Let me tell you what it felt like to be a murderer.

Oh, I was never convicted. Too young to be tried as an adult or too crazy to stand and there was the provocation.

They said, I couldn't have known what I was doing. That, my opinions on life were so skewed.

But when I dropped Marian Janssen, felt her fear of death, her begging as I slipped her hand free of mine, heard her screams as the fell and the abrupt silence...

Oh, it felt good.

Now I was the one with the power over life and death.