Chapter 9

You wake up with a terrible pain in your head, a foul smell invades your senses. It smells like a mixture of sweat and….vodka. That familiar smell causes you to gag and jerk awake.

You frantically look around, you're in a small room that feels like it's try to stand up, but thick ropes pull you back down - your tied to the wall of this moving room.

It feels like a cliché movie, the girl falls in love with someone famous, she has a terrible secret, then someone from her past comes and takes her away from the person she loves. You just hope that your knight in shining armour would come, but this was real life, not some cheaply made Hollywood movie.

You whimper, He had you once again. You could always run away…. But it would difficult - He'd probably lock you away in a bedroom.

You sobbed, hot tears of regret and sorrow splash onto the metal floor of this strange room. You figured it was simply a trailer on the back of His limo. It was no use crying, no one would save you, your oppas would eventually forget all about you and you'd go back to being his sex slave.

That thought made you gag, you want to puke, but there's nothing left in your stomach. You had left yesterdays dinner in Chin Ho's toilet.

Chin Ho, how naïve you were… to trust someone you had just met, you knew better then that. But he had just seemed so perfect, so right - to bad it was all a lie, he simply wanted His money.

You wondered if there would ever be anyone in your life who could truly ever love you… your mind wandered back to memories you had of your oppas. You might have only known them a little while, but they were already so special to you.

Especially Taemin; his innocent smile, his sweet smell - and of course how he managed to screw up simple things such as making pancakes.

You wondered if you'd ever see them again, would they try to find you?Probably not, their lives were way to busy to bother with a girl who they found on the streets not even a week ago.

Silent and solemn, you sit on the floor, feeling every small bump in the road - you would be home soon.

You feel nothing as the trailer stops moving, the voices outside bounce off your ears, nothing was really sinking in.

All you knew was that it was back to your old life, no more dreams of snuggling with Taemin, dancing with Jonghyun, teaching Minho how to draw flowers, making Onew chicken, or even talking with Key.

It would be in your best interest to forget you ever met SHINee, forget how they took you in and-

The door to the trailer opened, He stood there, anger in his eyes. He radiated lust and malice.

A small shiver ran up your side, your eyes glazed over and your breathing got shallower. No emotions - you were his toy, a doll.

He ordered the men standing around Him to carry you into the house. They picked up your feet and arms, awkwardly carrying the rag doll into the house.

"Just drop her on My bed," He commanded.

They shrugged and tossed you onto the satin sheets. The sheets made a 'whoosh' as you hit them, sprawled out, you didn't dare move a wondered what Taemin was- snip. You cut off every memory and thought of your oppas - this was your life now.

"Thank you for your help gentlemen~ kekeke," He chortled, handing each man a handful of dollar bills.

When the men were satisfied with their payment, they left the bedroom, closing the door behind them.

It made a hollow 'click', casting the room in a faint darkness - dusty streaks of evening sunlight were poking through the curtains.

"I hope you have been taking good care of yourself honey~"

The words rolled off His disgusting tongue so easily, it made no difference to Him that you were His daughter.

Anything and everyone were His toys, he played with some for a while - then casting them aside - he picked up a new toy.

He kept His favourites for many moons, until they turned old and rusty, unable to give Him the same pleasure they had when they were new and shiny.

The only sound in the room was His excited breathing, it seemed that you were a favourite that He was going to keep chained up forever. You figured it was because you reminded Him of his wife.

You sighed inwardly, thankful that at this moment, your emotions were under control. He whisked over to the bed where you lay, stripping off your shirt and pants, His eyes grew maniacal, searching your body for the magic spot.

"Oh, how I've missed you…" He whispered into your neck as He lowered His head to taste your long forgotten skin.

No emotions, throughout the entire night, you would obey for you were honestly nothing. A doll. His doll.