Chapter 3 Thoughts

I was laying in my bed. Thinking. Happily my thought were undisturbed this time. Edward had left to stay with Bella. Lately my thoughts were mine-and mine alone. Rosalie was also out. Thanks to her newly found play toy. I was used to Rosalie's unfaithful affairs. It didn't affect me anymore. Lately all I could think about was Jacob Black. Every time I saw him my thoughts become more untamable. It was becoming hard to stay away from him.

Maybe I should call him. Ha. Yea right. Like that's going to happen. But...

Why am I thinking of him so much? Why am I attracted to him? I had never felt this way before. Was it my need to be loved? I shook my head. Nah.I was sorta loved. That couldn't be it. More images filled my head, of nothing but him. I grabbed the phone on the bed and dialed his number in a haze. I pulled it to my ear and listen as it ring again and again.

"Hello?" a hard husky voice answered. None other than Jacob Black. I really didn't think this far. Crap. What was I going to say?

"Uh..Hi. This is sorta weird, but I was bored. So hey. What's up?" I murmured nervously. I usely-never- was nervous.

"Emmett? Oh,hey. How'd you get my number?" He retorted.

"Yea. You do know Bella and my brother are always together, right? Plus, Bella just tells everyone"

"Really? Hope some freak doesn't call me." he chuckled.

"Haha. Me too."

"Yea. So what's going on?"

"Nothing at all. Bored out of my fucking mind. I have nothing to do."

"Oh, well that sucks. You should come over and we'd do nothing together," he chuckled though the phone.

"Yea. I should do that. Then at least I won't be bored alone," I laughed.

"Yup. I hear boredom is better with another person."

"Okay. See you in a second then." With my speed I didn't doubt it.

"Bye." I shut and the phone and was in the car within seconds.