(A/N) Now chapter two of 'Raised Killer' Yay Me!!! Please enjoy!

~(~Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto~)~

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I felt as a slight push woke me up, I groaned lowly as I opened my eyes...The man with ringed eyes "You need clean up" He said in a demanding tone, I blinked and slowly sat up rubbing my eyes of sleep.

"Where's mom?" I asked looking up at the man not thinking of what I had said, He narrowed his eyes slightly "Misaro, Did you forget?" My eyes widen and felt as my heart and stomach dropped.

"You mean..I-It..Re-Really ha-happened?" I asked with tears forming in my eyes..The man nodded "You were lucky..still, You were stupid to not do anything..You could've saved them" The words felt like a dagger right through my heart, Tears started flowing down my face once again.

"N-No! Bubby..Mom..Dad..Grandma..Th-They're all dead..and never coming back..It's..m-my fault" I cried covering my face with my hands, I felt a hand on my shoulder causing me to sniff and look up.

"Clean yourself" He ordered with a glare as he pointed at a door, I stared at it then looked down at myself...I sniffed as I bit my lip, I scooted slightly but flinched at the pain.

I sniffed again and my shoulders shook as I tried to not cry, I closed my eyes tightly as I pushed myself quickly. I swung my legs over the bed but hunched over at the pain, I couldn't help but whimper.

I heard a sigh then felt as I was quickly picked up bridal style, I looked surprised at the man with ringed eyes..He looked to where we were heading, I didn't dare to ask why he picked me up.

I watched as he pushed open the door and entered a bathroom, I glanced around..It was..huge, I don't mean little huge..I mean, Huge Huge! Bigger than the one at ho-..home..I can never return..Everyone's d-dead..and I'm alive? Why?

I was placed slowly on the toilet and I looked up at the man, Our eyes locked before he blinked and looked away. I furrowed my brows..He turned and started walking for the door, I opened my mouth to ask his name..but once again..I couldn't find my voice.

"What?" He asked as he stopped and looked over his shoulder, I jumped quickly looking to the ground causing my bangs to fall in my face "Wh-What's y-your na-name?" I asked nervously, I watched through my bangs as he reach for the door nob "Pein" He said as he opened the door stepping out.

I furrowed my brows..A strange name for a man like him..I expected a different name..He doesn't look like a Pein.. I suspected a Pein to be a big strong man..not that he isn't strong..he picked me up easily..without effort, He's really stro-..Wh-What am I thinking?! My family got slaughtered, I got raped! Now is not the time to be noticing how strong he is-..Oh, Forget it.

I looked at the tub that could easily fit two people..maybe even three, I saw that there was bathing products laying out as if someone was going to take a bath..Oh.. That man..Pein, said to clean up..but..clothes..I don't have any.

I looked around the room to find a pair of clean clothes, I saw a folded pile of clothes laying on the sink counter by me. I furrowed my raven brows in confusion..Why..Why is he doing this? Do I not disgust him? Or..Does he feel bad for me?..Yea..That's it, He feels bad for me.

I shook my head as I stood up with wobbly legs, It took me a minute but I got my balance completely back. I turned on the water..Ice cold..That's how I like it when I'm sore, Hot is when I want to relax.

I waited for a few moments as the tub filled up to my liking, I slipped off my dress then unbuckled my bra. After throwing my clothes onto the floor I stepped into the ice cold water, I hissed as the cold water surrounded my form causing the pain to slowly fade away.

I looked at the side of the tub with the cleaning products laying across it, I picked up a wash cloth and a bar of soap soaking both in the water. I started to wash myself off..I couldn't feel any pain..but..No matter how cold water is..no matter how much I heal..Nothing..Nothing can help my emotional pain..I can never again see my family.

They were murdered by two men..Slaughtered..I hope..They killed everyone quickly..So they didn't suffer, I would hate to know that they suffered. I closed my eyes shedding tears once again..It's like I can't stop them, They just fall when I hurt.

I felt the water ripple as my tears fell, I opened my eyes watching the ripples fade away. I slowly continued to wash myself off until..I got to the whole problem..my private spot..but..It isn't anymore..I'm stained..marked..I can never take it off..no matter how much time will pass..I will be forever torn..branded, Raped..When people see me..they're going to think 'raped'..Nothing else just, Raped.

I felt as my tears grew even more constantly falling into the water, I brought my knees to my face hugging them tightly crying against my wet cold skin. I know it had been awhile..but I just couldn't stop crying, Every thought I had was either of my family or..me getting raped..forever marked..Oh, I hate myself right now..I could've ran and got help preventing my family getting killed.

I heard the door open causing me to look up, The man, Pein, stood there..I sniffed then hid my face against my knees hugging them even tighter, He just stood there..staring at me..Does he find me amusing? My crying enjoyable? My pain and suffering, A pleasure?

"If you're done, Get dressed" I shook my head slightly, I tried my best to not cry but I couldn't stop the tears falling "Misaro, Out now" He demanded and I sniffed, I shook my head again not saying a word.

I heard a step towards the tub "Do as I say" I balled my fists and shook my head again, I felt as a hand was laid on my shoulder causing me to tense up "Now" He growled causing me to shudder, I looked up at him and once again shook my head.

"No" I said causing his grip to tighten, I clenched my teeth as it was beginning to hurt "What?" He asked lowly, I blinked and looked into the water "You'll hurt me if..I won't obey, right?.." I closed my eyes shedding more tears "Kill me..Just kill me, You do not know how much pain I'm in..Kill me..end my suffering, Please..Just end this life that I don't deserve.." I begged with pleading eyes.

He stared blankly back at me then released me, He narrowed his eyes "You talk as if you felt true sorrow..You don't even know what sorrow feels like" He growled causing me to shudder, He grabbed a towel "Atleast you witnessed your family being murdered, Instead of killing them yourself" I stared wide eyed at the man..Was..He trying to tell me something..about himself?

I took my hand and wiped away my tears, Feeling as my eyes were sore from crying so much. I grabbed the towel and Pein released it as he walked to the door, He looked back at me one more time before leaving out the door closing it behind himself.

I pulled the drain cork and stood, I stepped out feeling the cold air nip at my skin. I shivered then started to dry myself off, I laid the towel onto the toilet then grabbed the clothes laying on the counter.

I placed the white panties on first then placed on the gray bra..small but, I'm Twelve..What does someone expect? I slipped on the gray yoga pants then an over-sized black T-shirt.

I looked at myself in the mirror and cringed at my image, My eyes puffy and red from crying with a bruise forming on my cheek from being slapped. I took my hand up to under my eye, I slowly traced my finger tips down my bruised cheek feeling my cheek sticky from the unending tears.

Right now..I'm shedding unwanted tears..But..I can't make them stop, Not that I don't feel at all bad for my family being slaughtered..I feel awful, Just..I need to just accept this and go on with my life..Ugh, I sound like a demented crazy girl but..This has happened before...With my grandpa, uncle and older sister..Just two years ago.

Within two years..I lost my whole family..My little brother and bigger Sis..My mom and dad..My grandma and grandpa..My uncle..My whole family is gone, Why?! I'm all alone..no one's here with me..All..Alone..I felt as tears started to run down my face and I placed my hands on the sink squeezing tightly, I sobbed loudly and I could hear as my tears dripped into the sink.

I fell to my knees placing my forehead against the cold hard surface of the sink, I wailed not able to stop myself..I heard as the door opened quickly, Arms shot out around my waist causing me to gasp.

My blue eyes widen trying to turn around to look at the person who was doing this, I didn't see the person as they picked me up hurtfully..I wiggled around trying to get free but the person's grip was tight, I looked down at my waist quickly and saw..stitched arms?

I was turned around to the door and the person carried me out, I saw Pein standing by the bed with his arms crossed and a serious look..though, He seems to always look like that.

I grunted as I was thrown onto the bed, I looked up and squeaked as Pein lifted up my shirt. His fingers went over my stomach causing me to groan, I grabbed his arms locking my legs together.

The other man..oh, That's the man that..checked me over, He grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head. I squirmed and started to cry, I tried everything and nothing made them get off..I was simply..overpowered.

I looked up at Pein with pleading eyes filled with tears, He looked into my eyes then grabbed a paint brush..No..No! He can't! My eyes widen as I started to squirm even more causing the stitched man's grip tighten painfully "No!" I screamed out but Pein started taking the brush drawing my family symbol on my stomach.

"Please Stop!" I begged but he just kept drawing the crest, I started to sob "Don't! Please Pein! Stop!!" I screamed out pleading, Pein finished and grabbed either a knife or kunai.

I closed my eyes readying myself for the pain I knew was coming, I groaned as the blade sunk into my skin right in the middle of the crest..right below my bra...I screamed as the blade drew the symbol of mind, After he finished he did quick hand signs.

I groaned as blood ran down my stomach and onto the sheets, Pein whispered something in my family's special language..I wasn't old enough to be taught it..So I don't know what he said but..I know, I didn't want to hear it.

I bit my lip as pain shot through my body, I felt as the darkness engulfed me and I fell into sleep...

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Pein looked down at the bloody girl laying on his bed, The stitched man released the girl's small wrists then looked up at his leader "Leader, What was that?" He asked and Pein sighed as he placed the bloody Kunai onto the small table by his bed.

"I am putting her through the test, How is she going to be of any use to us if she keeps sobbing" Pein replied emotionlessly, The stitched man nodded in understanding "Just.." Pein started "There's a high chance she could fail" Pein said narrowing his eyes, The stitched man furrowed his brows.

"And If she fails?" He asked and Pein closed his eyes "She'll never wake up, She will be forever in that never ending battle..Until she takes her own life" Pein said as he turned his back to the sleeping girl and the stitched man..Pein had already explained who she was to him and what he planned...but he knew nothing of this test, But he doesn't care about this girl.

A cost deduction, That's how he sees her now...The cost of laundry detergent, Those sheets are soaking with blood..and it's silk! He's not happy "Lets go, It will take time" Pein ordered with a dark tone, The stitched man looked up at his leader and nodded.

They both walked out the doors, Pein locking them of course..there are some of the members that should not know..not yet...

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I looked around...black..darkness..I saw as rain started to pour down..but..I wasn't getting wet, I saw a light awhile away..I blinked and walked towards it..I felt like I was packing a boulder..It was pushing me down..Last time..It wasn't this heavy, I gasped when I reached the spot..My older sister, My younger brother, My Mom, My dad and..Me..playing..on a hill, The grass just perfect..The sun shining brightly..A tree for shade if we need it.

I chased my little brother around, Laughing happily..I felt tears fill up in my eyes as I watched our family..My grandma, Grandpa and my uncle sat abit away, Watching while sipping tea.

Tears fell down my cheeks, Unending river..I closed my eyes and fell to my knees "I can't live this again!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs..I had already been under this test..a year ago..I barely got through it..Now..The thought of having no one waiting for me..It's too much.

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(A/N) What will happen next chappy? Well..you'll find out! Please Review!! Thank You All!!!!