I AM SOOOOOO SORRY :(..... It has been a hard couple of months and i just havent had the time to write anymore... i wrote this last night cause i had to get you guys something .... its short but it works hope your not mad :(

!~!~!~Bella~!~!~!

"YOUR WHAT!!!!!" my mother shrieked into the phone.

"I knew it" my dad said almost low enough I didn't here him.

"What do you mean you knew it? How?" I asked confused.

"you knew and didn't tell me are you fucking crazy" my mother screamed at my dad.

"No I am not I just knew cause of the letter you wrote Edward. The way you wrote the things you did I knew that you wrote you could tell that you were . I don't know how he hasn't figured it out yet but it's a good thing for now I guess."

"Your telling me that you knew my daughter was pregnant and you didn't tell me and that this is Edward Cullen's baby?"

"Yes I didn't tell you cause it wasn't my place I knew Bella would come to us when she was ready. And I was right she called us didn't she. And even though I would of rather her tell us in person. She still called us."

"Okay fine. Bella why would you leave and not come to me or your father. Where are you anyways?" my mother asked

"Aunt Christye's" I said quietly, I knew this was going to be hard for them but they haven't said anything about me being disowned cause of it so I guess that's a plus.

"Your in Canada?" my mother asked.

" How the hell did you get to Canada?" my father said in a bit louder voice.

"I drove" I said simply. How would they think I got here. Walked yeah right.

"Okay so now. What do you plan on doing about this child?" my mother asked. Great the hard part I was hoping we didn't have to talk about.

" Well I want to keep it. I am three and a half months but I am getting fat fast. And I don't want to get rid of it I really want to keep it. I know its going to be hard but aunt Christye said she will help me out and stuff. So I'm keeping it." I said in a rush

I knew what i wanted to do and because its Edwards it makes it all that much better. I am going to try and be the best mother in the world but I don't know if Edward or any of my family will want anything to do with me or it. I was scared shitless there were going to disown me.

There was a very long pause before someone spoke again.

"Bella honey you don't have to stay there you can come back home. I'm your father and I'm going to be there for you every step of the way. Your going to make one hell of a mother baby girl. I just want you home soon please." he said which shocked me to the limit.

"My baby's having a baby" my mother cried.

"Really your not going to disown me or kill me?" I asked happily.

" Why would we do that honey. So your having a baby young your mother had Emmett when she was 18..and you a year later its fine come home please" dad said.

After we all talked for a little bit longer. my dad and mom told me they wont tell anyone excepted for Phil as he was my other parent. I guess. Whatever that means. And we made a plan that I would be leaving in 2 days and be home in a week.

I was just glad that they still wanted me and that they didn't want to abandon me like I thought they would.

After we hung up I went to talk to aunt Christye and she said she was happy and that she would come visit and that I was always welcome if I ever needed a place to go and that if I didn't call her at least once a week shed come down there and kick my ass.

I laughed at her and we went out to dinner that night just the 2 of us and talked about everything. She told me lots about how it was to be a young mother and that it was hard but she would be there for me always. And then of course she asked me what Edward looked like. And that turned into a 2 hours talk about him. I miss him so much.

After dinner we went home and watch a movie then I went to bed.

2 days later I was on the road back to forks and home 4 days later. The one night I couldn't sleep so I just kept on driving so I got there a day early.

I pulled up in front of my dads house and seen there was no cars there so I decided it was safe to get out of the car and go into the house.

Or so I thought…

I got out of the car and walked up to the front of the house. I got my key and unlocked the door only to be met by Emmett opening it at the same time. We stood there looking at each other for about a minute when he whispered my name like he couldn't believe I was there.

"hey brother bear" I smiled at him. He arched his eyebrow at me, I did the same back.

"Where the HELL!! Have you been. We have all been worried sick about you" he said pulling me into a hug that I didn't want cause my belly was going to get in the way and he'll know. But I couldn't pull away. So I just tried to keep my belly out of the way and not give him a proper hug. I had a Edwards sweater on so it was big and baggy.

"I was at aunt Christye's visiting" I said calmly. I couldn't tell him just yet I had to find my dad first. "where is dad?" I asked.

"Out fishing"

"What else is new. I should of known that" I laughed.

"Yeah but I want to know why you left your not going to leave and not have a good reason … so why did you leave sis?"

"Em I just needed to think about some shit that's been going on. I got myself clean too … haven't touched anything but weed since I left" I smiled at him. He stared at me in shock.

"You haven't don't anything but smoke some trees in 3 weeks. Why don't I believe you?"

"I swear I haven't touch nothing… its all good though I'm better now. Thinking more clearly" I smiled and went to sit on the couch. Emmett came to sit with me. "So what have you been doing since I've been gone?" I asked trying to change the subject.

"Oh you know the same as I do all the time … get drunk and high all day long … party ha-ha" he laughed, I smiled at him.

"That's good how is everyone else?" I asked.

"They are good doing the same as we always do… and as for Edward he's worried about you. You should call him.. He hasn't been himself since you left. He doesn't even look at other girls he doesn't talk to them all he does is sit there and mop about you being gone… he's been doing more drugs then before to" Emmett said.

So he does care.

"Oh, well ill call him after I talk to dad. What time Is it?"

"Around 6 dad should be home soon I think"

"Great well call me when he gets here ill be up stairs in my room. Love you brother bear" I hugged him.

"Love you too sis" he said while giving me a hug and kissed my forehead. I went up stairs, went into my room and fell back on to my bed and just laid there.

The next thing I knew I was being woken up by my dad telling me to come get dinner.

"Bells wake up you have to make sure my grandson is feed well." he said, it sounded weird coming from his mouth.

"Yeah I am up" I said lifting my head from my pillow. I followed him downstairs to the kitchen. When I turned the corner I didn't just see Emmett and dad. I seen my mom and Phil as well. I was well shocked.

"Oh my goodness your already showing" my mother said. I glared at her cause Emmett still didn't know.

"What The Fuck!!!" Emmett all but screamed. He was staring right at my stomach. I looked down to see that the zipper was undo and the tank top had rid up about half way and you could see little more then a baby bump.

"Oh Fuck!!"

im going to try and have some more for you some time this week.... REVIEW you know you want too=P