So this chapter is a little bit long, but that's because there was a lot to fit in.
In this Chapter you finally get to find out what
happened between Nicole and Kozik. Hope you enjoy.
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Nicole is 16 in this chapter and Kozik is 25.
Fighting Back
Chapter 13
Flashback
"Smells good in here." Clay commented as he wrapped his arms around his wife's waist, placing small kisses on the back of her neck.
"Hey Baby." She replied as she continued to chop the carrots. Clay continued to trail kisses along her neck. "Baby people will be arriving soon I need to get this finished."
"And I need my wife." He pulled her against him, as his hand moved under her shirt. She turned around in his arms so that they were now facing. Clay wasted no time in stealing a kiss.
"You have the worst timing." She remarked, pulling away from his lips. As she felt the familiar bugle in her husbands trousers.
"What can I say the housewife thing does it for me." Clay kissed her again.
Gemma didn't pull away this time instead she let herself lean into the kiss. So maybe dinner was going to be a little late.
Just as they let themselves deepen into the kiss they were rudely interrupted, by the sound of the front door being slammed shut. Gemma and Clay pulled away from one another. Gemma looked over Clay's shoulder and saw Nicole. She looked back at Clay and rolled her eyes.
"Michael." The two of them said in unison.
"Nicole." Gemma called walking over to her Niece. Nicole turned around to face her. She dropped her head when she saw Clay coming up behind Gemma, she knew he would be able to tell she had been crying.
"What's he done this time Baby?"
"Nothing." Nicole lied. Truth was her and Michael had gotten into a major argument, something they had been doing a lot of lately.
"Right that's why you've been crying." Clay pointed out, motioning to her face with his finger.
"Just leave it alone, it's none of your business Clay." Nicole snapped back, still angry from her argument with Michael.
"None of my business. You're joking right. Your my niece."
"No I'm not. I'm John's Niece, not yours." She knew she was being cruel but she couldn't help herself, she had all this pent up anger she needed to vent it.
"Clay." Gemma pleaded grabbing his arm as he took a step closer Nicole. Gemma could see that Nicole's comment hurt him. He treated her like a daughter and she just threw it back in his face.
"That's enough." Nicole looked at Gemma.
"Whatever." She huffed as she went to walk away.
"Don't you 'whatever' us. I'm sick of this shit, sick of your attitude." Clay spoke harshly as she grabbed hold of Nicole, stopping her from walking away.
"Get off me." Nicole yelled trying to pull her arm out of Clay's grasp, but he was too strong. "Clay."
"You and Darby junior are done your not seeing him again. You understand me." Clay ordered.
"You can't tell me what to do. Your not my father."
"While your living under my roof, you will do as I say. And as for your father he would be turning in his grave if he could see the way you've been acting lately."
Gemma watched the interaction between her niece and husband. She knew things were going to get out of control quickly. "Clay."
"No Gemma I've had enough of her bullshit." He snapped back at Gemma, before his attention was drawn back to Nicole. He felt her trying to struggle free from his grip. Her struggling only made him tighten his grip.
"Clay you're hurting me." Nicole could feel fresh tears forming in her eyes.
"And you're hurting this family, carrying on with Darby. It's ends tonight."
"I love him. You can't stop me from seeing."
"Wanna bet. You'll do I say Young Lady." Nicole looked pleadingly at Gemma hoping that her Aunty would help her, but Gemma just shook her head.
"Sorry Baby Clay's right you can't see him anymore."
"I hate you." Nicole screamed at Gemma. "I hate you both." She looked back at Clay. "I wish it were in the ground rather than my Dad, rather than John. I hate you." That was it Clay flipped and before he knew what he was doing he raised his free hand and backhanded Nicole across the face.
Nicole stood in shock by what had just happened. She couldn't believe that he had just hit her. As he let go of her she let her hand go to her cheek, which was now starting to tingle. She just stood there staring at Gemma waiting again for her to do something, say something but again she didn't, she just stood obediently by Clay's side.
Nicole felt her tears fall, and when she saw Clay take a step towards her she ran back to her room slamming the door shut behind her.
Gemma turned and gave Clay a look telling him he had crossed the line. "Jesus Christ Clay."
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that."
"No you shouldn't have."
"I'll go talk to her."
"I wouldn't if I were you. Right now your the last person she wants to see. Plus the guy's are gonna be arriving in a bit and we don't need a public showdown. Just leave her cool off, talk to her in the morning."
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Nicole was lying on her bed, her head buried in her pillow when she heard voices filter down the hallway. People were arriving for Gemma's Sunday Roast. Nicole couldn't bare to stay and listen to Gemma and Clay playing happy families.
She got up of the bed and went over to her dresser. She ran a brush through her long dark hair when she caught a glimpse of the newly formed red mark that was now resting on her cheek. She felt her tears burning in the back of her eyes, but shook her head willing herself not to cry.
Trying to focus on something else she started to get changed. She pulled out a fresh pair of light blue skinny jeans and a plain white cami. Once she was dressed she put on her Navy blue ballet pumps and her black leather jacket. She put on some make-up, so she could try and disguise her blotchy red eyes and the mark on her cheek.
Her attention was taken away from the mirror and onto her door when she heard Clay's laughs filter through. She shook her head, how could he be laughing after everything that had happened tonight how could he act like it didn't. The only thing that gave her some comfort was Jax, because she knew he would freak out at Clay when he found out that he had hit her.
She opened her bedroom window and climbed outside, thanking god for the fact that her Aunty lived in a bungalow. She went to the side of the house and grabbed her push bike. She edged slowly around to the front of the house carefully making sure that the coast was clear. Once it was she hoped on the bike and peddled away as fast as she could.
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Kozik pulled into the empty lot of Teller/Morrow. Shutting off the engine to his Harley he tiredly removed his helmet, before he made his way inside the clubhouse.
He was glad when he saw that it was empty, because he needed the quiet, needed the downtime to unwind from his trip. He'd been up to Tacoma for business, business that turned out a little messier than planned.
As he walked behind the bar he looked at the clock, 7.30 pm. 'Great' He thought to himself, he knew all the guys were at Gemma and Clay's house so he knew he was guaranteed a good few hours' peace. Or at least that's what he thought.
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"Hey Ma, this all looks great." Jax said as he stole some sweet potatoes from the dish, just as Gemma slapped his hand away.
"You can't wait five minutes?" She said sharply. Jax frowned at her, not understanding her moodiness.
"You okay?"
"Fine." She snapped as she turned her back on him.
"Okay." He muttered under his breath. "So where's Nic?"
Gemma stopped what she was doing, she was dreading this question. "Um..she's in her room. She wasn't feeling very well so I gave her a pass on dinner."
"Right. I'll go and check on her."
"NO." Gemma shouted as she turned around to face Jax, who was looking confused by her outburst. "She's probably asleep. Best to leave her baby." Jax nodded.
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Nicole wasn't sure where she was heading all she knew was that she didn't want to be at home and she didn't want to see Michael not just yet anyway, so really she was left with only one other choice. The Clubhouse.
Leaning her bike up against the picnic bench outside the clubhouse, she ran her fingers through her hair before walking inside.
Walking inside she expected it to be empty but it wasn't. She saw Kozik sitting at the bar downing a shot of what looked like Tequila. She was about to turn around and walk away not wanting to disturb him, but as she turned around she caught Koziks eye.
"Nicky?" She turned back around and smiled flatly at him.
"Hey."
"What are you doing here?" Nicole started walking toward him, and that's when he realised that had been crying and he knew exactly what the problem was or more like who. "Hey come on, take a seat." He patted the bar stool next to him. She accepted the seat.
"So what did he do this time?" Kozik asked taking another shot.
"Why do you presume it's Michael." Kozik gave her a knowing look.
"It's always Darby."
"Okay, maybe we had a little argument. But he's not the reason I'm here."
"Let me guess you argued with Clay and Gemma about Michael."
"Yeah."
"You know your better than that Nord piece of shit right?"
"He's not like that. He's nothing like his Dad."
"He will be." Kozik downed another shot.
Nicole didn't reply to him because she knew he was right, Michael was starting to turn into his Dad. Before Darby had always forced Michael into selling drugs to kids at school, but now he wanted to deal it and he was even starting to enjoy taking it. Nicole had always kept this from her family because she knew it would cause a war if they Darby was pushing Crank onto kids, plus she didn't want to get Michael in trouble, she loved him.
"So why are you here at not at Gemma's dinner?" She asked hoping to change the subject. Kozik looked at her, and she saw the cheeky grin disappear from his face and she knew she'd asked the wrong question. "Koz I d..."
"Tough run, that's all. Just didn't fancy the company." He answered honestly.
"Sorry I'll leave you alone." Nicole went to get up from her seat but Kozik pulled her back down.
"Stay put Short stuff. Your company I don't mind." He flashed her his famous cheeky smile, the one he used on all the ladies.
"So my companies better than Miss Apple pie's then?"
Nicole was referring to Kozik's latest girlfriend. Nicole was not a fan. He had brought her to the clubhouse a couple of times, and every time she seemed to look down on the club like she was better than everyone. That did not sit well with Nicole. Kozik laughed at her comment before he took another drink. "I just really don't get what you see in her."
"Not jealous are we?" He teased.
"NO." She snapped defensively. Truth was she was a little jealous. She'd always had a little crush on Kozik, he was a bad-ass biker with pretty boy looks what wasn't to like.
Kozik smiled to himself when he saw her blush, he knew she had a little crush on him. "Right."
Nicole could feel herself blushing, and the fact that he was staring at her was making it worse, she needed to break eye contact with. So she slid of her seat and went to head round the bar to get herself a drink. But as she did that she noticed Kozik expression change and his body straighten. He cupped her chin and turned her head to the side and she knew what he was looking at.
"What happened to your face?" He asked getting to his feet so he could get a better look.
"Nothing." She answered casually. She removed herself from his grasp and continued to walk around the bar, she could feel him watching her. "I have a deal to make why don't we avoid any conversations to do with Family, relationships and runs."
As she stood behind the bar, she knew he wasn't going to let this subject drop easily.
"Look Michael didn't hit me okay." She said looking him dead in the eye.
Kozik sat back down, he knew she was telling him the truth and he was happy in the knowledge that Darby hadn't touched her. But it did leave one lingering question. If he didn't hit her then who did. He desperately wanted to know who was responsible but he also knew that she would talk when she was ready, so far now he would let it go.
"Okay I'm down with that. But now you've taken them subjects off the table what are we going to talk about?"
"I'm sure we can think of something." Nicole answered as she poured herself a Vodka and lemonade.
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Two hours later and Kozik and Nicole had moved over to the pool table, both a little drunk.
"How the hell have I lost again?" Kozik asked rubbing his had through his hair as Nicole potted the black 8 ball. "When did you get so good?"
"Well when you lot are entertaining yourself with sweetbutts I have to entertain myself, so i play pool. So come on drink up." She said pointing to the shot on the side of the pool table. The rule was the loser downed a shot and after 6 games Kozik had downed 5 and Nicole 1.
Kozik picked up the shot glass and downed the amber liquid in one. His cell started ringing again, like it had been doing in intervals for the past hour and a half. Nicole was getting annoyed with the constant interruptions, even know Kozik had been ignoring the calls it was still annoying. Taking advantage of the fact that he was busy taking the shot, Nicole pulled his cell from the back pocket of his jeans.
"Nicky?" He warned.
"What I just want to see what Miss Apple Pie has to say." Nicole started to move around the pool table as Kozik started to walk toward her, a massive grin on his face. "Oooohhh your in trouble." Nicole sang out after reading a text message from his girlfriend demanding to know where he is.
"Nicky give it me back."
"You want it come and get." She teased.
"Game on short stuff."
Kozik scooted around the table as Nicole started to run in the other direction. Kozik caught her easily, he was drunk but she was worse than him. Having caught her he trapped her against the pool table. She was leaning back holding the phone away from him. As he leaned over to grab his cell from her, he stopped when he realised just how close he was to Nicole.
Over the past year Nicole had defiantly grown up. Although she hadn't grown much in height, other areas had defiantly grown. Her once skinny frame, had now developed curves and her breasts had jumped a couple of cups sizes. She was turning into a beautiful young woman. And as Kozik's hand rested on her hip, he couldn't help but enjoy the feeling of her new found curves.
Nicole felt her breath catch when Kozik trapped her against the pool table, he was so close to her she could feel his breath tickling her face. She knew that this was wrong and she should be pushing him away from her, but she couldn't, she needed to know what he was going to do next.
Kozik didn't give much thought about his next move he just went with what he was feeling. He leaned down and kissed her roughly. After a moment his head finally started to work and he knew what he was doing was wrong. He was about to pull away when he felt Nicole grab his cut and pull him closer. Feeling her tongue enter his mouth Kozik knew there was no chance he could stop know.
He bent down and wrapped his hands around her slender thighs as he hitched her onto the pool table. Nicole parted her legs allowing him to get closer. She frantically pulled off his cut throwing it to the floor. He returned his hands to her body before she felt him grab her hair roughly as he deepened the kiss.
Finally separating, as they both took in some much needed air, Nicole pushed him back as she slipped off the pool table. She kept her eyes locked with his as she started to step round the pool table. As she slowly walked backwards past the table towards his dorm room she seductively removed her white cami revelling her nude lacy bra. She threw her top at Kozik, who caught it in his hand.
He stood their admiring her semi naked body. Kozik got a smell of her sweet perfume as he fisted her top in his hand. He watched as a smile crept onto her face. That was it, he wanted her. Dropping her top onto the pool table he removed his own shirt, this time it was Nicole's turn to admire the view. He chased after her as she giggled and ran towards his room. He managed to catch her. He wrapped his arm around her waist and hoisted her over his shoulder as he took her into his dorm.
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Clay was outside smoking his cigar, his mind going over what had happened with Nicole. He never meant to hit her, he was just so angry with the way she had spoken to Gemma, but he knew that was not an excuse.
Gemma had told him to stay away, and let her cool off which he had done all night but he couldn't do it any longer. The guilt was eating away at him. Dropping his cigar to the floor he stubbed it out with his boot and headed back inside. He passed his brothers and went to Nicole's room.
He knocked on her door a couple of times but not got response. He spoke through her door asking her to open it but again he got no response. He gathered she was still in a mood with him, so he decided to let himself in, he needed to sort this out now. However when he walked inside he was greeted with and empty room.
He felt his heart skip a beat. "Where was she?" He thought to himself because he hadn't seen her leave, and that was when he noticed that her window was open and he knew she'd snuck out.
He went back into the living room where all his brothers were. He managed to get Tig's attention, and nodded him over to him.
"What's up?" Tig asked as Clay ushered him to one side.
"Nicole's not in her room."
"Thought she was sick?" Clay looked at Tig.
"We had a fight."
"Shit."
"Yeah."
"You think she's gone to Darby's?"
"Nah they had a fight."
"Clubhouse maybe? If she doesn't want to see anybody it's the perfect place, she knows we'll all be here." Tig suggested.
Clay nodded in agreement. Whenever Nicole argued with either himself, Gemma or Michael she always went to the clubhouse, normally to go and sulk to Jax but after what had happened maybe she did just need some time alone.
"Yeah. Will you go and check. But don't make it obvious I don't want Gemma or Jax knowing about this." Clay warned.
"Sure."
Ten minutes after his little conversion with Clay, Tig made his excuses and left.
He drove into the parking lot of Teller Morrow. As he drove in he noticed that there was already a bike parked up, as he parked next to the bike he realised it was Kozik's and then he saw Nicole push bike leaning against the picnic bench. He gathered that Kozik must have arrived late from Tacoma and had probably run into Nicole. He was glad because if anyone could talk sense into that girl apart from Jax it was Kozik.
Tig made his way inside but instead of seeing Nicole and Kozik like he expected the clubhouse was empty. He looked around and saw two shot glasses lined up on the pool table as well as an empty bottle of Tequila. Tig started to get an unsettling feeling in the pit of his stomach, something was off.
As he walked over to the pool table he saw a white top scrunched up, it was defiantly a girls top. He picked up the top and walked to the end of the table, and that's when he saw a navy t-shirt a man's navy t-shirt. As he bent down to pick it up, he noticed that it had a reaper logo printed on the front.
Once again he felt his stomach turn and his mind was going places he wished they weren't. Unfortunately as he tried to push them disturbing thoughts out of his head, he heard something, a small girlish laugh and in that second his thoughts were confirmed.
Tig wasted no time getting to his feet and marching over to Kozik's dorm room. He didn't even hesitate, didn't bother knocking he just stormed straight in.
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Nicole could feel herself climaxing, she was close. She dug her nails into his back as his drove deeper inside.
Kozik nuzzled his head into the crook of her neck as he went deeper inside her. He smiled against her skin when he heard moan.
Before he knew it he had unloaded inside of her as her body shuddered underneath him. Pulling out of her he fell onto his back, as they both tried to catch their breath.
Nicole's head was spinning. She had slept with Michael he had been her first, but this, this was different. She had never experienced anything like that, her whole body was tingling, and Nicole wanted more.
She rolled onto her side, and manoeuvred herself so that she was now straddling him, as he looked at her with that famous smile of his that made all the girls melt including her.
"Seriously you want more?" He asked as his hand ran up her thigh.
"Yeah. You got a problem with that? Can't keep up." She teased as she leaned down kissing his chest.
Feeling her hair tickle his skin as she placed butterfly kisses on his chest, he was more than ready to go again. "Trust me sweetheart I have no problem keeping it up."
He wrapped his arm around her waist throwing her onto her back. He laughed as she let out a girlish squeal. He kissed roughly before pulling away as he started trailing kisses along her collar bone towards her full breasts. But just as he went to go further both of their attention was brought onto the door as they got the shock of their lives.
Nicole grabbed the covers as she tried to cover up her naked body. Kozik on the other hand jumped out of bed grabbing his boxers as he frantically put them on.
Tig stood quietly as he observed the two. As he went to walk into the room he stopped when he trod on something. Looking down he spotted a pair of jeans, Nicole's jeans. Bending down he picked up the jeans, he felt his anger triple. Kozik was going to pay for this.
"Tig it..." Tig stood up and looked at Nicole.
"Get dressed." He ordered as he walked further into the room, chucking her top and jeans at her. Nicole wrapped the sheet around herself as she grabbed her clothes that Tig had just thrown. On her way to the bathroom she stopped as she picked up her underwear off the floor. Tig watched as Kozik's eyes followed her. "Hey." Kozik looked at Tig who was standing across the room shaking his finger.
"Listen man it's not..."
"Shut up." Tig barked, causing Kozik to fall silent.
Nicole dressed in record time. As she walked back into the room, the tension almost suffocated her. She went to go and say something but Tig cut her off.
"Wait outside."
"Tigger please..."
"OUTSIDE NOW." Nicole lowered her head as she walked outside leaving the two men alone.
As she took a seat at the bar, she suddenly felt very sober as the reality of what she had just done started to sink in. Not only had she cheated on Michael who she considered to be the love of her life, she had cheated on him with Kozik, a Son, Son who just happened to be 9 years older. She felt her stomach churn with that thought as she couldn't help but think about what she had done. She had no doubt that once Clay knew about this Kozik fate would be sealed. With that thought she ran down the hall to the bathroom to throw up.
"Listen man it's not what think.." Kozik started.
"So you weren't fucking her then?" Tig edged towards Kozik.
"Yeah but..."
Tig moved so quickly Kozik barley had a chance to register the fist that came flying in his face. He tried to recover from the blow but before he could Tig attacked him again.
Tig punched his three times in the face, before pushing him against the wall his hand wrapping around his throat.
"She's 16 man, 16. Clay's fucking niece..."
"I know."
"Your dead you know that...dead."
Tig slammed his head against the wall before walking out. As he slammed the door behind him he saw Nicole walking down the hallway, she was wiping her mouth and he gathered she had probably been sick, and that pissed him off even more. Not only had Kozik slept with her but he got her wasted and took advantage.
"Tigger..."
"Come on. Were taking you home now." Tig headed for the door Nicole following sheepishly behind him.
Tig walked over to his bike, grabbing his helmet from the handle bar and handing it to Nicole.
"What about my bike?"
"We'll pick up in the morning. Right we need to get home." He forced the helmet into her hands.
"Are you going to tell Clay?"
"I have to, got no choice."
"Please don't Kozik..."
"That piece of shit has to pay for what he's done. He took advantage of you Nic. He got you drunk and fooled you into his bed, taking your V."
Nicole swallowed back her tears. "Please don't tell Clay. He'll kill him and it wasn't his fault. Plus Clay will kill me..."
"No he won't sweetheart. None of this is your fault." Tig reassured her as stepped closer to her.
"Yes he will." Nicole took a deep breath. "The reason I came here tonight was because..."
"I know you had a fight with Clay, no big deal you argue all the time. Your a teenager that's what you should be doing. Not fucking some ass..."
"Clay hit me." Nicole shouted cutting Tig dead.
"What?"
"He hit me. That's why I came here."
"He woul..." Tig stopped as Nicole turned her head to the side revealing a red mark that looked like it was turning into a bruise on her cheek. Tig reached out his hand and cupped her chin tilting her head so he could get a better look. "Shit."
Nicole looked back into his eyes. "So you see you can't tell him. I'm scared of what he would do, not just to Koz but to me. Please Tigger please don't tell him." She wrapped her arms around his waist as she sobbed into his chest.
"Okay, calm down. I wont tell Clay."
"Promise."
"Promise."
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After dropping Nicole off home and making sure she got through her bedroom window okay, he sent Clay a quick text saying everything was okay, before he headed back to the Clubhouse.
Heading for Koziks room, he let himself straight in. He watched as Kozik walked from his bathroom holding a towel to his bloody nose. Tig could tell he was going to say something but he didn't give him a chance.
"You don't get to talk, you just shut up and listen. First thing you apply for a transfer, I don't give a shit where but it better be far enough from Charming..."
"Bu..."
"HEY I SAID YOU SHUT UP AND LISTEN." Kozik nodded as he continued to listen to Tig's demands. "You say nothing about this to anyone and I mean anyone. You leave, stay away from Charming and Nicole. If and it's a big if. If find yourself back here, and I catch you so much as even breath in her direction I swear to god they wont find any trace of you. Nod if you understand." Kozik nodded. Tig turned to leave he could no longer stand to be in his presence.
"Thanks man." Tig stopped and turned around to face him.
"Don't you dare think I'm doing this for you."
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Kozik put in for a transfer to Tacoma, to say everyone was a little bit shocked was an understatement. Clay tried his hardest to keep him but of course nothing he could do or say would change his mind.
Nicole's guilt was eating her up inside. She hated lying to everyone, hiding this secret. But the thing that was causing her the most guilt was that she was letting Tig believe that Kozik had taken her virginity, took advantage of her and that was not the truth. So Nicole took drastic actions to try and numb her guilt. As she distanced herself from the club she got more involved in Michael and drugs, which she knew deep down was never going to end well.
Kozik on the other hand, was becoming more and more pissed off by the situation. Tig wouldn't give him a second, whenever there was a chance for him to hand Kozik his ass he did. Calling him a pervert etc... Koz did his best to shrug it off he knew in some ways he was getting off lightly compared to what Clay would have done to him. What was pissing him off the most though was the fact that Nicole was doing nothing to defend him, she was letting Tig believe that he took advantage of her, got her drunk and took away her innocence, which couldn't be further from the truth. He knew for sure that she was not a virgin and that she wanted it just as much as he did.
A Year Later
Nicole really didn't want to go to the clubhouse tonight but Gemma and Clay were giving her no choice. Bobby was being released from prison after a 6 month stretch, and Clay wanted a full house including family.
So Nicole reluctantly got changed into a tight pair of black skinny jeans and a plain black tank top. She put on a pair of black boots and curled her long dark hair, before joining Clay, Gemma and Jax at the clubhouse.
When they arrived Nicole made a beeline for Piney knowing full well he would sneak her a beer. She kept herself to herself, taking a spot in the corner of the clubhouse as she text Michael on her phone.
As the party got into full swing Nicole noticed that more Sons were arriving from various charters, and that made her nervous.
Draining the last of her beer she started to make her way over to the bar when she bumped into someone. Nicole was too afraid to look up just in case it was Kozik, but when she heard him speak she finally looked up.
"Hey."
"Hey Hap." She said as she smiled sweetly at him. "Didn't know you were coming."
"Had some business in Tacoma, so headed down with the guy's." Nicole's heart almost stopped with his words. "You okay kid?" He asked placing a hand on her shoulder.
"What..um ..yeah I'm fine."
"You don't look it." Nicole could see the worry in his eyes. Of all the people she didn't want to get suspicious about her behaviour it was Happy. If he thought something was wrong with her he wouldn't stop until he found out.
"Seriously I'm fine. Just need a refill." She said as she waved her empty bottle in front of his face.
"Well we better do something about that." He wrapped his arm around her shoulder as he led her to the bar.
As she was waiting for Happy to get her a drink, she saw him. She watched as Kozik swanned inside with some of his brothers from Tacoma. He was laughing and joking with them, well until his eyes met hers then he stopped in his tracks.
Kozik sat at the end of the bar with a bottle of Jack. He had secretly been keeping an eye on Nicole all night, and his blood was boiling. She had been sitting with Happy, Opie, Jax and another Nomad who he thought went by the name of Alan or some shit like that, he watched as she laughed and joked with them even flirted with Alan like she didn't have a care in the world. It pissed him off that she seemed to come out of everything unscathed while he lost everything, his club his home, his brother everything.
When he watched her leave the group and head to the bathroom down the hall she saw his opportunity. Checking that Tig wasn't watching him Kozik slipped away down the hall.
He walked straight in, causing Nicole to gasp in shock. "Jesus what the fuck?" He didn't say anything as he closed the door and locked it behind him. "Koz what are you doing?"
"Think it's time me and you had a little chat." Nicole could smell the booze on his breath as he got closer to her.
"Koz, I don't think this is a good idea if Tig catches you..."
"What? So what if he catches us, doesn't matter what I say you'll bullshit as usual. Tell him a pack of lies so you get off scot free."
"What are you talking about?" Kozik banged his fist against the wall next to her making her jump.
"You let him believe that I took you Virginity, that I got you drun kand took advantage..."
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to it just kind of happened."
"I had to give up everything, while you continue to parade yourself round here, in tarty little outfits." He ran his finger down her chest, pulling on the neck of her top. Nicole slapped his hand away. "I thought you were different, thought you were going to make something of yourself. But look at you, your nothing more than a fucking croweater. I saw you tonight, flirting with Hap and that other Nomad."
"Stop it." Kozik ignored her and continued his rant.
"I suppose I should be lucky that I got there a year ago, god knows what I'd catch off you now."
Nicole pushed him away from her. "Screw you. You fucking bastard." Nicole got out the bathroom as quickly as she could.
Nicole ran from the Clubhouse not bothering to make any excuses to her family, she just needed to get out of there. She called Micheal and he came to pick her up from the end of the street. When she got in the car he knew something was wrong with her, but of course she couldn't tell him the truth, so she lied and told him that her and Clay had got into yet another fight.
"Babe I'm sorry. I know your butting heads because of me."
"It doesn't matter." She wiped her tears. "I just want to forget about it."
"Well that I can help with." Nicole looked to her side as Michael pulled out a small bag of crank. "Fancy it?" She hesitated for a moment until Kozik's words started to come back to her. She grabbed the small bag from Michael who smiled at her.
From the moment she took the drugs everything went downhill. The drugs combined with the drink she had consumed at the clubhouse and the bottle of Vodka Michael had brought with him Nicole was wasted. But her night didn't end there. She couldn't explain but she wanted to do something reckless something exciting to make her feel alive.
Spotting a 1967 Impala across the street Nicole wanted it, wanted to get behind the wheel, feel the power under her foot. Michael followed her as she took off towards the car. When he reached her she had already broke in, and was climbing into the drivers seat.
"I don't think this is a good idea babe."
"You scared?"
"No."
"Then prove it get it."
The next thing Nicole knew she was waking up in a hospital bed and was being told that she had crashed the car and that Michael had died. She had killed him.
Nicole was in shock and the only thing she could really remember was what Kozik had said to her, and that his words were the reason she had been so upset and lead her to getting wasted. It was his fault this happened, his fault Michael was dead.
Deep down buried in the bottom of her heart she knew that wasn't true but in her 17 year old brain it was easier for her to blame him instead of herself. So from that day forward whenever she saw Kozik she avoided him and if she did speak to him it normal ended in a shouting match.
So that's it, I hope you all enjoyed it, and you weren't disgusted
by a 25 year old and a 16 year old sleeping together.
I want you to keep in mind that Nicole was brought up in a
world that was very different to any normal girl her age. She
had no choice but to grow up quickly. She mayonly be 16, but
she is more mature in some areas, such as sex as she
is surrounded by it on a daily bases. But as you could
probably tell she still makes silly choices like any other kid her age.
Let me know what think
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