking out over the tears as he followed the men into the back of the ambulance, he climbed his wiping his eyes on his sleeve but they were replaced just as quickly.

Blaine and one of the paramedics sat in the back with Kurt whilst the other drove, Blaine found himself clinging to Kurt's hand. He loved him. He couldn't deny it any more he was in love with Kurt Hummel, amazing, beautiful, perfect Kurt Hummel. He was head over heels in love…he was…was gay. He bit his lip; he couldn't deal with this now. Kurt was important now. Blaine had never been more terrified in his whole life, watching Kurt fight to stay awake, gasping for breath, turning blue and finally passing out. Blaine shivered, he knew those memories would haunt him forever. Blaine reached up with his free hand and brushed some sweaty hair out of Kurt's face tenderly and then stroked his cheek, completely forgetting the there paramedics presence

"Kurt," he whispered gently biting his lip, how could anyone be this beautiful? Was it even possible?


Blaine rushed into 'Room 65'; he had been waiting in the waiting room for the past half an hour waiting to be told that he could see Kurt. Finally after what felt like years a short ginger woman with green eyes and pointed features walked into the waiting room wearing pink scrubs and told him that he was able to visit Kurt. Blaine nodded in thanks and then rushed of the room without hesitation; he burst through the door causing the double doors to slam backwards harshly. He saw a bed in the corner of the room; Kurt was lying on his back upon it still extremely pale he had been changed into a hospital gown and was hooked up to a machine that had was making a steady beeping noise, registering Kurt's heart beat.

"Kurt?" Blaine asked stupidly rushing over, he couldn't help but place a kiss on his forehead, "I'm here, I promised I wouldn't leave you Kurt, and I'm right here," he whispered stroking Kurt's hair, watching the flicks of red catch in the light. "I'll never leave you, because…..because Kurt I'm sort of in love with you," Blaine continued even though he was sure Kurt couldn't hear him, he sat down on the plastic seat beside Kurt's bed and put his head in the hand that wasn't gripping Kurt's. "I don't know what to do Kurt," he whispered, "I'm…gay, how do you…what do you…Kurt please just wake up soon cause I need you," Blaine said breaking down into tears, "I really need you."

But Kurt didn't stir from his slumber, but Blaine swore his heart started to beat a little quicker for a few seconds. Blaine shook his head, just his imagination, "What should I do Kurt, what did you do?" he asked slumping lower to himself, "My parents are going to kill me," he said mostly to himself.

"Excuse me?" a women said knocking on the door, it was the same ginger haired women from before that had told him he could see Kurt, she walked in with a smile on her face, "I just need to check on him, is that okay?"

"Yeah, of course," Blaine said quickly wiping away the tears on his sleeve before the nurse could see. Blaine watched as she checked the monitor, "Do you know what's going on?" he asked, "When will he wake up?"

"We don't know honey," the nurse said, "he stopped breathing for a while so his brain was starved of oxygen and it will take a little while for it to recover."

"But he will wake up right?" Blaine asked biting his lip with worry.

"Umm…more yes then no honey, are you guys related?" she asked giving him a sympathetic smile.

"No, no just really, really, really good friends," Blaine said grabbing Kurt hand again and giving it a squeeze, "maybe something a bit more when he wakes up," he whispered to himself, low enough so he was sure the nurse wouldn't hear.

"I'm hope he's okay," the nurse said, "press the read button if he wakes up."

"Okay," Blaine nodded glancing at the huge red button on the wall that she in indicated too "Thanks."

The women nodded with a smile and left, she poked her head back around the door, "I'm Carry by the way," she said.

"Blaine," Blaine nodded in her direction, she nodded and disappeared again. Blaine sighed resting his head on the edge of Kurt's bed, "Wake up sleeping beauty come on," he murmured.

"KURT!" someone yelled, Blaine's head snapped up just in time to see Kurt's farther Burt run in, "Kurt, oh my God."

Blaine got to his feet, "Hey," he said weakly looking at the floor.

"What happened?" Burt demanded.

"I don't know, I think he had a panic attack," Blaine said looking back at Kurt with a worried expression.

"Oh God, oh God, oh God," Burt said he pushed past Blaine walking over to Kurt, "is he okay?"

"Yeah he should be fine, we just have to wait for….for him…too wake up," Blaine said breaking down in tears his face going red from embarrassment of crying in front of Burt.

"Whoa, Kid what's wrong?" Burt asked obviously not comfortable with tears.

"What if he doesn't wake up?" Blaine sobbed.

"But you said he would," Burt said panicking suddenly.

"What if he doesn't? What if I never get a chance to tell him! To tell him…" Blaine trailed of.

"Tell him what?" Burt asked sitting down in the plastic chair beside Kurt's bed that Blaine had been sitting in before.

"Mr Hummel…I….I'm in love with your son," Blaine said biting his lip.

"L…L….love?" Burt stuttered looking at Blaine like he was speaking a different language.

"More then anything," Blaine said watched Kurt's chest rise and fall, taking it as a sign of comfort.

"Your…in love with…with Kurt?" Burt asked again not quite getting his head around the fact.

"Yes," Blaine said, "Look I know I haven't known him for long but there's just…something about him. He is so perfect in everyway it's just unreal."

"He's going to be okay," Burt said both to himself and Blaine, "He's strong, he can get through anything."

"I don't doubt it for a second," Blaine agreed walked over to Kurt and holding his hand in his, he raised the hand to his lips and kissed it gently, "I love you Kurt, and I can't wait to tell you," he whispered….

A/N: Heyya guys, thanks for reading it makes my world go around! :D Just wanted to say I no nothing about medical stuff so I made everything up and I doubt that it's true but hopefully you can forgive me for being an idiot? Anyway thank you for reading and extra love to those who reviewed!

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