So...I'm not quite comfortable writing a sex scene for this story yet. lol. But farther down into the story I might...because this is going to be a long story, I'm telling you that now. And sorry I haven't updated, I have had writers block and I still have but now I'm just winging it. haha so bare with me.
*****After Sex*****
Dre's P.O.V
He was tired after our little activities we experienced. He was dressed in sweats and plopped down on the couch.
It was the most wonderful thing I have ever experienced. Most people would see two boys who are 15 and 14 are way too young to have sex, but what does age really matter? Do you really have to be like...18 years old to have sex? If it was a 16 year old with a 30 year old than that's a different story.
Before we did that, I told him I loved him again and he said it back. My heart skipped a beat when he said that to me and then I couldn't control myself. I needed him there and then. I finally got him to say it...but did he say is because he really meant it? Or did he just say it because he was in the moment?
Cheng's P.O.V
My eyes were closing once again. I was tired this morning but now I was even more tired. I feel like I need an energy drink or something.
That was the most wondering thing I have ever experienced...even if I was a little sore from it. When two people love each other they...wait...love.
I told Dre I loved him, I was finally able to do it and it felt so good once I said it. It was as if a weight was lifted off my shoulders and I could breath again.
Just then, I felt a body next to mine on the couch. I looked up and saw Dre sitting there holding an acoustic guitar.
"You play?" I whispered to him. He nodded and his fingers began moving on the instrument. He played a pretty unfamiliar tune. I sat up and faced him. The music had a Hawaiian feel to it.
Take out of your wasted honor.
Every little past frustration.
Take all of your so called problems.
Better put them in quotations.
He sang to me. What deep lyrics...did he write them?
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
He smiled and looked up at me. I was mesmerized with his singing.
Walking like a one man army.
Fighting with the shadows in your head.
Living up the same old moment.
Knowing you'd be better off instead.
If you could only...
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
I blinked back tears.
Have no fear for giving in.
Have no fear for giving over.
You better know that in the end.
It's better to say too much.
Than never to say what you need to say again.
I looked at his fingers strum on the guitar. Then looked back up at him to see him looking right into my eyes.
Even if your hands are shaking.
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closing.
Do it with a heart wide open.
A wide heart
And say what you need say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
Say what you need to say.
A few more times saying that line again, and he was done. He set the guitar down and grabbed onto my hand.
Dre's P.O.V
"Did you write that?" He whispered softly to me.
"No, it's a song by John Mayer. It's called Say...but I sang it because it goes with what I feel right now." I explained. He looked at me confused.
I sighed.
"Baby, when you told me you loved me...did you.." I wasn't able to finish because he cut me off.
"I meant it." He said. He let go of my hand and got up and walked off. He walked kind of weird because of...you know. I followed.
"Cheng wait." I said. He turned around and glared at me.
"You think I would lie?" He asked.
"No! It's just...I thought maybe you were just caught up in the moment. That's all." I explained. "And the first time I told you I loved you...you didn't say it back. And I figured you wanted to say it but you didn't know how so just..."
Once again I was cut off, but not by him speaking. I felt lips crash onto mine. I wrapped my arms around his waist and brought him closer to me. He then pulled away and looked me in the eye.
"I was going to Dre...but I was kind of busy being chased by my abusive father with you." He said.
I then felt like shit. Of coarse that's why he didn't say it back! He didn't really have time to because his father appeared out of no where and tried to beat the living hell out of him. I thought he had no intention of saying it back at all. I'm such an idiot.
"Thank you for singing that to me." Cheng smiled. "I loved it...and I love you."
I smiled back and wrapped him in another hug.
"So does that mean you're ready for round 2?" I joked.
"Oh God no! It is going to take me at least a few days to be able to sit down properly again."
The next day we had school. I proudly held his hand as we walked in the hallways. Most people are afraid of Cheng, so they weren't even going to give us the slightest look. I'm sure when we had our backs turned there were looks and talks, but who cares? We aren't gonna let anyone bring us down.
Not even Liang.
Speaking of the devil, he was approaching us, along with the rest of them. Man, he does not get that when someone whoops your ass..you leave them alone! Cause they just gonna whoop your ass again!
"Faggots." He said, smiling.
"You really wanna start with me?" I asked and stepped closer. Cheng held me back.
"We use to be best friends Liang, you are going to let this ruin that?" Cheng asked.
"I heard you are no longer staying at your father's house, that you are living with him!" Liang snapped, and completely changed the subject.
"Yes, because my father was going to beat me in a dark alley!" Cheng spat. Liang's face softened. "Dre saved me."
Well, to be exact. I saved him, but Mr. Han saved the both of us.
Liang looked down. Obviously feeling sorry.
"What? Now you are going to feel sorry for me again? It takes me getting beat for you to grow a heart?" Cheng said between gritted teeth. He walked up to Liang. "Fuck you."
"Fine, whatever. Let's go guys." He said. He walked off and they all followed, but one.
"Go ahead, I am going to go with Cheng and Dre." Sho said.
Everyone stared at him in shock, including me. Not Cheng though. He smiled. Him and Sho have been best friends since they were little. He must of known Sho was going to stick by him no matter what.
"Are you serious?" Liang asked.
"Serious as a heart attack." Sho said.
"You are going to ditch us for these fa-"
"Call them faggots one more time, Liang. I dare you! See what happens to your face." Sho snapped.
Liang rolled his eyes and began walking off again. The rest of them hesitated, looking at Cheng, then looking back at Liang. They then began following Liang down the halls.
Cheng jumped up and down like a 5 year old with a big smile on his face, looking up at Sho. Sho laughed and pulled him into a quick hug. He turned to me and held out his hand.
"Hello, I am Sho. I do not think I have properly introduced myself." I hesitated, but then took his hand.
"I'm Dre, nice to meet you, brah."
"Brah? Huh?" He asked.
Here we go again.
"So you actually stood up to his father?" Sho asked me at lunch. He was stuffing his face with noodles. Cheng had his head on my shoulder and he had fallen asleep, sleeping peacefully on me. How he managed to fall asleep in a lunch room with hundreds of loud kids...I don't know.
"Yeah, I told him in order to get to Cheng than he would have to get through me. Then Mr. Han came out of no where and.."
"Wait, who is this Mr. Han that you speak of?" Sho asked.
"He's the maintenance man at the apartment I live in. He knows some awesome Kung Fu, dude. But he didn't show it. He didn't use it on Cheng's father like he deserved."
"Sounds like an honorable man." Sho said.
Cheng shifted in his sleep and layed his face in the crook of my neck. I got shivers as I felt his warm breath on my neck every time he breathed out.
"Do you love him?" Sho asked. His question caught me by surprise but I quickly nodded.
"Good." He said. "He seems happier."
"So am I." I replied.
"Have you done anything?" He asked. I raised an eyebrow in confusion. "Come on, you know what I mean."
I then went wide eyed.
"I...uh..."
"Ew!" Sho yelled. I couldn't help but laugh. "Like what?"
"Do you really want me to go into detail?"
"No"
"Okay then. Shut up." I laughed.
We sat in silence for a few minutes, looking out the corner of our eyes at Liang who was just staring evily. This kid has issues.
"How much you wanna bet that he has feelings for Cheng? And he's pissed that Cheng loves me and not him."
"No way...Liang is a homophobe!" Sho asked. "Good theory though."
"So how long have you and Cheng been friends." I said. Cheng shifted in his sleep again and his head fell on my lap. Sho and I both began laughing.
"I have known him a bit longer than Mei Ying has known him. You could say that he was my first friend and I was his first." Sho said. I nodded.
"When his mother died...and his father began hurting him. He would sneak out in the middle of the night and run to my house." Sho said softly. I don't know what got him on this subject, but he had my full attention. "I would wake up to the sound of my window opening. Almost every time he would be crying. He would climb into bed with me and cry until he fell asleep. I would try my best to comfort him but he never stopped crying. We never told anyone about this. He did not want people to know that he actually cried."
"I've seen him cry quite a few times." I told him.
"You and I are the only ones basically." Sho said. "Maybe Mei Ying, I do not know."
I see Mei Ying around school a lot. She always smiles as me and at Cheng. But every time we do see her and she smiles, Cheng grabs onto me tighter as if I am going to leave him.
Does he think I like her?
I would never like her. I mean, she's cute but she's no Cheng. It's hard to find beauty like his.
"Take good care of him." Sho whispered. "Please."
"I promise." I told him, looking down at the sleeping boy in my lap.
"I'll never let you go." I whispered to Cheng.
...yeah so if you don't know the song than shame on you. Look it up. It's an old song and it's not originally from the Karate Kid. It's from the movie The Bucket List but at the beginning of The Karate Kid after the Chinese guy goes "Dude, I'm from Detroit." and Dre goes "Oh, what's up?". The music that starts playing THATS the song. Anyways, hope you liked chapter 8 :) I'll do 9 soon.
And here...educate yourselfs.
youtube . com /watch?v =9P1qUSWEfmk
Just make sure there are no spaces when you type the URL in. If you listen to the song than you get a cookie! :D