AN: okay I am continuing this story... i know you guys will hate me so im trying to get somthing out to you before i get murder.... yeppers. okay so anyways its short im sorry but hey you all love me right.... ANYWHO!!!!

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!*!*!*!*Edward!*!*!*!

I called Bella earlier but I got no answer. She always answered my phone calls. Even when we were dating, and now all of a sudden we're dating and she decides now not to answer.

What the fuck!

Well I could go over there and see why she didn't answer her phone. She didn't go to school either. I wonder if she's she or something. So I climbed into my car, and drove off to her house.

On the drive there I knew we would have to tell Emmett. No one knew yet because she wasn't at school, and I didn't really want to come out by myself. I know it's a pussy move, but hey have you seen Emmett he fucking huge.

As I got to Bella's I didn't see her car. I seen Emmett and Charlie were home but she wasn't.

Wait Charlie shouldn't be home this early, he doesn't get home till after 6.

I parked and climbed out of my car. I walked up to the door and was about to knock when the door flew open. I was grabbed my throat and shoved against the house.

What the hell happened?

"Why the fuck are you here?" Emmett spat venom dripping from each word her spoke. "What the hell did you do to my little sister?"

"Emmett what are you talking about?" I asked in utter confusion. What the hell did I do to Bella; I didn't do anything I know I didn't, not that I can remember.

I looked into Emmett's eyes trying to find out what he was talking about. I came up with nothing. What could he be talking about?

"Emmett that's enough" Charlie said. He looked at me with a frown on his face. " You need to come inside." He said in a sad voice and turned to make his way back threw the door.

Emmett let go of me and walked into the house as I followed. I didn't know what was wrong what could I have done. I don't remember doing anything other then fucking and loving bella.

We were all sitting in the kitchen table now, no one saying anything.

"Okay can somebody explain what's going on, and why Emmett attacked me." I asked.

"Okay well I don't know how to say this Edward, but…" Charlie trailed off trying to find the right words to say.

"Bella's gone." Emmett said in a low voice I almost didn't here him.

"What" I asked. "Why?"

"That's the thing we don't know." Charlie said

"Yeah but I have a feeling it was because of you" Emmett said

"Why would it because of me, and what do you mean she's gone. like gone back to her mothers."

"No she's not gone back to mom's house, Edward. She's gone as we have no fucking idea where the fuck she is or where she is not. I couldn't tell you where or why. All I know that she left me and my father and note and you a fucking note."

That's when I realized that there was to note on the table one still folded with my name on it.

"What do they say?" I stared at them.

Charlie past the one that was open, I guess the one left for them. Is read it

Dear dad and big bear,

I'm sorry. There's too many thing I need to get settled, I'll call you when I'm ready and have a clear head. Emmett take care of dad for me, I know he can't cook worth shit. Sorry daddy for spitting, I didn't intend to spare of the moment thing.

Don't be mad at me remember me and I will be seeing you. I promise. And I'm not going to mom's.

Tell everyone I love them, tell everyone I'll see them sooner or later, ill come back. Take care of yourselves.

I love you both very much.

Love always Bella.

P.S. I'll explain in due time. Right now let me be and don't try to find me.

I read the letter trying to make sense of it. Why would she leave, I thought everything was great. We got together, there was no problems except Lauren and the other plastic girls.

"What would she need to clear her head?" I asked still staring at the note. "This doesn't make sense.

"I said the same thing." Emmett said frowning, "What does your note say."

I pick up my note and opened it,

Edward

I love you, never forget that. Why I am leaving is because I can't ruin your life. I should have never come to forks to begin with. You had your own life before I came and fucked it up. I don't regret sleeping with you nor do I not love you. I'm just scared.

I'm sorry… I really am. I mean to say is that I panicked and I've never been in love before and it's scaring the shit out of me. Please let me be, let me do what I need to do and I promise I will call.

I want you to remember that I love you and I'm not leaving because of you. I'm leaving because I need to. The same thing goes for you as I said to my dad, don't try to find me. I'll call you when my head is clear. Tell everyone I love them and not to forget me.

Love you always and forever.

Bella

P.S. I'll be seeing you.

I read and re- read the letter, because that's all I could do. If felt like forever before somebody spoke,

"What does it say?" a voice broke me out of my trance. I looked up to see too concern faces. I didn't know what to tell them, or if should let them see it. I mean it does say we slept together and that she loved me.

Edward fuck grow some fucking balls!

"Here" I said as I put it on the table so they could read it if the wanted. Charlie grabbed it and put it between him and Emmett.

After they were done reading it I thought I was going to die from the murderous glares I was getting from both of them.

"YOU SLEPT WITH MY FUCKING SISTER ARE YOU FUCKING NUTS. I SWEAR IF I KNEW I WOULDN'T GO TO FUCKING JAIL, I WOULD RIP YOUR BALLS AND FEED THEM TO YOU." Emmett had me pinned against the wall before I could even blink. But what surprised me was Charlie.

"Emmett let go before I take you in for making a threat. You know I will, I have done it before." Charlie said. He looked over to me. "Edward, sit down." And that's what I did.

"Sit…Sit, he fucking slept with your daughter and you're telling him to sit."

"Yes Emmett I'm telling him to sit down. We need to talk about this, because you have been so wrapped up in Rosalie that you haven't had time with your sister. I have noticed though." Charlie looked at me.

"I have noticed the way you look at her and the way she looks at her. And I have also noticed that when everyone else isn't around you seem to steal kisses, I caught you in this kitchen, and I just walked the other way. I always knew and so did the rest of us 'parents' know that you and bells would get together.

"I guess it just scared her. But I will tell you this. When she does call us and if you ever talk to her again, I am warning you right now. If you ever and I mean ever hurt my baby I will rip your head off. But first Emmett can feed you your balls. Do I make myself clear Edward." I nodded. "Good now right now I'm going to call Renee to tell her that bells left." With that he grabbed the phone and left.

I really didn't know what to do. I wanted to talk to Bella to see if it were something I could help with. Or at least see if she was okay and where she was. But I knew it was pointless.

I looked over to Emmett, to see that he was about to cry. I put my hand on his shoulder in comfort.

"Emmett I'm sorry. I really am." He nodded.

"Yeah well there is nothing we can do now. I need to go and get high. And we also have to tell the rest of them nobody knows yet." I nodded to let him know I was there for him. "I think we should go I really need to get the hell out of this house."

So that's exactly what we did. We went to get smashed and tell the others.

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